pig like age

Chapter 128

After the phone call with Shu Chang, my whole body felt like needles, and I couldn't sit still.

My family is in trouble, and because of my limited ability, I can't lend a helping hand.But now that my friend is being bullied, how can I stand by and watch!

For a while, I felt both indignation and self-blame!Feelings of guilt build up over time.Thinking of a proud person like Mais, lying alone in a foreign country, how did she survive?Shu Chang said that she ran to the hospital every day, but how could she take good care of her with her childlike personality?Thinking of this, the eye sockets became moist unconsciously.

So I hurriedly booked a ticket to Shanghai, but I was told that there were no tickets for tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, so I only bought a ticket for the morning of the day after tomorrow.

When I was in a hurry to go back to Shanghai, the first thing I thought of was to tell my sister.

But my sister's attitude towards me can be described as a 180° change, and she just said "oh" to show that she understands.Just when she was about to hang up on my phone, I felt sour in my heart, and I couldn't hold back any more and said, "Sister, what's wrong with you? Why are you so indifferent to me?"

Ji Shuyu didn't speak.

"Can you come back to live today?" I begged, eager to talk to her.

"...No."

"Then I'll find you."

"Need not."

"Sister, what's the matter with you? What did I do wrong?" The posture was already extremely low, and I couldn't help asking.

You may not believe it when you say it, but I blamed her when I was very young.I feel that she has robbed my mother of my love for me, and I have countless hot and cold wars with her.She is always next to and suffers, allowing me to vent to my heart's content without a single complaint.This may be rare in families with two children. Most of the two children will not suffer, and they must make everyone fall on their backs.

Ji Shuyu was precocious, too precocious, she gave in to me since she was a child, never cared about me like me, and never ignored me.It has never happened before that it has been so cold to me for such a long time.

Such a huge gap made me feel uncontrollably depressed and sad in my fragile heart, which had encountered all kinds of changes at this time.

My feeling at this time, how should I put it, is like my heart has been hollowed out by someone. It used to be the safest and most worry-free place for me, but now I can't feel peace of mind and warmth.

Especially when I knew I was leaving, I didn't even ask for the slightest hint of indifference. It was hard for me to accept such indifference.My heart suddenly turned cold, and I panicked, thinking that she really hates me, what should I do?

"Xiaochen, take good care of yourself over there." After a while, she said this.

No matter how unbearable I heard it, I shouted in a low voice: "Ji Shuyu, what's wrong with you? Tell me!"

She was silent, and then slowly said: "What can I do..." She murmured: "Sometimes, people can't be too greedy. You have the love of your parents, your friends, your lover, isn't that enough. "

Her words were too cold and foreign, completely different from before.I felt like I was stabbed by these words, and the tears couldn't stop flowing, I couldn't believe it was what she said.

"If I can't stop loving you, I'll have nothing. If others don't love me, I won't even love myself. A person like me is destined to be a lone star..." After finishing speaking , silently hung up the phone.

"Hello?" I shouted into the microphone, no, what is she talking about?I don't understand, not at all!

I tried again, but I couldn't get through anyway.

I put on my coat, found the car keys my dad had left at home, and went to find her.But before leaving the house, he received a call.It's my mother: "What did you say to your sister just now? She left crying."

"I'm going to find her now!"

"Don't look for her, she was sent by her father to Linshi on a business trip."

I fell down on a low stool beside me, weeping uncontrollably, and felt so sad!Maybe it was because one after another of accidents happened too quickly, which made my nerves so tense that I actually leaned on the low stool at the door, crying out of breath.

During the period, he didn't forget to call Ji Shuyu frantically!

I want to tell her that she is loved, and that I, my mother and my father all love her!Love her very much!How could she take away our love for her?How could she!

In the end, he was so tired from beating that he fell asleep with his legs bent on the low stool.In the dream, Ji Shuyu still had that demure and gentle appearance, but turned into a child.She took my hand, took me through the busy streets, and brought me to a warm home.She wiped off my sweat and mud, and said to me, "Shhh—don't let Second Aunt know that you're fighting with someone again."

I followed her quietly, watching her set up a tub for me in the bathroom and put warm water in it: "I left this bubbly bath for you."

"Cut, I don't want it. I want the scented one."

"Oh." She gave me hers.

"I want to change your stickers."

She smiled and said, "Don't you like the legend of the new white lady, why did you change my list of gods?"

When I was little, I thought in my heart, I want everything you like, and I don’t want to keep it for you.

Because I know, what I want, you will give.

But now I just want the original Ji Shuyu to come back to me...

Will this become a luxury?

Thinking of this, I felt sad and burst into tears again.