Pain fetish

Chapter 36 "The ending he gave me"

Street lamps and night breeze are the most competent lonely companions, they will exponentially magnify the pain and loneliness in people's hearts.

Qi Han came down from the third floor and walked down the dark stairs to the garden. His voice was too soft to turn on the voice-activated lights. His lonely shadow was stretched very thin and long by the street lights, as if he had been wandering all the way for many years. The ghost who has found its home is so fragile that it will disperse when the wind blows.

Upstairs, Fu Ge's windows still shone with faint light, and Qi Han wondered if he had finished vomiting.

He bit a cigarette in his mouth, blocked the wind with his palm and pressed the lighter, the scarlet flame started and fell, thick white smoke overflowed from his lips and diffused.

Alpha murmured wryly: "You are the one who wants to be temporarily marked, and you are the one who is disgusting. What exactly do you want me to do..."

I'm afraid even Fu Ge himself doesn't know how to answer this question.

Those fourteen days of nightmares had preceded him, and his body had formed a stress response. Qi Han's touching and marking still terrified him until now, and the most direct reaction was to vomit.

It's not nausea, it's the body's unwillingness to reconcile.

It's not the disgust for Qi Han, but the disgust for himself.

After throwing up all the contents in his stomach, he finally felt more comfortable. Fu Ge pressed the toilet to flush, got up and stood in front of the mirror, and looked at himself with a graceful and spring-like eyes. This appearance really made him sick.

Dominated by passion, controlled by alpha, especially after being injected with some pheromones in the past few weeks, he can't help himself, like a dog in heat, can't wait to get close to his enemy.

He raised his limp hand, slowly placed it on his neck, and squeezed it tightly.

A dense layer of rash appeared on the entire neck, especially near the nape of the neck, where there were three superimposed bite marks.

Just the slightest touch with his fingertips would make him shudder uncontrollably.

Close your eyes, all the details just now will come one after another.

How sharp was Alpha's fangs that pierced the back of his neck, how hot was the pheromone rushing into the blood, how warm was the arm around him, and how embarrassing was the emotion caused by the pheromone.

Taking out the brooch from his pocket, Fu Ge forced himself to stare at the vortex in the middle of the digital planet. His fingers propped on the countertop scraped the marble table vigorously, and the sharp sound made by his nails was like a steel knife. Split his head in half.

Half of it is monstrous hatred, and the other half is uncontrollable love.

Like chains and kisses added to his body at the same time, his oxygen was pulled away little by little, and he felt shamefully refreshed while suffocating, as if a hand was touching his body, scratching those itchy spots one by one.

At the most critical point, Fu Ge suddenly closed his eyes and let out a tearing cry, then raised his hand and slammed it on the mirror.

There was a loud crash, and shards of glass fell to the ground.

The blood gathered into thin streams and wet his fingers, and the severe pain helped him regain half of his sanity. Little Beta looked at the crippled man through the broken lens, and said to himself: "You look really good!" Disgusting..."

He always breaks down repeatedly in the dead of night, and takes care of himself before dawn, like a tool without any emotions.

Cleaning up the debris, bandaging the wound, until the call was connected, Fu Ge didn't have the slightest expression on his face. The voice of the person on the other side was familiar: "Huh?"

Little Beta held the half-burned cigarette in his fingertips, moved it to his mouth and took a puff. The smoke passed through his lungs, and the bitterness remained in his throat. He leaned his head back on the sofa, letting the thick white smoke roll from his red lips out.

The sexy and slumped appearance is completely different from the poor little white flower in the daytime.

"Brother." Little Beta closed his eyes, "Ready to close the Internet cafe."

In Fu Ge's world, sleep is equivalent to nightmares.

In less than three hours of deep sleep, Mr. Xiong and Qi Han, who was dragging the iron chain, danced repeatedly in his dream.

There were two completely different faces on the same body, and in the end those two faces merged into one person in his dream, and Fu Ge pushed him off the cliff.

Unbelievably, as soon as he opened his eyes the next day, he saw Mr. Bear again.

To be precise, a Winnie the Pooh.

A 1.9-meter-long man looks like a giant in a doll costume, cute and weird.

Fu Ge watched as Qi Han opened the push-down window, turned his back to him, first put his two fat long legs in, and then slowly squeezed in with his bear's head against the window, holding something in his hand .

Fu Ge suspected at first sight that he was dazzled.

It's weird, take another look.

The large mutated bear was still stuck on the window, and Pooh was holding his own bear head with his free hand, and violently shook his head into the window.

It was only then that he realized that the dream was over. Fu Ge opened his eyes and watched the show in a leisurely manner, so Qi Han turned around and found that he had already woken up.

There were freshly fried French fries on the plate, and Fu Ge could smell a little bit of it.

"You...cough..."

Mr. Xiong held his bear head in embarrassment, turned around and left, let alone returned the same way, his five fluffy fingers clenched and loosened several times, he walked slowly, and lay on the bed beside Fu Ge's bed Half kneel.

