Pain fetish

Chapter 25 "I Only Drank 1 Point"

A few water circles smudged on the crumpled drawing paper, Qi Han found the paintbrush that Fu Ge accidentally threw away during the day, and carefully painted the blank space of the fat heart with lust.

Dry it, fold it in half, and put it back under his pillow.

"Help my brother make up for his lust, but it's not very good-looking..."

His voice was hoarse as if he had swallowed sand, and his deep red eyes were completely drenched, "Stop crying, don't be afraid, let's take our time, I will accompany my brother to heal my illnesses as well as those in my heart, just keep going." okay?"

He held Fu Ge's hand and pressed it between his brows, choked with sobs and closed his eyes tightly, as if begging: "Hold on a little longer, brother doesn't want to live anymore, so what should I do..."

"I only have you..."

After that day, Qi Han privately decided to increase the frequency of pheromone infusion to Fu Ge, which also meant that the intensity of pheromone extraction would increase accordingly, from one tube every two days to two tubes every three days, Qi Han’s The body was overdrawn to the point of almost shock.

The nausea and fatigue became more and more serious, and the vomiting was extremely severe. I could hardly eat anything, and I would spit it out immediately after eating. Even the nutrients that were forced in to keep the glands full did not stay in the stomach for long.

Frequent vomiting led to acid reflux, corroding his throat, making food more difficult to swallow, and even drinking water would feel a strong stinging pain.

Qi Han became taciturn and seldom spoke, especially in front of Fu Ge, because his voice was hoarse and unpleasant now, and he was afraid that the little beta would find out something.

However, it turns out that these worries are simply unnecessary.

Coming out of the extraction room again, Qi Han walked out holding his body that might fall to the ground at any time, when he passed the corridor, he suddenly heard Fu Ge's voice, and when he walked out of the corner, he saw Little Beta looking up at Qi Chuan gratefully , The thermos bucket he was holding contained soup that nourished his body.

He stewed it himself, researched a lot of strategies, tried many recipes, and stayed up all night to stew it all night. Qi Han knew at that time that this bowl of soup would not be given to him.

really.

He lowered his head stiffly, subconsciously ducked back to the corner, and listened to his lover asking about Qi Chuan's physical condition thoughtfully, and even noticed that the other party had a slight nasal congestion.

Qi Han gave a wry smile, leaned against the wall with his eyes closed, and after the two of them finally exchanged greetings and left together, they quickly ran into the bathroom, hugged the toilet, and vomited wildly.

He splashed water on his face, and when he looked up, he saw himself in the mirror which was almost unrecognizable. He blinked his eyes wet and red, and his voice was hoarse like an old fan when he spoke.

"You can tell he's just a little stuffy, but I'm almost skinny, brother can't see it at all..."

Turning around, he saw Chen Xingzheng standing behind him with a thermos bucket, his eyes were red, and he cursed in a low voice.

"Your soup, Qi Chuan asked me to give it to you."

Qi Han smiled helplessly, without much embarrassment, took the thermos and patted him on the shoulder, "Thank you."

"Thank you." Chen Xing wiped his eyes, "You haven't eaten anything this week except for nutritional supplements, drink some more, and we'll talk about it after you vomit."

After finishing speaking, he added another sentence: "I guess you are also reluctant to vomit."

Qi Han gave him a smile, "You are the only one with a long mouth."

He couldn't bear to vomit, he couldn't bear to eat at all.

Fu Ge's hands are used for drawing, and he has never done any heavy work since he was a child. The only time he went to the kitchen was to make pepper chicken for Qi Han.

As a result, the jiaoma that I made all morning was jiaoma, the chicken was chicken, and the half-cooked meat was still stained with bitter and spicy blood.

Qi Han felt nauseated for three days after eating it, but now he misses the taste very much, because no matter how unpalatable it is, Fu Ge prepared it for him alone, instead of trying to cheat a bowl of soup in the name of others.

"If you know that I drank the soup, I'm probably going to be angry again."

Qi Han opened the thermos bucket and murmured mockingly to himself, the scent that hit his face made him feel hot all over.

I don't know if it's because of Fu Ge's addition or because the soup is already light, but Qi Han is so rare that he doesn't feel sick, but instead has a big appetite.

