pretend

Chapter 95

The temple began to ache untimely, as if some pictures wanted to squeeze in through the gap, Yan Liang had no choice but to raise his hand and massage his forehead.

When he recovered from the short-term tinnitus, he saw Qin Yuan's cheeks were slightly red. He seemed to have just gone through a long-distance run. His breathing and heartbeat were visible to the naked eye. He stared at him with piercing eyes, the anticipation and anxiety in his eyes were self-evident.

Yan Liang: "..." He seemed to have missed something.

So when Qin Yuan cautiously asked him "Can I do that?", Yan Liang nodded subconsciously—in fact, he had never really refused the other party's request, whether it was before or now.

... Whether it is Ning Xi or Qin Yuan.

They are one person.

An existence that is very important to me, so important that I can even give my life for it...

It seems like something is starting to come to life.

It is the roar of the engine roaring, mixed with the screeching of the tires rubbing against the floor, the world is broken and reassembled again, and the eyes are filled with blood, just like this bright red rose.

But now, there are no fast-moving vehicles, no murderers stalking him, only bright lights, a familiar yet unfamiliar environment, a house full of flowers, and a... a person who loves him.

Qin Yuan cupped the other's palm with trembling hands, fondling every protruding knuckle with nostalgia. Yan Liang's fingers were long and powerful, and the pale skin like cold jade wrapped around the stiff bones, yet with a touch of tenderness. The warmth was not too warm, which gave him the urge to kiss.

So he carefully took out the small ring from the pocket near his heart. After the leather outer box was used up, he threw it into the flowers on both sides of the corridor, making only a slight movement.

It was this movement that awakened Yan Liang from the sudden flood of memories. He shrank his fingers and avoided the ring that represented the oath.

"Wait...wait a minute." The young man closed his eyes slightly, and gently pushed the bridge of his nose with his fingertips. After a while, he seemed to have finally finished thinking, and took a deep breath.

"What you just said... can you say it again?" He looked at Qin Yuan who was at a loss in front of him, and said softly, "I want to confirm it again."

"Brother Yan, I..." Qin Yuan accidentally bit his tongue, swallowing the blood froth in his mouth hastily: "Okay, okay... as long as you want, I'm willing to say it as many times as you want."

After saying this, he took a step back, returned to the original position, and took a deep breath.

When the kind of youthfulness that comes out unconsciously with the ups and downs of mood settles down, she puts on a serious air, and seems to have changed from Ning Xi, who hesitated for a long time even saying "like" in her mouth, to Ning Xi. That President Qin who can announce his feelings to the media without any scruples.

"Yan Liang, I like you." Qin Yuan carefully chose his words, a different light shone in those once gloomy and irritable eyes, as if the soul floating in nothingness had finally found its home.He held Yan Liang's hand carefully, and his voice was a little hoarse, but extremely solemn: "It's not for my brother, nor for a playmate, but for the real love from a man - although it's a bit nasty to say that, it's true. That's how I feel right now."

"In the past few years, there have been various misunderstandings among us, and my mental state... also has some problems, so I have treated you very badly, even very badly. But now all the misunderstandings have been resolved, and I also I finally see my heart clearly... I regret it, and I don't want to escape, and I don't want to make any excuses for myself. I'm sorry for you——I want to make up for you, and it doesn't conflict with my liking you, because the sum of these is enough to fill you up. For the rest of my life."

"—And in the next life, I want to spend it with you." He said this in one breath, took a deep, deep breath, his dark pupils were affectionate and focused, as if he wanted to suck in everyone in front of him.

"It doesn't matter if you reject me." After a short silence, Qin Yuan said again: "I know I'm not good enough, and I know...you may still treat me as a younger brother, but it doesn't matter, I Today, today I just want to tell you this, I like you! Whether it is Qin Yuan or Ning Xi...they are all me, so there is no need to get entangled, because I am standing in front of you. "

Surrounded by flowers, he opened his sweaty palm, revealing the ring soaked in body temperature.

"You, you can take it as a token of oath." Now, Qin Yuan was a little nervous again, and quickly pinched his thigh secretly, but he was still incoherent: "I have lied to you a lot, and I have also lied to you a lot ...I also locked you in a villa on the mountain and cut off all contact with the outside world. So now, I don't expect a response from you, I just... just want a chance, even if it is a charity, as long as you give me a little I hope I'll hold on tight..."

Yan Liang licked her lower lip: "...stop for a moment."

He didn't wait for the other party to panic, and then said: "Do you really like me?"

Qin Yuan was a little anxious: "Of course! I..."

"Even if I planned to get close to you, even if I don't care about everything you do to me..." Yan Liang's tone was a little weird, he frowned slightly, and in a rare, jerky tone, went a little Cut open the whitewashed, own dark, distorted heart.

Actually, he didn't have to.

In fact, it doesn't matter even if he keeps it a secret for the rest of his life. Up to now, he has got everything he wants.

...But it seems that in Yan Liang's barren and distorted world view, there seems to be a little bit of normalcy, and there seems to be something that can be regarded as "pure" - it is frank , selfless, and reckless.

Now it seems that that is "love".

