pretend

Chapter 58

In the following days, Yan Liang was forced to really do a "canary".

This huge villa is his cage, the isolated outskirts, the disconnected internet, and regular patrols by bodyguards at the foot of the mountain... All of the above have determined his current situation of "difficult to fly". Besides, he didn't want to escape that much.

But Qin Yuan didn't think so.

The young master's mental problems were getting worse day by day, but he was busy like a spinning top. After the engagement, he was "safe" for the time being, and his contact with Xie's family was getting closer day by day.In order to publicize this grand "marriage", the Qin family once dominated the newspapers and news headlines, and even arranged for reporters to take pictures of the two of them eating together. They used photos and words to create a fairy couple who turned their prodigal sons back.

And Yan Liang knew nothing about it.

He lives a life controlled in real time, and the only time he communicates with the outside world is to record a short video for his sister.As for the reason why he couldn't talk directly, Qin Yuan was not sure whether the other party would tell Yan Liang what happened outside, so he simply rejected the request.

Yan Liang didn't have any objections, but he was somewhat curious, what earth-shaking changes happened outside that made Qin Yuan guard against him like a thief?

But it's meaningless to dwell on these things now... A man is a knife and I'm a fish. In the eyes of the gold master, he is the fish that was pressed on the chopping board.

If there is any difference, it is probably that this fish is willing.

So Yan Liang cooks, grows flowers as usual every day, and cleans the house neatly... It's just that the clothes that carried the memories before, were covered with blood and body fluids after that night, and the bedding and bed sheets were covered by the young master. destroyed.

It's a bit of a pity for Yan Liang, after all, he quite likes it.

Ever since he discovered that he could not empathize with others, he has become accustomed to using objects to "store" his feelings, such as old photos, old books... etc., as long as he sees it, the corresponding memory will be inserted into the USB flash drive. Computer-like, mechanical reading.

This is also the reason why Yan Liang became an actor. He wanted to experience different emotions from various identities, but in the end, he only learned to float on the surface.

...But at least, this allows him to integrate into this society well.

Yan Liang sat on the steps outside the French window, squinting at the lush green yard, the garlic planted earlier had already sprouted, the garlic sprouts broke through the soil, and flew high in three or two days.On the contrary, the previous flowers may not be in season, but after a few green shoots emerged, they remained silent.

Yan Liang lamented that it was still affordable to grow vegetables, and at the same time took scissors to cut off all the green shoots.Planning to scramble eggs tonight.

Qin Yuan still didn't come over today, he calculated the time, the other party came over every three to five days, sometimes in the middle of the night, sometimes in the afternoon.

He didn't drink every day like before, he was sober most of the time, and would sneak into the room after Yan Liang fell asleep... Although he thought his movements were very light, in fact, every time he entered the room, Yan Liang woke up.

Perhaps seeing him falling asleep, the exhausted young master would not be as tense as usual, he would lightly take off his shirt, climb onto the bed and hug Yan Liang into his arms.

Qin Yuan's body was very hot, like a handful of blazing flames. When he wrapped his limbs around Yan Liang and let his hot breath fall on the top of the opponent's head, Yan Liang always felt that his hair was about to burn.

But at this time, Qin Yuan often showed a rare tranquility, perhaps because he was tired, or perhaps, there was finally a place in this world where he could take comfort.

So he fell asleep quickly and soundly, and even snored a little in the middle of the night.

This is what hurts people who are in shallow sleep—they can’t break free, and they can’t do anything else. They just stare blankly until dawn, and when the alarm clock rings, they have to close their eyes and pretend that they never noticed.

Then Qin Yuan would think that nothing happened and leave.

Several days passed like this, when he came back next time, he quietly opened the door, only to find that Yan Liang was not asleep at all, sitting on the bed reading a book, when he saw him, he smiled slightly and put down the coffee in his hand.

Half a month later, the other party's hair was a little longer, and now it was scattered on the shoulders, and the ends of the hair were nestled in the collarbone, and the temperament became more and more moist.

"Would you like some supper?" Yan Liang yawned, and stretched out a leg from under the quilt, "I'll get you some..."

