Pain fetish

Chapter 57 Passionate and Bright【Clear cache before reading】

At that moment, the air flow in the ward suddenly became very slow.

Fu Ge's soft sobs were depressing and sad, like the snoring of a newborn kitten, and it couldn't be any smaller. It was obviously just two or three tears, but it hurt to the bone.

Qi Han has never seen a person who can be so sad, maybe it's just because this person is Fu Ge, so he can't stand just a few tears.

The heart seemed to have turned into a sticky piece of crystal mud, which was easily pinched by his little beta and pulled his emotions.

If two more tears rolled on it, the whole heart would shrink into a ball like oyster meat.

Whether it was true or false, he couldn't see Fu Ge being so sad.

He squatted in front of the person, covered Fu Ge's side face with his warm palm, and gently wiped away the tears from the end of the person's eyes.

"Don't cry, I won't ask if it's okay, no matter you are real or fake, don't cry anymore."

As soon as Fu Ge said these words, he cried even more violently, his heart was pulled hard, and tears rolled out like a burst of embankment, which made Qi Han's heart ache.

Alpha was anxious and at a loss, so he could only open his arms towards him, "I hug?"

Fu Ge put his face in his palm and rubbed it, and made a nasal voice: "Okay..."

So one after another, Qi Han held his buttocks and hugged them face to face, their movements were as skillful as they were five years ago.

Little Beta's two calves hung on his arm, one on the left and one on the right, and his bone china-like slender ankles protruded from the trousers of the hospital gown. A white hada bracelet was tied on it, and a small silver prayer wheel followed along. Slowly swaying with his movements.

"Hold tight." Fu Ge whispered.

Qi Han laughed, and while tightening his arms, kissed the skin behind his ears, and said to him softly: "Clingy baby."

Little Beta no longer cares about how embarrassing he is with tears streaming down his face, now he just wants to hug Qi Han the tightest and tightest, and be hugged by Qi Han the tightest and tightest, his breathing intertwined, his heart beating at the same frequency, It seems that this is the only way to confirm that each other is real.

Two people who have long lost their desire for life have become each other's only hope. After five years of wasting, they really reconciled this time.

"Can you tell the difference between illusion and reality now?"

Fu Ge wrapped his hands around his neck very tightly, his wet red eyes gleamed with water, and slowly pressed against the side of his face, "Am I real or fake?"

"Really." Qi Han said, "A fake one won't hug me."

The hallucinations will only bully him, torture him, and humiliate him... It is impossible to feel the slightest bit of distress for him, and to hug him so tenderly to comfort him.

But Fu Ge, who has experienced it himself, knows that every hallucination he fantasizes is a portrayal of his real experience. In his memory, not long ago, he had such a ghastly appearance.

A stream of tears slipped out from the end of his eyes and wet Qi Han's face, Fu Ge asked him: "Illusion, what did you do to you..."

Qi Han's lips stiffened, as if thinking of it would hurt, and he adjusted his breath to complete the sentence: "He... wiped my bear..."

"The roses and seals my brother gave me were all trampled and broken by him. They belong to me...the reward you gave me..."

He only said these two things, but Fu Ge thought that there was a whole room hidden in 404 of Shengde Hospital.

Because he had smashed his ring, cut his khata, and burned his relics, those things caused him too much harm and pain, so he was subconsciously afraid of everything Fu Ge gave him.

Surprised by romance and gifts, but worried that the surprise will be taken back again.

This kind of contradictory psychology will last for a long time, and even after many years, when he receives a gift from the little beta again, he will still imagine a capricious Fu Ge and smash all the things he just got.

Happiness is always impure, and he may never be able to have unscrupulous happiness again.

"Shall I teach you to distinguish illusion from reality?" Fu Ge said.

Qi Han was a little at a loss: "How to distinguish?"

"It's very simple. If I do anything to hurt you again, just open your arms and hug me."

He laughed, "The hallucination will dissipate as soon as you hit it, but the real Fu Ge will always catch you."

Qi Han stared blankly at him for two seconds, his heart suddenly ached and numb, "Brother, when he saw me in the hallucination, did you... also use this method?"

