Pain fetish

Chapter 43 "Don't bother me"

False relationships are like snails crawling on the ice, as long as they make a wrong step, the ice may be broken suddenly.

They were looking forward to their honeymoon trip for a week or so, as if they had come to an end on the first day.

Originally, Fu Ge's plan was to go to Mount Genie together after dinner. If he was lucky, he would see Lanbing Haizi on the road. In the evening, he would set up a small tent on the top of the mountain and watch the sunset for a while.

Qi Han prepared a lot of original German books, and imagined holding him in his arms like before, surrounded by a warm blanket, and reading those sleep aid picture books to him.

But these beautiful illusions were all broken by that sentence.

After Fu Ge came out of the restaurant, he was extremely irritable. Qi Han noticed that he had been avoiding his sight and biting his thumb constantly.

Even though the nails had been cut to the point where the flesh was exposed, he still unconsciously kept biting and pressing, pressing his index finger against the nails as if he didn't feel any pain, forcefully torturing the tender flesh until it turned red and oozes blood.

His pain fetishism broke out again, after his hatred for alpha reached its peak but he continued to act on occasion.

"Brother, let's go back to the hotel first, I may be a bit rebellious." Qi Han helped him find the steps, and suggested with a smile: "Go out to play tomorrow, you don't always want to race horses, you will have strength after resting."

Fu Ge took his finger out of his mouth and nodded immediately without thinking, "Okay, if you feel uncomfortable, rest first."

The bulging veins on his forehead seemed to be suppressing something, and his Adam's apple swallowed repeatedly, and Qi Han knew that he was suppressing vomiting.

"Then can we have two rooms? After I go back, there will be a five-hour video conference, and the noisy brother can't rest."

Fu Ge looked up at him with some doubts, Qi Han immediately put on a regretful face, and added: "When the work is done, brother will come to accompany me immediately."

Little Beta has no doubts about him, "Okay."

Qi Han helped him carry the luggage into the room, quickly opened the box, found a change of clothes for himself, and left.

Their clothes were originally put together, and the "loving couple" naturally had to live in the same room for their honeymoon, but Alpha knew that he couldn't stay for a long time, because Fu Ge was going to be unbearable soon.

As soon as he stepped out of the room, Fu Ge rushed to the bathroom on his back, throwing up before even opening the toilet.

He vomited out all the mutton, steamed buns, and sweet tea, including barley sugar, that he ate at noon. The fishy smell mixed with the sourness of the vomit filled the bathroom. Little Beta looked at the messy place, and suddenly felt like this People are not much better either.

He didn't go out all afternoon, and slept under the blanket for a long time. He didn't wake up until two or three o'clock in the middle of the night. When he turned on his phone, a lot of messages from Qi Han popped up, asking if he wanted to have dinner.

Fu Ge didn't reply.

He turned on the small lamp by the bed, sat naked on the bed for a long time, and suddenly took out a pack of cigarettes from the drawer.

Women's cigarettes, the tubes are very thin and wrapped in light pink wrappers. There are 12 cigarettes in total. Fu Ge took them out and squeezed them into two rows, and lit them all.

Then with a twist of his wrist, all the scarlet cigarette butts were extinguished on his thighs.

"what--"

The extreme pain exploded in the cerebral cortex, and rushed to the limbs and bones along with every central nerve.Little Beta groaned and raised his head high. Beads of sweat flowed from his tightly closed eyebrows and slid all the way to his sexy Adam's apple.

He hugged his thigh tremblingly, and threw the extinguished cigarette aside. The air was filled with the smell of burning, and the continuous pain finally made him regain a sense of reason.

"Keep laughing." The person paralyzed on the bed stared at the ceiling with empty eyes, and said word by word: "Tomorrow I will spend my honeymoon with my lover..."

The time for the horse race was set in the evening, and the clouds and the setting sun were like veils, covering the Mount Genie.

Fu Ge specially braided a Tibetan braid for today.

A Tibetan girl found several colored ropes for him, braided them into his dirty pink long hair, and tied a pair of bright pink braids high on the top of his head, revealing his smooth forehead and handsome face.

Immediately, the gentle boy had a reckless youthful air, his nimble eyes were like a lark perched on a branch, the girl said: "You are more beautiful than Gesanghua."

Fu Ge just smiled casually, "Pretty is the most useless thing."

