Chapter 1
Chapter 1
The news of singer Li Tingyun's suicide caused a sensation in the entertainment industry. He was only 30 years old and had already become a well-deserved superstar in the music industry. Unexpectedly, he ended his brilliant life in such a way.
Someone found a recently released video in his villa. They thought it was a musical legacy, but the screen that was shown shocked people. It was a picture of a teenager being forced to kneel down and swallow glass in a dark construction site. , because ten years have passed since the time of the tape, the picture is not very clear, I only know that the young man is eighteen or nineteen years old, and a disk of glass is swallowed into his mouth, which makes people feel unbearable.
The outside media have speculated about the identity of the young man, but they can't find any clues.
But because the talented singer had been suffering from severe depression, it didn't take long for it to be taken for granted.
In the early morning of September 2007, 9, when the sun first came in, Li Tingyun frowned in his sleep. He stood up and saw the familiar pattern on the bed mat under his body, and then looked at the loose clothes on his body, feeling a little dazed.
Last night, he received a video on the Internet. He thought it was sent by a fan, but who knows...
Li Tingyun closed his eyes, and when he thought of the picture on the video, his fair face twisted in pain, his whole body trembled uncontrollably, damn it...
Why do this?
Does he even want to die?
Was it rescued?I habitually want to fumble for my phone, but when I turn around, I see out of the window. He is on the third floor. Downstairs is a vegetable market. The bustling old men and women are bargaining at the stalls built by iron sheds. The loud voices are the most familiar scene ever. Isn't it the rented house before his debut?
He saw the schoolbag beside the bed and helped his heavy head, feeling confused.
In summer, Class [-] and [-] of Senior High School.
On the first day of the new school year, the classroom was full of chaos. After all, the youth was surging, and the students quickly became familiar with each other. They sat around in twos and threes, with enthusiasm and vitality on their young faces.
Until the appearance of a person broke the original harmonious picture.
It was a tall and thin boy, wearing a white school uniform and half-worn cloth shoes.Although he deliberately entered through the back door, it still caused quite a commotion.
"Isn't it!? Is he also in this class?"
"It seems to be, what bad luck!"
"Yeah, it looks like I'll have to wear a mask when I go to school!"
"Oh, don't say that, it hurts so much."
"Hehe, that's what it is!"
Everyone talked a lot, and some even covered their noses.
The boy didn't seem to hear these remarks against him, but went straight to the last table in the corner, which was near the trash can and broom, and naturally no one wanted to sit there.
The nearby students held their noses and fled exaggeratedly, as if they were hiding from the plague god, and their naive eyes were full of contempt and disgust.
The rejected boy seemed to be used to it too. He put his schoolbag on the table, and the male student in front of him immediately moved the table forward with a look of lovelessness.If the other tables were not full, they would have gone elsewhere.
At school, every class seems to have someone who is collectively alienated or bullied.Unfortunately for Li Tingyun, he was not only despised by the class, but also ridiculed by the whole school.
There are always some funny and unfair things in the world, which makes people dumbfounded.
He was born with a strange smell, and everyone in the delivery room frowned after he was born, including his biological mother.
There is nothing wrong with his body, but no one can explain this strange smell.At the beginning, the parents also tried many methods, but it was useless. The pungent smell seemed to come out from Li Tingyun's bones, and it couldn't be worn away.
This made Li Tingyun's childhood covered with a layer of dark gray. He was squeezed out by his classmates, rejected by his teachers, and pointed at by passers-by. Even if his parents were willing to give him warmth, after the birth of his younger brother, this kind of warmth became less and less. He can't smell his own body, but other people's eyes and words are the most cold and terrifying.
As it is now, everyone tries to avoid him.Occasionally, someone would look at him from a distance as if looking at a poor creature, offering cheap sympathy, but pity would hurt people's hearts.
Li Tingyun in the previous life was used to it, and the reborn big singer in this life is even more indifferent, just a group of ignorant and fearless children who don't understand generosity.
He was the last to enter the classroom, and soon the bell rang.The head teacher walked into the classroom with a stack of books in his arms, and the noise stopped.
