pretend

Chapter 80

"I'm sorry, I lost my temper." Qin Yuan took a deep breath, subconsciously turned his head away, avoiding the other party's tear-wiping hand.He rubbed his eyes vigorously as if venting something, until the eyeballs were so dry that there was no more liquid, then he pretended to grin the corners of his mouth nonchalantly: "Brother Yan's acting skills are too good, if I were the heroine, I would definitely wish to marry on the spot .”

When he said this, his voice trembled uncontrollably, his eyes were red as if they were about to bleed, but he still managed to show a smile.

Seeing his reluctance, Yan Liang seemed to feel a little guilty, and said with concern: "Is there something wrong? I'm sorry, you have been working outside all day, and I was dragging you to say these strange things when you came back... Are you hungry?" Hungry, can I make you a supper?"

The tenderness that Qin Yuan once loved so much is now like a soft knife, and every word of caring in a soft voice has become a death sentence, making him cry and laugh, tormented up and down, not knowing why Time is the head.

But even so, he still doesn't want to give up, even if it's just friendship... He still wants to stay by Yan Liang's side.

Because looking at the whole world, he was the only one left.

"...I want to eat the egg custard you made." Qin Yuan sniffled, licked the salty tears on his lips, and softened his voice: "I haven't eaten for a long time."

"I'll do it for you." Yan Liang nodded, packed up the scattered scripts on her knees, got up and walked into the kitchen.

The eldest young master looked at the back of the other party with the apron tied behind his hands, and thought that Yan Liang was like this when they lived together in the past... But at that time, he could have hugged him from behind, hugged the slender waist, and pulled the other party into his arms.

But now, he could only stare blankly, and had to rack his brains to find an excuse even to get close, which was simply torture.

Qin Yuan took a deep breath, turned around, came to the edge of the balcony, took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, and shook out one.

He didn't have any addiction to this stuff before, but since Yan Liang's accident, smoking seems to have become a habitual thing, especially when there are many things blocked in his heart like now, and he can't vent.

Along with the pale white smoke rising slowly, the familiar bitter smell spread, which he smelled from Yan Liang on a drunken night...

Now, it even became his only consolation.

Egg custard is very quick to make. Although she hasn't cooked for several months, Yan Liang still handles the ingredients skillfully, and carefully filters out the foam with a colander to ensure the smooth and tender taste of the finished product.

After the steamer was steamed, he carefully put the stainless steel bowl containing the egg liquid into the pot and covered it with a lid.

After finishing everything, Yan Liang simply cleaned up the stove, turned to look at the living room, but did not see Ning Xi.

"Xiao Xi?" He poked his head out and called out. The young master who was lying on the balcony was startled, and frantically stubbed out the cigarette butt: "Hey, I'm here."

Seeing that Yan Liang was about to come over, he casually threw the extinguished cigarette holder into a potted plant beside him, and fanned the smell with his hands, like a high school student hiding from the dean.

Yan Liang opened the door of the floor-to-ceiling window, seeing his appearance, said with a smile: "What's the weather like, are you still so hot?"

"Isn't it... the room is stuffy." Qin Yuan smiled dryly, and wiped his face: "The air outside is good."

"You just think my place is small." Yan Liang joked: "What should I do, the contract still has more than half a year left, so it must not be wasted."

"Brother Yan is a big star. A big star lives in this kind of place. It's really wronged." Qin Yuan still wants him to move out, even if he doesn't live with him: "After you join the group later, I will clean up and change the house for you." Right? Otherwise, the group of paparazzi will pick you up and dig your privacy, how unsafe it is."

"I can be shameless." Yan Liang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but she had to admit that what the other party said was reasonable: "It's okay to move, but I can't bother you all the time. How about this, anyway, I'll join the group right away, and the rest will wait." I'll talk about it when I'm done shooting..."

Anyway, the meaning behind the words was that he didn't want to trouble him, which made the young master irritable and sad, so he simply gritted his teeth and acted cheekily: "Brother Yan, do you think I'm not your own?"

