Overwintering method of lilac

Chapter 71

Dazed to be dazed, Yu Qing will still do her best to do the things at hand seriously.When people focus on something, it seems that they can regain control of their lives.That made Yu Qing feel at ease.

Senior year seems to come in a blink of an eye.He talked with Mr. Xia about the future.The nature of their school determines that the direction of training students in the outer courtyard is more for practical work application rather than teaching and research.From the perspective of professional improvement alone, if you can obtain the qualification for studying abroad at the postgraduate stage, then it is worthwhile to study in graduate school. Otherwise, it may be better to directly enter a good unit that has the opportunity to study abroad at the government.Teacher Xia told him very sincerely: If you want to go higher and farther in foreign language majors, you should try your best to go out and see if you have the opportunity.

In recent years, the school has just begun to have a policy of pushing and waiving.Yu Qing's grades have always been very good, but the school's recommendation for exemption is not based solely on grades.This makes it uncertain whether it is possible to go to graduate school without a test.Of course, he can also choose to take the exam, but once he takes the postgraduate exam, no matter whether he passes the exam or not, he will automatically give up his graduation assignment.

There is no perfect choice.To get one, one must give up the other.What's more, there are still many uncertainties in this.Do you want to take the postgraduate entrance examination?Do you want to take the postgraduate entrance examination?Can you pass the postgraduate entrance examination?What if I fail the exam?

He was always unsure of what he really wanted.From childhood to adulthood, life has always been step-by-step and smooth, and there are not many times when he needs to make choices.Even during the college entrance examination, the road ahead of him was very clear.

But now that he has come to a fork in the road of his life, he hesitates.

Not just unsure about myself.Thinking of family and Runsheng, Yu Qing was unable to make a final decision for a long time.

Students are different, and everyone is different.Students in small places don't want to go back to their hometown after graduation, and the degree of entanglement is comparable to that of Yu Qing.Students in big cities seem to be more relaxed in the face of choices-many people don't need to make any choices at all, anyway, they will always have a decent job in the end.

For many college students who were born in cities at that time, as long as they graduated from university successfully, their life was basically equivalent to being in a safe, and they didn't need to think too much.

There are nearly fifty students in the class, and less than ten of them are willing to study in graduate school.Yu Qing's roommate joked that they were really self-motivated.

Yu Qing didn't know if she was self-motivated, but she was anxious when she thought about many things, and she was still anxious if she didn't think about it.If he didn't get the final result, he would probably continue to be in such a difficult situation.

He really wanted to have a good talk with Runsheng about this matter, but he couldn't find a suitable opportunity.Runsheng often couldn't see anyone, even if he did, he was in a hurry.It wasn't until this time that Yu Qing suddenly realized that Runsheng had never asked her thoughts about the future, not even once.He never told Yu Qing about his plans after graduation.

Yu Qing had already decided that no matter what Runsheng chose, he would support and accept it.But when he found that Runsheng no longer depended on and needed him so much, this decision became painful.

Some things can't be thought about deeply, because the more you think about it, the more sad it is.Yu Qing could only pretend that nothing happened, and temporarily put all the problems on hold.

Zhou Hui told him not to think too much, just let nature take its course.A choice, in fact, does not fundamentally determine anything.

These words reminded Yu Qing.People's thoughts will change from time to time, just take a step and look at it.Anyway, no matter whether it is postgraduate entrance examination or work, he always has to study.

In the autumn of her senior year, Yu Qing was attending class while preparing materials for exemptions, and would visit Yu Fen from time to time.

Yufen became pregnant not long after her marriage.When the delivery period was approaching, the condition has not been very good.She can't eat, and throws up the slightest smell.

Zhou Hui said distressedly that there was no way to do it—thinking about it, I knew that such a big fetus with a placenta in the stomach would displace all internal organs, and it was strange to be comfortable.

Seeing her sister haggard, Yu Qing was more anxious than anyone else.When the day of giving birth really came, he felt relieved for Yu Fen - he was finally able to get rid of this situation.

The baby was born in the factory hospital, and Zhou Hui delivered the baby herself. The whole process went smoothly, and there was not even a side cut—the baby was very small, only weighing more than four catties.

Although the little girl cried loudly and looked extremely healthy, she was sent to an incubator for observation because of her low body weight.

