pig like age

Chapter 144

The long-lost peace has returned to the family, and Ji Shuyu and I are about to continue our studies.

In fact, the broken company Haiyin was besieged on all sides, and its operations were difficult.Ji Shuyu begged my mother several times to drop out of school, but my mother insisted on "no".I know she really wants to stay and accompany Haiyin through this difficult time.But in my family, especially my mother, our education is the top priority.It's like having obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Ji Shuyu planned to find a professional manager to manage it on his behalf, so the date of returning to the United States was extended for another half a month to handle all aspects of Haiyin.

Ji Shuyu never disobeyed my mother, no matter what it was, as long as it made my mother unhappy, she would not do it.This time is no exception.It can be seen that she is much better than me.In Ji Shuyu's heart, this family, this family relationship is the first.I just don't know if she will obey my mother in everything when she meets the person she loves in the future?

A few reminders from the school urged me to go back, so I had no choice but to pack my bags and set off on my way home.

To make a long story short, when I returned to Shanghai, I first found four people to help the group reunite, and found that everyone had changed more or less.

Shu Chang's hair was re-cut and shortened; Mais became sluggish after a love affair and had serious dark circles, and later simply started punk dressing again, combined with that unique temperament, skinny figure, very similar Osaki Nana in "NANA".

But the one who changed the most was Zhou Qingyu, Senior Sister Zhou. For some reason, her face became more refined after a summer vacation.Originally quiet and docile personality, coupled with this appearance, is very similar to Japanese actress Yui Aragaki.

Not only did I find out, but the other two also stared at her, unable to explain why, they just felt comfortable and beautiful.Sublimated her quiet and gentle temperament into a reassuring appeal.

"...A-actually, I did some micro-plastic surgery." Zhou Qingyu said with a guilty conscience when we saw her nervously.

Women's enthusiasm for appearance will react violently at any time.After our questioning, she was embarrassed and said: "I accompanied my friend to do it during the summer vacation. Later, I couldn't resist the temptation and opened the inner corners of my eyes."

"Then do you think I need to drive?" Shu Chang asked quickly.

Senior Sister Zhou gave a "puchi" smile: "You don't need it, the corners of your eyes are pretty. Mine is a bit inner canthus, which makes my eyes small and wide apart. The doctor saw me and said that I am especially suitable for opening the inner corners of the eyes. I can't explain it. She was also very sorry... Later, she continued to do ideological work for me, and assured me that my facial features really only needed this small operation to produce qualitative changes. I was annoyed by what she said, and after understanding the risks of the operation, I Done."

"The doctor is male or female?" Mais asked.

"female."

"Really pestering you for a long time?" She asked again.

"Not only pester her, but also let her baby be a lobbyist. She is a single mother, and the baby is very cute." Zhou Qingyu likes children very much, especially the beautiful ones, as long as she sees them, she will tease them for a long time.

"I fell in love with you." Mais concluded.We all froze for a moment. As for Mais, as I said before, not only his mouth is poisonous, but his eyes are also poisonous, and he is also sharp in seeing things.Generally, we will be convinced when she speaks.

Zhou Qingyu couldn't believe it, and argued: "Everyone has a baby..."

"Didn't you say she is a single mother?" Mais said disapprovingly.

"It has nothing to do with being single. Since she gave birth to a baby, she must be straight." After speaking, she looked a little uncomfortable.

"This does not mean that she must be straight. Many lesbians will choose to live a straight life, get married and have children due to family and social pressure. Besides, as far as I know, their plastic surgery business, from getting customers to lobbying , there is a special person in charge, and the doctor will not be allowed to end in person. She must have an impure purpose to persuade you so earnestly."

Zhou Qingyu was even more uncomfortable, and whispered back: "You really know a lot..."

"Of course I know. My cousin runs a plastic surgery institution. I also know that most plastic surgeons look very iconic, and they must be purely natural, without any trace of artificial carving. Every customer reads This face must be good-looking and comfortable. Especially female plastic surgeons are even more demanding. So I conclude that she must be very good-looking and attractive."

Zhou Qingyu began to bite the mouth of the straw, thought for a while, the more she thought about it, the more unnatural her face became, "...No, she and I, how could it be possible."

"Then what's the matter with your expression?" Mais teased, she was surprisingly gossip today.

"She likes calligraphy and painting very much. After knowing that I like it too, she... invited me to the painting and calligraphy exhibition at the end of the month. Otherwise..." She turned her head to me: "Xiaochen, can you go with me?"