"How come, besides Momo, Xiaoxi is the most important person to me." Yan Liang said seriously, and reached out to stroke his hair.

"But I'm not a child anymore. I have ability and money." Qin Yuan whispered, he gently grabbed the other's wrist, and held it carefully in his palm: "I want to give you the best , because you are also very important to me..."

Yan Liang blinked, stared fixedly at him for a moment, and suddenly asked: "Xiao Xi, where did you learn these words?"

When he asked such a question out of the blue, the eldest young master felt a "thud" in his heart, and almost couldn't hold back his expression, he said embarrassingly, "You, why do you ask?"

"I remember you used to talk like this..." Yan Liang paused for a moment, then frowned strangely: "It's so disgusting."

Qin Yuan: "..."

The rare courage he mustered up was completely dispelled by such a light question, he slowly let go of the opponent's hand, rubbed his trouser leg a little awkwardly, and wiped off the cold sweat oozing from his palm: "I just, just want to be nice to you One thing... If you don't like it, just pretend I didn't say it."

When the last word came out of his mouth, he felt that he was about to be hollowed out, and couldn't help but take a step back, half leaning against the railing of the balcony.

Seeing him so sad, Yan Liang also felt that she was a little too much, and sighed: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, I'm just a little... a little too sensitive."

He hesitated for a while, but he didn't hide it at all, and smiled and said in a joking tone: "You know, I forgot a lot of things, so I searched the previous entertainment news on the Internet, and saw many... many strange reports. "

"However, the media always likes to exaggerate. I don't believe it all. I just think..."

During the few seconds when Yan Liang was silent, Qin Yuan only felt that the sky was falling, and the dizziness brought about by suffocation made his legs weak for a while. For a moment, he was even very afraid to meet Yan Liang's eyes.

Because no matter how much he washes himself away, he has done those absurd things. Although he has worked very hard to delete the past reports, the Internet has memories... He can't stop people's mouths and people's hearts.

Yan Liang will know sooner or later - he will know that his Ning Xi is no longer pure, naive or clean, he has become a dandy, cold bastard, he has become Qin Yuan, the one who was abused by Abyss devouring monster.

...But he never thought that all this would happen so quickly.

"Brother Yan..." The young master struggled to speak, but at some point his voice was hoarse and unlike his own: "Listen to my explanation, I..."

I have difficulties.

If I didn't do that, I might not be alive now.

I don't really look like that, and I'm not as much of a jerk as they report, I'm...

What can I say?

Are you saying I haven't changed?Forget it, he doesn't believe this himself, so why would he deceive others...

Thinking of the end, even his teeth began to chatter, and he managed to hold back a sentence: "Can you forgive me?"

Yan Liang was a little inexplicable.

"Why should I forgive you?"

"..." Qin Yuan's body shook heavily.

For a moment, his eyes even went black, his mouth smelled a little fishy, ​​a sharp pain exploded from his chest, and even his legs felt a little weak.

There were bursts of buzzing in the ear, as if the eardrum had been pierced by something, and there was a twitch in the temple.He couldn't hear Yan Liang's words clearly, he only saw the other party approaching anxiously, his lips opened and closed, as if to...

Are you calling my name?

"Xiao Xi!" Yan Liang watched the other party fall down suddenly, his face turned pale with fright, and quickly stepped forward to help him: "Xiao Xi, are you okay? Xiao Xi? Can you hear me?"

"I..." Qin Yuan's fingers hanging on the ground twitched, and finally regained some consciousness, but he was still immersed in the previous blow, and now he said angrily: "You can't...forgive me ?"

"I have nothing to forgive you for doing?" Yan Liang flicked his forehead angrily: "I feel sorry for you before it's too late!"

Qin Yuan: "..."

After knowing that it was a misunderstanding, he subconsciously wanted to laugh, but sadly realized that he was like a person hanging on the edge of a cliff, watching the rope around his throat tightened little by little...

But he was reluctant and put all his eggs in one basket.

The author says:

Sorry for the late second update OTZ!