The smile on Little Beta's face froze, "Well... but you never... never caught me..."

During his miserable five years, he repeatedly asked Qi Han for help, and repeatedly failed, and struggled out of a bloody path amid repeated collapses and despair.

This is how Fu Ge got out of the hallucination.

So when Qi Han was confused, he would rather cut his own arm with a knife to help others, because he knew how painful it was to walk out by himself.

"From now on, I will always catch my brother." Qi Han almost clamped him into his flesh and blood, and promised in a hoarse voice: "My little song, I won't eat a bit of hardship for the rest of my life."

Fu Ge laughed, sticking his hot and humid face against his neck, and said, "In my memory, my dad always hugged me like this when I was young."

"I will hold you like this from now on, whether it is family affection or love, my baby will have it, and I will take it from me." Qi Han walks around the room with his buttocks in his arms, like a child coaxing a child to sleep Up and down.

"Okay, then wait for me a little longer, and when I'm discharged from the hospital, I'll take care of you, and I'll hold you like this."

I can also do protect your family.

Qi Han laughed when he heard this, "Brother hugs me like this?"

He is [-], Fu Ge is [-], both in length and width are two circles larger than the little beta, and when he is in good health, he can hold a person up with one hand for two hours without rest, and he doesn't need a wall to support him.

"Don't be ashamed, I'm going to crush you."

Fu Ge made a long sound "Oh", raised his head and leaned over to kiss his Adam's apple warmly, once and for all, fast and light, provocative to the extreme but didn't care to quench his thirst, just asked: "You squeeze me Is the number of bad times less..."

This is the most straightforward and naked flirting for him, but it is clumsy and cute, and Qi Han knows that he wants to comfort himself.

Alpha bowed his head, rubbed against the tip of his nose, and said softly, "Go to bed?"

"Are you tired?" Little Beta became nervous: "Does your arm hurt?"

"No, it doesn't hurt."

Fu Ge felt relieved, "Then don't go, I haven't hugged enough yet."

Qi Han laughed, the laughter was muffled, and the slight tremor in his chest was transmitted to Fu Ge's heart through his body temperature, "But I can't wait."

"Huh?" Fu Ge raised his head and asked him, "What are you waiting for—"

Before he could finish speaking, his lips were kissed. Qi Han let go of him and begged: "I was in a coma for five days and finally woke up. I was scared by hallucinations just now. Be good and give me a kiss for a while, okay?" ?”

When he was placed on the hospital bed, Fu Ge pressed against his chest, his voice was sticky and hoarse: "Take it easy, the doctor said it's not easy to move around now..."

Qi Han responded perfunctorily, and opened his lips with his fingers, "Are you thirsty? Shall I give you some water first."

"No." Fu Ge looked at him with affectionate eyes, sullen and shy: "Every time I end... I'm full..."

Qi Han laughed sullenly, and looked up at his watch again, "It's two o'clock, is there something to do later? Do you want to accompany Xiao Jue?"

Fu Ge shook his head, "It's okay, Xiaojue went to take a nap."

"Good baby..." His kiss had already landed on that soft bead of lips, Alpha held it in his mouth and said, "I won't let you go out before five o'clock."

"Hey - wait, wait! You still have something to do..." Fu Ge turned his head away, dodging him in vain, "Four o'clock! At four o'clock, the doctor will come to change your medicine."

"Well, that's it." Qi Han had already touched his earlobe with one hand, stroking the sensitive skin behind his ear, and then handed him a mobile phone: "Call them and come back after five o'clock."

"No! You can't delay changing the dressing, your injury, uh—"

I don't know where it was touched, Little Beta groaned and shook, Qi Han had already unbuttoned the top button of his hospital gown, and kissed him eagerly.

"If you don't fight, let them wait outside, and I can't delay."

He was still the same as before, most of the time he didn't like to express his sadness, but he would hug Fu Ge for a long time to cover up.

No one brought up the hallucination just now, and Qi Han didn't want Fu Ge to see his fragility, and the emotion and longing after finally getting back together were like a Coca-Cola that had been shaken vigorously, gushing out of his chest with a "pop" .

