dhibooks Chapter 55 Shao Yang
Chapter 55 Shao Yang
Chapter.55
Compared with the two whose expressions were instantly stiff, the one who was more embarrassed and panicked was undoubtedly Shao Yang who accidentally broke a big secret. Countless guesses ran through his mind. He was in a dilemma, trying to squeeze out a distorted smile, and raised his hand to say hello. : "Hi... I heard that Luo Meng has been ill for several days... I... just want to come and see him."
Shao Yang spoke slowly and stumbled. At this moment, Zhang Chenguang and Luo Meng had returned to a safe distance. Luo Meng's lips were pale, and he turned his head and did not dare to look at Shao Yang. Zhang Chenguang was better and replied calmly: "Thank you, he is a lot gone."
This... this, this, is it not the tone of the family members to act like this?
The guess in his heart was undoubtedly confirmed. Shao Yang's heart trembled slightly. He always felt that he would be dead on the spot in the next second. He slightly retracted one of his feet that had stepped into the dormitory, with a smile on his face, and replied softly. Said: "That's good, that's good, then I won't bother, I'll go back first. That... I didn't see anything just now, haha."
He finally laughed awkwardly, seeing that the situation could not be saved, he quickly closed the door of the dormitory lightly, turned around and ran away swiftly.
Luo Meng closed his eyes tightly, his eyelashes fluttered wildly, revealing his nervousness.
Zhang Chenguang pinched his face and said, "Are you afraid?"
Luo Meng opened her eyes suddenly, and said with a suppressed voice: "Aren't you nervous, Shao Yang saw it! Maybe the whole class and the whole school will know soon!"
"Oh, so what, we didn't break the law." Zhang Chenguang replied.
Luo Meng's thinking was a little confused, and he said: "I was not afraid at first, but now... now I don't know why, maybe I hate being pointed at by people? I don't like many strangers looking at me, maybe I'm afraid of being talked to by the teacher , I am also afraid of the teacher, and... I am afraid that if my mother finds out, she will hurt this and that, and it will make me feel even more uncomfortable..."
He was rambling on, Zhang Chenguang looked at him seriously, Luo Meng had lost weight again, he looked so haggard and pure, he was tough but also fragile, his worries were perfectly normal.
Zhang Chenguang finally said: "Don't worry, everything will not be as bad as you think."
In the next few days, Luo Meng didn't know if he was too sensitive. He always felt that Shao Yang would secretly look at them in class, because he bought the seeds of worry in his heart. When watching him chatting with others, Luo Meng was always worried that he would say When it comes to the matter between himself and Zhang Chenguang, a casual look from his classmates can make him speculate for a long time.
He would often ask Zhang Chenguang during recess: "Do you think everyone looks at us the same way as before?"
"Same, don't think too much about it."
Luo Meng didn't believe it, and was always depressed.
During the class break that day, several lively and sociable men and women in the class gathered towards Shao Yang, as if they were asking him what was the matter. Qiao Jiayi and the others were also there, and a group of people were whispering. It was almost time for the class, and everyone dispersed with unsatisfied intentions.
Two boys who came back sat in front of Luo Meng and Zhang Chenguang, exchanging words——
"Hey, homosexuality is disgusting."
"That's right, I accidentally hurt myself and others."
"What are you going to do after this?"
"I don't know, it's better to stay away from him"
Luo Meng was startled when she heard the first sentence, her pen hand was shaking. Have they been discovered?
"Hey, Chenguang, have you heard?" One of the boys turned around and looked at Zhang Chenguang.
He called Zhang Chenguang, but Luo Meng shrank back in fear, the noise was so loud that the other person jumped, the boy was surprised: "Luo Meng, what's wrong with you?"
Luo Meng was speechless with a pale face, Zhang Chenguang glanced at him, and replied for him: "It's nothing, I had a nightmare last night, he is timid."
The boy smiled kindly.
Zhang Chenguang asked: "What did you just say, did you hear anything?"
"You don't know." The boy lowered his voice but exaggerated his mouth shape, looked around deliberately, and then said in a low voice: "Many of us know it, it is the friend of Shao Yang who went to Thailand with us, check AIDS."
Zhang Chenguang raised his eyebrows and asked, "Oh? How did you know this happened?"
The boy replied: "It's not that he didn't feel well, and he took his good friend to accompany him to the examination, but it was really unlucky to run into him. His friend was also afraid and worried. Speaking of it, it wouldn't be contagious. , who doesn't have a lump in his heart. He knows that he is also very sensitive when he is sick, and the two broke up, and his friend said it. And he is gay, isn't it public? They thought it was nothing at first, who Knowing that he messed up and got sick, he is excluded now, and it is said that he is planning to drop out of school."
Zhang Chenguang snorted, and said meaningfully: "It's also because he is not specific enough."
The boy scoffed: "Hey, after all, what will happen if a man messes with a man, if he doesn't follow the right path. Hey, the teacher is here, let's not talk about it."
Luo Meng listened carefully to the whole process, frowning tightly. Because of the special status of that boy, Shao Yang pointed it out to them. Looking tall and sunny, he got AIDS, which is a lifetime thing.
In Luo Meng's heart, there was not much luck that the misfortune had nothing to do with him, but instead he was full of heaviness and embarrassment.
In the evening, he went out to take out the garbage, and bumped into Shao Yang face to face in the corridor. The two were relatively speechless. Shao Yang smiled awkwardly. The two were about to cross over when Luo Meng suddenly stopped and asked hesitantly: "That... your friend, is he okay?"
Shao Yang immediately knew who it was, and replied in a low tone: "He is not emotionally stable and plans to drop out of school."
