Chapter 3
Chapter 3
At first, Sang Yu read Yuanshen's diary with the mentality of reading a story, but gradually she resonated with the original owner's serious, simple and candid records. The original owner's words are not like his character, they are very warm and lively.The diary fell into a small climax today, and the sudden turning point caught him off guard.
4.12 Sunny Friday
I discovered the secret of East Corner.
During the lunch break, I was looking at my mobile phone in the toilet of the teaching building, and a group of people came in the toilet, making a lot of noise.
The battle is very familiar, and someone is about to fight again. I don't know who is being bullied.
Just as I was thinking this way, the outside was talking about bringing someone in. The voice of the leader of the group was very familiar, and he seemed to be a classmate from a nearby class. He pushed the person who was going to be bullied against the wall: "I Say, why is it so difficult for you to invite me?" He gritted his teeth and said a name, which turned out to be Dongyu!
Dong Yu asked him what he really wanted, I heard Dong Yu called him Q, Q laughed, and he said: "I just want to beat you up to calm the fire, what else can I do?" Q moved his hand, and he ruthlessly He kicked Dongyu down hard, and the people around him also surrounded him to help.
I was about to take out my mobile phone to record the alarm, when I heard Q mocking coldly: "Look, this is our family's illegitimate son, a college bully, who looks as noble as his mother, but is actually just a cousin. Bitch!"
As soon as I said this, I heard a few exclamations. It was Dongyu who resisted. I didn't care about anything else. I opened the door and held up my mobile phone and said that I had recorded it. They didn't want to be posted on the Internet and left quickly.
Q was pressed to the ground by Dong Yu who was furious. I could see his face clearly. He was a well-known noble son from Class Nine.Someone was pulling Dong Yu's hair, making it difficult for him to move. Those classmates looked at me and at Q who pushed Dong Yu away.
Q was not afraid at all, he threw away his coat and came over arrogantly, he pinched my chin and forced me to look up at him, he looks really good, but his bones are broken.
I hate the way he looks at me, like an evil god examining an ant as low as dust.
He turned his head with a smile and said: "In these days, there are still people who dare to be a hero to save the beauty, let's go."
I helped Dong Yu up, those people were too cunning and didn't hit him in the face, Dong Yu's white school uniform was covered with footprints, it hurt to look at it.
Dongyu said, why do I always meet you when I'm in a mess?You offended Q for me, and the days to come will be uneasy, sorry.
I said it's okay, I just met by chance.Although I don't want to cause trouble for the Si family, they won't ignore me just because of my reputation.
Dongyu asked me to stay away from him, lest I be targeted together.I didn't speak.
I didn't expect such an excellent Dongyu to be a shameful illegitimate child like me. He is so proud, he must be very uncomfortable.
Because of the help this time, the relationship between the two has improved a little bit. At the same time, Sang Yu was not less troubled by the school bully code-named Q. Well, she is a role model envied by students and a treasure for teachers.I didn't expect that such a vicious person is such a bad person in his heart.
He often asks people to lock the original body in the toilet, and then goes there to make the original body admit his mistakes after everyone has left.But unexpectedly, he didn't find anyone to beat Yuanchen, and the only person he wanted to beat up was his illegitimate son Dongyu.
But he is still a villain who bullies the weak at heart. Sang Yu noticed that when Q first appeared, there was a blacked-out square next to it. The original body originally wanted to write his name, but it was erased and written Code Q.
Yuanzheng was so cautious that he refused to reveal even the slightest connection with Dongyu.
Fortunately, the summer vacation is here, Yuan Shen finally breathed a sigh of relief.
Sang Yu looked for traces of Dong Yu in the diary like an addiction, until a week after the summer vacation, Dong Yu called Yuan Shen and asked him out for dinner.
Classmates, it doesn’t matter what you eat, the important thing is that Dong Yu asked him: “You know my secret, why did you keep it secret for me.” Yuan Bo thought he was keeping his mouth shut, so he said nervously that he would not tell others Unexpectedly, Dongyu smiled, he touched Yuanshen's face, and then asked him: "Sang Yu, do you like me?"
Yuanzhen wrote in his diary: My heart is about to jump out, I want to admit it, but I'm afraid he will feel disgusted; I want to deny it, but I can't say anything against my heart.
