pig like age

Chapter 140

After Jian's father said those words, Jian Xiangbei's unintentional words at this time jointly gave birth to a certain kind of pain in my heart.In addition, Jane Xiangbei's face always makes me feel sad.Seeing him was like seeing her.Although the two are not very similar.

So I didn't want to continue the conversation with him at all, I just wanted to send him away.

But deep down in my heart, I hoped that he could stay for a while longer, and it was also because of his face that I had the mentality of "looking for plums to quench my thirst".I don't want this kind of mentality to spread, I'm afraid I'll be desperate, throw away those responsibilities and musts, and do things that I regret.so--

"It's her business that she has money, it has nothing to do with me." I said almost heartlessly.It's just that the lethality of this sentence is so great, tears welled up all of a sudden, uncontrollable.

Before he could spot me, I turned around, pretending to smooth out the creases in the sofa, and secretly wipe away the spewing tears.

The angina hurts, and it hurts to breathe.It's been like this ever since she left.

It can be seen that Jane Xiangbei was also stimulated by this sentence: "I just want to know, is it because I caused trouble for the two of you to break up?" He was a little emotional: "Xiaochen, I beg you to tell me , otherwise I can’t sleep at night. My sister has had such a relationship, if it’s because of me, I can’t forgive myself!”

I took a few deep breaths, this method didn't calm me down at all, and I still couldn't help asking: "How is she... now...?"

Jane frowned to the north: "Not good. Although I should do what I should do on the surface, but I can feel it, it's not good. Xiaochen, don't lie to me. You can't lie to me. I'm a student of acting. Yours Your eyes and your demeanor reveal your heart. You love my sister, and she loves you too. You were separated, right?"

I shake my head.Looking at the sofa, there is a cuckoo drawn on it with dull lines.

I suddenly remembered a picture of her sitting quietly, with long hair draped over her shoulders, grinning at me and saying, "Only you say I'm dumb."

"What's the matter, don't you like to hear it?"

"Love to listen."

"Haha, you're hopeless, and you'll even listen to others talking about being dumb."

She became serious: "You are not someone else." She approached me quietly, kissed me, smiled again, and said affectionately: "You are a wife."

Days like this will never happen again...

Thinking of this, overwhelming despair swept over me.

Tears couldn't help gushing out again, I turned my back and let it pour out...

Jane Xiangbei was troubled by conscience, and said a series of words in a repentant tone: "Did my uncle force you to break up?" He said eagerly: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I vomited bitterness to my buddies that day. Of course, I didn't talk about your affairs, but..." He pulled his hair anxiously: "I just said that my sister has a sweetheart. Who knew that guy had a crush on my sister for a long time, and kept asking me who I was. He didn't think too much about it, so he said your name. I thought you couldn't distinguish between men and women with your name, but who would have thought that this big mouth would say it out! Later, my uncle found out and treated me He tortured me and put me in confinement, but I didn't say a word, really, I swear!"

I don't want to hear his swearing at all.I knew that if it wasn't him, it would be someone else.Paper can't contain fire at all.At best, he was a fuse.

"It's not your problem." I stared at him, only concerned about one thing: "Have you told your sister about this?"

"Say, tell." He showed guilt and embarrassment: "I was the first to feel sorry for her when something like this happened."

My heart flickered and swayed.

"Did she have any reaction?" When she asked this sentence, her heart, like a pool of stagnant water, suddenly beat violently!

"My sister has been very silent these days. Talking to her is basically ignored. Last time I finished talking to her, she just nodded, which means she knows."

"Oh." I can't tell what I feel in my heart, but I feel tired.Too tired to deal with Jane Xiangbei, I said I wanted to rest and pushed him out of the door.

I don't care about his conscience, other people's affairs have nothing to do with me.My heart has long been numb.I used to be a time-sensitive, tearful, farewell-scared, soft-hearted, sentimental person with great sympathy and kindness for everyone.It's just that such a heart, after experiencing the baptism of the storm, has bled and festered, scabbed into a hard shell.

I know that I am no longer the original Xi Xiaochen.

I only care about myself. I have only one purpose now, to solve the debt crisis at home.

I told myself like this, reminding myself... constantly, repeatedly, like self-hypnosis.

But, I still miss her.

Want it so so much.

Some time ago, I was sick in bed, and I would often think of the last time I was sick. I could still hold my phone and wait for her reply.Just one will make me happy and excited for a long time.But now, it's a dream that turns into nothing but burns out.When I think about it this way, I feel that the world is so cold and tormenting.

Without you for the rest of my life, the rest of my life is just memories.

The most painful is nothing more than this, but this...

I was in deep pain and couldn't extricate myself, when I heard a soft voice: "Who came just now?"

I was in a trance for a moment, because Ji Shuyu was seldom at home at this time.Since she returned to China, except when she was sick and I was sick, she basically left early and returned late.In particular, she has always been dressed in neat business attire recently. At first glance, she was wearing pajamas, which made me a little uncomfortable.

"Neighbor," I said.

My sister stood there, looked at me and said, "Want to talk to me?"

"Do not want to."

"I think." After she finished speaking, she sat on the sofa, but I hesitated.I probably knew what she was going to talk to me about, but I didn't want to talk about it.

In order to avoid such a conversation, these days, I don't even want to communicate with her too much.

My sister patted the position next to her, her long hair was fluffy, and her eyes were full of warmth.With a sore nose, I sat close to her and said, "Sister, can I protect you?"

She smiled: "I remember you loved to say that when you were a child."

"That's because you are too popular and are always chased by boys."

"Xiaochen, I'm sorry." Her voice was a little choked up, and her eyelashes trembled.