Luo Meng felt a little uncomfortable when he heard that, he lowered his head and was about to leave, but was stopped by Shao Yang instead.
"Well, Luo Meng... In fact, he is very nice and not messy. He was also deceived by the scumbag and infected. Many people spread the rumors, and I can't persuade him. You just need to know the truth."
Luo Meng looked up in surprise, looking directly at Shao Yang for the first time in so many days, and said, "...Then he is so pitiful."
Shao Yang nodded: "But it's useless to regret, and the love at the beginning was also true...I never discriminated against him, never before, and now I won't..."
Luo Meng saw that Shao Yang hadn't finished speaking, so she stood there and waited quietly.
Sure enough, after a while, Shao Yang plucked up his courage and said: "...Actually, what I want to say is that a sincere love deserves everyone's respect. If you are lucky enough to meet a right person, a good person, then even more Cherish it well."
It seemed the first time Shao Yang said such words. After he finished speaking, his face flushed, and he walked quickly with his head down. Luo Meng watched his back, and a relieved smile slowly rose from the corner of his mouth.
Shao Yang's words were warm and mature, casting sunshine into Luo Meng's gloomy heart. At that time, he never thought that the next poor person would be Shao Yang.
After the conversation between the two of them that day, Luo Meng's mood improved a lot, and she regained her smiling face. She no longer went out to play at night, and followed Zhang Chenguang to attend classes honestly every day, and went to the library, and her life took on a new look.
There seemed to be quite a few people in the class who were interested in studying abroad, and they gathered together every day to discuss the preparation of application materials. After class this day, after answering questions for a few people, the head teacher specifically called Luo Meng and Zhang Chenguang to stop, and asked, "You two How is the preparation of the materials, and I never asked me.”
Zhang Chenguang glanced at Luo Meng, Luo Meng shook his head and said, "Teacher, we don't plan to go abroad."
"What?" The head teacher was surprised and said, "Don't you two want to go? Our major is a very good school in the United States. This opportunity is very rare."
Luo Meng still shook his head.
The head teacher couldn't understand, and asked uncertainly: "Are there any other difficulties? The subsidies for this project are very generous."
He was alluding to the economy. After all, judging by the results of the two of them, they are very sure, why give up this bright spot in the future file.
At this time, Zhang Chenguang took over the quarrel and said, "Teacher, we have no difficulties, it's just a personal wish."
The teacher in charge couldn't understand it, but he couldn't force it. Finally, he tried his best to persuade him: "You two think about it again. There is still time. If you have any ideas, you can come to me."
"Okay, thank you teacher" the two said.
Seeing the teacher leave, Qiao Jiayi ran over from the back row of the classroom and said, "Hey, let's have lunch together."
At this moment, the classroom was already empty. Zhang Chenguang glanced at her and said, "Don't you always have a companion?"
Qiao Jiayi waved her hand, her face full of irritability: "Don't mention it, this bad exchange student incident has made the atmosphere in the class smoky. Let's walk around and talk about it during dinner."
"Ah? How did this happen?" Luo Meng asked in amazement holding up a rice spoon after Qiao Jiayi finished talking about the recent incident.
Qiao Jiayi said: "That's right. It's not that you and Zhang Chenguang have been obsessed with studying recently. They even spent the National Day in the library. They didn't know about such a sensational event. And you Zhang Chenguang, as the class monitor, only cares about talking. Love, I don’t know about such an important thing in class, I’m seriously dereliction of duty.”
Qiao Jiayi just gave the two of them a popular science about major events after work. It turns out that since the exchange student program started, there are really many people who want to go, and everyone is vying to go to a better school, so competitors with similar grades are inevitable. There was some discord, which was a trivial matter. The most sensational thing was that Shao Yang and Chai Xiaoran, the most loving couple in the class, were breaking up.
Shao Yang's grades are good, and his family's conditions are not bad. Even if there is no exchange program, he still plans to study abroad in the future. This time he has a good opportunity, so naturally he doesn't want to miss it. He wanted to go with Xie Xiaoran, but was rejected.
Xie Xiaoran's grades are mediocre, her family's conditions are also mediocre, and she doesn't have the conditions to go abroad at her own expense. As for the exchange student application, she feels that she can't apply to any good school with her own grades, let alone being in the same school as Shao Yang, and going abroad. On the one hand, if she doesn't adapt, the credits may not be as good as domestic ones, so under various considerations, she doesn't want to go abroad.
Shao Yang talked with her a few times, and felt that if they worked hard, they could at least meet in one country, or even one state, or one city. It would be very convenient to meet on weekends, but Xie Xiaoran felt that such a different place and a foreign country were almost troublesome.
In short, the two ended up talking about it. Shao Yang tried his best to find a balance, and wanted both of them to take a step back, but Xie Xiaoran felt that the differences between the two were too great. Since Shao Yang couldn't understand and couldn't compromise, the two should break up as soon as possible. Good luck ahead.
The two have been together for almost half a year, plus the ambiguous period of the previous few months, whether it is long or short, in short, Shao Yang can't let go of this relationship, he disagrees, and asks Qiao Jiayi and other roommates to persuade him to make peace .
"Then have you persuaded them to make peace?" Luo Meng asked curiously.
Qiao Jiayi rolled her eyes and said: "Don't mention it, Chai Xin and I just started dating today, and we don't understand her eccentric dating, so let us not mind our own business, Chai Xin was so angry that he went straight back to the dormitory Don't eat dinner. Tell me, why does she discriminate against single mothers like us? What! What! "
Obviously, neither of the two people who were interested could fully understand her anger. They looked at each other, and Luo Meng said gloomily, "Shao Yang is so pitiful..."
The author has something to say:
Love is sometimes steadfast and sometimes fragile.