Pretend to die

Chapter 21 Under the Temptation of Little Mom

It stands to reason that Fu Bingying killed himself several times, so he should have avoided it, but since he had a mission and had to seduce him, it was almost inevitable.But at this moment, his mood was very different. He didn't think about anything, but saw Fu Bingying's legs were weak, and wanted to walk to his side. This feeling was too pure, without any logic, only a soft heart counted as notice.

"Madam Su, why do you want to approach me?"

"I don't know about myself."

"Madam's move is reckless."

"It's okay."

Fu Bingying looked at the surface of the water, the microwave swayed, reflecting Su Zheng's face not very clearly.But he can still see the confusion of the people behind him.

What is he confused about?Fu Bingying also became confused.

Usually, Su Zheng would joke, snark, tease, and flirt, but he would not be silent. During the time when Fu Bingying and Su Zheng knew each other, except for sleeping, the latter hardly kept silent for a long time.To him, silence seems to be a waste of life, a waste of all opportunities to seduce others with hormones.

But once, Su Zheng was silent for a whole day.

It was at his grandma's funeral.

When this incident just happened, Su Zheng and Fu Bingying had just finished making out, when a phone call came, Su Zheng connected, and an old man's voice came from the opposite side, because Fu Bingying had just roused himself from this voice that had no possibility of accident. His cheeks were sunken.

"Who is it?" he asked.

"I follow grandpa." Su Zheng laughed.

Fu Bingying still remembered that smile, and always felt that it was Su Zheng's appearance when he was really angry.That smile was full of indifference and malice, thoroughly showing disdain by mocking himself.

Step-grandfather?Fu Bingying thought it was because he had few relatives, and he had only heard of his stepfather and stepmother, not his stepgrandfather and stepgrandmother.

As the name suggests, it is his grandma's new partner.

The other party's old voice came from the microphone: "...People's Hospital, your grandma is going to die..."

After these words, Su Zheng fell silent for a long time.It was nine o'clock in the morning, and the pleasure of Fu Bingying biting him still remained on his body, but his heart and brain had been separated from other organs.He washed and ate as if nothing had happened.Fu Bingying looked at him with concern, but didn't dare to say anything, he had never seen Su Zheng like this.

Fu Bingying made Su Zheng his favorite seafood congee with scallops and seafood. The latter only took a sip, then stopped suddenly, put the porcelain spoons on the table, and rushed out without taking his coat.

After packing everything up, Fu Bingying arrived, and saw Su Zheng staring at his grandma's body like a stranger.His eyes were very strange, not like nostalgia, sadness, or patience. He seemed to be shopping in a supermarket, and he found a strange product, and then stood in front of the shelf to read the description.

Such Su Zheng made Fu Bingying feel strange.

Then, grandma's body was dragged away, Su Zheng's foot went limp, and he staggered, Fu Bingying quickly supported him.Then the corpse was transported to the funeral home by the funeral company. Fu Bingying followed them in the car. Su Zheng was sitting in the co-pilot, with his chin resting on his hands, watching the scenery flashing by outside the window, his mouth tightly closed, like a huge scar. .

There were very few people attending the funeral, only a few people, all of them were relatives who came from the grandfather's side, but Su Zheng's mother, who should have been there the most, did not show up. Everyone was sobbing softly, only Su Zheng was expressionless, as if he was here to collect debts The underworld, seeing their debtors dead.

Fu Bingying could tell that Su Zheng's step-grandfather was very afraid of him, and even nodded his head from a distance when he greeted him.

"Go and burn the incense sticks." Fu Bingying persuaded.

"No need." Su Zheng said quickly.

"I'm here, don't be sad." Fu Bingying took his hand.

"En." Su Zheng replied.

He didn't show the slightest sadness, but at that time Fu Bingying insisted that he just didn't show it. Looking back now, Su Zheng at that time should have more confusion than sadness in his eyes.

This confusion is similar to the confusion reflected in the pool water.

Soon, they left the funeral scene without even going to the cremation.