"Brother..." Mr. Bear yelled, holding French fries in one hand and his bear's head in the other. He hung the small bag of ketchup on his oversized bib, looking embarrassed and funny.

Fu Ge seemed to be still angry, and kicked his claws away with his toes, "Why, are you going to bite me again?"

"No! How dare I." Pooh shook the bear's head, and when it stopped due to excessive force, the bear's face was tilted ninety degrees and turned to the shoulder, as if an ear was talking to him: "I was wrong, I shouldn’t have done it last night, so I’ll apologize to my brother, okay, I’ve had enough French fries today.”

Fu Ge: "..."

I can only be thankful that the position of his head was correct when he first came in.

"How old are you, still pretending to be a bear and apologizing?"

"Don't worry, it's your bear." Qi Han rubbed his head against him, bumped him in the face several times like a hooligan, not knowing whether he was kissing him or hitting him.

Fu Ge finally couldn't help laughing, he helplessly straightened the bear's head, and grabbed his wobbling ears, "Will the little bear still beat me?"

This was the most obvious sign of reconciliation. Qi Han put the french fries plate aside, and the bear jumped onto the bed, "I won't beat you, the bear wants to kiss you and hug you, is that okay?"

Fu Ge rolled on him twice, and finally buried his face on Pooh's chest, squinting lazily, "It's so warm."

"Hold for a while longer if you like."

"Okay." Fu Ge said and raised his head: "But you are not allowed to release pheromones, I have to get up early to accompany Xiaobao to draw."

"Got it." Qi Han supported the bear's head with one hand, and said sourly: "Brother treats that child better than me."

Fu Ge smiled and patted him, "Why are you jealous with a child?"

Qi Han also smiled, "No, I just want to say that I invited a photographer to take pictures today, and if you like that kid, take two pictures with him."

"Taking pictures? Why do you suddenly want to take pictures?"

Qi Han paused with his fingertips, and looked away evasively, "It's nothing, I want to create more memories and save them for later."

If... I still have a future.

Fu Ge had no doubt about him, "Okay."

It was a bear when it came in, and a human when it went out. Fu Ge said he liked the Winnie the Pooh suit, so Qi Han took it off on the spot and left it to him.

Fu Ge put the bear head on the table, folded the clothes, and slowly finished the French fries after washing. Before he went out, he took a special look at the bear head and stepped out.

If a camera was installed in Xiongtou at this time, half a minute later, Fu Ge's eyes would suddenly meet Xiongtou's eye hole.

Little Beta looked at it for a few seconds, then chuckled, "Mr. Bear, if you look at it again, I'll goug out your eyes."

As his sanity became clearer, he no longer confused Qi Han with the 23-year-old Qi Han, and his hatred suddenly doubled, and the few traces of pity he had for Mr. Xiong also slowly, slowly dissipated. .

The photoshoot in the morning was not smooth.

The young actor was taken out by his parents to gather folk songs, so he failed to take part in the photo shoot. Qi Han's original fantasy "family of three" family portrait was ruined.

Not only for example, just after taking the second photo, Fu Ge suddenly fainted.

The scene was very chaotic at that time. The photographers and the patients downstairs were in a mess. Qi Han picked up Fu Ge and rushed upstairs. The arm supporting the man's thigh was suddenly covered by something warm and sticky.

He looked down and saw blood was oozing between Fu Ge's legs.

The collar examination confirmed that the membrane of the inner cavity was ruptured, and the wound that had been warmed and nourished by alpha pheromones became inflamed again, and it was more serious than ever before, with pus directly mixed with blood flowing out.

After more than a month, Fu Ge was admitted to the emergency ward again.

"What the hell is going on! Didn't it mean that my pheromone can cure him?" Qi Han's face turned pale with anxiety, and the blood on his arm hadn't had time to clean up.

Fu Ge's attending doctor has not returned for a long time, and the expert group is now headed by a doctor from the Mediterranean Sea.

"We have detected that the environment of the patient's lumen has changed. Although the damaged position is indeed slowly recovering before, more serious lesions have occurred in the epidermis, because the patient is a beta after all, and cannot withstand the impact of too much alpha pheromone. Shock."

"A more serious lesion?" Qi Han's heart raised his throat, his palms were full of sweat, "Show me his new film, I want to see what's going on inside him."

A trace of astonishment flashed across the doctor's face, and he raised his hand subconsciously to block his mouse, "Sorry President Qi, the image has not been uploaded yet, because there are many and hidden lesions, it will take a while to collect all of them." time."

Qi Han, who could see all his micro-expressions, was shocked and froze.

His mind was blank, and countless thoughts flashed by, he moved his lips stiffly, and asked a second time: "No... image?"

The doctor pushed the glasses, "Yes, we haven't finished collecting yet."