This is a bald and short old man. Li Tingyun remembered him. He was his sophomore class teacher, the bald Chen. As soon as he entered the door, he noticed something abnormal in the classroom. The corner on the right seemed to be separated by a circle, and there were only a few tables for sitting A boy with his head bowed, everyone stayed away.
The old man thought he was humorous and said: "That classmate over there, have you opened the enchantment?"
"Hahahahahahahahahaha!" It really caused a roar of laughter.
Soon some enthusiastic students were willing to introduce him, "No way, teacher, you don't know him?! He is considered a man of the hour in our school!"
Everyone chimed in: "It's woolen, at most it's a notorious..."
There was another burst of laughter, the boys slapped the table and laughed, some girls covered their mouths and giggled or shook their heads helplessly, and some had a half-smile at the corners of their mouths.
Li Tingyun just stared at the Chinese textbook that had just been distributed on the table, expressionless.
Next is the customary self-introduction of students.Sort by seat, one by one from front to back.
Watching them stand up and sit down one by one, the familiar or unfamiliar faces in his memory did not change, he felt like he was dreaming, and he was still a little dazed.
When it was Li Tingyun's turn, all the eyes of the class were instantly concentrated. They looked back at him, and some of them were still covering their mouths and snickering, as if they wanted to see Li Tingyun make a fool of himself.
Li Tingyun was not surprised by these gazes, he stood up slowly: "Li Tingyun."
sat down.
There was silence in the class, and suddenly someone laughed, which caused another burst of laughter.
Probably no matter what I do, I look like a clown in their eyes.
Childish and ignorant people show their excellence by laughing at the weak.
Old man Chen frowned: "Okay! Be quiet, what's so funny."
Looking at these rickety students, I sighed in my heart, the current students are really not as good as the previous ones!One generation is worse than one generation!
Such a farce is actually nothing.At least in the gloomy time of Li Tingyun's previous life, it was just a daily life.
The young man glanced over a beautiful figure in the front row, that was Li Tingyun's favorite girl since the first year of high school, Lian Ruogu, beautiful, gentle, outstanding and generous.If it is the era when the Internet vocabulary is developed a few years later, it will be commonly known as the "goddess".
Many boys in the school regard her as a sacred and beautiful figure, including Li Tingyun, the former Li Tingyun.
Many people think that Lian Ruogu "has a good heart, good popularity, good academic performance, and a good family background. In short, everything is fine."
She was even willing to smile at Li Tingyun and greet him when she saw him in the corridor.
At that time, Li Tingyun was so childish and ridiculous that he wished he could give her his heart.When he saw her, he couldn't speak neatly, stammering like a fool.
Self-abased and cowardly, meeting her will only distance him, fearing that she will dislike the smell on his body.
Of course, these are the thoughts of the previous life, and the reborn Li Tingyun can only have deep hatred and disgust for Lian Ruogu.Even Li Tingyun hated himself to the core, he really hated that ignorant and cowardly self to the core!
Class is over soon.Lian Ruogu actually walked to his table, exuding a refreshing fragrance.
Li Tingyun suppressed the disgust in his heart, pretending to be at a loss.
"Student Li, they went too far just now, don't take it to heart, everyone is just joking with you." Lian Ruogu laughed.
Li Tingyun quickly lowered his head and said softly: "It's okay, I know..."
He was flustered and shy on the surface, and smiled coldly in his heart.In my impression, Xu Ze's dog is about to start barking.
Sure enough, a boy stood up: "Hey, Ruogu, why are you talking to him? What's so good about this bug?"
Lian Ruogu said: "Xu Ze, why do you say that, we are all classmates, we should take care of each other."
Xu Ze is obviously also one of Lian Ruogu's many suitors, he said confidently: "What's the matter, the whole school calls him that, and now it's my fault?" He turned his head and looked back at the class and said: "Students , who of you remembers his name?" He pointed to Li Tingyun.No one in the class answered, indeed, everyone only remembered him as "Bug" and "God of Plague".Although he had just introduced himself, no one cared about his real name.
Li Tingyun felt that he was really pitiful in his previous life, and he deserved his cowardly and timid character since childhood.