Fu Bingying is indifferent to family affection, but he thinks that Su Zheng is not this kind of person, or in other words, he hopes that Su Zheng will be a person who loves his family, as if this can make up for his lack of heart.

For this, he was even a little angry when he was puzzled.

Su Zheng told him more than once about his primary and middle school years, in which his grandma played the most important role. At the beginning, Fu Bingying loved grandma because of Su Zheng's love for her. The energetic and playful old lady pretended that she was his and Su Zheng's common relative. This kind of warm fantasy gave him the concept of a family, three people, including the elder and the younger.

Su Zheng's performance on the day of the funeral disappointed him and easily broke the family he had built on his own initiative.But soon, Su Zheng's silence made him even more flustered. Su Zheng was still his favorite after all.

"Are you sad?"

"A little."

"You can cry to me."

"I don't want to cry."

Su Zheng seldom uttered direct negative words to people, he thought it was too hurtful, but Fu Bingying didn't feel hurt, he felt abandoned, because he didn't understand Su Zheng at all.

On the second day, Su Zheng returned to normal, as if he had left everything in a dream. Fu Bingying is usually not a self-deceiving person, but yesterday Su Zheng was too far away from him, as if looking across the entire Pacific Ocean.When Su Zheng returned to normal, peace of mind occupied a large proportion in his heart, and he was even willing to actively ignore the uneasy factors.

Tap, tap, tap...

The raindrops fell unexpectedly.

Ying'er ran over from the garden holding an umbrella, and said nervously: "Madam, it's raining, let's go back." She heard the servants and wives talking a lot, their words were full of disdain for the young master Fu Bingying, and She gloats at Mrs. Su who is close to the young master.

As soon as he entered the garden, he saw his wife holding an umbrella for the crippled young master, and he was completely drenched.

"Let's go madam." Ying'er urged.

Su Zheng pointed Fu Bingying's shoulder with his finger and said, "Let's go?" He was worried that Fu Bingying in this world would be depressed because of his disability. At least, he thought, I could accompany him.

"Let's go." Fu Bingying said.

Uneasiness arose in his heart. Su Zheng had never taken care of him in such a polite and distant manner. Pretending to be enthusiastic is his usual method. Pretending to be intimacy leaves room for fantasy. Fu Bingying was not ashamed of this before, but now this The person changed his appearance, but he was even more worried.

"Master, it's raining heavily, let me push you away." Su Zheng said.

"Thank you Seventh Aunt." Fu Bingying said intentionally.

The three walked back, one in front and two behind.

Su Zheng pushed Fu Bingying to hold an umbrella for him, and Yinger stood beside Su Zheng to hold an umbrella for him and herself.

There were no people along the way, the leaves were green and the flowers were beautiful. The rain brought troubles to the people, but it brought new life to the vegetation. The refreshing smell made Su Zheng clearer. He speeded up to avoid Fu Bingying getting sick from the cold.

As soon as he entered Liuyuzhai, several servants greeted him.

"Hey, my young master, where have you gone, so that the slaves can find it easily."

A few of them were dry and full of lies.

Su Zheng thought that Fu Bingying would be sarcastic, but he didn't expect to hear him say: "It's nothing, just take me in." This sentence comforted the servant, but it angered Su Zheng.

At that moment, the distress that had slowly accumulated in my heart since seeing Fu Bingying suddenly burst out.

"Kneel down."

"Ma'am, what is the meaning of this?" The leading servant squirmed and refused to move.

"Kneel down."

"Ma'am, what did the slave do wrong that deserves such a big fight?"

Without saying a word, Su Zheng took two steps forward and kicked him on the knee.He was a man, but now he was full of anger, and the boy was kicked and fell into the stagnant water.

Seeing that the leader had been punished, those winking things behind him quickly knelt down, and the sound of their knees hitting the slate was soft and crisp, not even the rain hitting Wuwa was so pleasant.Once the slavishness in their bones was aroused, there was no possibility of resistance. They kowtowed and begged for mercy.

"Madam, please forgive me, please forgive me, madam."

"Get out," Su Zheng said softly, "Help the young master in, and prepare some ginger soup to relieve the cold."

"Yes."

