Rise up, Omega!

Chapter 44 You know what I want to hear is not sorry

"Just tell me what you want to eat, and I'll take you there on weekends." Miao Ziqi scratched Gouni's chin, "The cafeteria..."

Alpha didn't continue talking, but Bai Yi understood what the senior meant.

He smiled: "The cafeteria is fine."

"Let's go." Miao Ziqi had no doubts about him, "There will be no place in the cafeteria any later."

They walked to the cafeteria with the barely cleaned Daben.There are three cafeterias in the city campus of the Capital Police Academy, which are distributed in three directions of different colleges. Bai Yi chose the No. [-] cafeteria nearby. Lunch with seniors, and so on.

Wang Caide quickly replied to his message, with a series of messy emoticons attached, with only one theme: come on.

Bai Yi put away his phone confidently, and quickened his pace to grab the senior's hand. This time, Miao Ziqi didn't hesitate, and directly held his paw backwards, nicknamed, "I won't save you from running around."

"The senior should hurry up, if I run, I will definitely go to a place where you can't find me, and I will never come back."

As soon as he finished speaking, his fingers ached slightly, it turned out that it was because Miao Ziqi held his hand even tighter.

Bai Yi took a peek at Alpha's expression, seeing Miao Ziqi's lips pursed into a line, he understood, but he didn't stop talking: "At that time, even if the senior begs me, I won't make up with you of."

"Try it?" Miao Ziqi finally let go, with dangerous eyes, "See if I can find you."

"What if the senior finds it?"

"Bring you back."

"that's it?"

"...What else do you want?" Miao Ziqi squeezed his slowly warming fingers, and a strange emotion rose in his heart, "Tell me?"

Bai Yi let out a "tsk", lamenting Alpha's poor imagination, and then expressed his thoughts in detail: "If I were A and my little O ran away, I would definitely catch him back Look at the sun, turn against the sun..." Sure enough, Miao Ziqi covered his mouth before he finished speaking.

"What are you talking about?" Miao Ziqi stared at him annoyed, obviously regretting the question just now.

Bai Yi blinked innocently, and told Miao Ziqi with practical actions that he was such a maverick O.

"An omega, and you know how alpha...marked his partner?" Miao Ziqi pulled him to his side, half annoyed, half funny, "Sounds right, you marked an O for me to see."

At this time, Bai Yi knew that he was being a good boy, and he grabbed Alpha's sleeve and begged for mercy with a smile: "I'm O, so if you want to mark me, the senior will mark me."

"It's good to know."

"So the senior agreed?"

"...Bai Yi!"

Seeing that it was time to go to the cafeteria, Bai Yi stopped making jokes. He and Miao Ziqi walked into the cafeteria together with two students who had just finished class, lined up for the usual meals, and then sat in the usual seats.

It's really unusual, three dishes and one soup, so simple that Bai Yi felt that they were not worthy of his confession plan: fried pork with cabbage, scrambled eggs with tomato, a piece of oily chicken chop, and winter melon and seaweed soup with chopped green onion, typical canteen dishes.

The only thing that was unusual was that they were sitting in the center of the cafeteria, directly below the wall-mounted TV. People had to look up to watch TV, and they had to raise their necks at ninety degrees and look up to the sky.

Miao Ziqi put the sliced ​​meat from the cabbage fried pork into the Baiyi bowl: "What do you want to eat on the weekend?" The implication is that after the weekend off-campus practice, he will definitely be taken to have a toothpaste.

Bai Yi didn't refuse either: "Barbecue."

"it is good."

"No senior Tong Xia."

"it is good."

"You can take Daben with you."

"No." Miao Ziqi rebuffed, "In just a few days, it has gained weight, and when the trainer sees it, he will definitely fight me hard."

After Alpha finished speaking, he warned: "Its daily diet is regulated, don't buy messy things to feed it, remember?"

"Remember." Bai Yi pawed at the rice and replied absent-mindedly, "I promise to complete the task."

He promised, but his eyes were looking at the cafeteria which was gradually being filled with students, and he was going to carry out his confession plan when the seats were all taken up.

