Red plums reflect youth

Chapter 117

Looking at Yan Jingyun's resentful and hesitant eyes, Ziqing suddenly felt that the involuntary relationship between him and Qiao Yang just now was a crime.

A sour feeling oppressed her heart, Ziqing lowered her eyes, not knowing how to face it.

"Zi...Ziqing..." Yan Jingyun walked towards Ziqing tremblingly, and said to him hoarsely, "I want to talk to you."

"Yeah." Ziqing nodded, even if he didn't want to face it, he couldn't refuse, especially when he saw Yan Jingyun's loose bun, he felt that he was an executioner, strangling the happiness of this poor woman in front of him...how she used to be Happy with her life.

"Then let's go to that pavilion over there." Yan Jingyun's body was trembling, and her words were trembling as well. She was restraining herself, trying her best to make herself look normal.

"Yes." Ziqing followed her slowly without disobedience.

In front of Fanghe Pavilion, the Wutang River rushes far away, the sky is gray and autumn is boundless.

The icy river wind blew Yan Jingyun's hanging hair, making her bloodless face even paler.

Ziqing didn't dare to look at her, so she could only stare at the bleak autumn water in the river.

"How long have you been watching my joke!" Suddenly, Yan Jingyun asked with hatred in her eyes, biting her thin lips.

"I didn't..." Ziqing sat down slumped, leaning on the railing, leaning her head on her arm, looking at the river with autumnal eyes: "I never thought of seeing your jokes."

"Hmph!" Yan Jingyun stood coldly, looking at Ziqing's profile, the man in front of her was so handsome and flawless, with a little make-up, few women could compare with him.I used to love him, pity him, and feel deeply moved by what happened to him.But who would have thought that it was him who threw himself from the clouds of happiness to the ground:

"Obviously you abandoned him! Let him get drunk all day! It was me! I pulled him out of his decadence! Now everything is fine! You come back and snatch him! What are your intentions!"

Yan Jingyun became more and more angry as she spoke, her chest unceasingly heaved: "Are you convinced that Qiao Yang has always loved you?! You just rely on his love for you to act recklessly! Didn't you come together with Mr. Luo Ke?! Why are you still so greedy! Why don't you let Qiao Yang go?!" As she said... Yan Jingyun's tears couldn't stop dripping down one by one, her voice was hoarse and painful: "Why! Why did you come to destroy my happiness and his... "

Listening to Yan Jingyun's angry scolding, Ziqing felt very anxious. Why is the world of love always so muddy?Everyone has to toss and turn, tossed and tossed, with bruises all over their bodies...

"I love him." Ziqing looked at the rushing autumn water, and said quietly: "It has never changed."

As Yan Jingyun listened to Ziqing's murmurs, the last light in her heart suddenly went out.She is such a caring woman, how could she fail to guess the truth?She just didn't want to believe it, she was looking forward to the fact just like she questioned just now.Ke Ziqing's answer extinguished her last glimmer of illusion.

Tears flowed down unconvincingly, and Ziqing's thin profile became more and more blurred in her eyes, but Ziqing's low but firm words were clear.

"I tried to give up on him, tried not to love him... but I couldn't do it at all. In the past, I didn't accept my incompatible feelings with him, so I left him and made him suffer. Men and women, there is unswerving love , men and men, isn't there?"

Ziqing said, turning around slowly, looking up at Yan Jingyun: "I just love him, just like you, even deeper than you, longer than you. And my cowardice has made me let him down for so long. Now, I already know how to love him, how to cherish him, and I will never allow myself to hurt him again. So..." Ziqing looked at Yan Jingyun who was full of tears, her eyes were full of apology, but her tone remained firm: "Sorry, I can't give him up to you."

"Ziqing..." Yan Jingyun cried out, then knelt down suddenly, leaned over and kowtowed in front of Ziqing: "Please...please!"

Ziqing was taken aback, and quickly got up to help her: "Jingyun...what are you doing? Get up, the ground is cold..."

Yan Jingyun held Ziqing's arm tightly, raised her head, and begged with a sad face: "Ziqing... I beg you! I'm pregnant with his child! I can't let the child be without a father!"

what? !

Ziqing's face suddenly turned pale, dizzy for a while, he stumbled and sat back, and murmured in disbelief, "What did you say?"

Yan Jingyun was still kneeling on the ground, touching her stomach, closing her eyes in despair, tears streaming down her eyelashes: "The child is innocent...Ziqing, I beg you to fulfill the selfishness of a mother..."

"Child..." Ziqing gasped blankly, trying to accept the bolt from the blue: "You are already pregnant with his child."

Yan Jingyun nodded sadly.

"Does he know?" Ziqing murmured.

"I haven't found a chance to tell him yet." Yan Jingyun shook her head slowly: "I don't know how he will treat me and the child...but I can't let the child have no father."

Ziqing's chest heaved violently. He raised his head and looked around blankly, trying to calm himself down.After a while, she got up again and reached out to help Yan Jingyun who was still kneeling on the ground: "Sister-in-law, get up quickly. This is not good for the child."

"Sister-in-law", Yan Jingyun looked at Ziqing in surprise.

Ziqing forced a smile, nodded to Yan Jingyun, helped her up and sat beside him: "I am an orphan myself, I understand." Ziqing's heart ached: "Although the Liu family treats me as their own, but There is always a sense of lack in my heart. There is no father or mother, or a child like me who has no one. It takes more hard work and effort than ordinary children to feel like them... such suffering, I don't want your children to suffer..."

"Ziqing... I'm sorry."

"It's okay... I understand..." Ziqing forced a smile and patted Yan Jingyun's shoulder: "You are a good woman. Heh... Actually, I wish you were the kind of woman who has both scheming and means, so... I can take Qiao Yang back from you without guilt. But...you are so kind, so good that I can't help but wish you happiness. I hope you, Qiao Yang, and the children can be happy..."

"Woooo..." Yan Jingyun threw herself into Ziqing's arms, crying loudly.

Ziqing gently embraced her, stroked her back, and comforted her.

Ziqing comforted Yan Jingyun...but who would comfort him?