Stepping on the stirrups to get on the horse, tightening the reins with slender hands, clamping the belly of the horse with both legs, exerting force with the palm of the hand, and pulling suddenly——

A screaming neigh resounded through the sky, the horse's head was raised high in the air, and its long temples were flying. Fu Ge's entire upper body was thrown back almost horizontally, the smooth braids were hanging down, and Lin Lang's headdress was blown by the wind to make a jingling sound.

Behind him, an eagle flew low overhead, then suddenly circled into the sky, spreading its wings and pounced towards the orange clouds.

This scene was permanently frozen in Qi Han's camera.

He was crazy and wanted to go back to five years ago, thinking that nothing irreversible had happened. Fu Ge was still that young man who was flamboyant on horseback, and when he looked back, he shocked the snow-capped mountains.

"Ahan, wait for me for 10 minutes!" Little Beta raised his whip at him before entering the team, "Today's number one belongs to my Mr. Bear."

"it is good."

Qi Han leaned against the tree with his camera, and kept capturing his wonderful moments. Although he knew that he should not have any illusions, he couldn't help but look forward to the dark blue khata that he won.

"Nervous?" A Tibetan boy was waiting for his companion with him, and handed him the kumiss in his bosom, "Try it, I brew the wine myself, and I won't be nervous if I drink it."

Qi Han was not restrained either, and took two sips, "Are you waiting for your lover too? I remember that you have the custom of winning a khata for your beloved."

The young man smiled shyly, "It's my omega, it's... not officially together yet, he insists on me waiting for him at the finish line, fooling around."

It is difficult for an omega with a weaker body to outrun the tall and burly Kham man, but this courage is always moving. Qi Han raised his head and drank another sip of wine, and replied: "I wish you happiness."

The young man laughed, "Tashi Dele! You and your lover should be happy too."

Qi Han's smile froze on his face, "Maybe..."

The horse race was over in just over ten minutes, and Fu Ge was the first to reach the finish line again.

It's just that the khata he took back was no longer dark blue, but pure white.

Qi Han paused, lowered his head to suppress his ridiculous thoughts, no matter how sad his heart was, he walked towards Fu Ge with a forced smile.

As expected, Little Beta was surrounded by people again, and one of the girls was a Tibetan girl who helped him comb his hair.

She bluntly handed out the khata in her hand and wanted to exchange it with Fu Ge.

This is a local custom of courtship. If you are willing to exchange, it means that you also have a good impression of the other party.

For some reason, Qi Han suddenly lost the confidence to step forward again.

"Do you really not remember me at all?" The girl touched his horse with her own horse's head and said, "I have been waiting for you for many years."

Fu Ge was stunned for two seconds, and suddenly thought of something, "In the horse race five years ago, you were... No.4, right?"

Only then did the girl laugh, "Yes! You said I was the most beautiful and dashing girl you've ever seen, but you rejected my confession and said you have a husband."

Fu Ge was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that he was really ridiculous at that time, "It's not a husband, I... I had a...boyfriend at the time."

Barely a boyfriend.

"Aren't you married?" the girl asked.

Fu Ge smiled: "It didn't work out..."

The girl frowned suddenly, and her tone was a bit fierce: "You haven't had a good life these past few years, have you?"

Fu Ge raised his eyes in surprise, then pursed his lips helplessly: "Why did you say that?"

The girl's Chinese is not very good, but her clear eyes are full of emotions, and now they are full of sympathy and regret.

"You used to be like an eagle, but now... your wings are broken and you can't fly anymore." She felt sorry for the boy who had made him fall in love, like a flower that was broken and forcibly rescued, beautiful but false.

"Can't you still accept my khata? I ran fourth that year, only the white one, and this year I ran third, so they agreed to give me the blue one. I remember you like this color the most."

Fu Ge stared blankly with his mouth open for a while, then suddenly stepped forward, and gently helped the girl brush her drooping temple hair to her ears.

"A person like me is not worthy of your pure and sincere heart. Don't wait for me anymore. It's been five years. Use it to love yourself, okay?"

The girl's eyes were wet in an instant, and she asked him persistently: "What about you, will you love yourself well in the future?"

In her opinion, Fu Ge didn't cherish herself too much, a "self-love" person would not have such contradictory and desperate eyes.

Little Beta just smiled, spread out her khata and carefully put it on her neck, and said lightly: "I chose a path that must be taken, and I have no regrets whether I am smashed to pieces or not."

