Chapter 57 Equivalence
Chapter 57 Equivalence
Xiao Shuya was obediently held in Sang Yu's arms. He didn't have many days to go out, so he was very curious about everything.
Si Chen followed and glanced at the father and son: "It really looks like you, what's your name?"
"Qi Heng." Sang Yu looked at the arrangement in the nursing home, and asked nervously, "Mr. Si's situation... is it alright?"
"It's not very optimistic. If the pain is too bad, I need painkillers." Si Chen naturally noticed Sang Yu's words, but after thinking about it for so many years, the Si family really ignored him and didn't say anything else, "He knows You want to come, Sang Yu, compared to before, Dad is in a bad mood and has a more irritable personality, if he has any words that make you uncomfortable, please don't bother with him."
Sang Yu nodded.
Si Huai's residence was very quiet, and there was no one disturbing him nearby. When Sang Yu walked to the door, a haggard-looking woman was walking out of the room. Sang Yu recognized her at a glance, and he nodded to her, "Mrs. .”
This is what Sang Yu always called her.
Mrs. Si's eyes were exhausted, she was much older, she was also stunned when she saw the child in Sang Yu's arms, Si Chen nodded slightly to her, and then opened the door for Sang Yu: "Go in, Dad said he wants to see you alone of."
There was a faint smell of disinfectant in the room, and Sang Yu unconsciously hugged the little tree bud tightly. The child was very well-behaved at the moment, and he hummed softly twice to show that he was very obedient.
The people in the room sat quietly on the sofa with their backs facing them. Sang Yu walked in with the child in her arms and called softly, "Mr. Si."
Si Huai turned around in response, only then did Sang Yu realize that he was really old. His former high spirits were tormented by the pain, his hair was all shaved off due to chemotherapy, and his face was haggard and old. Grace and demeanor.
In fact, they just haven't seen each other in just over four years.
"Are you married?" Si Huai saw the little tree bud in Sang Yu's arms at a glance, and a loving smile appeared on his serious face, "It really looks like you. Come and sit, standing there will make you happy." tired."
Sang Yu sat across from him.
Si Huai leaned on the sofa, looking nostalgic: "You are so old, you look like your mother."
Sang Yu put the baby on her lap, and nodded lightly when she heard the words: "Yes, I am very similar to her, and the baby is very similar to me, both of which look like her."
Sang Yu knew that this man didn't know about his relationship with Qi Changbai at all, maybe he didn't want to care about it, or maybe he couldn't care about it, in short, he thought it was his own child born to someone else.
Si Huai changed his movements and reached out his hand to the round-eyed child: "Baby, give me a hug from Grandpa..."
"Yeah?" Xiao Shuya knew grandpa, but didn't understand why this was also grandpa, and looked up at Sang Yu suspiciously.
"Don't be afraid, this is grandpa." Sang Yu patted him on the back, Xiao Shuya waved his hands, and shrank into Sang Yu's arms.
"No, I want Dad!" Xiao Shuya's voice was as loud as ever.
Sang Yu looked at Si Huai helplessly: "He doesn't like being hugged by strangers."
Si Huai smiled without hesitation, and touched Xiao Shuya's face: "All children nowadays are like this, they don't have relatives... They have urged Ah Chen to get married a long time ago, and he is not happy to have a grandson for me to see. I probably won’t be able to hold him now, thank you for bringing him to show me.”
Sang Yu didn't speak.
Si Huai talked a lot unexpectedly: "Did you go to City A? You have a good education, but now you spend money to get married. How are you doing there? Did you buy a house?"
"I have a house, and I live a good life." Sang Yu didn't want to tell him about himself, so he simply said according to his thoughts, "I sold the house you gave me, and I also looked at the house over there. Everything is fine. fine."
Leaving aside those feelings, Sang Yu should be grateful to him for preparing enough material conditions for himself so that he would not end up living on the streets.
Si Huai smiled: "That's fine, just tell your family what you need, it's not easy for you to be outside alone, and now you have children to support, no amount of money is enough."
His words made Sang Yu very sad. After all, they no longer have a father-son relationship. It is impossible for Sang Yu to raise any needs with the Si family. He has no position and does not need to.
"Thank you." Sang Yu didn't refute him. He just met today. The next time we come back, it might be Si Huai's funeral. He doesn't need to haggle over a dying person.
Si Huai didn't speak anymore, he leaned on the sofa and squinted his eyes, and said after a long time, "Sang Yu, you really don't think of me as your father anymore."
"Your child was born by yourself, how could I not know." Si Huai's voice was a little weak, "I'm just sick, I'm not stupid."
Sang Yu frowned, he didn't understand what Si Huai meant before.
"I actually thought about it a lot before I decided to see you." Si Huai raised his hand and wiped his face, "You are the person I owe the most in my life, neither your mother nor I have loved you well. You and Ah Chen is also different, I really thought you were a trouble before, if I get rid of you earlier, I won't have any more troubles."