They chatted, and I was a little fuzzy.The topic turned to me unexpectedly, and I was still a little confused. After thinking about it, I would have nothing to do on the weekend, so I naturally agreed.In exchange, Mais and Shu Chang each rolled their eyes: "Xiaochen, you are so ignorant!"

Zhou Qingyu happily took my arm: "Xiaochen is the best! Since you agreed, you can't go back on your word!"

I:"???"

As soon as I set foot on this land, with her, I was not quite right.

As for what's wrong, I can't say.It's just... always distracted, absent-minded.

When everyone gathers, they are very careful not to talk about me and the goddess. If she doesn't talk about it, you don't talk about it, and I don't talk about it, can it be treated as if nothing happened?If yes, that's great.I wouldn't be in the state I am now - a walking dead.

The third child in the dormitory got close to me this semester. This guy is still an alcoholic. We often skipped class to drink and chew alcoholic peanuts in the dormitory.Later I also learned that she had a job as a waitress in a bar.She said that there is often free wine to drink there, but the watered ones are barely drinkable. Anyway, it is free, and she will invite me to drink together from time to time.

I am in a bad mood, and I like drinking to relieve my worries, so I go to the bar of the third child to drink at least three or four days a week.

During that time, it was really luxurious.Going to bars at night, and then Sister Li came, and went to nightclubs in Shanghai with her to meet people in the entertainment industry.

In addition, there are almost no classes during the day this semester, and they are all communicating with the tutor to do projects and papers.My day gradually begins at night.

... The more depraved, the more yearning for purity.What's more, that pure figure exists strongly in my mind and heart, and it has been suppressed by me to the point of erupting like a volcanic eruption!

I remember it was Shu Chang's birthday. Everyone had a good time that day, and I drank too much.I have forgotten what I said, and when I woke up the next day, I saw Mais sitting beside my bed with red eye circles.

She said: "Xi Xiaochen, go find her. I beg you."

I have a headache, and my whole body is shaking: "What's wrong?"

"I'm afraid you're suffocating yourself. You said a lot yesterday, and you probably don't remember it. But the few of us are in a bad mood after hearing it. I'm afraid you will die if you continue like this..."

"Stop joking." I pushed her away: "Go, pour me a glass of water. My throat is about to smoke."

"Xiaochen..." Mais shook me: "Go find her, huh?"

"I pour it myself, get up!" I pushed her.

"Don't be stubborn, you can't do without her at all."

"You don't have to worry about my affairs!" I pushed her away vigorously!Almost pushed her to the ground! "Don't mention her in front of me in the future! Otherwise, you won't have to be friends!" I was trembling with anger.

Mais became furious when she heard it: "What's the difference between you and a turtle? You said you're not good enough for her, and you're afraid of this and that, so what are you doing to tease you! Are you worthy of making a goddess like you!"

"You don't understand at all!" My tears welled up all of a sudden, and I told my self-abandonment these days: "You're right, I'm a coward, I can't do anything, I can't do anything, I can't do anything. I can't do it well. I will only use this cheap life to fight for it. Apart from this cheap life, I have nothing! I can't be the goddess' girlfriend, okay? I have self-knowledge, can I quit?! "

"Oh, Xiaochen..." Mais hugged me, and softened his voice to comfort me: "How can you be as miserable as you say, if you were so miserable, would I have taken a fancy to you in the first place? Don't be like this, you Now the whole person is full of negative energy. It's not like the Xi Xiaochen I know."

I gradually calmed down in her arms, tears accumulated more and more, and I didn't want to suppress it anymore, so I simply burst into tears: "I'm really useless, I can't give her a future..."

"Okay, okay." She patted me on the back and coaxed me: "Then let's break up, and get rid of it early. I don't believe we can't find someone to hold hands with."

I shook my head: "I won't look for it anymore, I will only recognize her in my life. If I can't be her lover, I will guard her and be her lifelong watchman."

"Crazy, you!" Mais shook his head angrily, and twisted a towel for me: "My eyes are swollen from crying, please wipe them off."

"I really think so."

"Come on, if she finds someone else, what will you do? Will you not be jealous, and will you be willing to protect her?"

I thought about it, and my heart ached: "As long as she is happy."

Mais smiled wryly and shook her head: "You are a demon. Can you simply drag her to hell with you, or get together and break up without defaulting? Don't get tired of it."

I lay down on the quilt again and burst into tears: "I can't bear it... I can't bear it..." When I thought that she didn't belong to me, my heart felt like a knife, and the pain was unbearable.