Because I really like him.
The boy who had been following Dongyu silently for almost a year finally understood his feelings.
Dong Yu didn't get an answer, but he already knew the answer.In the deserted boulevard, he kissed Yuan Shen's lips.He said: "Sang Yu, do you want to date me? But we are still students, and we can only sneak around at the moment, and I may feel wronged you..."
Yuanshen held his hand for fear that he would regret it, and said that I am willing, I am not afraid!
In the summer vacation of the first year of high school, Dongyu really became that Sangyu Dongyu, his hope, his redemption, the most colorful stroke in his ordinary and boring life.
Sang Yu sighed, he wanted to know why Yuan had never seen this Dongyu until now after his car accident.
He took out the second diary and quickly turned to the last few pages. The handwriting on those pages was messy, the handwriting was blurred, and the pieces were blurred into lumps, like the traces of tears.Sang Yu's heart skipped a beat, he flipped to this year, not long before he came here.
2.15
Dongyu's mother passed away, and he didn't come to school.
I'm so worried.
2.16
I couldn't resist going to Dongyu's neighborhood to look for him.
He saw me, his expression was pained and bewildered, but he seemed relieved.
He said Sang Yu, what are you doing here?
I said I was worried about you, I could—
Dong Yu couldn't wait to interrupt me: What can you do?Sang Yu, what do you think you can do?
I have never seen such a terrible Dong Yu, his smile was twisted, his eyes were red, I thought he was too sad, I went over to hold his hand, but he opened me.
It hurts.
I don't know what I did wrong, and I don't know why Dong Yu treats me like this. I think he may just be too uncomfortable. He just wants to vent in front of his lover. Then, I heard him say: Sang Yu, you think i like you
I feel cold all over.
Dong Yu's smile was distorted, and he said that he didn't like me at all because Q asked him to get close to me. Q didn't think it was interesting to beat me up. He saw my concern for East, and he chose to take revenge on us like this.
Dong Yu is still talking endlessly, but every word is like Ling Chi's knife, cutting my flesh and blood with the knife, and it hurts so much.
He said liking boys is really disgusting, he's had enough of me pestering him, he doesn't want to act anymore, he asked me out of his life.
I know he is very sad when his mother passed away. I can ignore his words. Maybe he is just in a bad mood. Even if what he said is true, how can we not have any feelings after we have been together for so long...
On the streets of Yinhe Road that year, he was the one who held my hand first. The smell of the camphor tree seemed to be imprinted in my bones and blood. He was the one who kissed me and asked if I wanted to be together...
How could it be fake?
I don't want to believe it.
I said, since you have been lying to me, why don't you continue to lie, I don't care what your purpose is, if you are still willing to lie to me, I can do anything for you...
Dongyu's expression became even more strange, and the way he looked at me became more and more mean. My pain seemed to make him happier.
He looked at me and laughed out loud, he said Sang Yu, you are not pitiful, I have already said this, you still have delusions... Do you know what homosexuality means?Do you think our life is a novel?If it wasn't for being threatened, why should I put up with nausea and add stains to my life, you ruined me!
I don't need help from a same-sex guy who has ideas for me at all!Why did you show up then?Just because you like me, I have to be labeled gay all my life!You ruined me!Sang Yu, you ruined me! !
How did I become his murderer?I clearly wish him to be happy more than anyone else...
I don't want to listen to his words, I want to escape, but I can't lift my feet, I stand there dumbfounded, listening to him throw me into hell every word: Sang Yu, I don't like the same sex at all, and you Together, holding hands and kissing, I feel so sick, I'm so sick!I have nothing now.He has the evidence that I am with you, now that my mother is gone, and my father has given up on me, I am not afraid of anything... and I can finally let you go!
nausea?
It was the first time I heard such a word in Dongyu's mouth. He thought I was disgusting, but he was the one who lied to me, playing me with the person I hate the most.
There is no difference between him and those who bullied me now.
Sang Yu didn't expect such an ending. If all of this is a scam, then Yuanshen's full love diary is the biggest irony of his wrong heart.
But Yuanshen still brought these two diaries with him even if he wanted to leave this place.
Whether it's Q or that Dongyu, they are all such ruthless people who kill people invisible, strangling the original young soul alive in their selfishness and darkness.
