Prince crossing is forced to be C

Chapter 160 Considering Our Relationship

Yue Jun turned over while sleeping at night, and the wound was stabbed, and he woke up immediately.

He managed to open his eyes, only to find that the surroundings were still dark, obviously still in the night.Turning his head, Yue Jun saw that the curtain on the bed where Chu Yingcheng was sleeping had been drawn, and there was a bright light through the curtain, which should be the light from the mobile phone.

"……what time is it?"

Chu Yingcheng was startled by the sudden hoarse voice, and opened the curtain to look at him: "Three o'clock. Are you awake? Is there any pain?"

"Turn over and stab it." Yue Jun looked at him, "Can't you sleep? Jet lag?"

"I had a dream...and I woke up." Chu Yingcheng said as he wanted to get out of bed, "I don't feel well? Do you want to call a doctor?"

"No, the flesh hurts, not the inside." Yue Jun said, "Sleep with you, don't need to get out of bed."

"I can't fall asleep, otherwise I wouldn't know how to play with my phone." Chu Yingcheng sat by the bed, "Drink water?"

"Don't drink."

"Then go to sleep. I'll pull up the curtains and turn around, so the light from the phone won't shine into your eyes."

Yue Jun didn't care about those lights.

He could hear that Chu Yingcheng was in a depressed state, and asked, "What did you dream about? Do you mind telling me?"

Chu Yingcheng thought about it, and felt that he really wanted to talk.And the only person to confide in is Yue Jun.

He hesitated: "Aren't you going to sleep?"

"I was also jet-lagged, so I couldn't sleep well." Yue Jun touched the bedside lamp, "Come here and say?"

Chu Yingcheng touched it and sat on the chair beside the bed.Yue Jun asked him to sit on the bed, and he could still lean on the head of the bed, but Chu Yingcheng was afraid of touching his injury, so he insisted on staying on the chair.

Yue Jun didn't say anything immediately after he sat down, but just looked at the phone, pressing it and then turning it off, turning it off and pressing it again.So Yue Jun urged again: "Speak."

"...Okay." Chu Yingcheng thought about his words, and said slowly, "I... dreamed about the past."

Yue Jun was taken aback: "The Great Moon Dynasty?"

"……Correct."

"Dream about the experience in the Great Moon Dynasty?" Seeing that he didn't seem to be very repulsive, Yue Jun asked, "In the military camp, or in the imperial capital?"

"Emperor Capital, but not the ones I remember..." Chu Yingcheng paused, then sighed, "What I dreamed about was after I died."

"Huh?" Yue Jun was a little confused, "You dreamed about the imperial capital after you died...?"

"Yes." Chu Yingcheng raked his hair, "I saw the emperor and the empress dowager, they looked very haggard. Now that I think about it, they still feel a little strange, probably because I haven't seen them for a long time."

"Haggard?"

"Well, I dreamed about the scene where the emperor received the news of my death, and he went to confess his mistake to the queen mother... It can't be said to be an admission, maybe it's an expression of guilt for me." Chu Yingcheng looked down at the screen as it went dark phone, and said slowly, "Anyway, I dreamed that he knelt in the Queen Mother's front hall for a long time."

Yue Jun looked at him silently.

Chu Yingcheng didn't need him to respond all the time, and continued: "I don't know why I dreamed of these... I read online that I think about it every day and dream at night. So, is it because I have these thoughts in my heart? Do you think the emperor is sorry for me, the queen mother is sorry for me?" He paused, his tone filled with imperceptible melancholy, "So, I thought I never thought about it that way, is it just what I thought?"

Yue Jun couldn't see him getting caught up in his emotions like this.

If Chu Yingcheng just dreamed about the past and was homesick, Yue Jun felt that it was normal and there was no need to intervene too much.But now that Chu Yingcheng started to blame himself because of a dream, Yue Jun couldn't stand it anymore.

He said, "Have you ever thought that maybe this is not just a dream?"

"……What's the meaning?"