"Fool!"

During that time, I had extremely low self-esteem, and I didn't know why I came to this world.What have you been doing for the first half of your life?

If you can't even protect your own family, what future can you imagine?Just buy and buy stocks, you can get accurate information, and then you can use capital tricks to play around with a few old birds. Everything is just like what Jane's father said, her future is a magnificent and magnificent scenery, and I will only delay it. Her hind legs?

The two of them hid it from me because I am a dispensable existence, right?Because I can't help you, I'm a useless person.

How can such a person be worthy of her excellence?How can she stand up straight and say to her family: With me, she will have a bright future and we will be fine?

During that time, it was indeed a process of breaking the self and not being able to rebuild.

Alcoholism became my means of escapism, as did self-destruction.

In fact, no matter how tormented in the heart, it is simply impossible to give up on her and not love her.This is the root of all suffering.Thinking about it later, my love for her was already quite morbid.

The turning point that made all this finally turn around was an unintentional act during the party that day.

Zhou Qingyu came to my dormitory early in the morning and dug me out of the bed with my eyes still swollen, saying that she wanted me to accompany her to the painting and calligraphy exhibition.

I totally forgot about this thing.Besides, in retrospect, she and the plastic surgeon seemed a little ambiguous, so I was even more reluctant to go.

She seems to be very concerned about what Mais said, a person who has always been docile, but when she heard that I didn't want to go, she showed signs of going crazy.I had no choice but to do what I could, and I didn't bother to find clothes and makeup, so I accompanied her to the Folk Culture Center as if I was coping.On the way, I received a call from Sister Li, saying that I was bored alone on the weekend, and asked me what I was doing. I was happy to have more people as light bulbs, so I called her over.

For Sister Li, we are now close comrades-in-arms who cooperate seamlessly, and getting along has become much more harmonious in an instant.

Zhou Qingyu also met the female doctor smoothly. As Mais said, although she is not a stunning beauty, she is really a beauty who looks absolutely comfortable.It's not obvious that she is the mother of a four-year-old baby.

We checked tickets at the gate, because we were drinking and wrestling with people last night, and now we can’t even lift our arms. In addition to the hangover from the night before, the hypoglycemia and arm pain, Sister Li was driven to buy breakfast for me.When she came back, senior sister Zhou and the others had already gone in first.

My interest in painting and calligraphy comes entirely from the goddess.Ai Wu Ji Wu, she likes it, so I like it.

At this moment, it can be said that seeing things and thinking about others, and adding that I just finished crying with Mais yesterday, my mood has reached rock bottom again.

"Looking at your expression, do you miss your goddess again?" Sister Li slowly accepted the fact that I fell in love with someone, and felt that I was too infatuated. She said she couldn't bear me anymore.

"Sister Li, what do you think I should do?" I don't want to mention her, and now I always want to talk to someone. I think it may be because I tasted the sweetness of talking to Mais yesterday.I feel that holding back and holding back will only hurt internally, it is better to vent it out, it will be more comfortable.

Sister Li rolled her eyes: "There is a way, completely stop thinking about her, and stay with my sister and me."

This time I roll my eyes.

"Eat?" Peeling off the wrapping paper, Sister Li handed me a piece of bread, nagging, "You can still take advantage of arm wrestling with a man? You're too presumptuous." She thought my forearm was probably It's only so serious if it's strained.

I didn't say a word, just bit on it.

At this time, my phone rang, "Xiaochen, where are you!"

This is Zhou Qingyu?I turned the phone over and looked at the caller ID, yes.But the tone of the voice changed, could something have happened: "I am..." I looked around, "In front of Mo Yunshen City, there is a miniature picture of Lujiazui buildings."

"Don't move, I'll find you!" After saying that, he hung up the phone.

"Are you still eating?" Sister Li peeled another piece of bread and handed it to my mouth. I opened my mouth to bite again. At this moment, I seemed to catch a familiar figure from the corner of my eye, looking over there...

I saw a person behind Zhou Qingyu walking towards this side.

Zhou Qingyu looked at me, her face turned pale, and she stepped aside.

And Jian Nanyin's face was pale, followed behind her, and slowly stopped.

My rodent joints seemed to be rusted suddenly, I couldn't move, I kept my mouth open...

Under the sun, the body is cold.

Zhou Qingyu was gone, Sister Li was gone, the crowds all around were gone, and there was only one of her in the whole world.

The author has something to say: Jian Shen: Hehe, I don’t want this daughter-in-law anymore

Xiaochen: Q~~Q