"Then I wish you success, okay?" The girl looked at him.

Fu Ge thought for a while and said, "No, I hope I will be clean when I leave, and I'll be fine."

Qi Han, who was hiding by the tree, naturally couldn't hear their conversation. He could only see Fu Ge wearing his own khata around the girl's neck. He lowered his eyes, pinched the camera, and walked away silently.

The two reunited far from the finish line.

Fu Ge was still riding on the horse, and said awkwardly: "Hata... is gone."

"It doesn't matter." Qi Han got on the horse and sat behind him: "It's good for me to run around with me."

He remembered that when he just won the competition five years ago, Fu Ge galloped towards him, brought himself to the horse, and galloped off into the distance.

They chased the tail of the setting sun against the wind, and chased them all the way to the end of the mountain.

This time it was Qi Han who took him with him, and Little Beta didn't drive the horse again.

"Did you see that girl just now..." Fu Ge asked when he reached the top of the mountain.

"Well, I remember her, she was the first to rush forward to confess to brother five years ago."

"Do you remember?" Fu Ge was a little surprised, after all, he had no memory of it.

Qi Han smiled, "I remember, all the things that day, most of the people, I remember, they are all printed in my mind."

So every time he dreamed back at midnight, he would see Fu Ge rushing towards the cliff with his horse, falling to the ground with no bones left.

I don't know if he really had altitude sickness, but Qi Han always felt that he had some difficulty breathing, the corners of his eyes and the tip of his nose were itchy, and his stomach was constantly churning.

But he didn't want to waste every chance to get along. In order to cover up his abnormality, he could only forcefully find a topic, talking about the details of their last visit to Litang.

"At that time, we were running on the hill next door. At sunset, there was golden light shining on it, and your hair was covered with orange halos. It was very beautiful."

Fu Ge only gave a perfunctory "hmm".

Qi Han pressed his breathless throat, feeling that the air around him was becoming more and more constricted, and he could only spit out words one by one: "It was July at that time, and it wasn't... cold, so we put up the tent by the small river. A temporary mark is there, it's the reward I want—”

"Qi Han." Fu Ge interrupted him suddenly, "Why do you always help me recall the past, do you really want to go back to five years ago?"

Alpha blinked blankly, not noticing that his mind was a little confused, and said frankly: "I want to... even dream..."

"But I don't want to." Little Beta stopped the horse suddenly, and said in a cold voice, "Go back to five years ago, and let you do those things to me again."

"No! Brother, I don't want to—"

"Go down."

Qi Han was startled, "Brother, I'm really not—"

"I told you to go down!"

Alpha clutched his belly, blinked quickly: "Okay..."

He nearly fell off his horse, holding the ground to keep himself from falling when he hit the ground.

Fu Ge didn't even look at him, turned his horse's head and walked down the mountain.

The sky in Litang was getting dark quickly, and the wind on the top of the mountain was blowing in the opposite direction, so Fu Ge didn't see or hear it. After he left, Qi Han suddenly fell to the ground and coughed violently.

The air around him seemed to disappear in an instant, and a lot of soaked cotton was blocked in his throat. Alpha knelt on the ground, and the vomit came out of his stomach. He beat his chest desperately but couldn't breathe a trace of oxygen.

It wasn't until his entire face turned purple that he realized what was happening. Trembling, he opened his clothes and saw dense rashes all over his body.

It's an allergy.

I don't know when he got the allergen, he didn't touch walnuts at all today, but Qi Han has no time to think, he is about to go into shock.

Allergies on the plateau are very dangerous. The thin oxygen will suffocate and explode the lungs when people have difficulty breathing.

Qi Han could feel that his breathing was slowly weakening, but his heart was beating wildly, as if someone was choking his throat and trying to strangle him to death.

Holding his last breath, he took out his cell phone and called Fu Ge for help. The ring rang for three seconds and he was connected.

Alpha tried his best to make a sound: "Brother... save—"

When he was interrupted before he finished speaking, Little Beta said disgustedly: "Don't bother me."

"Beep." With a sound, the phone was hung up.

Qi Han raised his hands stiffly, and climbed to the foot of the mountain inch by inch with dull eyes.

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In the last chapter, I said that walnut allergy was a foreshadowing. I was in a cold sweat and didn’t dare to reply (?°?°?)

The prophet knife (???)