"Perhaps this is what actually happened, just after your death. You just stumbled upon this information in a dream."

"Impossible?" Chu Yingcheng looked at him blankly, "What you said is too absurd, do you mean that Brother Huang really knelt down because of me? It's impossible!"

"You can come here from another world, what else is impossible?" Yue Jun looked into his eyes and said, "Your brother grew up with you and took care of you so much. What's the problem with deep feelings between you? And he let you go to the frontier at the beginning, and then you died, sacrificed before you went home, he regretted, blamed himself, and had nothing to vent—what doesn't make sense?"

Chu Yingcheng listened to his words, looked at his face, and suddenly overlapped him with Brother Huang in his mind for a second.

Yue Jun's words actually coincided with what the empress dowager said about the emperor in content.Although the sentence patterns and expressions are different, and although what the queen mother said was only her guess about the emperor, Chu Yingcheng felt that...they were all right.

But the queen mother said that, she understood the emperor; even if it was Chu Yingcheng's subconscious, it was Chu Yingcheng who understood the emperor.But Yue Jun was able to say these words, Chu Yingcheng felt that this feeling was really amazing, and even had a feeling of being guided in the dark.

Yue Jun saw him staring at him without speaking, and asked, "Why?"

"...It's nothing." Chu Yingcheng lowered his head and smiled, raking his hair, "I don't know why, but I think it's a bit strange."

"Wonderful? What is wonderful?"

"you."

"I?"

"I just feel that you seem to be sent to me by heaven..." Chu Yingcheng thought for a while, and then came up with a wording, "Rein."

"Pfft... hiss." Yue Jun was teased by him, and then his abdominal muscles twitched, causing a sharp pain.

"It hurts? Are you okay?" Chu Yingcheng stood up and leaned over to his hospital bed, resting one hand on the head of the bed, and stretched out the other hand to lift Yue Jun's quilt, "Let me see!"

Yue Jun didn't defend against him, and was speechless when he lifted his clothes for a while.

"Why don't you just watch it? There's nothing wrong with it." Yue Jun said, "And what can you understand? It's so dark, you can't help me apply medicine to rub it now, right? It's not you who suspects my internal organs are bleeding?"

Chu Yingcheng said: "Why, can't you see it?"

"It's not that you can't see it." Yue Jun said, "You don't even look at what you're looking at. If you look too much, I won't be able to relax, can't you?"

"... Tsk." Chu Yingcheng pulled off Yue Jun's clothes, "You're going to speak H, I don't think you've been beaten enough! Have you forgotten why that psychopath was beaten now?"

Yue Jun grabbed his hand.

"Why you beat him, I know very well." Yue Jun looked at him, "You also know why I beat him."

Chu Yingcheng said, "Speak up."

Yue Jun said: "No. You seemed to want to touch me just now, but you held back, I can give you this step."

Chu Yingcheng: "You're talking nonsense!"

"Is it nonsense, you know for yourself." Yue Jun held his hand instead and put it on the bed, "You fell into self-doubt because of a dream. If you are willing to tell me, you are asking me for help. Of course I will pull Hold you. I'm your 'reins', aren't I?"

"..." Chu Yingcheng was stunned by what he said.

He lowered his eyes to look at the hands they were holding. It was obvious that Yue Jun's strength was so loose that he could pull it away with a little force, but for some reason, Chu Yingcheng's hand didn't move.

"Although I don't want you to see me and your brother as one person, I should have said that if you need, I can lend you a 'reminiscence' of myself." Yue Jun shook Chu Yingcheng's hand firmly "However, I can only borrow you for a while. I can't let you jump back into this situation, and I can't let you mentally position me as your brother. So, I have to do a little bit of affirmation for your brother." Won't do."

Chu Yingcheng was still staring at the hands they shook: "...I would never have recognized you as him. I wouldn't have, it's just a little... What is that called, 'empathy'?"

Yue Jun said: "Then you still 'empathize' now?"