Miao Ziqi still doesn't know what "conspiracy" his junior is planning. After picking the meat slices and eggs, the more he eats, the more he feels that the food in the school cafeteria is not nutritious enough. Bai Yi must be hungry at night, and he is thinking of going to the canteen to buy him some snacks after dinner When it was midnight snack, Omega knocked the bowl and chopsticks in front of her, raised her leg suddenly and stepped on the chair, then bent over and leaned forward, pinching her chin with two fingers.

Miao Ziqi: "..."

The students of the police academy were usually quiet when they ate, not to mention that Bai Yi's move was extremely loud. In an instant, countless curious eyes focused on them. After seeing clearly what happened, whistles came and went.

These days it's common for an alpha to chase an omega, but it's not common for a beta to confess to an alpha.

Bai Yi expected to be labeled B again, and felt upset, but considering the last elimination system in the special training class, he didn't clarify in public, but lifted Miao Ziqi's chin even harder, and asked casually: " Senior, I like you, would you like to be with me?"

The cafeteria was silent for a moment, and then the roof was almost toppled by the booing.

Some people were clamoring to "promise him", others were asking for Bai Yi's name, and more people wanted to join in the fun, trying to facilitate a relationship they didn't understand at all.

But love is always beautiful, no matter what the starting point is, it should be blessed.

Miao Ziqi stared blankly at Bai Yi's smiling eyes, keenly grasped a trace of panic, and soon noticed that his junior's hand holding his chin was trembling slightly. He raised his arm involuntarily, wrapping Bai Yi's body gently. finger, and then squeezed out a sentence from between the teeth: "Don't make trouble."

The moment Miao Ziqi opened his mouth, he regretted it, but the light in Bai Yi's eyes was already shattered with the sound of these two words.

"Don't make trouble?" He withdrew his hand violently, as if shaking off the silt covered in his hands, and the noise of classmates who didn't know what happened between them was still lingering in his ears, he looked at Miao Ziqi with a half-smile, "It turns out that no matter what I say, it is nonsense in the eyes of the senior."

"Bai Yi, I..."

"I understand." He lowered his head and muttered to himself, "Senior doesn't need to explain, I understand everything."

After speaking, he took the dinner plate and left the table without looking back, leaving Miao Ziqi with a lonely but tall figure.

The uproar stopped abruptly, boldly approaching Miao Ziqi, and also chasing Bai Yi out of the cafeteria, wanting to see if Beta, who was rejected in public, would cry.

But Bai Yi and Miao Ziqi disappointed everyone in the cafeteria. They acted calmer than anyone else, as if the confession just now was just a fleeting moment, and they were forgotten after saying it.

But no, Bai Yi is just stubborn, he is willing to show his most vulnerable side in front of Miao Ziqi, it doesn't mean he is willing to show the same self to others.

Commonly known as dying to save face and suffer.

The hazy rain shrouded the youthful campus, a few vague figures were running around in the empty playground, and more and more students who didn't know that a confession had just ended in the cafeteria brushed shoulders with Bai Yi Pass.

He thought, he made up his mind, and the "like" that had been brewing for many days would soon be forgotten by everyone, but who knows what it feels like to be rejected?

It's like Bai Yi knew that if he walked a dozen more steps, he would rush into the rain, but he still had to grit his teeth and take a step forward.

It's not that he's not afraid of the cold, it's not that he wants to get wet, but he has to, because there is no way out behind him.

In fact, Bai Yi was not surprised by such a result.How could it be a surprise?Miao Ziqi has always been this kind of person. From the day they met, Bai Yi knew in his heart that the senior treated him with indulgence more than love.

All the intimacy was won by him forcefully, and the short-term heartbeat has nothing to do with "pounding".

You can't force everyone who sees you right to also have your heart, just like you can't force this sky to stop raining when you are in a bad mood.

Life is not so arbitrary, so Bai Yi tried to accept it.