Qin Yuan stared at him blankly, and it took him a while to react, coughing to cover up: "Why do you always make food for me every time you see me?"

"Otherwise?" Yan Liang got out of bed, twisted her waist and stretched her muscles and bones: "Young master, you locked me in this place where no shit, except eating and sleeping every day. If I want to live a clear life, I have to find Do something."

"—Besides, I can't help you with anything else." Before Qin Yuan lost his temper, he added in a detour, with a slightly lonely tone: "At least get some food, it can still play a role, can't it? "

Qin Yuan only felt that his throat was a little dry, and the other party's self-deprecating tone made him extremely awkward, as if... It seemed that something sharp had pricked his heart, and blood oozed out.

"You..." He took a light breath, "Did you know something?"

What could Yan Liang know?Naturally, he didn't know anything, but this didn't prevent him from guessing along the other side's words.

So after a few seconds of silence, Yan Liang smiled and said, "Know that you banned me?"

Qin Yuan's expression changed.

"Who told you?!" Like a volcano erupting in vain, the turbulent magma flooded the sky and flooded the sky, the young master's eyes were red, and the veins on his forehead were bulging. He took a step forward and grabbed Yan Liang's hand, growling ferociously : "Who the hell is talking too much to you... don't you want to live?"

The latter only felt a sharp pain in his wrist. He gasped and said quickly, "It's not what others said... I guessed it myself. There must be a reason for being missing for such a long time. Banning is the most straightforward excuse." , you don’t even need to explain to the outside world, you can easily destroy everything about me.”

Speaking of this, Yan Liang bent the corners of his mouth: "It feels good to take life and death, isn't it? Your lord?"

Qin Yuan's movements paused, and he felt as if his throat was blocked by something, and even the outburst of madness was swallowed up by the sudden guilt.

After a long while, he spoke weakly like a mosquito: "...do you hate me?"

"I like you." Yan Liang cleverly pulled out his red hands, rubbed his wrists, and showed a gentle smile: "So I want to eat something, I'll make it for you—"

Qin Yuan felt even more uncomfortable, he seemed to be inexplicably competing with something, seeing Yan Liang's smile the same as before, he always felt that he had failed the other party.

But what else could be done?Once a bird that can't be held back is released, it can never be caught again...

Somewhat frustrated, the young master lowered his head slightly, his broken hair covered his gloomy eyebrows, his jaw muscles tensed, and his lips were pursed into a straight line.

"Then make something to eat." He said, "Anything is fine."

Yan Liang made a pot of seafood porridge, and served it with some white radish pickled by herself - after being imprisoned for so long, the pickles have already been pickled, and it tastes sour, sweet, and quite crunchy.

The two sat down at the dining table, and Yan Liang asked, "When will you come next time?"

Just as Qin Yuan put a spoonful of cold rice porridge into his mouth, he raised his head in a complicated mood and took a look: "...Don't you want me to come?"

"Who said that?" Yan Liang replied with a smile, "It's just that every time the eldest young master comes too late and leaves without saying a word, I feel quite unlucky."

At least look at this face more, he can survive for a while longer - of course, after saying this, seafood porridge is afraid to be poured on his head.

"Then," Qin Yuan lowered his head, not wanting the other party to see his expression: "Then I'll be earlier next time, um... three days later."

Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow there will be social parties, and while Qin Yunwang is busy "recovering lost ground", he still needs to use his contacts to make more preparations.

And the wedding between him and Xie Xiyun is scheduled for three months later... Qin Yuan suddenly raised his head, met Shang Yan Liang's focused eyes, and subconsciously touched his empty fingers.

After confirming that he took off the ring, he breathed a sigh of relief: "At most three months, when everything is over, we will leave here."

Three months... Yan Liang squinted his eyes, and clearly remembered the picture of the other party rubbing his knuckles, and nodded nonchalantly: "Okay."

Maybe wait less than three months.

Looking at the young master who was drinking porridge with his head bowed in front of him, Yan Liang suddenly became a little irritable. He calmly picked up a piece of radish and chewed it.

Sitting still was not in his character.

Although I still can't fully figure out what's going on outside...then try to "escape" and see.

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