Let’s step aside for confession, introspection and sympathy. What the scarred lovers need most now is a happy soul/body/combination.

It's better to toss your body and heart until it hurts.

"It's still sensitive here."

Qi Han slowly pecked and kissed the back of his ear, and the panting on his shoulder was wet and hot.

He held Fu Ge's chin up with one hand, forcing him to look up, exposing more skin on the side of his neck, and put his hand behind his head, rubbing his hair intermittently when he was trembling unbearably.

Like the worst way of teasing a cat, teasing and comforting at the same time.

"Don't keep... biting one place, it will swell..." Fu Ge closed his eyes convulsively, and refused, but still tremblingly hugged the man's neck, his flushed cheeks were covered with fine sweat: "Next, I'll get you below..."

Qi Han's eyes were deep, he raised his hand and tore off his shirt with a "tear" sound, and lowered his head to bite fiercely on his collarbone.

"Does the wound still hurt?"

Fu Ge hugged his neck and shook his head, his soft fingers penetrated into his soft hair, every place he was kissed trembled, "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't matter if it hurts..."

"You..." Qi Han, who was stimulated, bit him hard, and suddenly grabbed the hair on the back of his head, using some strength to force him to raise his head, while carefully paying attention to Fu Ge's expression.

Sure enough, he saw joy in that sweaty face and his raised neck.

"Like this?" Qi Han pressed his lips against his, his eyes full of desire to conquer were as black as ink, and suddenly exerted force, the head of the bed slammed against the wall.

"Ah-"

Fu Ge bit his lower lip and trembled crazily, his confused head went blank, he could only raise his sweaty arm to cover his mouth.

But Qi Han said, "No."

Little Beta blinked blankly, a tear rolled out of his amber eyes, he was inexplicably aggrieved, his body all dyed pink curled up, begging like a bird: "Ahan, the sound insulation here is not good... "

A nasty smile appeared on Qi Han's face, and when he pressed it down, the outline of the muscles in the upper arm held tightly by Fu Ge became more and more obvious.

He was obviously playing a rascal, but his eyes were wet: "Brother, I want to hear... just one sentence, you have... many, many years, and you have never indulged me like this..."

Fu Ge's eyes turned red suddenly, obediently took away the hand covering his mouth, and said in a low voice, "Then I'll keep my voice down..."

Even after being separated for so long, they still know each other's preferences and habits like the back of their hands.

For example, Fu Ge still remembers that Qi Han's desire is very strong, so strong that it is unbelievable.

He used all the inferiority of alpha on intimacy, which made Fu Ge both fascinated and distressed.

Every time Qi Han kisses for a long time, he especially likes to bite his lips, teasing his two lips from bottom to top with his tongue.

The entanglement between lips and teeth was so intense that he couldn't breathe, and all the things he had no time to swallow were transported into Fu Ge's mouth. Beta couldn't smell the pheromone, but he could feel it, and the alpha pheromone existed in all bodies. , so this became one of the main ways Fu Ge directly obtained his pheromone when they were in love.

Another way is to make Fu Ge miserable every time they have a long foreplay.

Qi Han has a lot of tricks, and the demand is huge. He has hundreds of bad intentions to play tricks on Fu Ge. Every weekend when he doesn't need to go out, little Beta's whole body is like washing, dirty and outrageous.

"Don't go too far...well——" Fu Ge closed his eyes tightly, biting his lips impatiently, only being overwhelmed by his hand, "I still have to go out to meet people at night..."

Qi Han restrained his hand a bit, and bit the tip of his ear: "Who are you seeing?"

"Qi Chuan."

So I put back the hand I just took back, "Then don't go."

"Well... you don't pretend now, do you?"

Fu Ge pinched his nose with a smile, and asked amusedly: "Before, I was generous enough to let Zhuoma and I be together, so I didn't even want my own honeymoon, but now I don't even give it to Qi Chuan when I see him."

"It's different."

