Pain fetish

Chapter 51 "Day 4, True and False"

"He's in a very dangerous situation right now."

Qi Chuan stood outside the one-way glass wall, looked at Qi Han inside, and wondered: "Generally, patients who have suffered a huge blow and collapsed in a short period of time will have a serious tendency to self-destruct, insanity, psychological distortion, and depression. Can't get out of the memory, we privately call it the imaginary nest."

"If you don't regain consciousness within two to three days, you probably won't be able to regain consciousness for the rest of your life."

"Just like... the same as me back then..." Fu Ge blinked slowly.

Qi Chuan was stunned for two seconds, and squeezed out a hmm from his nasal cavity, "It was already a medical miracle for you to survive on your own without any medicine. Qi Han's condition may be even worse. His health is already very poor. gone."

Fu Ge laughed, raised his eyes lonely, and looked at the man bound by chains in the glass window.

He knelt on the ground, his hands were hoisted high, his lowered head seemed to be out of his control, it was just an ornament strung around his neck.

The gauze wrapped around the right eye was half soaked with blood, and the tears, dust, and blood scabs on the face dried up together, winding towards the neck one by one.

A few rounds of dirty bandages were wrapped around his neck, and there was a round bloodstain on the right side of his Adam's apple, which was the hole he stabbed with a pen, and the wound burst open again.

Chairman Qi, who used to be aloof and mighty, has now become a prisoner at the mercy of others, slumped in a corner like a clump of rubbish.

Fu Ge took the risk of covering up the death row criminal and hid him here. It has been five hours since he snatched the gun from the Linhai Highway and rescued him. Qi Han refused to be touched by anyone, even approached.

Whenever the doctor got close to him, he would go mad, and only when there was no one in the room would he be quiet for a short while, staring unblinkingly at the corner near the door with those cloudy and hopeless eyes.

This feeling was so familiar, Fu Ge knew that he was also looking at his hallucinations.

"It's only been four days, can't you bear it..."

Fu Ge pinched his fingertips deeply into his palm, his throat was so bitter that it was choking, "I've lived this kind of life for three full years..."

Qi Chuan thought for a while, and advised him: "If you don't want to worry about it, we can throw him somewhere where no one is around, or hand it over to the police directly. After all, he is now wanted by the whole country, so don't set yourself on fire."

"Then throw it away."

Fu Ge said: "I only used it for three days back then. If he can't wake up within three days, just... don't worry about it anymore."

Qi Chuan was taken aback when he heard the words, his lips moved, but he didn't say anything else after all.

"Do you need to give him medicine? With the help of medicine and physical stimulation, he may wake up faster."

"Drug assistance?" Fu Ge frowned imperceptibly: "Is it oral or intravenous? What does physical stimulation mean?"

Qi Chuan said: "Intravenous injection, physical stimulation is generally electric shock, or a needle tip to give a certain stimulation on the fingertip."

"What's the effect?"

"It varies from person to person."

"No more." The words of refusal blurted out, Fu Ge pinched his palm, and repeated again: "Not even for him to use."

The same glass windows, the same dark basement, the same heavy iron chains, and even the binding posture was exactly the same as Fu Ge who was locked in the small building back then.

The lives of the two were completely turned upside down. Qi Han experienced all the torture and pain that Fu Ge had endured back then, but the strange thing was that little Beta was not happy.

Qi Han stared at that corner for three hours inside, and he stared at Qi Han outside for three hours.

When he opened the door and walked in, his legs were already numb, and the draft in the corridor almost blew through his bones.

"What are you looking at?" Fu Ge sat on the chair and asked expressionlessly.

The hanging Alpha seemed unable to hear him, and just looked at the corner by himself. Fu Ge asked again: "Ahan, what are you looking at?"

The long-lost address made him move his eyelids, Qi Han opened his mouth very slowly, and squeezed out a few words in a hoarse voice: "Look at the kitchen, he is making fish for me, frying small yellow croakers, we fished together ..."

It was their first meal since they moved to their new apartment five years ago.

The apartment was rented together by saving money. Fu Ge sold paintings and Qi Han worked part-time. After saving for half a year, they rented the one with the best location. To celebrate, the two of them went fishing together and came back to do it.

