restart breathing

Chapter 44

Chen Fang sat on the train back to the North District of Ze City, did not sleep all night, his eyes were sore and bloodshot, and the car was a little unstable on the track, which gave him a headache.

There were a lot of people on the train in the early morning, all of them were staggering and snoring, but Chen Fang opened his eyes and stared blankly at the phone, the screen stayed on the chat page that still hadn't received a reply from Lu Shiqing's message.

His eyes were sour, and he secreted too many tears, so much that the corners of his eyes were wet. Chen Fang stretched out his hand to rub it, but suddenly felt the phone vibrate.

Lu Shiqing probably saw the message and called him directly without replying.

"Chen Fang, where are you now?" Lu Shiqing's tone was not very good, as if he was angry.

"I'm...on the train." Probably due to catching a cold and staying up late, Chen Fang's voice was a little hoarse, and his throat was dry and sore when he opened his mouth.

"Didn't you tell me to wait for me? How did you leave? What do you mean?"

Chen Fang paused, and said in a low voice, "I'm afraid staying here will cause you trouble."

"What trouble! Troubled you and ran away?" Lu Shiqing was a little agitated, and her voice became hoarse, "What about after that? If you continue to run away, can we still talk about our love? Is there any way to talk? What do you think?"

Chen Fang bit his lips until it turned red, and he didn't make a sound, even breathing very lightly, trying to avoid this question with complete silence.

If you can really talk with him, of course you have to talk, because talking for a lifetime is too short.

But Lu Shiqing is so smart, why can't he react, there are too few things that can be decided by them.If the question is not established, it cannot be a true proposition at all.

"Okay, okay, it's okay, Brother Fang... Are you on the car back to the North District?" Lu Shiqing breathed a sigh of relief, the fire was mostly extinguished by Chen Fang's frothy silence, and it sounded like a trapped animal who had lost his temper , licking the injured tongue to comfort the frightened partner, "Don't be afraid, I'm not angry. Please don't treat yourself as a trouble... Go back and rest for a while, I bought a ticket to find you. I will wait for me this time ,OK?"

Chen Fang knew that Lu Shiqing hadn't slept all night, and he was afraid that he and his mother had been in a stalemate all night again, and the situation was probably worse than himself.I wanted him to rest at home, but I heard Lu Shiqing say: "My mother... I told her clearly that she doesn't accept it for the time being, so let's take it easy. I don't want to go home to see her, so I just stay Take some time to calm down. If you don't take me in, I have nowhere to go."

Chen Fang sighed inaudibly. If Lu Shiqing didn't go home, he would certainly not be able to drive him back.

"Then... you can sleep in the hotel for a while before you come back. Give me a message when the time comes. I'll wait for you at the station."

"Okay." Lu Shiqing agreed, the phone was a little hot when it was charging, so I hung it up and put it aside.

He threw himself on the bed, and felt that he was sluggish now, as if he was floating in mid-air, lost.

He didn't expect his mother to come back suddenly, let alone ask him to separate from Chen Fang without negotiating, but it didn't matter.He has been alone since he was a child. At this time, someone suddenly came out to make a decision he was reluctant to make for him. He didn't intend to understand at all, nor did he intend to obey.

He thought that as long as he could withstand the pressure from the family and Chen Fang would not be affected, all problems would be fine.When he was with Chen Fang, he didn't need the approval of his family members. When they had enough ability, they didn't need to be disturbed by anyone, so Chen Fang could feel at ease.

But Chen Fang didn't wait for him this time, and left by himself, leaving an empty room for him, which makes a lot of sense.

He wasn't angry that Chen Fang went back to the North District, anyway, it was a matter of time before he went home, but on the premise that he clearly told Chen Fang to wait for him to solve the problem, he chose to go back at this time alone.

Going back at this point in time is not just as simple as going home, it is like being a deserter in a side-by-side battle, like cutting off the roots that a drowning man is holding on to.

When Lu Shiqing most wanted to find a definite answer from his hug again, the others walked away quietly, leaving only Lu Shiqing alone.Or maybe Chen Fang thought a lot more than him, but didn't tell him, and planned to bear it alone.

After all, Chen Fang was not sure enough, and Lu Shiqing was angry about it.

He has no intention of going to sleep now, his mind is messed up, and he really doesn't have the strength to struggle. He needs to rest. He lies on the bed and looks at the ceiling for a while. After his phone is fully charged, he checks out and goes to the train station.

After an hour's drive, Lu Shiqing's meager physical strength was quickly exhausted. When he walked out of the station, his eyelids were shaking, and his broad and strong body was swaying.Seeing Chen Fang didn't make him any more energetic, as if someone had cut off the gas station's pipes, even Chen Fang did it himself.

Chen Fang stood at the exit of the station, saw Lu Shiqing coming out, and went to help him.He wore the same clothes and carried the same schoolbag as when he left, and his eyes were bloodshot. He probably didn't go home and had been waiting here.

"Brother Qing..." Chen Fang opened his mouth, as if to say something, but he didn't say anything.

"I'm so tired now, I want to sleep." Apart from being tired, Lu Shiqing was also a little unhappy. There were so many people in the station and he was irritable. Lu Shiqing frowned, and just followed Chen Fang's movement of helping him, putting his shoulders on his shoulders, slowly to go out.

"Let's find a hotel." Chen Fang said.

"Didn't you go home?" Lu Shiqing asked in a muffled voice, "Did you also stay up all night?"

"I'm not sleepy, I'm fine." Chen Fang replied while waving to the road.The taxi business at the station is good, the traffic is heavy, and the taxi was quickly stopped.

When Lu Shiqing reached out to pull the car door, Chen Fang opened it for him first, waiting for him to enter.Lu Shiqing glanced at him, still pulled his face, and scolded him with Chen Fang's words: "Fart."

They went to the hotel where they stayed several times in the commercial street together. Lu Shiqing didn't let Chen Fang go, and didn't have any in-depth discussion on the unpleasant topic on the phone just now. He just dragged Chen Fang to lie down with him, honestly. really sleep.

Chen Fang was so sleepy that he didn't fall asleep for a while, but Lu Shiqing didn't move when he touched the pillow. He hugged Chen Fang tightly with his arms, and he didn't relax when he fell asleep, which made him almost out of breath.

Chen Fang looked at Lu Shiqing, with a few shallow creases between his eyebrows, as if he was not sleeping very well, sometimes his head moved suddenly, and his eyes opened, and after a glance at Chen Fang, he closed them again and continued to sleep, his arms tightened even more , as if afraid that he would run away again.

Lu Shiqing had slight dark circles under her eyes overnight, not only because of staying up late and running around, but probably mainly because of messy things and being extremely tired.

Seeing Lu Shiqing's appearance, Chen Fang knew that he had really done enough for himself.

But he was still afraid.

I'm afraid that Lu Shiqing has done too much for him.

I was afraid that what Lu Shiqing did would be in vain in the end.

Afraid that Lu Shiqing would be disappointed.

Afraid that he would disappoint Lu Shiqing.