I shook my head: "Do you know what I hate most about you? You are too polite, like you are keeping us out. Does the family need to say this?"

She shook her head slightly: "I didn't say this out of politeness, it's from my heart. I heard your conversation just now."

I froze, staring at her face.

She breathed a sigh of relief, and pretended to be relaxed and said: "Although you didn't say it, I know there are my reasons for this. Maybe there are more reasons than I imagined, right?" She asked softly.

I know that I must not admit it at this time, otherwise all previous efforts will be wasted.So he broke the boat and said: "How many times do you want me to say it? I broke up with her because it was inappropriate. She is a golden branch and a jade leaf, and I am a common people. Yes, her father talked to me once, and made me fully understand this. A little bit. You know I have a strong self-esteem, and her family disagrees, so why am I still stalking? I don’t want to be like Mais in the future, where everyone breaks up in a quarrel and ends in an earth-shattering situation. It’s better to separate as soon as possible..." In the end, I almost choked up.damn it!Why, why can't I even act well?Why every time I utter harsh words, that Fengrui will stir up my internal organs to be dripping with blood? !

Her eyes flickered slightly, and her expression added a bit of pity. She took my hand and said, "You shouldn't be inferior, Xiaochen. You are in our house, and you are also a treasure in our hearts. Why do you think you are worthy of me?" Not with her? If you parted ways with her because of this, you will regret it.” (Interlude: Pig-like Nianhua’s personal diary has already started pre-sale, readers who want to collect physical books can go to Weibo@更通寒，和更流Cold Attack Chonghao obtains the purchase entrance. The pre-sale time is limited, first-come-first-served.)

I gritted my teeth and tried my best to hold back my tears, but I didn't dare to say any more cruel words.

It's useless.

"The second aunt always said that you are impulsive and have a disregarded temperament. In fact, I know that this stems from your self-confidence. It seems that what others care about losing is not a problem to you. You are optimistic, confident, open-minded and brave. Don’t set limits for yourself, as long as you want to do it, you will rush to do it, and you will not look back. This is your character, and you will not change it easily.”

"Really? Is this how I feel in your heart?"

She nodded.

But I feel that when I meet Jian Nanyin, I don't have this personality anymore.

"I don't know what her father told you, but based on what I know about you, you won't just give up like this. Is there any other reason?" She looked serious and looked directly at me.

It turned out that she said this because she was doubting.Ji Shuyu is sensitive and preoccupied. At this juncture, I suddenly broke up with the goddess, so she will inevitably be suspicious.

"Her father said that she wants to be an official, but our relationship can't make her realize her ideal." I want to eliminate her worries as much as possible.

"What is her ideal? Her father didn't tell you. You need to listen to her." My sister said with a tone of reproach: "What do you think?"

"I asked her, what is her pursuit? She said it is to use her talents to make the society better. I think that if she wants to be an official, she also wants to transform the society to the greatest extent. "

"You can do other things, it doesn't have to be an official career. She didn't say that her pursuit is to be an official, did she?"

I am speechless.

When we were in the community, it was already dusk.At this time, a full moon had already risen in the east, and under the shining moonlight, Ji Shuyu's long eyelashes cast night shadows on his face, trembling slightly.Her long hair fell down her shoulders, and there was a blue light in the dimness, making her face still beautiful and flawless.But these days, I always feel that something has changed in her.This feeling has never been felt in a foreign country, and we have been separated for a year.It seems to be completely reborn, so calm and deep, so insightful.Or, she knows me too well.

"Has anyone from the bank been here?" Finally, she said.

"Sister!" I stood up and said impatiently, "Break up if you break up, what's the big deal. Her ideals are too lofty, but I just want to live an ordinary life. In addition, her family disagrees, so I don't want to be too tired in the future." It's that simple, why do you insist on bringing this matter on yourself?" After finishing speaking, I wanted to enter the room, but she stopped me: "Xiaochen, you still want to hide it from me? What are you and Sister Li? Relationship?" The tenderness in the eyes faded, and the eyes became deeper and deeper, and said: "You obviously don't like her, why are you with her?"

I was out of breath, staring at her with wide eyes as if I couldn't believe it.

How did she know?

Immediately, another wave of anger rose, thinking why she should be so obsessed with this matter, and said with a hot head: "Then you don't like Yao Ye, why are you hanging out with her?"

After I finished speaking, I regretted it, and sure enough, Ji Shuyu's face turned pale instantly, and his expression was gloomy.

"This matter will be resolved soon. I agreed to her request. She is willing to buy the shares through Qingyan, which does not involve management rights. You don't need to do these things for me, Xiaochen. If you make sacrifices for me, I would rather not have Haiyin."

"No Haiyin?" I couldn't believe it.Haiyin is not only a company, it was summoned by her mother with happiness, and it is the brainchild of her father, which is of extraordinary significance.

Ji Shuyu frowned slightly, and said in a calm voice, "Compared to your happiness, what is it?"

"But what it means to you..."

She shook her head, her eyes determined: "In my heart, nothing is more important than what you mean to me."

"Sister..." My heart was full of emotion, I couldn't help stepping forward to hug her, choked up in her arms and said, "For you, I don't want anything."

She stroked my hair and asked softly, "Don't you want her too?"

I shook my head: "Except for her."

"Then you can go get her back now."

I shook my head again: "As you said, I am optimistic by nature. But I am not confident about my future with her... Don't talk about this, sister, what did you promise Yao Ye? She is broken, you Don't make an appointment with her lightly."

"She's pretty bad." She rubbed my cheeks: "I think it's acceptable. Don't worry, this is not a dead game. She can't defeat my army."

After what she said, the smog that had lingered in my heart these days finally dissipated a little.