This bowl of soup has become the only thing he can eat for a week, and he swallows it mouthful while enduring the burning pain in his throat. His long-strained stomach is finally filled, and it is too comfortable to adapt to.

He was even reluctant to drink all of it, so he just poured out a bowl and slowly drank it in small sips, and wanted to save the rest until tomorrow after smoking the pheromones.

Lunch alone was too quiet, Qi Han quietly took out his mobile phone to find a recording, and the first sentence after clicking on it was Fu Ge's voice.

The audio was recorded by accident. One time, Qi Han reacted too much after smoking the pheromone, and fell off the bed. He accidentally touched the recording button on his phone, and only found out what was recorded when he returned to the room.

He cut off Qi Chuan's voice, leaving only Little Beta's, and would listen to it every night when the pain caused him insomnia, and he knew those lines by heart.

Fu Ge asked Qi Chuan: "Does the gland still hurt?"

"It hurts, it hurts to death..." Qi Han lowered his head and stirred the soup bowl, pretending to answer relaxedly, pretending to tell himself all the concerns.

"I heard from the doctor that too much pheromone will cause insomnia and vomiting. How have you slept in the past few days? How's your appetite? Can I make you some light soup?"

Qi Han sniffed and forced a smile, "I didn't sleep well, my brother Mengli always bullied me and cried at me, but I got the soup."

He pursed his lips and added, "It was stolen."

Little Beta continued to talk, and he answered each sentence seriously, his eyes became more wet and red, and his throat became more and more burning from the sting of the soup.

Suddenly there was a door opening sound behind him, Qi Han thought it was Chen Xing, and said without turning his head, "Give me the list of bidders for inhibitors this afternoon."

Three seconds passed and there was no sound behind him. Qi Han immediately turned off the recording and stood up. Turning around, he saw Fu Ge standing behind him expressionlessly.

"What are you doing?" Little Beta's indifferent eyes fell on the thermos.

Qi Han's mind was numb, and he subconsciously hid the soup bucket behind his back, as guilty as a thief who dared not look at him.

In just a few seconds, he thought of more than a dozen ways to justify himself. He cleared his throat several times before he could make a normal sound, but he only said two words from beginning to end: "Brother, I—"

With a "bang", Fu Ge knocked the thermos bucket to the ground, turned and left without even looking at him.

Qi Han was stunned on the spot, looked at the mess on the ground and smiled wryly, and completed the half sentence that he hadn't said: "I only drank a little..."

That night, Qi Han smoked the second tube of pheromone, took half of it and added it to Fu Ge's medicine, stood outside the one-way glass and watched Little Beta finish the infusion, lazily and drowsy.

Qi Chuan gave him the brooch, and Fu Ge hung it on the wall facing the bedside, and he would look at it for a long time every night, his focused eyes seemed to be caught in the whirlpool of complicated numbers.

Qi Han waited for him to fall asleep before going in. He took off the brooch and checked it over and over several times to confirm that there were no bugs or cameras before hanging it back with confidence.

He sat beside the little Beta's bed and took out the scald ointment he had just received.

When the thermos was overturned, the soup splashed out and burned Fu Ge's hand, and the back of his right hand was red.

"It's so hot that I don't know how to apply medicine." Qi Han whispered, and carefully applied the ointment on his hands, helplessly: "It's just that I drank a little soup from you, so I became so angry, brother is a puffer fish. "

"Besides, that's not what I wanted. Qi Chuan didn't want to drink it, so Chen Xingcai gave it to me. He's as strong as a cow. See where he needs to make up."

There was a pause, his wet red eyes blinked twice slowly, his words were mixed with grievances that he only dared to blurt out in the dead of night: "I'm so thin by your side, brother really doesn't feel bad at all?"

He stroked Fu Ge's hand, kissed the back of the hand where the infusion was injected, and sobbed in his throat: "Even if I really go to ask for it, it's my pheromone."

"Everything that flows out of you is mine, why are you so fierce..."

Little Beta seemed to be woken up, frowned and scratched his face, Qi Han immediately stopped talking and looked at him nervously.

Fortunately, Fu Ge just turned over and continued to sleep, rubbing his head uncomfortably, as if something was hitting him.

Qi Han put his hand under his pillow to feel it, and took out a small blue brocade box. The box was opened, and there was a pair of men's diamond rings inside.

