Please gently moisten me with a milkshake

Chapter 32

? " Ono-senpai sat down on the sofa behind me and asked.

"As a straight man, I don't mind if you are a 0, senior. Anyway, the [beep——] of men and women probably feel the same." I'm not lying, I am indeed a straight man to other people, but to Heizi Senior, I am a pure 0.Of course, I, who have never tried with the other party, decided the position purely by fantasy.As my sister said, how could I attack him after being so hurt.

"How could such a strong me be crushed by such a slender you!" He yelled angrily.

I shrugged my shoulders, meaning—then don’t talk about it, you are the one who doesn’t seize the opportunity.

It is true that the conversation today gave Ono-senpai a lot of ideas.One day, when he came back from work all day, he threw a disc in my direction. With quick eyes and quick hands, I saw that the cover was a woman with two big breasts, and I couldn't help but startled, and looked at him inexplicably.

Ono-senpai waved to me, "Don't pretend, kid, normal people would watch this with their classmates when they were in middle school. I thought it was inappropriate to watch this in front of my juniors, but I didn't expect you to come here for so long and never mentioned that you want to watch it." , After holding back for so long, we should vent a bit, you say yes."

Together...see...do you...

It's over, my youth is not in line with normal people?Having said that, when I was in middle school, I was thinking of a man when I was doing DIY... That man seems to be my ex-boyfriend... After all, it was me doing DIY to Heizi-senpai!

With the idea of ​​"filling up the vacancy of adolescence", I watched with Senior Ono for a while, and I ignored the reaction of the person next to me with a livid face, hurriedly said hello and fled.

Women with boobs are horrible!Is this a nightmare?Is this revenge on a boy who hasn't had puberty?Hey, hey, senior, can't you proceed step by step like falling in love? I couldn't help retching when I accepted such a heavy-tasting junior from the beginning!

On the second day of that incident, I was naturally teased by Mr. Ono, and I retorted with more self-esteem: "Since I remember that I am your junior, senior, can you please not borrow such a heavy-mouthed video next time! At least follow the steps Come on, I was disgusted for a long time when I went back yesterday, it can really be called a national first-level thriller."

"What are you talking about! I just borrowed the most unfeeling piece because I thought you were a junior!" He looked at me suspiciously, "Are you really a straight man? When I showed this to a gay classmate before , his symptoms are exactly the same as yours..."

Before he could finish speaking, I interrupted him hastily: "Don't talk nonsense! I'm a straight man! The most upright straight man!"

It didn't take long for the low-class years of the two men to end with me getting caught by the teacher.Thinking that I had indeed skipped class for long enough, the cold war with the blond little Bichi would probably subside, so I obediently went back.As expected, the first face I saw when I went back was that of my old man.Filled with anger, he closed the door of my dormitory bedroom and beat me up viciously. I, who had disobeyed him many times, was not surprised by his first attack on me.

That night, self-reliance and self-improvement, I forced myself to say hello to the blond little Bichi. I felt the burning eyes of the owner of the next bed, and my palms were already sweating a lot. Finally, she said: "I Help me." After crossing the invisible line set in each other's hearts, she snatched the cotton swab I was holding.

I pouted and looked away, trying not to let myself meet her gaze, but the smell of the school uniform still wafted into my nostrils.

"I thought you weren't going to come back." She murmured.

I really don't plan to come back!Didn't you see my injuries?Is this what deserters who skipped school should have when they return to the army!Don't you think this is a ceremony for returning to the team?

Although it was I who greeted her at the beginning, breaking the mark of the cold war, but after that it was almost all her talking to herself, and I put on that frivolous look of indifference from beginning to end.

May I ask what is the first impression of a deserter to a new environment?That's right, being rejected!And the first sentence, or rather the first word, that greeted me was "dwarf"!Why dwarf ah peat!Is this your welcome mode for Asians?Don't you guys know this is the normal height for Japanese men? ——Well, I admit, I am indeed one of the slightly shorter group.But what's the matter with dwarf, can't you change some novel vocabulary!

In short, the new environment is terrible, this damn environment, this group of damn white people, take your calcium-deficient bones and monster-like height to hell!

Whether it's sleeping on my stomach during class, or looking for a seat when eating, the "dwarf" is always with me.

