Rich and negative

Chapter 126

Su Ranji thought about it, but there was really no reason to reject Bai An. It was of course a good thing that someone came to help.Especially at this time, there is no harm in having more than one person.

"Okay, but be careful."

Bai An nodded, "We just need to buy time."

Bo Ming's eyes flickered as he narrated, and finally agreed firmly. "No matter what the final result is, no one can make fun of life." Bo Ming's words made Su Ranji put his heart back in his stomach, so when he saw Bo Ming climb over the ruined wall, his flustered heart slowly calmed down. .

Bai An exchanged glances with Su Ranji, "Quick battle!"

Shen Xingyu looked at the phone that had become silent recently, and sighed silently. Maybe people are a bit of a lowly attribute. When the white saddle didn't show up at all, Shen Xingyu felt like a needle prick in his heart again, and he was disappointed. As the night rises in his heart, he lays down in front of his computer desk, his mind is completely blank, he casually flips through the diary next to his hand, which densely records the dusty past.

[When I was sorting out the books in the afternoon, I dug out a few ticket stubs from the gaps, and looked carefully, it turned out to be my travel permit in my third year of high school.

I am still impressed. The third year of high school is a special period that is accepted by default. All my symptoms are undoubtedly exposed in this high-pressure season, and the hallucinations have entered the final stage.In those hot and gloomy days, I always dreamed of a large expanse of sea.

And I have never seen the sea.

In the city where I live, when the weather is a little clearer, you can see the unresolved mountains, which are hard and blue.At this time, I was wondering whether the boundless sea area would be soft and blue.

So I want to see it with my own eyes, I want to set foot on the shore.The delusion that the unknown piece of blue can extinguish the yin heat in my heart.

So when the summer was still warm, I embarked on a journey. At that time, I was still full of expectations and rushing blood.Before leaving, I cut my hair short and shaved the ends.It brings an unwarranted sense of security and the courage to be alone.

Thinking about it now, I feel scared and ridiculous.

The price of deceiving the family to go alone is also quite tragic.I don't have travel experience and a proper plan, so I got off the train, and I was dumbfounded in the face of people coming and going, and I couldn't take a step in fear.

So by accident, I turned around and walked into the train station again.I bought the train ticket to the fastest station, and continued on my way to the east, thinking that I was getting closer and closer to the sea. In fact, I knew it all too well, and I was afraid.

Temporarily bought train tickets, naturally there is no seat ticket.I lowered my head and glanced at the time. Four hours of standing at attention plus the ten hours of sitting before, I felt as if all my strength had been taken away in an instant, as if a bucket of cold water had been poured over my head. In the scorching summer, I was shivering .

Perhaps the air conditioner in the car is too strong.

I pulled the suitcase and sat on the ground, and I began to miss my ten-square-meter living room and the home that I didn't want to escape all the time.What I don't want to admit is that my self-righteous pride, like a feather covered with mud, will one day be twirled in the dust, in the most embarrassing posture.

There were a lot of people standing in the carriage, all of them looked at the past with a confused expression, inexplicably there was more comfort in their hearts, I was not the only one who lived in panic.

And I am nothing special, certainly not enough to chuckle.

I suddenly wanted to see the sea again.

When I got off the train, the last gleam of afterglow faded, and I finally sat on the canopy bed of the youth hostel.When I took out my phone, I found that the screen was already black, so I quickly charged it up.When the screen turned on again, several missed calls popped up.

I went back, with the expected impatience.The worry in the tone made me feel aggrieved and ashamed, and my emotions surged up all of a sudden, and my eyes watered out one after another.

I didn't dare to speak, because I was afraid that if I opened my mouth, I would be whimpering, and I was also afraid that if I opened my mouth, I would have the idea of ​​going home.

Hanging up the phone quickly, I hid in the toilet, biting a towel and crying.

The boy who lives with him has fallen asleep.

I didn't go to see Chenghai the next day, because I developed eczema overnight, and the red spots were itchy and itchy.I was more frustrated than ever, and suddenly felt that I was ridiculous. I couldn't see the sea anymore, maybe I wouldn't be able to see the sea in this life.

I stayed in the hostel all day, bought milk and bread at the small shop downstairs at night, and met the boy who lived with me when I went upstairs with a plastic bag.

"You stayed in the house all day?"

He raised his eyebrows slightly in surprise.

I didn't have the desire to chat, so I nodded casually.

He looked at me silently for a long time, then took out a tube of ointment from his bag.

"It's the first time you go out, these medicines must be kept on hand."

I took it.

"Thank you."

For the first time, he showed a smile, and he didn't know if it was distorted, but fortunately, the other party also smiled lightly.

The tube of ointment is cool to smear, very useful.

When the sun came up again, I put the tube of ointment in my backpack and set off.

The boy I lived with helped me check the route, and I got on the light rail smoothly.The mood was unusually calm, as if he was going to meet an old friend, instead of thinking about the blue.

After getting off the light rail, I didn't choose to take a taxi, but walked down the mountain road slowly, facing the coast far away.And along the way, I kept recalling the past scenes.

At a certain moment, I actually felt that the rippling sea overlapped with the rolling mountains of my hometown, and there was no difference.

Half an hour later, I finally stepped into the soft shore sand, and the undulating waves in front of my eyes made my eyes wet.

The whole sky and the sea are gray, the weather is bad, and there are scattered people on the beach.Normally speaking, this is not a good time to watch the sea.

However, I was relieved.

It turned out not to be a piece of blue.

I wrapped my coat tightly and sat down.The ebb and flow lapped at my feet, and the water was cool and cool.

Many of the pictures I imagined are not there, I just remember that the heat in my heart can't be subsided for a long time.

Returning home like an arrow, I hastily bid farewell to this seaside city.Looking at the receding scenery outside the window, I held a small shell in my hand, which was brought to me by the tide, a gift from the sea.

Whispering softly by the sea is the eternal words.

"Thanks, bye."