Chu Yingcheng squeezed his hand hard: "I want to treat you as my own brother, now I'm going to have goosebumps all over my body!"

Yue Jun was pinched, but felt a little sweet in his heart, and pinched him too: "Then thank you for not getting goosebumps yet."

Chu Yingcheng: "...You are enough. You didn't talk so much nonsense before."

"Then I won't talk nonsense, let's talk about the main point." Yue Jun also looked at the hands of the two, "I have a chance to hold your hand forever, right?"

Chu Yingcheng was silent for a few seconds, and finally sighed in a low voice: "...I don't know."

Yue Jun was ready to be bullied by him again, but when he heard the answer, he was surprised: "...Huh?"

"I really don't know." Chu Yingcheng still looked at the hands of the two, subconsciously squeezed Yue Jun's fingers, "I'm a little... afraid to think about it anymore."

"What are you afraid of?" Yue Jun was uncontrollably excited when he heard it, but he had to try his best to keep calm, "Afraid of facing a strange emotional relationship? Or afraid of future changes? I can assure you that even in the future ..."

"Not these."

Chu Yingcheng interrupted him, and sighed: "You are not afraid. I really promise you in the future, just to tie you up? You are right, I want to rely on you, and the only one I can talk to is you. You are not afraid of me Even if I don't like you, I still want to occupy you; in order not to let you tell my secret, I will use my emotions to kidnap you?"

"So, that's why you're afraid of this?" Yue Jun tugged at his hand, "...you look at me."

Chu Yingcheng turned his eyes slightly to look at Yue Jun's eyes.

Yue Jun stared into his eyes: "Answer me first, why did you start thinking about this? Didn't you think it was ridiculous before, just because you used to use me as your brother's 'stand-in'."

"I...it was because I saw you being beaten during the day and I rushed out." Chu Yingcheng said, "When I think about it afterwards, I feel that I was a little out of control. It's not that I lost control of my attack, but... my emotions The kind I used to do. But I've never been like this, I used to be very rational..."

Chu Yingcheng's education did not allow him to lose control of his emotions.So when Chu Yingcheng recalled his emotions when he stood up for Yue Jun, and realized that he had been a little bit indifferent at that time, he knew that there was something...something wrong with him.

Yue Jun understood.

"Then I will answer your previous question." Yue Jun said, "I am not afraid that you will tie me up like this. First of all, I believe that you are not such a person, and second, even if you are, I don't think I will suffer. After all, this is you I am willing to accept my attempt, not to mention that I can occupy the latrine first, and then continue to cultivate relationships with you, which is a great advantage."

Chu Yingcheng raised his eyebrows: "Who are you talking about in the latrine?"

"Don't pay attention to the details." Yue Jun said, "By the way, there is one more thing - I am very confident that I can cultivate your feelings for me."

"Hey, so confident?"

"Of course. You said that I am your 'rein', but if you don't want to be held by me, it won't be useful for me to control you any more, will it?"

"..." Chu Yingcheng didn't know what to say.Since he dared to confess to Yue Jun to this extent, he would not deny the other party's statement.

Chu Yingcheng couldn't help but said, "Are you very proud?"

"Ha, maybe a little." Yue Jun replied, "But I can be honest, not only you need me, but I also need you."

"You mean when you were beaten?"

"Can you say something romantic?" Yue Jun snorted lightly, "I'm also impulsive, and I can't restrain myself. But with you, I will at least think more about the consequences of rushing out."

As he spoke, he grabbed Chu Yingcheng's hand and pulled it in front of his face.

Chu Yingcheng thought he was going to kiss the back of his hand, subconsciously flinched, but Yue Jun just put his hand on his face and stuck it.

Yue Jun finally said: "Consider our relationship carefully, keep your reins, and keep mine, okay?"

Chu Yingcheng looked at him, there were still bruises on his face from fighting for him during the day, seeing the complicated surge in Chu Yingcheng's heart rose again.

"……it is good."