Chen Xing on the side almost hated this Mediterranean, "I'm not saying, are you efficient? I passed out for an hour and the examination has not been completed yet. When your results come out, the patient will recover on his own!"

He stood up and was about to check the doctor's office computer. As one of the major shareholders of the hospital, he had full authority to do so.

"Give me the mouse, I want to see why you guys are so ink-stained when you do an inspection—"

"Chen Xing!" Qi Han grasped his hand, pushed him back on the chair, looked at the doctor and paused, "Don't mess around."

"Sorry, I made you laugh." Qi Han said.

"It's okay, the family members' emotions are understandable."

Qi Han's shoulders relaxed, his eyes were bloodshot, "Against my lover's situation, do you have any new countermeasures?"

The Mediterranean doctor pondered for a long time, "Yes, but it is more risky."

"Is it risky for him or for me?"

"For you." The doctor said tactfully, "This is very difficult for the family members."

"It's okay, just tell me."

The doctor seemed to be amazed at his pleasure, and then habitually pushed his glasses, the light in his eyes was completely blocked by the lenses, and he looked very embarrassed.

"The patient is beta, because of his gender, he may never be able to accept your pheromone well. In the long run, not only the previous damage cannot be repaired, but more new lesions will be produced. Therefore, after discussion, we agreed that the most effective method is to treat your pheromone. Transplant the glands and become an omega through surgery.”

Qi Han frowned, closed his eyes tightly, and continued the second half of the sentence in his mind - but we don't have glands.

The doctor said at the same time: "But there have been no donated omega glands available nationwide for nearly five years. This is a problem you have to solve."

His fingertips were so cold that they were numb, Qi Han said slowly, "I see."

Chen Xing next to him violently kicked over the chair, "What the hell are you doing!"

He was furious and dragged Qi Han out. His whole body was already trembling with anger and shock, and he was speaking incoherently.

"Don't say you want to! Don't be so fucking stupid! It's impossible for you not to know what the doctor means. There are very few gland donations, and there may not be a case in decades. What can the hospital do if there is no such thing? You can buy it on the black market!"

Qi Han kept his eyes down all the time, with his arms resting on the railing, he exhaled and said, "I know."

"You know you still agree?! Are you crazy!"

Chen Xingqi's tears and snot flowed out together, and he pointed at him with trembling fingers: "Last year, the bill that was just established last year strictly prohibited the sale of glands. If he was caught, he would be shot immediately. The future generations will be deprived of political rights for life. When it's time to be strict, do you fucking want to be that model!"

Chen Xing knew the same reason, how could Qi Han not know, since the doctor said that there was no image of Fu Ge's lesion, he had already started to suspect, and proposed that the gland needs to be implanted, and he had already thought of this step during the operation.

Chen Xing was about to go crazy, and grabbed his shoulders with red eyes, "Brother, you are my own brother, please don't be stupid, don't you know how big this is?"

"Yes, you have made great contributions to the chamber of commerce since you took office, which is obvious to all, but the sale of glands is now a fucking giant thunder! Don't say that the evidence is conclusive, as long as you reveal a little bit of clues and touches, the chamber of commerce will be impossible Keep you."

Chen Xing's lips trembled, and he choked out the words: "You just turned 23 this year, brother... you have a bright future, don't you want it?"

"All efforts have gone to waste. The word Qi Han is completely stinky. You will be nailed to the pillar of shame forever. In the next ten, 20, or even 51 years, as long as someone mentions the sale of glands, your name will be dragged." Come out and whip the corpse repeatedly."

"Even your father, the scientist who made countless contributions, will be humiliated." Chen Xing choked and covered his eyes, "Brother Han, don't be stupid, okay?"

And Qi Han's expression remained calm from beginning to end.

He wiped off the blood on his arm, confirmed that it was animal plasma, and even laughed, "It's fine if there is no blood."

Chen Xing looked at him, "What?"

Qi Han said: "I've been thinking why he doesn't want the USB flash drive I prepared."

He sorted out all the evidence and sent it to Fu Ge. With those things alone, he could be sent to prison or even sentenced to death, but Little Beta seemed to have no intention of using it.

It wasn't until now that Qi Han knew that it wasn't that he couldn't bear it, it was that he didn't like it.

He wanted Qi Han to fall completely from the high clouds into the mud, and continue to be criticized until a few years after his death.

Chen Xingmo was stunned, "What the hell are you talking about!"

Qi Han closed his eyes, said no more, turned and left.

Alpha's long and slender back is as gentle as jade, but also full of vigor, slowly disappearing into the dark corridor.

At the age of 23, his life has just started and is about to end.

he thinks--

I imagined hundreds of endings for myself, but the one my lover prepared for me was more tragic than any of them.

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When Qigou wears Winnie the Pooh and shakes his head to enter the door, the BGM is: Please Pan Zhoudan~

The plot of this piece will be reversed in the future?????˙?˙?

It is the reversal of Xiaoge.

Beg for a wave of starfish, starfish Modaga faster!