Having a baby is a happy event, several of Yu Fen's colleagues and friends came to visit, and even Er Pang came with Aunt Fat.Everyone sympathized with Yu Fen's hard work and didn't stop there.Say a few words of blessing, leave a little thought, and leave.

Yu Qing and Erpang were talking outside the door of the ward, Erpang was still a little emotional: "The days are so fast, your sister even has a child."

These words made Yu Qing sad for some reason.It's the kind of sadness that realizes that boyhood will eventually come to an end——Yu Fen will no longer be a little girl, she will become a mother.

And Er Pang's boyhood is probably over.

Thinking of this, Yu Qing could only lower her head and try to smile: "It's useless for you to be envious, men don't have this skill. Go back and ask some girl to see if she is willing to give birth to you."

Er Fatty said casually: "Hey, it's far away. I don't have anything, don't think about that first. I'll talk about it after earning a few years of overtime wages with peace of mind." He patted Yu Qing, still looking a little cheap: "Niece is the best You can be like our sister, or you, your family is all good-looking... If I have a son in the future, our two families can become in-laws..."

"You're pretty clear about your calculations." Yu Qing smiled and punched him.

"...If you have a daughter, you will be sisters. We are all only children now, and a child is too lonely." Er Fatty was talking, and suddenly remembered something: "By the way, where is Runsheng?"

Yu Qing's voice lowered: "I have something to do at school."

Er Fatty didn't say anything, just sighed and patted him on the shoulder.

At this time, the fat aunt and several old neighbors in the yard came out of the ward, and Li Shumin sent them off.Everyone waved their hands, saying that there is no need to send it away, and told her to go back and take care of Yu Fen.Li Shumin insisted on giving it away, saying that Yu Fen was taken care of by her in-laws.

A whole lot of people left.The head nurse came from the other end of the corridor and brought Yufen's baby to nurse.

Yu Qing chatted with the head nurse, the child is quite healthy and full of energy.The underweight may be related to Yufen's inability to eat when she was pregnant, and the fact that she is a mother is also slender.Yu Qing carefully asked all about maternal care, and the head nurse explained patiently, and couldn't help laughing at him: "Director Zhou is Xiaofen's mother, what are you worried about?"

Yu Qing patted her head in embarrassment and thanked her.

Back in the ward, I found Yufen's mother-in-law was holding a bowl of greasy broth, her expression was a little bit uneasy: "...you have so little milk, why don't you eat it, the baby is still fed?"

Yu Fen's voice was weak: "I can't eat, I feel sick..."

"I don't eat this one, I don't eat that one... Hongwen went so far to buy you pig's trotters and stew them, you should be considerate of him anyway..."

Before the words fell, the baby next to him began to cry.Yu Fen struggled to hug her, her hands were unstable, and the child almost fell.

Yu Qing quickly supported the child and put it back beside her firmly: "Let me make some milk powder..."

"Oh, you can't feed milk powder, milk powder can't feed a child..."

"The head nurse also said that you can feed it, so you don't have to pay too much attention. All the milk powder you buy is good..." Yu Qing explained: "My sister and I both ate milk powder when we were young..."

"The head nurse... This is not her child... Listen to me, once this milk powder is eaten, the child will stop breastfeeding..."

"That can't make the baby hungry..." Yu Qing perfunctory, but his subordinates didn't stop, and quickly started making milk powder.As if responding to Yu Qing's words, the baby beside him cried even louder.Yu Fen lowered her head to coax her, tears welling in her eye sockets.

"So I told her to drink this pig's trotter soup quickly...you have to eat it if you can't eat it..."

Just as he was talking, Wu Hongwen, Yu Qing's brother-in-law, came in hurriedly: "How is it, daughter-in-law, do you feel better?"

"Still not breastfeeding." Yu Fen's mother-in-law seemed to have finally gained confidence, and put the bowl aside: "Persuade her to eat, but she won't eat."

"You can't eat if you don't have an appetite." Wu Hongwen calmed down and said, "Mom, go out and rest for a while, I'll just watch it." He put the rice thermos on the side and rubbed his hands: "Either make some milk powder .”

Yu Fen's mother-in-law opened and closed her mouth a few times, as if she wanted to say something, but finally got up and went out without saying anything.