Xu Ze said, "I'm afraid Ruogu, you can't remember either."
Lian Ruogu's face changed slightly, and he stopped talking.
Li Tingyun looked at Xu Ze's smug face and clenched his fists.
Xu Ze spread his hands and said in a relaxed tone: "A bedbug is a bedbug, besides, only you can bear his strange smell, the whole moving trash can, if you treat him well, who does this guy think he is, stinky toad Want to eat swan meat..."
Before Lian Ruogu could speak, Li Tingyun's fist had already landed on Xu Ze's face. His strength was still quite strong, and Xu Ze couldn't resist for a while.He punched him a few times, and another thing is that he didn't expect Li Tingyun to hit someone, so he was stunned.
The other students were also stunned, and by the time they realized it, the two had already scuffled into a ball.
Of course, he was invited to drink tea by the teaching office soon.
Li Tingyun was nervous, not because he was about to enter the teaching office to be punished, nor was it because of Xu Ze's fierce eyes behind him.
It's because we're going to see that person soon.Li Tingyun remembers very clearly that it was the first time he saw him in the training office.
are u there?still there?
Ying Yuzhi, I'm here to find you, I'm sure, I'm sure...
Li Tingyun couldn't hold back the excitement in his heart, and his eyes were full of breathtaking light.
"Tell me, why did you fight?" The newly appointed teaching director is Ouyang Jun, a gentleman in his early thirties, and his methods are not sophisticated enough.But Xu Ze didn't dare to be presumptuous, his face was bruised and purple, and he said innocently and slightly angrily: "I was talking to classmate Lian, but this classmate rushed up to beat me all of a sudden! I don't know how to offend him."
If Li Tingyun is in a good mood, he might even praise his acting skills, which are much better than some niche students in the entertainment industry.But at this moment, Li Tingyun panicked. He looked at the small office, looking for Ying Yuzhi's figure, but he couldn't find it.
How is this going? !
He remembered clearly that Ying Yuzhi slept on the desk by the window back then.
The dean nodded, and then asked Li Tingyun: "What about you? Is what he said true?"
Li Tingyun stood at a distance of seven steps away, not speaking, he was still looking for Ying Yuzhi's figure, why did this happen, everything was clearly going on according to the track, every detail was exactly the same.
He could even know what Ouyang Jun said next, without missing a word.
Sure enough, Li Tingyun heard Ouyang Jun's puzzled and dissatisfied tone: "Are you afraid of me? Why are you standing so far away?"
The words are not bad, but it makes Li Tingyun feel cold all over. Why is everything the same, but Ying Yuzhi is missing? !
Xu Ze sneered secretly, apparently embarrassed: "Teacher, don't let him come over. If he comes closer, I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it."
"Nonsense! Hey, you! You're back! It's the other way around..." Ouyang Jun was reprimanding Xu Ze, when he turned around and saw Li Tingyun turned around and ran away...
Li Tingyun ran directly from the discipline office to the teaching building in the back row, which was the teaching building for the third year of high school. Ying Yuzhi was a year older than him, and he was in Class 37 of the high school. The classroom was facing the bridge corridor.
"Isn't this the God of Plague? What are you doing here?"
"It stinks, I haven't showered for many days."
"People are born, you think oh."
"Ha ha……"
Everyone around looked sideways, raised their hands and waved the air, waving that pitiful sense of superiority.
Li Tingyun didn't hear it, he was just running, how many times he ran here in his previous life, it was always sunny and sunny, but this time his heart seemed to be roasted by oil, and there was a thunderstorm.
God, please, don't be so cruel, I would give anything just to let me know he's still there!I give up my life, I give up everything, please, please...let me see him again...
At the end of the flyover, Li Tingyun stood at the window of Class [-], which was Ying Yuzhi's position.
It was the end of get out of class time, but the class was very quiet, only a few whispers and the sound of papers turning could be heard.
Ying Yuzhi fell asleep on the table, in a casual posture, with her face buried in her arms.
Still.
Li Tingyun laughed suddenly, but did not realize that tears fell from his eyes.
God was good to him.
He stood at the window, crying and laughing like a fool.
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