Chapter 117
Chapter 117
It was quiet in the dormitory, everyone silently looked at Liang Jingjing who was speaking.These explanations of his are all good-looking words, and everyone knows the actual reason for moving away.
Liang Jingjing felt that it was embarrassing for her to say this, so she laughed dryly and went to tidy the bed.
Xu Muyang didn't say anything, and he didn't have the right to criticize He Liu and Liang Jingjing's actions. Everyone has the right to move or not to move, not to mention they didn't do or say anything too much about Shen Gu.
Shen Gu looked at Xu Muyang worriedly, and secretly squeezed his hand.The atmosphere in the dormitory made him a little unbearable, and he wanted to go out and get some air and be alone for a while.He went out with the water bottle on his head by turning on the water.
He Liu and Liang Jingjing were about to pack up their things, and were moving to his current dormitory bit by bit.The bed full of things was soon emptied, leaving only a few scattered items lying on the bed in a mess.
"That." Liang Jingjing lowered her head and packed up the little things, "He Liu and I have moved away, and I will come to see you when I have time, so don't you not welcome us."
In order to liven up the atmosphere, Shi Leqin joked: "Of course not, but if you come to see us, you can't come empty-handed, you have to have something to show."
"Yes, yes." Liang Jingjing said with a smile.
After a while, He Liu also packed up. He jumped off the bed, holding a small package in his hand, and said the first sentence of the day, "Let's go."
"En." Shi Leqin patted him on the shoulder, "Come and play with us when you have time."
"He Liu!"
Xu Muyang stood up, staring at him closely, "Why did you move away?"
He Liu sneered, "It's not like you don't know."
Xu Muyang felt as if a balloon had burst in his chest, and the whistling cold wind poured in to cool his heart.He nodded with a smile, his eyes full of grief and indignation, "Don't you think you have done too much? What did he do wrong?! He just likes men, so you can't accept it like this."
"I'll just ask you a question!" He took a deep breath, and said in a decisive tone: "Can you accept homosexuality? If you can't just move away, I, Xu Muyang, won't say a word , the province is not happy for everyone to be in the same room!"
"Shi Leqin! Tell me!" He asked aggressively, "Can you accept homosexuality, or do you not accept Shen Gu!"
Shi Leqin lowered his head, hesitated and couldn't speak.
Xu Muyang didn't press him anymore, and looked at Liang Jingjing, "Say it!"
Liang Jingjing avoided his gaze, pursed her mouth and did not answer.
"I can't accept homosexuality." He Liu faced his question directly, "so I can't accept Shen Gu."
"Why?!" Xu Muyang questioned with red eyes, "You have lived together for almost three years, and you have been living together for three years. The room is so hot that a stone is covered with heat, and you all have feelings. How can you be so hard-hearted? Therefore, his sexual orientation does not recognize him, what crime did he commit for you to treat him like this.”
"What did we do to him?!" He Liu's eyes were also red, and he sat down slowly while leaning on the bed frame, his usual big grinning face was now full of helplessness and sadness, "What did we do wrong again?" Let you condemn us like this. Xu Muyang, you have to be reasonable, okay?"
He blinked, his eyelids covered with a thin layer of water mist. "Yes, Shen Gu just likes men. He didn't make a big mistake. He is no different from us ordinary people. He shouldn't be treated like this. But,"
He looked at Xu Muyang, his voice trembling, "Have you ever thought about how we feel, the brother who gets along day and night tells you that he likes a man one day, what will you think? I am a human being, and I also have emotions. If you can't accept it, you can't accept it. Do you still have to force me to accept it? Shen is innocent, so we are not innocent. Some people like spicy food and sweet things, and some people are afraid of mice and cockroaches. Everyone has different preferences and fears. I am afraid , Is it wrong not to like homosexuality? Is it wrong that I can’t change myself to like it? I can’t accept homosexuality and I have to accept it. This is fair to Shen Gu, is it fair to me? Xu Muyang, you can’t just because you like Shen It's so biased."
Xu Muyang's heart sank, his eyes widened slightly, wondering when the other party found out about him and Shen Gu.
He Liu wiped his face, and continued: "You said we treated Shen Gu badly, did I beat him and scold him? No. I, He Liu, swear to God, I never said no to Shen Gu. He is my My good friend, I can't accept it, I can't accept it, all I can do is not to hurt him, he likes men has nothing to do with me, I just don't want to live with him anymore. But you want me to live in peace with him, I can't do it, so don't force me."
Xu Muyang felt a little self-deprecating and ridiculous when he heard what he said.Thinking about it carefully, what He Liu said was not unreasonable.Everyone has their own likes and dislikes, and it is really difficult to force people to take what they don't like as likes. He Liu did not do anything too much except ignore Shen's death, which is already rare.In the final analysis, his vision is a little narrow, just because he likes Shen Gu, he hopes that everyone can accept it.In this underdeveloped small county, it is very difficult to accept homosexuality.
When he was in college in his previous life, he had come into contact with homosexuality, and he felt that this group should be respected. Homosexuality is as no big deal as heterosexuality, and he would support the love of groups like them.Having said that, in fact, I am still curious about this kind of group in my heart. After all, this broke his emotional concept since childhood. It turns out that there are not only male and female groups, but also male and female groups.
But the authorities are obsessed with onlookers. Before getting involved in the gay community, he thought that people only support or disapprove of such people. He completely forgot that there is another type like He Liu who does not support but does not harm. Maybe there are still neutral people. .It turns out that many things are not as simple as they seem on the surface, just like the word "empathy", which has only a simple literal meaning without personal experience.
The resentment just calmed down at this moment, Xu Muyang even accepted He Liu's thoughts, and more or less understood Shi Leqin and Liang Jingjing.He nodded towards He Liu, "I'm sorry, I take back what I said just now, because I saw it too shallowly."
He Liu shook his head wearily. He wanted to say something, but it would be useless to say too much.He stood up, put his backpack on his back and left, leaving an apology to whom he did not know. "sorry."
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