Rebirth of the Boy Jinshi

Chapter 102 I won't let you go

Shen Gu lowered his head, he didn't know what he was thinking, he lowered his hands, like a stiff and lifeless puppet.It was already summer at this time, and he was still wearing long sleeves, and his shoes were covered with mud, as if he had walked in the wild.

He raised his head suddenly, his eyes turned gray, and he looked at Xu Muyang blankly, as if he was looking at him, and also seemed to be looking at something else in the void through him.

At night, the bell to turn off the lights rang, abruptly breaking into the quiet air.Shen Gu looked in the direction of the ringtone, and walked towards the edge of the rooftop step by step.

Xu Muyang stared blankly, then suddenly shuddered, goose bumps all over his body.His scalp was numb and he ran to the people on the roof, "Old Shen!"

The fence on the roof was not high enough, it only reached Shen Gu's waist. He put his hands on the fence and one leg on it, grinned for a while, then turned over and jumped down.

"Shen Gu!"

Xu Muyang yelled, but failed to catch him, and watched him fall from the sixth floor and hit the ground heavily.Behind him is a huge red flower, spread out on the snow-white test paper, red and white, weird and coquettish.

The stars in the night sky twinkled like diamonds.The moon exudes a faint brilliance, white and soft, and complements the stars.This is a beautiful starry sky...

"Yang Yang! Yang Yang!"

The constant sound in his ear woke Xu Muyang from his dream.He opened his eyes and found that it was already night, the scenery outside the window was blurred, and the lights in the distance were the most eye-catching existence. "mom."

He opened his mouth to say a word, and he realized that his voice was very hoarse, and he cleared his throat to get better, "What's wrong?"

Xu Linan handed him a bottle of water, "Drink first and then talk."

"Thank you dad."

Xu Muyang felt much more comfortable after taking a sip of cold water, and his throat also recovered seven to eight points.Turning around and seeing Yang Yuexin looking at him worriedly, he smiled, "Mom, why are you looking at me like that."

"If you can't laugh, stop laughing." Yang Yuexin reached out to wipe the tears off his face, "Cry if you want to, your father and I won't laugh at you."

"What?" Xu Muyang was stunned for a moment, raised his hand to wipe his face, and when his hand was wet, he realized that he was crying.That dream was too real, as if he had experienced it himself, and now his heart was beating uncontrollably.He let out a deep breath, got up and went to the bathroom, "Mom and Dad, I'm fine, don't worry, I'll go wash my face."

The tears smeared on his face was very uncomfortable, Xu Muyang splashed some water on his face, straightened up and saw himself in the mirror.The fundus of the eyes was black and blue, bloodshot in the eyes, very haggard.He kept breathing in and out, trying to calm himself down.His mind was in a mess, it was full of the scene where Shen Gu fell down, the red flowers were dyed on the white paper, Shen Gu closed his eyes and was lifeless.

It was too late when things calmed down.The lights in the carriage were turned off, leaving only a few lamps for lighting. Yang Yuexin and Xu Linan fell asleep cuddled together, but Xu Muyang still couldn't fall asleep. He thought a lot and felt that this dream was not that simple. die.

There is not much difference between this life and the previous life, only the fact that he chose liberal arts caused a series of effects, other than that, everything else followed the process of the previous life, that is to say, Shen Gu committed suicide It still happens.

Xu Muyang was so anxious that he bit his nails, he didn't know what to do to stop him, because he didn't know anything about the past life, and he heard it from other people.Homosexuality, suicide for love, and he doesn't know the rest, so how to stop his death?He leaned on the back of the chair, closed his eyes and comforted himself: It doesn't matter, Shen Gu committed suicide in June next year, he still has time, and taking precautions in advance will surely make Shen Gu survive.

The day of returning to school was already past the National Day holiday, so Xu Muyang asked the teacher for an extra three days off, but he returned to school one day earlier.He stood at the door of No. [-] Middle School with his schoolbag on his back, and he didn't go in after standing there for a long time.There was an idea in his mind, he wanted to see Shen Gu, now, immediately, immediately, he couldn't wait.

This thought became more and more intense, making his heart beat like thunder, and his palms were sweating.He turned around and ran towards the school gate in the opposite direction, he was going to see Shen Gu.

The city center takes nearly three hours by car.Xu Muyang was sitting in the bus with his schoolbag in his arms, his heart flushes subsided and he couldn't help feeling a little scared, he must be absent from class.No, it shouldn't be counted. He asked for three days off and one more day. The teacher didn't know.But since he has never done this kind of thing, he can't avoid all kinds of worries. In order to prevent himself from regretting, he simply closes his eyes and sleeps, not thinking about these things.

During the three-hour drive, Xu Muyang just woke up from a doze, and jumped out of the car when he heard the driver's voice.After getting out of the car, he suddenly realized that he didn't know where Shen Gu was training. He looked blankly at the unfamiliar scenery around him, and began to regret his impulsiveness. He would have known everything before setting off.It was impossible to go back now, he called Shen Gu dejectedly.

The other end rang several times before being picked up. It was Shen Gu's lowered voice, "Hello, Baa Bao."

Hearing this voice, Xu Muyang almost burst into tears. The dream that day still left him with lingering fears. Hearing Shen Gu's voice, he knew that the other party was fine, and it felt like a big stone fell in his heart, which comforted him a lot.

"Hello, baby? Can you hear me?"

"Hello!" Xu Muyang pursed his lips, his voice was pitiful, "Are you in class?"

Shen Gu didn't answer him, but instead asked: "Baobao, aren't you at school? Are you outside?"

Just as Xu Muyang was about to ask him how he knew, a car whizzed past with its horn booming, so he could guess it all at once. "I'm at the station. I don't know where your school is. Come and pick me up."

Shen Gu came very quickly, within an hour.He got out of the car, turned his eyes around the station, and ran over happily when he saw someone, "Why are you here?"

Seeing his happy look, Xu Muyang thought of that decadent old man again, his heart swelled, and he said in a low voice, "I miss you."

The smile on Shen Gu's face grew bigger. He wanted to hug Xu Muyang very much, but this was a train station and there were so many people, so he held back, grabbed his hand, and pulled him in front of him. He said softly: " I miss you too."

Xu Muyang looked up at him, feeling more sour in his heart, "I want to hug you."

"Okay." Shen Gu looked at him deeply, and hugged him into his arms, "Why isn't Baa Bao shy today?"

Xu Muyang didn't speak, buried his face in his chest, and hugged the other person's back tightly, he thought, he won't let go of this person.