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Chapter 12 There is only one big bed room left, do you want to live?

"Get in the car."

Lu Shiqing spoke very lightly, so lightly that it was almost covered by the wind, and quickly disappeared without a trace.

I don't know if Chen Fang heard it, he didn't make any reaction, and continued to squat for a while before standing up.

Chen Fang probably heard what Lu Shiqing said, but he didn't say anything.

He didn't ask why Lu Shiqing hadn't left yet, and didn't ask where he was going to take him. He just sat in the back seat of the car, as if he could go anywhere as long as he could get him out of this ghostly place.

The question was thrown to Lu Shiqing.

Originally, he planned to find an Internet cafe to deal with for the night, but now it is obviously not suitable to bring Chen Fang.He decided to go to the car repair booth to redeem the phone before thinking about where to go next.

Bicycles run smoothly and quickly on the road.

It was cold in the middle of the night, Lu Shiqing straightened his back, and blocked the cold air blowing in front of him.

This time I didn't use Chen Fang to guide the way. Lu Shiqing had a good spatial memory, and returned along the original road, passed the still lively pedestrian street, and arrived near the familiar school.When I found the car repair booth, the lights in the small broken room had been turned off, and the boss probably had a rest.

"Damn, what should I do?" Lu Shiqing said to herself, worrying about how to get her mobile phone back.

"What are you doing here?" Chen Fang finally spoke, his voice muffled.

"Mobile phone." Lu Shiqing replied.

Chen Fang squatted down and fiddled with the rusty green iron box at the door of the car stall for a while, and the box door opened with a "creak".He reached out and fumbled inside, and quickly took out a mobile phone.

"Look, is it yours?" Chen Fang handed it to Lu Shiqing.

"Yes." Lu Shiqing couldn't help sighing while turning the phone on, "You are too proficient."

"When I borrowed the bike, I also got my stuff here. I got familiar with it, and the boss asked me to pick it up myself." Chen Fang pushed the bike to the side of the box, found out the lock and hung it up, "Where are you going now?"

Chen Fang asked Lu Shiqing directly, but he didn't seem to really care where he was going, as if no matter what Lu Shiqing arranged, he would listen.

"...Why don't you find a place to live first." Lu Shiqing said hesitantly.

"Let's go."

The two walked towards the small business district not far away, Lu Shiqing walked in front, but it was actually Chen Fang who led the way.

He followed Lu Shiqing without making a sound, and when he was about to turn a corner, he reached out and tugged at the corner of Lu Shiqing's clothes, and they walked all the way to the door of a small hotel in silence.

"There's only one big bed room left, do you want to stay?" the bald man behind the counter yawned, looked at the two of them, and asked.

"...Why don't you change your family." Lu Shiqing turned to ask Chen Fang, feeling a little awkward.

"You young people." Before Chen Fang could open his mouth, the bald man interjected impatiently, "At this time, the hotels on the whole street may not have vacancies, and the conditions here are the best in the neighborhood. You are lucky, and you are still hesitating." what?"

Lu Shiqing ignored the boss and asked Chen Fang with his eyes.

"Whatever." Chen Fang sighed.

He is so confused now that he can't think about other things at all. He just wants to find a place to settle down as soon as possible.

"Then this room."

Both of them didn't bring their ID cards, but the hotel's procedures became less formal in front of money, and they could check in with their ID numbers and portraits.

Lu Shiqing paid with her mobile phone, took Chen Fang upstairs with the room card, and opened the door to let him enter the room.

Turning on the light in the room, Lu Shiqing saw that Chen Fang was sitting on the corner of the bed with his back to the door, not moving.

He walked into the room, wanting to say something to ease the oppressive atmosphere, but felt that maybe it was inappropriate to say anything now, so he just sat down on the other corner of the bed and stayed quietly with Chen Fangan.

It's a pity that the poor sound insulation of the hotel walls didn't give them a chance to be quiet. From time to time there was a gasping sound from the next door, and Lu Shiqing was ashamed to panic just listening to it.

It seemed that he was also affected. Chen Fang straightened his hunched body and adjusted his posture. After a while, he said, "I want to take a bath."

"Well, let's go." Lu Shiqing quickly responded.

Chen Fang stood up very slowly, feeling extremely tired. While walking to the bathroom, he raised his hand and opened his collar. It seemed that something fell to the ground with his movements, making a small crashing sound.

Hearing the sound, Lu Shiqing looked down and saw a few fragments of glass scattered on the ground, bent over to pick one up and looked at it, the edges were sharp and irregular, as if broken by violence.

"Did this fall from you?" Lu Shiqing looked at Chen Fang, and after careful inspection, he found an inconspicuous water stain on his dark coat, and then asked, "Why are the clothes wet?"

"My mother was drunk and smashed a wine bottle at me." Chen Fang lowered his eyes and smiled wryly, "Maybe the fragments bounced into his collar."

"Wine bottle?" Lu Shiqing couldn't believe it, "Is it hurt? Does it hurt? Let me see?"