The ward was finally clean.Yu Qing handed over the bottle, and the baby stopped crying immediately after holding it in his mouth.

Wu Hongwen apologized: "The unit is too busy, and you have to come here. My mother has a quick temper, so don't take it to heart."

"It's okay, it should be." Yu Qing glanced at Yu Fen, and said with concern: "Sister, what do you want to eat? I'll go buy it."

Yu Fen hugged the child, wiped away her tears, and said in a low voice, "I don't have anything to eat..."

"You can eat whatever you want. Mom said that there is no taboo except raw and cold." Yu Qing said distressedly: "Or I will go back to Jiangnan and buy you some cakes?"

"I cooked the porridge." Wu Hongwen hurriedly said, "Drink a few sips while it's hot, and the child will give it to me."

Yu Fen hesitated for a moment: "Here... I don't know if there are any shrimps for sale."

"That's fine. I'll go and have a look..." Yu Qing said immediately.

"I'll get you the money..." Wu Hongwen immediately stood up.

"No need." Yu Qing smiled at him: "I'll be back in a while."

He went out, but not at once.Standing at the door for a long time, listening to her sister and brother-in-law whispering inside, Yu Fen finally smiled a little.Yu Qing breathed a sigh of relief, turned and left.

When passing by the open water room, I vaguely heard Granny Yufen's voice, complaining to an old lady who looked like an acquaintance: "...No one is as delicate as her, this young lady is putting on airs...we gave birth at the time The child went to work in the field... Her family is also strange, she gave birth to a loser, it seems that she has a lot of credit... There is no way to do it without milk, and she just opens her mouth to drink milk powder... Drinking milk powder for a month How much will it cost?"

Yu Qing stopped in her tracks.

"...Isn't your in-laws a doctor here? Didn't you check in advance when you were pregnant?"

"Oh, you said that boys and girls are the same, and you will know when the time comes... If you ask urgently, you will say that their hospital has regulations, and if you ask again, you will not make a sound... Oh, you didn't see it, that shelf is so good... Now a family can only have one child, and she will lose her job if she has more births, it's not like she doesn't know...you say this..."

"Think about it, you have given birth, and your family is not the only one who gave birth to a girl."

"How can we succeed without a grandson? Then our old Wu family has become extinct?"

"Don't you have a second son..."

"Yes, now I'm counting on the second daughter-in-law to live up to her... It's also a lesson. When you get pregnant, you have to find someone to look at it first... I said at the beginning that you can't just look at a good-looking daughter-in-law. , have a good birth, be sensible and obedient...but don't listen, how are you doing now..."

Yu Qing didn't listen, and left silently.He was angry, but he could only comfort himself, luckily his brother-in-law was still a sensible person.

Hurrying to the outside of the hospital, I heard a familiar voice calling my name: "Yu Qing."

Yu Qing turned her head and found that Run Sheng was quietly looking at herself not far from the courtyard gate: "Where are you going?"

Yu Qing opened her mouth, but didn't know what to say for a moment: "Shopping..."

"I'll accompany you there." Runsheng came over naturally, and said casually, "I waited for you at home all day and there was no movement. I ran to ask your roommate, and then I found out that you came to the hospital."

"I left a note." Yu Qing said sullenly, "It's on the desk."

"The note is from more than ten days ago." Runsheng complained a bit: "No one answers your phone, and no one answers Er Fatty's phone... At least send me a page, after all, two day time..."

Yu Qing didn't speak.

Runsheng paused: "How is your sister? Is she about to give birth?"

Yu Qing couldn't tell what was wrong with him, but he did have some inexplicable anger: "It's already happened."

Runsheng glanced at him: "Who messed with you?"

Yu Qing fell silent again.After a while, he slowly said: "It's a girl, mother and child are safe."

"I've become an uncle." After a long time, Runsheng said softly.

They walked along the main road, and then across the dirt road, until they stepped onto the small bridge of the tributary.At the end of autumn, large white Di flowers sway with the cold wind on the river beach.

Runsheng stopped in his tracks: "Are you angry with me?"

"Maybe." Yu Qing lowered her head.

Runsheng approached him, and his tone softened: "Didn't I say that I can't get away... When I get busy, I don't care about other things..."

"I know you're busy." Yu Qing raised her head: "Then do you know that I'm busy too?"