He felt that when he was in the cafeteria, he didn't handle it well enough.Not calm enough, not purposeful enough.In fact, he should make two preparations: if Miao Ziqi accepts, he should show his joy appropriately; if he doesn't accept it, he should show his weakness to win the sympathy of his seniors.

Bai Yi will never give up easily in everything he does. When it comes to love, he even has despicable thoughts of not giving up until he reaches his goal.

However, when Miao Ziqi said "don't make trouble", he suddenly realized that there was nothing he could do.

He can't use his vulnerability to cheat a piece of warmth that shouldn't belong to him, and he can't show the most miserable side in front of Miao Ziqi.What he wants alpha to see is a person with a straight waist, who can withdraw quickly even if he is rejected.

He did it and was not happy.

The rain was still falling, and the autumn rain was mixed with the bone-chilling chill. Bai Yi spun around, walked around the teaching building along the dripping corridor, and sent Wang Caide a message by the way.

Wang Caide was nearby, Bai Yi went to rub the umbrella non-stop, He Qiu kindly gave him his own half, and sent them back to the dormitory without saying a word.

"Have you eaten yet?" Wang Caide didn't know that Bai Yi's confession had met Waterloo, so he chirped along the way, "No, I have a bento here, just go back and heat it up."

He behaved like a normal person, thanking him happily, and habitually wanted to run for a long time before going upstairs. When he saw the empty kennel, he suddenly realized that the dog was still by Miao Ziqi's side.

Apart from the dog, there are many things he left behind with the senior.

From this moment on, Bai Yi's heart was completely filled with exhaustion and loneliness, and he was so tired that he couldn't even speak.

He said: "Wang Caide, you go up first, I will help Daben tidy up the nest."

Wang Caide hesitated for a moment. Seeing Bai Yi standing stubbornly downstairs in the dormitory, he vaguely sensed something, and the words twitched on the tip of his tongue: "Okay, I'll warm up the bento for you, remember to eat when you come back."

Bai Yi didn't care if the lunch box was inconvenient. He stared fixedly at the kennel, seriously thinking about whether he should continue to insist on liking Miao Ziqi.And Miao Ziqi, who was left hanging in the cafeteria by Bai Yi, was rushing to the dormitory, half of his body was drenched, and he remembered that he had an umbrella in his hand.

Water dripped from the dark umbrella surface, and the curved umbrella handle seemed to be mocking the slowness of the owner.

The words "I like you too" lingered in Miao Ziqi's mouth, sometimes sticking to the roof of his mouth, and sometimes slipping over the tip of his teeth. He knew it was the best response, but changed his words in a blink of an eye.

Because Miao Ziqi thought of his former instructor, the alpha who turned him into a "devil king", the teacher who was buried in the cemetery and would never open his eyes and laugh at his lack of physical fitness as others.

It's hard to imagine that Miao Ziqi had a time when he was at the bottom of the rope when he was in school.

As an alpha of the anti-terrorist academy, he wasn't even selected into the special training class. Later, he successfully challenged a student with all his might, and then he was reluctantly hanged under the door of the special training class, becoming the tail of a crane that could be eliminated at any time.

Zhou Ge was his instructor at that time.

Zhou Zhouge's training method is extremely cruel, no matter how talented the students are, they have shed several layers of skin in his hands, let alone Miao Ziqi, who is originally a low-level student.

The reason why Miao Ziqi persisted was just to hold his breath.

Today, four years later, Zhou Yige's training model has long been reported to the Education Bureau by students, and he will definitely be criticized if he is not dismissed.But the students four years ago didn't have that thought. They gritted their teeth and persisted, and in the years after the military training ended, they were deeply grateful for this difficult time.

It made Miao Ziqi, but also caused him pain.

Because he almost watched Zhou Yige die with his own eyes, leaving this world forever.

Miao Ziqi is well aware of the despair involved, and also has the awareness of sacrifice, but when Bai Yi's shining eyes converge on him, he suddenly wakes up.

He can, but Bai Yi can't, especially when this relationship is fused into love, he can't bear to see Bai Yi send him off like this one day in the future.