But the diary has a follow-up.
2.26
Dong Yu asked me to meet the day after tomorrow.
Did he...remember my birthday?
What am I fantasizing about, he doesn't like me at all.Maybe he still wants to take it out on me, after all he hates me so much...
Sang Yu, don't think about him anymore, okay?Don't think about it, don't think about it, there will be no worse person in the world than him!
2.27
I want to see him, if he can say sorry to me, I can pretend that I don't know anything... Why should I be so humble, Sang Yu, please work hard, please...
But I really want to see him, I think about it so much, I'm going crazy, Sang Yu, you really deserve to be abused like this!
The original body's diary ended on the 27th, and no one knew what happened on the 28th. Three days after his adult birthday, he signed a contract, took money from the Si family, and was wiped off and sent to X City. A car accident, and then he took over his body.
Even at the age of 28, Sang Yu couldn't imagine how sad this child was.
That Sang Yu, even though he doesn't fit in with others, is withdrawn and gloomy, and doesn't think about making progress, is actually just a child who longs to be loved and cared about. He also admired Si Huai, envied Si Chen, and fantasized about his East. He never did evil, but he seemed to have suffered all the malice in this world.
Even lost his life, no one came to visit.
He has no relatives, no friends, and no lovers. His joy is all fake, and it is a little charity from others. Only those injustices and bullying are real.
It is not anyone else who crushes Sangyu, but Dongyu, who he has loved for three years with all his heart, his hope, his salvation, and his light.
Sangyu stayed up all night, and everything about the original owner was unfolded in front of him like a story, but he couldn't imagine that Sangyu gave himself so passionately and sincerely, and what he got in the end was bullying from others and teasing from his sweetheart, nausea and blame. How hopeless it would be.
Sang Yu touched her face, only to realize that she was crying. It wasn't him crying, it was the body crying out for it.
The original body may have been suppressed for too long, and only at this moment will weep through the sympathy of another soul.
Because in fact, except for Sang Yu, a foreign soul, no one cared about his life and death, his sorrows and joys.
He is clearly alive, but he is out of tune with this world. He has nothing wrong, but being alive becomes his original sin.
The next day, Sang Yu went to class with a pair of bubble eyes. He Jing offered him a box of milk while giving him his seat and asked anxiously, "Sang Yu? Who bullied you?"
Sang Yu ate breakfast bitterly: "Stop talking, I read a book last night and cried to death."
He Jing stared: "When are you still free to read idle books?"
Sang Yu took out the bread and handed it to him, and the two agreed with each other that Sang Yu would bring He Jing his favorite bread at the pastry shop on the road, and He Jing would wrap Sang Yu's boiled eggs with milk and soy milk.
Clear division of labor and win-win cooperation.
Sang Yu pouted her chin and rubbed her eyes: "I was improving my literary quality, what do you know?"
He Jing was already used to his various reasons, and imitated him while reading the book: "Hey, today's deskmate is not beautiful, so I can't learn anymore."
The deputy squad leader at the front desk couldn't hold back a snort, he turned his fat round face: "It's the same as what you've learned."
He Jing broke a piece of bread and stuffed his mouth: "Eat people's mouth is soft, eat people's mouth is soft."
The deputy squad leader babbled a few times and then turned around: "Sang Yu, help you cook in the afternoon, and bring me a copy tomorrow."
Anyway, by the way, Sang Yu promised him: "Whatever the taste, just send me a message."
He Jing blinked, pulled the deputy monitor and said, "There are many people living in our class, so don't talk nonsense, Sang Yu won't be able to take care of them."
The deputy squad leader compared the two with an OK: "Don't worry, I know."
Sang Yu glanced at He Jing, his deskmate just looked carefree, but in fact he was very considerate in many things.
During the lunch break, He Jing, who didn't eat the cafeteria, patted Sang Yu who was resting on his stomach, and handed him a bottle of eye drops: "I respect you, old man, don't stay up late like this, it's easy to die suddenly."
Sang Yu looked at him movedly: "Just take this bottle of eye drops. I will keep in shape every day from now on. I will be as beautiful as a flower. I will be a pleasing vase at the same table. What kind of shape do you like? I will make one for you tomorrow."
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