"But you're just a child, you haven't done anything wrong." Si Huai opened his eyes and looked at him, "You haven't called me 'Daddy' since you were 13 years old, I know I'm too cruel to you, Sang Yu, I feel guilty for saying that to you at the time, I never cared about your growth, so you should hate me, I'm really not a good father."
"I also wanted to follow your words and pretend not to know, just like you follow me, a dying person, to play a play of fatherly kindness and filial piety, and then I die, and you come back and cry for my funeral , our relationship between father and son has come to an end." Si Huai smiled wryly, and he stretched out his hand with countless needles to pat Sang Yu, "But I can't do it, I already owe you so much, the Qi family is not just a small family. Hu, you are single, it's okay if you have feelings now, but if there is any accident in the future, I'm afraid you won't have anyone to rely on."
"What exactly do you want to say?" Sang Yu's expression was always gentle, he reached out his hand to tease Xiao Shuya nonchalantly, as if what Si Huai said was not about him.
Si Huai didn't know that every time Sang Yu put on this expression, he was already getting angry. He didn't like Si Huai's belated attention.
He sighed deeply: "Sang Yu, if you don't mind, change your surname back, the Si family will be your support, my will..."
Si Huai's words were caught in Sang Yu's calm eyes, and Sang Yu just looked at him so fixedly that Si Huai couldn't say anything.
"Mr. Si, why do you always like to use these to send me away? Do you think I need these? Last name, money..." Sang Yu smiled softly, "You sent me away with a sum of money back then, but now you want to use it again Will a sum of money get me back? I'm not worth so much money, and I don't need to change my surname."
"If it's a strange junior, I have no reason to take your money." Sang Yu looked at him seriously, and said softly, "If it's a blood son, I reject your proposal. I can earn money by myself The money, you have given enough, I should thank you."
Have a complaint?Sang Yu asked herself, no matter how partial Qi Yuan is to Xie Jiangming, he also knows that Qi Changbai is his own palm, outsiders can't beat him up, let alone use money to prevaricate any of Qi Changbai's demands.
In the homes of rich people, the most important thing is money.
Si Huai didn't treat him as his son before, and now he wants to exchange what he has the most for Sang Yu's feelings to make up for the guilt in his heart. In the end, he is only doing it for his own peace of mind.
In fact, Sang Yu has very little affection. In the past, he relied on his mother, but later he yearned for Xie Jiangming, and now his affection is all on Qi Changbai and Xiao Shuya.
No one cares about his feelings, he can only carefully guard it and distribute it to the most important person, if the other party is not rare, he will be very painful.
Sang Yu suddenly wanted to see Qi Changbai very much.
Si Chen offered to send him back, but Sang Yu refused, he didn't want to have anything to do with the Si family anymore.
The water that is spilled cannot be recovered after all.
Qi Changbai came very quickly. He saw Sang Yu standing alone by the side of the road holding the child in his car, and his heart ached badly.
"Are you okay?" Qi Changbai asked softly.
Sang Yu shook her head: "It's good, I don't need to come here again."
Qi Changbai couldn't intervene in this matter, it was impossible for him to force Si Huai to treat Sang Yu better.
Qi Changbai drove back to the hotel, Xiao Shuya had been very good all morning, now his little stomach was growling with hunger, listening to the sound in his belly, he was so happy from ear to ear.
Sang Yu made milk powder for him beside him, and Qi Changbai changed his diaper casually, casually talking to Sang Yu.
Sang Yu glanced at him nonchalantly, and then roughly repeated Si Huai's words.
Qi Changbai tested the temperature of the cooler bottle, and handed it to Xiao Shuya's fat hand. The little guy was hungry, so he hugged the bottle and gurgled.
Si Huai's thoughts are actually not difficult to understand, he just miscalculated Sang Yu's feelings, Sang Yu's love is always exchanged at equal value, he is too sensitive, if you give him enough, he will repay you the same feelings .
This is also the reason why Sang Yu didn't leave him. Sang Yu loves him, although he doesn't say it, it just goes without saying.
Qi Changbai's love is a vine that entangles people to suffocation, but it is the best for Sang Yu. Only in this way can he feel safe and at ease. Yu's connivance adds fuel to the flames.
He is an independent tree, but also wants to be cared about and needed.
Qi Changbai's feelings are unreserved, and Sang Yu's excessive demands in this regard have resulted in such a deformed and distorted relationship. They can no longer do without each other.
At least Qi Changbai thinks so.
"What do you think of my family?" Qi Changbai paced the room with the well-fed little tree bud in his arms, and he gently rocked the child to lull him to sleep.
"Very good, they love you very much." Sang Yu fell on the bed and closed her eyes to rest.
Qi Changbai patiently slapped the buds to sleep, and said softly: "They will also be your family, and they will treat you like they treat me, as long as you want."
Sang Yu was silent for a long time, and Qi Changbai almost thought he was asleep, only then did he hear Sang Yu say: "I have you all enough."
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