Whenever I encounter this kind of situation, I always slander: The United States is so big, have you only seen me as an Asian?The answer is of course impossible.Am I the only Asian male who is short?The answer is of course impossible.Since you are harassing my brother, what kind of mentality do you have, even if you are trying to attract my attention, please stop this stupid behavior, please?Wait until you are reincarnated into the Asian faces I am familiar with in your next life, and then deal with me, okay?

Although I don’t want to be a man protected by women, it seems that when I keep quiet and bear it, I always hear the blond little Bichi angrily scold them and laugh at me, and even use her father’s business status to coerce them—this is my quarrel with her The most disdainful way of comparing in years.

I think that even a person with an unusually hard heart will soften his heart because of her behavior. Of course, I am no exception. I struggled with my dignity repeatedly. After I returned to the dormitory, I said: "Thank you these days. When I 'dwarf'."

A slight blush appeared on her face as she was about to take a bath in her pajamas, as if to cover up the change in her expression, she turned her back slightly to me, "It's nothing. I just think they're going too far."

Maybe she has already graduated from Bichi's sophomore year?My sister always said that compared with girls, the growth rate of boys in terms of emotional intelligence is really not flattering, and the group of people in Diguang is considered an abnormal type-not only the physical development is too fast, but the brain is also growing fast.

Could it be that I am the one who has been naive?Do you want to change the title of "blonde little bitch"?By the way, what's her name?I remember it was called jenny... No, it seems to be Ivy?Wait, Janet seems to be fine too...

Already desperate for this world, I don't have the courage to face it, and I don't remember the name of the classmate I've been with for so many years!Hua Yuanxuan, tell me quickly, is this the behavior of normal people?

Just because of this incident, I have been brooding for several days.Until she asked me one day: "I heard from your grandfather that you are very good at drawing?"

coming!Chance to ask for a name!

"Yeah, do you want me to draw a real portrait of you?" I said.

right!That's it, everything is going according to plan.

"What? But I heard that you can only draw for certain people." Although the lights were turned off, I can still imagine how surprised she said this sentence.

Fuck, I haven't done anything for a long time, I completely forgot about it...

"Ah, ah——should be overcome." Hua Yuanxuan, are you kidding me!Turn around quickly, you can only draw it when you face Heizi-senpai, just like you are not interested in women with big breasts, you only DIY for Heizi-senpai!

"Then...thank you."

"Then what about your signature?" Usually, the signature is the name... No!What the hell are you doing, Hua Yuanxuan, you can't sacrifice so much for repentance—although you have already drawn the generation of miracles except Senior Heizi.

"Just use my name, Janice." Hua Yuanxuan, you can die! The beginning of J is correct, as long as you guess again, you may not be able to guess the name!

All night, I was immersed in endless regret.A strong sense of guilt invaded my mind, not because of anything else, but because I took the initiative to ask to draw people other than Senior Heizi!This incident undoubtedly gave me a sense of my own betrayal of him!

Hua Yuansha, who lost her way of looking, used the excuse of cleaning up the house that she hadn't moved in for a long time, not only to persuade herself, but even to prevaricate her expectant younger brother.Through the phone, she can still hear the other party's crying. As a sister, is she so incompetent?

After a few days of depression, she decided to visit her uncle and aunt, but the malicious bad news stimulated her brain one after another. On the verge of collapse, she saw her aunt lying quietly on the hospital bed.

She had never seen such a pale face of her aunt.Even though she was made things difficult by the old man when she was a child in the United States, she has never seen such a fragile aunt. This is the strength of her mother—Xiao Xuan is her full kinetic energy.She immediately felt that the old man was really cruel, not only took Xiao Xuan away by force, but even kept the news of her illness from Xiao Xuan.

Uncle also haggard a lot.Xiaoxuan always said that her uncle wanted to strangle him to death, but she thought it was a sad thing about a man: unable to protect his wife, and even unable to give his son the most basic freedom needs, he has been shackled and imprisoned in a cage since he was born ——Even the opportunity for the three of them to live alone was won by the young son through negotiations with his father, and he had to obey his father's arrangement.

Perhaps, it's not that my uncle doesn't love Xiaoxuan, but his contradictory psychology has made him lose the idea of ​​how to love Xiaoxuan.

Hua Yuansha felt that she was committing a crime by returning to China. She thought she would settle Xiaoxuan's affairs clearly, but she