Fu Bingying was safely sent back to the room, and Su Zheng was inconvenient to go in, so he just watched from the door and listened to Yinger admonishing them.

"Things that look down on people with dog's eyes, the young master is the young master no matter what, how can you let you do it? Next time, I will goug your eyeballs."

"Yes Yes."

The story of Mrs. Su sending the young master back to the house in the rain quickly spread throughout the house, and some vicious women said convincingly that the seventh aunt was too young and not favored, and she was probably hungry and hungry.

The rumors spread more and more ugly, and there are always gossips in each room. In the end, even the wife couldn't pretend to be ignorant of this matter. In order to show the image of a fair and just mistress, she invited Su Zheng to her Yuanhong with great fanfare. Pavilion, to discuss the matter of female virtue.

Everyone knew that she just wanted to divert everyone's attention from her crippled son by taking advantage of her female virtues.

That day when Fu Bingying went to the garden alone, what shocked people was not only the long absence, but also the iconic face.He hasn't been out of his own Liuyuzhai for about seven years. Everyone only remembers that he is crippled, but they don't know that he has such a good face. , thinking of his face, blushing again.

In fact, many people have never met him, but they exaggerate, saying that he has a beautiful appearance and is astonishing as a heavenly man.

In the end, as we talked, it became my wife's fault.

That's right, if the wife hadn't committed any crimes back then, what kind of dragon and phoenix would our eldest son be.

Wife Shiliu married the master who was only the Minister of the Ministry of War at the time. The two have respected each other for more than 20 years, but they only have one son. Half a step in her room.

The miserable woman spent 18 years trying to make Fu Bingying's shadow fade away in the Zhengguo government, but a burst of rumors ruined everything.

"I thought you were a well-behaved man. How can you, a woman, touch the men in the mansion at will?" The wife sipped her tea and gave him a sideways glance.

"My wife taught me that." Su Zheng lowered his eyebrows and lowered his eyes.

"You sent him back in the rain that day. I think you have a kind heart and don't care about it. But the rules can't be broken. From now on, you have to be dignified and self-restraining, and stop doing these things that make people chew your tongue."

"Yes."

The wife warned Su Zheng, but it was not enough, so she put Fu Bingying into confinement.

Su Zheng originally only wanted to go to see him secretly, but now he has to go secretly.

The distance between Liufeng Pavilion and Liuyuzhai is not far. He is a man, and he only needs to run for five minutes.He was very happy to see Fu Bingying, and his mood fluttered in his chest like a little white dove, and even the risk of being discovered became a kind of joyful stimulation.

But he thought again, for Fu Bingying, it was his little mother, Aunt Qi, who had been sneaking up to see him all this time.Absurd and weird, just like the wild mandarin duck in the storybook, the prostitute, the unfaithful woman - he was not sure if he should tell Fu Bingying that he was actually a man.

Go to him, mostly give him something.

Books, snacks, hot wine, knick-knacks.

After sending it off, he stayed soon, and through the window, he said a few words that were neither salty nor dull, and Su Zheng was satisfied. Rather, compared to the previous seductions that were full of calculations and pretended to be fanatical, the current state made him feel more elated.

The progress was slow, but every step satisfied him.

But Fu Bingying felt just the opposite.

He felt a fear of the unknown that he hadn't felt in a long time.Su Zheng's temperament changed drastically, which made him panic and made him doubt again and again whether this person was playing some new tricks.

Vigilant, careful, probing, every word and every little action of his was like a probe, but Su Zheng acted like a glass of water, piercing in and out without any loopholes.

"Don't come again."

Through the window paper, the dim candlelight flickered inside the house, and the silver moonlight outside the house overturned.Su Zheng looked at the window, and Fu Bingying's half-lying figure was reflected on it, like the front half of a ship, calm and quiet; Fu Bingying looked at the window, and Su Zheng's figure standing sideways was reflected on it, like a bronze gun, separated by the window paper , seems to be able to see his shining halo.

It's ridiculous, since when did Su Zheng become Gao Jie's one.

Fu Bingying swallowed his throat and said, "Auntie should not come here again." He felt a little sullen.