Miao Ziqi came to the downstairs of the dormitory, and Da Ben got into his kennel with ease, while Bai Yi stood there with his back to Alpha, without any intention of turning back.

Holding the umbrella, Miao Ziqi hesitated to speak several times, and rubbed the corner of his clothes with his rain-stained fingers awkwardly. When he finally plucked up the courage to speak, Bai Yi spoke first.

He said, "Senior, you know what I want to hear is not 'I'm sorry'."

So Miao Ziqi's words were blocked, and he stared blankly at Bai Yi's straight back.But Bai Yi seemed to have relieved a heavy burden, bent down to rub Gouzi's head, turned around and walked upstairs to the dormitory.

He regretted it when he stepped on the first step, he really wanted to look back at Miao Ziqi standing in the rain.

His beloved senior, even when he refused, there was endless tenderness in the corners of his eyes and brows.

In the end, Bai Yi still couldn't turn around.

The autumn rain fell for three days in a row. At the beginning of a new week, the school issued thick training uniforms to the freshmen, which were semi-rainproof, and it took half an hour to stand on the playground to get soaked.

Wang Caide stood there for a long time, asked for leave again, and unceremoniously named the new training uniform "chicken ribs".

Chicken ribs are tasteless to eat, but it is a pity to discard them.

If you say it is not waterproof, it is indeed better than the original training uniform. If you say it is really waterproof, the effect is only a little better than thick clothes.

After the freshman resumed military training, the instructor of the special training class was still Miao Ziqi, and the students in the class recalled the fear of being dominated by the training tasks. After training, they were covered with rain and sweat. They were 100% sweat, because the rain had long been replaced by sweat. Rinse it clean.

Miao Ziqi's training is still step-by-step, and there is no difference between Bai Yi and ordinary students, but he knows that after training every day, Alpha will stand by the playground and watch him go away.

Later, Wang Caide would also help Miao Ziqi deliver the protective film, which was neatly arranged according to the number of days, and Alpha never missed it.

But the two of them never met alone again, and Tong Xia and Chong Hai even took him to do the off-campus practice on weekends.

Although Chonghai didn't mean to pry the corner of the wall, he was so happy that Miao Ziqi was not in front of his eyes, but Tong Xia explained vaguely several times: "Brother Miao is busy and has a task, you can take care of it." He said it as if he was looking forward to his partner's return home the omega.

Bai Yi always laughed it off, and didn't care about it.

It was all so ugly, even if he was shameless, he still had to give him some room to slow down, and waited for him to muster up the courage before chasing after Miao Ziqi's ass and running stupidly.

It's just that Bai Yi didn't expect that the day would be delayed for a long time.

When the military training was coming to an end, Bai Yi was caught and challenged two or three times. At that time, he had persisted under Miao Ziqi's inhumane training for a week and a half. It was not what it used to be. Even when facing Alpha, he was not at a disadvantage , and the off-campus practice on weekends has more or less increased the actual combat ability, and the few rounds of sparring were won without any risk. Those students who were waiting for him to show his flaws realized that this was a hard stubble, and no one challenged him afterwards. up.

On the contrary, several students with good aptitude were replaced one after another. Miao Ziqi was neither surprised nor surprised. When a new member appeared, he immediately went through the procedures for transferring to another department. If someone quit, he arranged for the school's psychological counseling in a timely manner. Alpha also changed from fear at the beginning to awe later.

Bai Yi regained his confidence on the eve of the military training report performance, and was about to reunite with Miao Ziqi after finishing the phalanx. Unexpectedly, the wounded alpha was sent to the border with a phone call, and even Tong Xia disappeared. .

Bai Yi knew that even if he sent a message at this time, Miao Ziqi would not receive it, so he just settled down and studied honestly, and his midterm grades easily squeezed into the top ten in the department, but Wang Caide was serious about his subjects, so he studied for most of the semester, and unexpectedly Half of them got high marks and half barely passed the grades, and spent all day in the library crying and reviewing their homework.