Fu Ge's culinary skills were so poor that he smashed all the bitter galls of the little fish, and the fried fish was bitter, fishy and salty, but he would carefully pick out every thorn, and Qi Han foolishly picked out the thorns. Ate the whole plate.

"Are you happy?" Fu Ge asked him coldly.

Qi Han smiled, and the corners of his mouth were covered with blood: "Happy, Xiaoge is the only... person who treats me well, very, very kindly, no matter how capricious I am, he will always be with me."

"Really." Fu Ge sneered, "But it's all fake."

Qi Han: "...what?"

As soon as the words were finished, Fu Ge stood up suddenly, picked up the water glass on the table and smashed it hard at the corner, Qi Han shouted in horror: "No!"

With a "snap", the glass hit the little beta who was wearing an apron in the hallucination, the glass shattered all over the floor, and the hallucination disappeared suddenly.

Qi Han opened his eyes blankly, and asked blankly after three seconds: "Where is my brother..."

"Your brother is dead."

Fu Ge approached step by step, lifted his chin, and said coldly: "I have been tortured to death by you a long time ago."

Qi Han shook his head, choked his neck to hide from him, "No...it's not like this...my brother is not dead...he is back, we are married..."

Fu Ge suddenly laughed, and the suppressed laughter seemed strange and pitiful in his throat.

"He's back...you know he's back, so what if he didn't come back? He didn't make it through, he wasn't rescued, and he didn't fight his last breath until now!"

With a "bang", alpha was pushed against the wall.

Fu Ge looked at his face and said word by word: "Then you will never know what happened to him..."

"Death on the day of the wedding, during those fourteen days, during the endless estrus, on the operating table... these are his possible endings."

"Oh yes, he was dragged by his new husband to accompany him for a drink, and he was almost caught and raped in the alley..."

Little Beta laughed, his whole body trembled violently, his breathing became very light and thin, and he had to use great effort in every word: "You know what? The place where I had an accident that night was only two streets away from you, I shouted desperately , shouting desperately, but you never came to save me from the beginning to the end, if Young Master Gu hadn't arrived in time, I would have been torn to pieces..."

Qi Han shook his head in despair, his throat seemed to be tightly strangled, "I'm sorry... I... I don't know... I'm looking for you too, I will be there soon, I will save you—"

"Yes! You are here, and I thought you were here to save me..."

Fu Ge suddenly laughed, leaned down on his shoulders, and stared straight at his lover with bright red eyes, "But you took off my clothes, grabbed my neck, and forced me to ask how... Dear..."

"Do you still want to hear it? I can make a sound now, and I can tell you detail by detail."

"Don't—" alpha wailed and fell to the ground, backing up with hands and feet like a deflated ball, shaking and scratching his arms, crying out of breath: "Don't say it... I beg you not to say it... …please……"

"Why don't you say it, don't you want to hear it?"

Fu Ge stood up and walked towards him step by step. Such a thin and slender person was more cruel than King Yama in the Tongue Hell at this moment.

"They said, Yo, isn't this Qi Han's fiancée? She sold her right after she got married. She really found a good family."

"Ah, you're really young. I don't know if you are so tender after tearing up your clothes. It doesn't matter. Your father is gone. Uncles can help him take care of you."

"Why can't you scream, it's not fun if you don't move, don't cry, you look like a little dumb with your mouth open, how pitiful..."

"do not talk!"

The iron chain slammed to the ground with a "bang", and Qi Han crouched against the wall with his head in his arms. His heart, which was riddled with holes, had been pierced by Fu Ge's words, and it was pierced to pieces. Even breathing hurt as if his liver and gallbladder were torn apart. .

"You kill me...you kill me...please kill me..."

Little Beta sneered, her beautiful eyebrows imprinted on her pale face like a ghost, "Kill you? It's not that easy."

He took out a knife in front of Qi Han, rolled up his sleeves, and stabbed the sharp point of the knife into his arm, rubbing the veins of the blood vessels and cutting down inch by inch.

Blood gushed out like pomegranate juice, and Qi Han began to scream like crazy: "No! Don't! Don't do this...it hurts...it hurts...don't stab my brother! don't stab my brother!"

He knelt on the ground, his eyes were constantly bloodshot, and tears rolled down, begging Fu Ge not to hurt himself with all his might.

But Fu Ge couldn't hold on any longer.