"Why? Did I bother you?"

"Yes. Auntie, we don't follow the rules."

There was a long silence outside the window, and there was a sigh full of regret.

"I see." Su Zheng said.

As soon as he finished speaking, Fu Bingying felt a little regretful, but he tried his best to restrain his impulse, and kept telling himself that this was an important step in testing him.

Fu Bingying was very clear about Su Zheng's goal.Letting myself fall in love with him wholeheartedly is simply a dream, but Su Zheng thinks this is very possible, so he will continue to come to see him, continue to pester him, and try his best to make himself pay attention to him.

But this time, he was self-defeating.

Su Zheng really didn't come to him again.Not because he was calculating, but because he was not calculating at all.Su Zheng's mind was in a mess, and he found that he had developed a new feeling for Fu Bingying.

Strange to say, he found that he likes to get along with Fu Bingying at a distance.

You don't need to see him, but if you want to talk to him a few words, you don't need too much, just a few words are enough.

Su Zheng has never had such feelings for anyone, and he doesn't know if it will help his mission, but in any case, he is currently happy physically and mentally, and the goal can be put aside for now.

He cared about Fu Bingying like he cared about an important friend, a family member, so when Fu Bingying no longer accepted his visit to him, although he felt reluctant, he still did it.He would still send him things, but no longer in person.

Su Zheng's behavior lasted for a whole month, which made Fu Bingying restless and in a panic.

He had a hunch that this time, Su Zheng had carefully planned a major event, which was so coherent from beginning to end that he couldn't find any flaws at all.

This anxiety even suppressed his self-esteem from time to time.

He decided not to think about Su Zheng's plan anymore, he wanted to kill him quickly, the sooner the better, he felt that he had already fallen into a trap, if he continued to pursue it, he would only fall deeper and deeper.When he thought that Su Zheng had captured him, came back to life, and was free and unrestrained in the original world, he was so dumbstruck that his silver teeth almost shattered.

Want to leave me happy alone, dreaming.

Fu Bingying thought viciously, even if I never survive, I will let you accompany me to hell.

The next time Yinger came to deliver something, Fu Bingying slipped a note for her. Yinger was illiterate but cautiously asked him what it was. Fu Bingying replied:

"Some, tell your wife to ignore my words."

He lied, but Ying'er took it seriously, she wished that Su Zhenggen, the young master, would break up with him, so she said a few auspicious words to Fu Bingying for this.

Su Zheng, who received the note, was overwhelmed with emotion, and went away excitedly as soon as Haishi arrived.

What he didn't expect was that when he appeared in the backyard of Liuyuzhai, a group of strong servants were already guarding there.They pressed Suzheng to the ground, a strong man touched his crotch, and reported through the window:

"Sir, what a man."

From time to time, the candlelight flickered, and several figures were reflected on the window paper.

Lord Zhengguo's angry voice came from inside, like watching a shadow puppet show.

"Bold pariah, tie him up and take him to the dungeon!"

At this time, Su Zheng already knew what happened, he didn't understand, but a sense of exhaustion suddenly surged in his heart, and he obediently accepted it.

When the big men were about to tie him up with ropes, he struggled hard and threw the little Zhuxin Pill into his mouth.The pill was very bitter, like swallowing a white and black cold medicine, but soon, he felt his brain was paralyzed, and then even the paralysis was gone, from the top of his head to his feet, his body lost control little by little, and finally, like a piece of dead meat Generally crashed to the ground.

He died without pain.

pure white room

Su Zheng said, "I don't want to pursue Fu Bingying anymore."

The world said: "You don't have to pursue him, as long as he falls in love with you."

Su Zheng said, "Can I be friends with him?"

The world said: "You can, as long as he loves you."

Su Zheng asked: "Can't you not love me?"

The world said: "Don't you want to live again?"

Su Zheng said: "I think, but I feel that Fu Bingying will not love me anymore. Although I don't know why, his hatred seems to be passed on to everyone, and every one of them wants to kill me in the end."

The world said: "Influence him with love."

Su Zheng said, "I can't love him."