Qi Han was a bit pampered, pinching his side waist and said: "Now it's mine, complete and complete, from inside to outside, everything is mine, except Xiaojue, I don't want you to show it to anyone .”

"Oh... so strict." Fu Ge frowned in embarrassment, "Then you can't see me as a brother?"

"What the hell..." Qi Han was stunned for a moment, and many thoughts popped up in his racing head, "Baby, what is the relationship between Qi Chuan and you?"

Fu Ge pondered twice, and said, "His grandfather is also Qi Lao, my mother's godfather, so he is my godbrother and your brother-in-law."

Qi Han's eyes widened in disbelief, and he was so excited that he could speak incoherently: "So, so you have never had... You have never thought of marrying him, have you?"

Fu Ge looked into his eyes, hesitated for two seconds, and said frankly, "Thought about it."

"In my original plan, there were two ceremonies on March 3."

"In the morning, I will have a fake marriage with Qi Chuan, and let you, as the best man, walk me down the red carpet by your arm, and hand me over to him."

"In the afternoon, I will lock you in the basement where you imprisoned me, and then play a very clear sex/love audio next door, telling you that it was me and Qi Chuan being intimate."

"night……"

He paused as he spoke, his tearful eyes bent into two bitter arcs, "If you can survive till night, I will see you one last time and tell you that love at first sight in the second year of high school was just me lying You, wait until the moment when you are tortured by me to the point where you can't even hope to die, and then I will be buried in the coffin with you."

"But... I can't even do the first step..."

He thought that his heart had already been as firm as a rock, and he would not be soft-hearted towards Qi Han any more. For this reason, Fu Ge didn't even take the medicine to help stabilize his mood in the last few days, and he was in a state of confusion and muddleheaded.

He thought well and was fair.

Since the fourteen days that Qi Han gave him back then were due to losing control of his emotions during the susceptible period, he also made himself in a trance.

But it was only on that day that he discovered that when Qi Han was mentally disturbed, he could destroy the rest of his life so cruelly, but under the same circumstances, he was reluctant to even give someone an injection.

"I don't know...why were you...so ruthless..."

Fu Ge was lying on the bed, covering his eyes with his hands, his voice was trembling, and others were trembling, "I'm not a hypocritical person, and I don't hold grudges, you know... a child without parents is run over by others everywhere, I'm used to it..."

"I can be bullied, but not by the person I care about. I can also be deceived, but not by the person I love. But you take both of these two things. You tore me... completely torn me apart..."

Qi Han felt a dull pain in his heart, and the fundus of Yin Hong's eyes was almost cracked. He hugged little Beta, hot tears streaming all over his face, "I'm sorry baby... I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..."

He didn't make any excuses for himself, and he couldn't say anything other than repeating these three words repeatedly. What happened back then was like a rusty sword stuck in his heart, and it would never be removed forever.

Little Beta put his arms around his neck, and rubbed it attached, "I didn't say this to reveal the scars and make you repent, but just to tell you..."

He caressed Qi Han's face, making people look at him, his tear-filled eyes were silent for a long time, and then he smiled, "Ah Han, this is the end of the story, I let go of everything in the past, and we will live a good life in the next few decades." .”

"Will you be my Mr. Bear again?"

A drop of tear fell on his face, broken sobs filled the ward, Qi Han cried with the person in his arms shaking his shoulders.

He took the glass bear seal beside the bed, asked Fu Ge to help him press it on his gland, took it again, and carefully stamped one next to the incision of the clearing operation on Little Beta's abdomen.

"Five years ago, we lost our only chance to mark because of my fault."

Qi Han lowered his head and kissed the scar and the little bear next to him reverently, and said in a hoarse voice: "The lifelong mark has been re-made. In this life, the next life, and the next life, Mr. Bear belongs to you."

My love, I will protect you with my life.

Loyal to you, intoxicated by you, obsessed with you, until the end of my life, I will never stop loving you.

Their lives are full of rust, but the heart they hold to each other is warm and bright like the blue wildfire that burns across the ice field in the night of the aurora.

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Sorry for being late, can I have some bears in today's comment section?˙?˙?