Pain is all his strength to continue, love and courage are not worth mentioning.

He threw the knife, randomly took out a piece of paper and pressed it against his arm, "I can't take it anymore? I have something more fun."

"My coming-of-age ceremony, the first time to have sex with fish and water, is to appease your susceptibility period."

Qi Han's eyeballs trembled, he shook his head slightly, and his last breath was taken away.

He leaned against the wall and heard Fu Ge say: "When the atrophied inner cavity was forcefully opened, I passed out from the pain, but because that person was you, I was willing to die of pain, but guess what happened? "

Little Beta curled his mouth and repeated word by word: "You told me that you didn't enter the susceptible period at all, you were just acting to torture me."

"It was that time, you left a lifelong mark in my body, and drove me out like a bereaved dog when I needed comfort the most."

The past is so vivid that Fu Ge's spine shudders even now thinking about it.

"Do you know how beta can survive the estrus period without inhibitors?"

"Did you know that the neighbors in the neighborhood call betas who are in heat called whores/whores/women?"

"Did you know that to clean the mark, you need to use a rotating steel knife to dig out a layer of flesh in the inner cavity?"

"Did you know that the anesthesia failed in the second half of the operation because of the non-standard operation?"

The straightforward four consecutive questions hit him on the head like a hammer, Qi Han half opened his mouth, and there was a choked sound in his throat.

He raised his trembling hand like an electric shock to touch Fu Ge's lower abdomen, his eyes were about to bleed, "The anesthetic...is it invalid?"

"Correct."

"It hurts...does it hurt..."

Fu Ge smiled suddenly, "What do you think?"

I clearly felt that my flesh was cut off one by one, and the inner cavity was twisted into a pool of blood. I passed out and woke up from the pain countless times, but I couldn't make a sound because I didn't have the strength, and I couldn't open my eyes.

He is not born to love pain, but subconscious self-deception in the endless pain, no one protects him, his body protects itself.

"Now I know how my obscene body came about? Didn't President Qi take pleasure in it a few months ago and humiliate me to his heart's content..."

Qi Han lowered his head, with blood gushing from the corner of his mouth: "These...are all the things I have experienced in the past five years..."

Fu Ge said, "It's just the tip of the iceberg."

Qi Han glanced at the knife that fell by his feet, and asked him: "Is it possible that you can live well after I die..."

Fu Ge also looked at the knife, his eyes jumped, and he stammered: "Don't, don't be sentimental, how important do you think you are to me?"

A large piece of Qi Han's gouged-out heart suddenly collapsed, and he suddenly felt fear, "Brother, I beg you to stop talking..."

But Fu Ge didn't let him go.

"Do you really think that I have loved you?"

His fingertips froze suddenly, and Qi Han went to hit the knife's hand.

Fu Ge pinched his fingertips into the palm of his hand, and every time he said a word, his heart was twisted like a knife: "Don't be stupid, I have never liked you from the beginning to the end."

"Fall in love at first sight five years ago, and get back together five years later, it's all a lie to you."

"Never, never, no one has loved you, let alone saved you."

"I just see that you are so lacking in love and so innocent, longing for a home like a stray dog, to play with you."

"President Qi, do you still take the joke seriously?"

Alpha, with his head up halfway, remained motionless, a stream of blood suddenly flowed from his gauze-covered eyes.

Killing is nothing more than nodding the head, gouging out the heart and breaking the bones so that no blood can be seen.

He no longer dared to recall Fu Ge's appearance five years ago, because the little beta used the facts sentence after sentence to make that boy bloody with his own hands.

He no longer dared to be trapped in the happiness of the past and refused to wake up, because Fu Ge used one lie after another to shatter all the happiness he had for only two years and eight months.

No one is qualified to live peacefully in memories.

"elder brother……"

Before Fu Ge left, Qi Han grabbed Fu Ge's trousers, tightly clutching the last thread of hope and asked: "When I imprisoned you, I also said this to you, right..."

So you just want me to experience that feeling, so you deliberately said that to lie to me.

Fu Ge: "Yes, it's just that what I said was true, what you said was false."

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This chapter has a big sugar!Let's see who can find out! ?˙?˙?

I made up the imaginary nest because I said earlier that Xiaoge would imagine himself as a bird.

Plus, only three chapters left until the end of Crematorium.