"I approached you at first because you look a lot like Ning Xi." He said slowly, with the same gentle tone as before, but what he said made people's hairs stand on end: "But apart from your looks, you should look for Ning Xi again." There is no resemblance…”

"Plus, I really need an emergency fund." Speaking of this, Yan Liang even smiled: "I have to say that your appearance is just right, and I don't even have a reason to refuse."

"Since then, all the "injuries" you think are actually not worth mentioning to me... Ah, I forgot to mention, I may be a little flawed since I was born, and I can't feel that kind of... ...Well, that kind of intense emotion—so, whether it was before or after, I didn't leave, simply because I didn't want to escape."

Speaking of this, he seemed a little arrogant again, his eyes were bent into a bunch of crescents: "Otherwise, do you think you can really lock me up?"

——With your feelings for me, as long as I "self-mutilate" appropriately, you will feel distressed.

He didn't say the latter sentence, but changed his subject accordingly: "So whether you feel guilty or regretful towards me...it's actually unnecessary, and I'm just asking for trouble when I get to where I am today. Eat, I want to keep you, use more extreme and twisted means—"

The following lines disappeared silently in his throat, Yan Liang opened his mouth, and was speechless for the first time.

He has never tried such a confession, let alone showing his true colors to others, because he even himself is dark and unbearable—but now, under the watchful eyes of the man who has gone through a thousand sails, surrounded by thousands of roses During this time, he could no longer lie calmly and accept the ring as if nothing had happened...

Because it was not just a ring made of precious metal, it was Qin Yuan's whole heart.

There was a short and long silence.

In the end, Yan Liang finally let go of all the secrets in his body. The secrets that were hidden and unknown to everyone were now revealed by him bit by bit and revealed under the light.

There was awkwardness and embarrassment, but more of it was a kind of masochistic pleasure——he slowly put his trembling fingers into his pockets, straightened his back, and used the last bit of pride to meet a person who was probably bad answer.

In the end, Yan Liang finally saw his feelings clearly, so he could face Qin Yuan calmly, without calculating, and sincerely, even if the other party chose to retract the confession, even if the other party was frightened and changed his mind...

Then it doesn't matter, he will still use various methods to grab that person's hand, but this time, the methods will not be so extreme.

So Yan Liang asked: "After knowing this, do you still like me?"

Qin Yuan blinked, once, and again.

He seemed to be struggling to understand the meaning of the other person's words, but his brain skipped over the huge amount of information, and reduced it to one answer——

Finally, he said, "Brother Yan, have you remembered?"

The tone is undisguised surprise and joy.

Yan Liang: "..."

This time he was stunned.

He didn't expect that he finally thought about it, figured it out, and confessed it earnestly for a long time...but he got such a wrong answer.

Yan Liang laughed angrily: "Is this the point?"

"Otherwise?" Qin Yuan also laughed, very carelessly and a little silly: "Should I feel pain for not hurting you—stop talking, then why should I say I love you?"

"But I lied to you."

"I didn't lie to you less, and I almost married someone else."

"...I take you as a stand-in."

"Me too... tsk, can we not mention this?" The young master's impatience was revealed again. He subconsciously wanted to grab his hair, but when he raised his hand, he realized that he still had to take care of his hairstyle, and let it go again: " In short, those are things in the past, no matter who we are at fault, but since it is in the past, it’s useless to mention it again—isn’t it good now? I like you, you...you like me too, right? "

He asked the last sentence carefully, and at the end he looked at the other party with expectant eyes, like a big dog staring at a fleshy bone, his eyes were full of eagerness.

Yan Liang really smiled this time.

"...Mmm." He slowly stretched out his hand and ruffled the other's hard hair: "I like you."

"Whether it's Qin Yuan or Ning Xi—as long as it's you."

You were the first ray of light that pulled me out of the quagmire...

While Yan Liang was thinking about it, he suddenly felt a chill between his fingers. Looking down, he found that it was Qin Yuan who took advantage of his unpreparedness and directly put the ring on his ring finger.When it was over, he clasped his fingers happily and announced loudly: "Put on the ring and you will be mine!"

"I don't care whether you were true or false in the past, I only want the present, I only want the future—" Qin Yuan took a deep breath, staring at Yan Liang's eyes, looking for love from the gray irises: "Brother Yan, is it okay?" ?”

Yan Liang's heart beat fast.

It was a strange throbbing, as if it had been hidden in the body for a long time, and now it finally broke through the ground-the scent of roses filled the air, and produced some inexplicable chemical reaction.He felt his blood boiling, together with restless hormones, flowing into his limbs and bones, filling that empty heart.

As if driven by an invisible force, Yan Liang opened his mouth and made the most precious promise in his life.

"--I promise you."

You were the ray of light that pulled me out of the quagmire back then.

Even if we meet later in the abyss.

After the thousand sails passed, all the lead was washed away.

We were back at different starting points, and I finally found out——

You turned out to be the proof of my "feelings".

Thank you for your support over the past few months! ! ! !

This is the end of the story. The original idea was a story of two snake spirits hurting each other and loving each other (?). Although there are some discrepancies in the writing, it is basically the same... I hope the next book can improve!

The next step is to explain the following episodes and [], the next book should be published in October, tentatively it should be ABO in the normal world, the specifics have not yet been decided.Put the copy in Zuohua, if you like it, you can click the author's attention, thank you, this is really important to me! ! !

Then Cheng Yue's story may be written in the next book, for a different taste! (If you still want to see it by then)