As a roommate and good friend, Bai Yi naturally went to help with counseling. Wang Caide was holding a book with tears in his eyes, with a lot of coffee bags piled up in his hands, and almost smoked his pheromone into the smell of coffee beans. He Qiu came to deliver meals several times , the expression is very delicate.Wang Caide didn't take it seriously at first, until his glands turned red from being bitten, he blushed and told Bai Yi that He Qiu supervised him to take a long bath at night.

It's good to be young, and he was shown with a vicissitudes of life.

However, homework tutoring does not happen overnight. Bai Yi stayed with Wang Caide in the library for a week, and was almost blinded by this young couple. He also felt that He Qiu's grades were good, so he simply gave up and gave up the tutoring task. Throw it to Alpha who delivers meals every day.

He Qiu was happy to be alone with Wang Caide, and stayed with little omega every day. Sometimes the two of them simply stayed up all night in the library, so Bai Yi was often alone in the dormitory. He quickly got used to studying alone, until one day he accidentally looked up and found that he was outside the window. Snowing.

Then belatedly realized that the heating in the dormitory was turned on.

The Capital Police Academy is collectively heated. As soon as the radiators were heated up, cheers from the students immediately came from the corridor.Bai Yi grew up in a southern city. He changed into a thick quilt a few days ago, and bought a baby warmer at the school's convenience store. Today, he stuck a piece on his lower back. I can't tell how warm the radiator is.But no matter how warm it is, you still have to go outside.Bai Yi changed into his down jacket, kicked the electric heating fan of Hula La with his toe, kicked off its power supply, rubbed his hands together and went downstairs to eat. When he walked downstairs to the dormitory, he greeted Da Ben as usual.

The teacher in charge of the dormitory got a small red vest from nowhere, and put it on regardless of the dog's resistance. It is said that these two days are still looking for small shoes. In short, Da Ben has changed his appearance in the past few months since he came to the dormitory. , is no different from the Chinese pastoral dog running around at the entrance of the village, even the fur on its body is as fluffy as a Teddy.

Wang Caide once ran into Da Ben's trainer. It is said that the omega had been training police dogs in a closed mode for the past few months. He finally found time to visit his pet dog. The moment he saw Da Ben, he almost died on the spot. He was rescued from a pinch, but after waking up, the dog trainer said that he would never set foot in the police academy again, saying that life is a long way to go, and the sad past will not be mentioned again.

It can be seen that Da Ben's is really embarrassing.

The dog who had been with him for several months rubbed against Bai Yi's palm affectionately, and licked his fingertips with his warm tongue reservedly.

"I'll bring you ham sausage when I come back from get out of class." Bai Yi pinched Da Ben's triangular ears, and promised in a low voice, "I will definitely not let the dormitory teacher find out."

Probably the appearance of the dog trainer sounded the alarm for the dormitory supervisor. He finally realized that Da Ben's size was not qualified for a police dog, so the poor dog lost the food from the trainees. All the small snacks he was used to were confiscated, so he could only eat dog food pitifully.

If Da Ben was emotional, he would cry into the small dog food bowl all night long.

After Bai Yi and Gouzi got in touch with each other, he hugged a puddle of dog mud as he wished. He pushed open the glass door downstairs of the dormitory with his shoulder. breath.

But Bai Yi still saw clearly Miao Ziqi who was walking on the snow.

His senior was a little darker and thinner, with a touch of blue under his eye sockets, and snowflakes hovering and falling on the bridge of his tall nose, like blooming spring flowers, blooming in the bottom of his heart.

Their gazes converged through the wind and snow, and sparks sparked instantly.

There were no pleasantries, nor the joy of reuniting after a long absence. Miao Ziqi didn't even call his name, but the corners of his mouth were slightly raised in relief, as if the hardships of the past few months had become insignificant because of this one glance.

"There is no direct plane, I took the train for thirteen hours to see you."

The author says:

Brother Miao really didn't handle Bai Yi well enough, and he and Bai Yi are completely two kinds of people, it's amazing to be able to fall in love...but they will all grow up in the future w I'm writing this chapter at the end I’m so happy when I’m here (. I’m begging for a starfish!!!