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Chapter 43

One is avoiding, the other is chasing.A bowl of medicine, Han Yi fed a few mouthfuls, and the young man swallowed seven or eight.

The young man's teary eyes were hazy, his thin lips were open and he was panting eagerly, his face was paler than before the medicine was given.The young man looked at him without saying a word.

The young man was terrified of his arrival, trembling all over his body.

Han Yi put the medicine bowl on the bedside cabinet and wiped the remaining medicine soup around his mouth with his hands.He had angina, and his heart ached, because of the person in front of him.

"Ye Luoan..."

He called softly.

The young man seemed to have been frightened by something, and his breathing became more rapid, showing anxiety.

Han Yi approached the young man and opened his arms, but before he could hug him tightly, the young man stepped back and opened his arms with one hand.The young man's voice was weak, but his tone was firm, "I didn't touch me, I ask you to go..."

The youth let him go.

Han Yi couldn't speak, but he didn't move either.The short distance between him and the young man was enough for him to hear the young man's panting breathing clearly.

The young man kept repeating, "Go quickly, I beg you to go, I beg you to go..."

Han Yi blinked his red eyes casually, bit his lips hard for a few seconds before saying, "Don't you think it's too late to drive me away now? You already knew I was here, didn't you?"

"No...no," the young man was so shocked that he pressed his hands tightly to his ears, deliberately not listening to Han Yi's next words.

"Ye Luoan, you already knew, but you didn't say a word. Are you torturing me, or are you torturing yourself?" Han Yi sat on the hospital bed and held the young man's wrist, "You can pretend that you don't know me. exists, but you can't make me pretend that you don't exist. Ye Luoan, you miss me as long as you want to hide from me, right?"

The young man kept his mouth shut and didn't answer, but kept shaking his head, denying Han Yi's words.

Han Yi's face twisted, and he took a hard breath, "Ye Luo'an, do you know how much I miss you and how much I hate you. How can you decide the matter between me and you without saying a word..."

"I hate you. I wish I could stare at you all the time, I wish I could eat you into my stomach and become a part of me. I wish I could tie you by my side and never leave me..."

"I hate myself too, I miss you so much. Every time I miss you, it feels like someone stabbed me in the chest. More than ten years have passed, why do you make me unable to leave you, then turn around and leave..."

"I miss you so much, I miss you so much, it hurts so much..."

His voice was low and hoarse.It seems to be denouncing, but it is telling the young people about their own heart, inch by inch.

The tears of the young man couldn't help but collapse into an army, falling crazily.His fair face was already covered with tears, and the pain was unspeakable.

They are all suffering, the pain of mission.

Han Yi hugged the young man, put his forehead on the young man, and let him cry.He was reluctant, reached out his hand to touch the young man's eyes, and wiped away the tears for the young man.

As soon as his hand touched it, the young man suddenly pushed him away as if he had woken up.Han Yi didn't pay attention, and was pushed a few steps away in a daze.

The young man's tone was terrified, "I beg you to go, I beg you. Han Yi, I beg you, please go..."

Realizing the reason why the young man was like this, Han Yi's heart throbbed with pain, as if his heart was about to burst, the pain made him unable to stand still.The person in his heart, persevered, suffered so much.

He's a jerk, he's damned.

Han Yi walked towards the young man again, walking slowly, "Ye Luoan, I won't leave. Why should I leave? My heart is still with you, and I can't get it back."

The young man was sobbing, in a begging tone, "Han Yi, can you stop forcing me?"

Han Yi couldn't answer. When he just recovered his memory, he had auditory hallucinations countless times.He thought he heard the young man calling his name, and after he was filled with joy, he despaired.

This time he really heard it, heard it several times, but didn't want to respond.

"Ye Luoan, don't let me go, okay?"

The young man's body trembled even more, "No, Han Yi, just take it as the last thing I beg you, go away. Don't come to me, forget about me..."

"Hehe," Han Yi sneered helplessly, cutting off the young man's words, "How can I forget, tell me, how should I forget."

The young man swallowed his throat, trying to restrain his trembling, and pretended to be indifferent and replied, "There are many people in this world who admire you, care about you, and love you. You can find a good person and love once."

"Ye Luoan," Han Yi charged his head angrily and growled. He took a stride and pressed the young man's shoulder, "Ye Luoan, what do you think I am?" He couldn't imagine that from this man's mouth, he could say They parted lightly.

The young man pursed his lips, remained silent for a while, and insisted on saying three words, "Stranger."

Han Yi was stunned for a moment, stranger?

He came back to his senses and tightened his grip.He held the young man tightly, and carefully asked, "I didn't hear clearly, please say it again."

"Strangers. Han Yi, we are just strangers."

"It's ridiculous, do you believe it yourself, Ye Luoan, you ask yourself," Han Yi said excitedly, leaning over to kiss the young man's lips, "Isn't it because you have cancer or blindness? You, still want to be with you."

Han Yi greedily kissed, even biting, ignoring the young man's struggling arms, the two entangled together.

He misses it so much, wants it so much.

He is like a traveler lost on the road, only by the side of the young man can he find the exit.He just wanted to kiss affectionately, to forget affection.

Suddenly, a sound of glass shattering broke from the ear, breaking the silence in the ward.When the young man was struggling, he knocked the medicine bowl on the bed cabinet to the ground.

The young man was so uncomfortable being kissed that he began to kick the bed with his legs.

Han Yi didn't seem to be able to hear, so he ignored it and still kissed until the people outside the ward opened the door worriedly.

"what happened?"

Ge Chen and Feng Si rushed in, Feng Si rushed in front and yelled.In just a second, he saw clearly what was going on between the two of them, which was inevitably embarrassing.

Fortunately, Han Yi didn't intend to let others watch the show, so he got up quickly and stood aside.

Ge Chen saw the debris on the ground, walked towards the young man with a worried face, and asked, "Xiaoye, are you okay?"

Even Feng Si felt embarrassed by this question.

The young man grabbed Ge Chen and said eagerly, "Old Ge, has Han Yi gone out? Please ask him to leave quickly, I don't want to see him. Really, please hurry up."

Ge Chen looked at Han Yi in embarrassment, and everyone's eyes were on Han Yi.

Ge Chen said, "Mr. Han, Xiaoye really can't be stimulated, you..."

Han Yi stood with the pestle for a while, then nodded to Ge Chen.With a cold face, he walked out the door with difficulty.He closed his eyes slightly, walked a few steps, and stopped outside the ward.

Feng Si was afraid that Han Yi would be overwhelmed, so he immediately followed Han Yi.

The young man heard footsteps and asked after a minute or two, "Is he gone?"

Feng Si said, "Mr. Han is gone, Xiaoye, why are you doing this?"

The young man curled up, hugged his arms together, and cried silently, "I don't want him to watch me die, I don't want it."

Feng Si stood with Han Yi and did not go far.As soon as the young man's voice fell, he turned his head and saw Han Yi's expression shocked.