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Chapter 76

Before the young master was grateful, Yan Mo rushed in with a group of white coats, filling the spacious ward.Among them, Xue Yan took the lead, and very considerately pulled up the boss who was half kneeling on the ground, and took him aside.

The beeping sounds of various instruments mixed with human voices made the originally quiet room a little noisy. Qin Yuan stood beside him in a daze, as if he was haunted by something, his eyes fixed on Yan Liang. , until the eyeballs are sour.

He regretted it.

He shouldn't have chosen to escape at the beginning, no matter how busy he was, he should have taken time to see Yan Liang, even when she was sleeping, he should have talked to him.

If that's the case, it seems that the guilt that almost overflowed his chest can be relieved a little, so that he won't be choked up and unable to speak a word after the other party wakes up.

——I really, missed a lot.

The tears that overflowed earlier had evaporated, Qin Yuan wiped away the dry tears on his face, and took a deep, deep breath.

So later, how am I going to face him?

Should I first apologize for the stupid things I did before, and promise to help him realize his dream?The current self is no longer that dandy young master who is always at the mercy of others. He has the ability and the right, and he can give him a better future——

Perhaps it was these things that gave the young master the courage to straighten his back. He rubbed his eyes, cheered himself up, and decided to have a private talk with Yan Liang after all those in the way left.

The inspection process is always relatively long.

But fortunately, in the past month, Yan Liang has recovered quite well. In less than half an hour, he has already drank water and ate some liquid food with the help of the nurse. Although he still looks weak, at least he can speak well. up.

Xue Yan saw the opportunity and quietly took everyone away, even Yan Mo was coaxed and taken out by Xue Chi, and the huge room was suddenly empty.

Yan Liang's hands were still shaking.

He was concentrating on holding the special plastic cup and was sipping it with his head down. He didn't seem to notice the changes in the people around him at all. It wasn't until a shadow covered the light source above his head that he seemed to notice something and slowly raised his head. .

"Xiaoxi." The young man's voice was still very hoarse, but there was a slight smile on his delicate face, and there seemed to be a spring water in his pair of curved gray eyes, just looking at it was enough to make people drown.

"You are here." He said briskly. For a moment, Qin Yuan even thought he was still in a dream. After school, Ning Xi pushed open the gate covered by the setting sun, and saw the girl in the orphanage wearing an apron and a bag. brother with dumplings.

Unfortunately, the illusion is only an illusion after all.

Qin Yuan suppressed the choked sobs in his throat, and tried to calm down his tone: "Well... I, I'm back."

He tried to pretend to have a cheerful tone when he was a teenager, but the cruel time had carved his soul into a different shape early on, and this opening was a bit harsh and nondescript.

"...I have always believed that you are not dead." Yan Liang didn't seem to notice, he smiled gently, and slowly raised his finger: "Come here, let me take a good look."

There seemed to be signs of moisture in the dry eyes just now, Qin Yuan staggered and knelt beside the bed, raised his head flattered, and let the warm fingertips touch the brows.

Before he calmed down the throbbing in his chest, he heard the man say slowly in a nostalgic tone: "I haven't seen you for such a long time, you have matured a lot... If it wasn't for Yan Mo's presence, I'm afraid I wouldn't even dare to recognize you."

"..."

Qin Yuan always felt that something was wrong.

But he couldn't say it for a while, so he held the other's soft palm eagerly, and pressed a kiss as if to prove something...

But was avoided by Yan Liang.

He almost struggled to withdraw his palm, looked at the absent-minded man in front of him with some surprise, and after a while, carefully placed the back of his hand on his forehead.

"I don't have a fever...it's strange." Yan Liang muttered in a low voice, "Could it be that he admitted the wrong person?"

Qin Yuan's eyes widened, and the heart that was half suspended in the air finally lost its thread and fell straight into the unfathomable darkness.

After a century of silence, the young master rolled his Adam's apple, swallowed the rusty taste in his mouth with great difficulty, and showed a weeping smile.

"Yan, Brother Yan... Did you, did you forget something?"

"Huh?" Yan Liang blinked, lowered his head, thought very seriously for a while, and then shook his head apologetically: "I'm sorry, maybe I slept too long before, and I really can't remember some things clearly .”

Qin Yuan took a deep breath and told himself to be calm and not to be so pessimistic: "Then do you remember what year it is today?"

Yan Liang answered quickly, and there was nothing wrong. Qin Yuan did not give up on this topic, and asked him about all aspects including work, but the result made him even more desperate——Yan Liang remembered everything, remembered everything. With Yan Mo's illness, he remembered the address of the apartment, and even those actors and assistants he worked with, but he forgot Qin Yuan.

If a person's memory is a piece of cake, then Qin Yuan is the piece that was stolen and stolen by the children, and there is nothing left to eat and wipe away.

After asking, Qin Yuan couldn't cry anymore. He stared blankly at the familiar yet unfamiliar young man in front of him, and even forgot to breathe for a while.

——It wasn't until the suffocation felt like a rope strangled his throat that he finally came back to his senses and gasped for breath.This kind of sickness frightened Yan Liang, he stretched out his hand a little hesitantly, patted his younger brother who had matured too much, and said caringly: "Are you okay?"

...how could it be all right?

It was hard for him to find those lost pasts, it was hard for him to recognize his feelings for Yan Liang, it was hard for him to solve all the existences that hindered him, and it was hard for him to get to where he is today - he already knew that he was wrong and wanted to He wanted to change for the better, but Yan Liang forgot about him.

That person only remembered Ning Xi, the innocent boy with a bright smile.

But that was clearly me too—a voice shouted in my heart, but was quickly submerged by the overwhelming tide.

Because it's already... there's no going back.

"Xiaoxi?"

The eldest young master raised his eyes suddenly, and he looked at the young man who was close at hand, Yan Liang still had some obvious sadness on his sickly pale face.And he never showed such an expression in front of "Qin Yuan". Most of the time, he would hide all his emotions under a smile, as if he really didn't care.

...Perhaps, the "as if" could even be dropped.

He doesn't care about "Qin Yuan", the personality behind the name, and everything he has experienced...

"Hey, why are your eyes so red?" Yan Liang sighed, just like when she was a child, she flicked the other person's forehead with her knuckles: "Did you secretly play games again and didn't sleep well?"

When he said this, it was so logical, as if in his eyes, it was still the child whose height did not reach his chest, rather than the mature and tall man.

Qin Yuan felt his heart tremble, his soul seemed to be torn in two, he struggled to explain something; on the other hand he said coldly: Forget it, what foolish things have you done yourself? Don't know?

As long as he has been so kind to Yan Liang in the past three years, he can straighten up and tell each other what they have experienced.But the current Qin Yuan doesn't have that qualification, because he's such an asshole, he doesn't even have a chance to add fuel to the picture, if he wants to keep the little filter that the other party has left, he can only...

"There's nothing...." The young master tried his best to mobilize the muscles on his face to make his smile look less embarrassed: "I'm just a little, um, a little worried about you, so I got excited for a while..."

At this point, I can't write any more.

"Aren't I fine? Don't worry anymore." Yan Liang smiled, and patted the other person's head lightly. Ning Xi's hair is longer than before, but the touch has not changed much, it is still a bit hard When touching the ground, it will gently draw and pull the palm of the hand.

He comforted the sad young man in front of him for some reason - Ning Xi is a very emotional person, even a dead puppy on the side of the road will cry silently, so these are reasonable.

Although he forgot some things, the most important person in his life came back... It seemed that he had made a deal with something in the dark. As for whether it was a god or a devil, Yan Liang didn't care.

All he knew was that he finally got what he had longed for.

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