"I don't know which one to answer first when you ask four consecutive questions." Chen Fang still smiled, but he looked even more haggard.

"You're still laughing." Lu Shiqing's face turned sour, "I'm not joking with you, I'm asking if you're hurt?"

"Through the clothes, there should be no injury." Chen Fang moved his shoulder, and the pain seemed to be relieved, and glass shards fell again, "I'll take a shower first, the wine sticks to my body, it's uncomfortable."

"Wait, change to this." Lu Shiqing handed Chen Fang her school uniform jacket that was put aside, "Don't wear dirty clothes."

Chen Fang took Lu Shiqing's coat, rubbed his hands on the fabric twice, lowered his head and said softly, "Thank you."

The sound of water pouring in the bathroom, pattering, covered the noise from the next door, but Lu Shiqing couldn't calm down.

He only participated in an insignificant night in Chen Fang's day and night life, and the unexpected situations that followed made him, a bystander, physically and mentally exhausted, not to mention Chen Fang himself who was prepared to bear these all the time.

Seeing Chen Fang's eyes go dark under the dim streetlight, Lu Shiqing's heart was suffocated, as if the whole world fell into darkness along with it.

He wanted to keep the light in those eyes.

The sound of the water stopped, and there was another rustling in the bathroom for a while. Chen Fang came out with half-dry hair, wearing Lu Shiqing's coat, and hung his own clothes on a hanger. He should have washed them briefly. .

"Why don't you blow dry, you'll catch a cold." Lu Shiqing said.

"Too tired." Chen Fang walked to the bed, hesitated, "Can I sleep?"

"Go to sleep, sleep when you're tired." Lu Shiqing helped Chen Fang lift the quilt, but he didn't move.

Chen Fang lay down on the bed, occupying only a small space, looked up to see that Lu Shiqing was still sitting there, and asked, "What about you?"

"Ah I……"

Facing Chen Fang's usual care, Lu Shiqing did not dare to accept it at will.

In fact, according to their external identities, there seems to be no need for two male betas to sleep in the same bed.It's just that Lu Shiqing knew that he was not a beta, and his thoughts on Chen Fang had already crossed the line of being well-behaved.

Because there are ghosts in my heart, I am even more unable to be frank.

When they were on the bridge, they only said half of what they wanted to say to Chen Fang, and Lu Shiqing was a little unwilling.

It's just that now is obviously not a good time to continue talking.

"You must be quite tired after tossing with me for so long tonight." Chen Fang reached out and lifted the corner of the quilt on Lu Shiqing's side, "It's okay, go to sleep."

Lu Shiqing was indeed a little tired. Seeing Chen Fang's insistence, he simply stopped being awkward, put half of his legs on the bed and put them down again, and asked Chen Fang: "That... light, do you want to turn it off?"

"Hmm." A syllable came out of Chen Fang's nasal cavity, with a soft ending.

Lu Shiqing went to turn off the light, barely able to see through the light coming in from the window, and groped back to the bed.

The moment the back of his head sank into the pillow, it was clearly a soft touch, but Lu Shiqing's muscles stiffened, and he couldn't help turning his head slightly to look at Chen Fang.

Chen Fang still hadn't closed his eyes, as if he was looking at him, or looking at a distant place through him.

"Go to sleep." Lu Shiqing looked into Chen Fang's eyes through the black air, "Everything will be fine when I wake up."

"Really?" Chen Fang's slack eyes gradually gathered, meeting Lu Shiqing's, "I can't tell, I'm very tired, and I can't sleep well."

Chen Fang's breathing gradually became heavier, and it took a long time before he spoke again, his voice obviously becoming choked.

"I seem to be... a little sad."

Lu Shiqing saw the faint watery light in Chen Fang's eyes gradually accumulate, and suddenly slipped down, like stars falling to death in his eyes.

There was a clear "click" sound coming from the ear, and it was drops of liquid slapping on the bed sheet, continuously, hitting Lu Shiqing's heart one by one.

"It's good to cry when you're sad." Lu Shiqing leaned closer to Chen Fang, and gently stroked his slightly damp hair with his hands.

It was obvious that he wanted to comfort Chen Fang, but Lu Shiqing found that his hands were shaking.

Chen Fang seemed to have listened to Lu Shiqing's words, and his crying became more and more undisguised. He grabbed the clothes on Lu Shiqing's chest and leaned against his shoulders, as if he had no time to think about other things, and just wanted to shed tears unscrupulously.

Lu Shiqing put his arms around Chen Fang's back, wrapping his arms around him.

They had never been so close, physically or emotionally, and for the first time lost the distance.

The body in his arms was soft and warm. Even after taking the pheromone blocking medicine, Lu Shiqing's glands still throbbed hotly as if he sensed something.

It stands to reason that it's quite abnormal for an alpha's glands to have such enthusiasm for a beta.

But now Lu Shiqing doesn't care about this, all the feelings are replaced by a more vivid heartache, it seems that she can only feel the trembling of Chen Fang's crying, and the hot tears seeping into the texture of the skin through the fabric.