It was a wedding ring designed by Fu Geshi himself.

He thought he fell into the unfinished building during the fight that day, but he didn't expect it to be in the hands of little beta.

Qi Han's eyes turned red immediately, his lips parted and he couldn't speak, and finally turned his head and let out a deep breath.

He held Fu Ge's hand, and smiled bitterly. He looked at the pair of rings and at his lover, feeling extremely numb.

"Brother also remembers, right? Today is... our wedding anniversary, it has been five years..."

The 18-year-old boy is about to give the rest of his life to his beloved in front of all his relatives and friends. Fu Ge drew dozens of sketches of the wedding banquet venue, and it took several months to design this pair of diamond rings.

He wrote in that picture book: "I am looking forward to my husband wearing the ring I designed by myself. Ahan will be the most handsome person in the audience."

The person who is usually ashamed to say even a little intimate love story secretly calls Qi Han "Sir" in the album.

And the innocent alpha was also so excited that he couldn't sleep for several nights. He got up suddenly in the middle of the night and went to the swimming pool to vent several laps.

How can you not look forward to the lover you have been secretly in love with for nearly two years, and the child who has been alone for several years and finally wants to start a family of his own?

Both of them are counting down the minutes and waiting for the arrival of the wedding.

Unfortunately, the wedding was never completed.

All of Qi Han's love affairs ended after accidentally breaking the "truth", and Fu Ge never had the chance to put the ring on his lover's hand again.

Falling from heaven to hell in an instant, he ruined all of Fu Ge's thoughts, grinding his lover into this appearance with his own hands.

"If I hadn't made those mistakes, I would have trusted my brother a little more, and had investigated more clearly, the ending would have been completely different..."

He couldn't help but start to imagine, if the wedding can be held smoothly, what will happen to the two of them now?

After five years of marriage, they will have their own businesses, Qi Han will continue to be the president of his chamber of commerce, and Fu Ge will become a well-known painter.

His paintings are displayed all over the country, and his gentle and elegant temperament will impress every audience.They will also adopt a cute baby like a little boy and form the happiest family of three.

But Fu Ge was right, he ruined all of these.

No matter what the reasons and difficulties, those injuries were left on Fu Ge's body and could never be healed.

"Does my brother really want to put a ring on me..."

During the half month of being imprisoned, Fu Ge was tortured countless times to the point of dying, and he stubbornly pinched the ring on his hand, begging him to believe in himself.

It's just that the final result is either being knocked off or being stepped on the ground.

Qi Han took a deep breath, took out the slightly larger diamond ring and put it on for himself, and slowly put the other one on Fu Ge's finger.

There were wounds on both hands, wrapped in thick gauze, the old and new scars were of different shades, like two scarred hearts overlapping each other.

Qi Han lowered his head and kissed the diamond ring on Singer Fu devoutly, with a low and hoarse voice that was solemn and sad, and only made up for an unknown wedding after being late for five years: "Xiao Ge, we are married."

However, when he looked up, he saw little beta opened his eyes at some point, staring straight at him.

"Is today your wedding anniversary? I've long since forgotten."

Qi Han fell into an ice cave for a moment, and listened to him stiffly, "I didn't take out the ring to miss our wedding that shouldn't have happened. I would do that kind of thing only because of how lowly I am."

He sat up, took off the ring bit by bit with Qi Han's hand, and took off the diamond that had been disassembled during the day with a light flick. It's become unsightly garbage.

"What are you doing..." Qi Han could hardly hear his own voice.

Fu Ge said: "Play its last role."

"As a return gift for the brooch, I will make these two diamond rings into tie clips and give them to Mr. Qi."

In an instant, his body seemed to be split by lightning, and Qi Han was so hot that his whole body was burning with pain. He opened his eyes in disbelief, and a rusty smell rushed to his throat regardless.

"But that's my ring...my engagement ring..."

How can you give someone else...

Fu Ge just glanced at him, took off the other diamond ring, and said, "Then call the police."

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Qigou: Did you give the engagement ring you gave me to someone else?Did you really give it to someone else? ?o????·?o??????

Xiaoge: Ah yes yes yes!Report to the police! ???

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Open your mouth wide to eat a starfish, awow?˙?˙?

Daga can guess if the ring was destroyed, if someone cares about me???