only care about this life

Chapter 50

Zhou Ziqian found that the famous set of mugs he brought back from his business trip to Europe last year had been replaced by a bulky SpongeBob SquarePants mug. He still remembered that Zhou Ziqian deliberately cut off the price because he was afraid that Gu Jinsheng would say that he was a waste Halfway through, but at that time Gu Jinsheng still complained with a smack of tongue, "Why waste money again, it's too expensive, this cup, one can buy a whole box of mugs."

In Gu Jinsheng's opinion, a five yuan mug sold on the street is already a very good choice, it's just a drinking cup.

Zhou Ziqian would only laugh at his family, Gu Jinsheng, for being too harsh on him, and it's not that he has no money and can't afford it.He had never paid attention to these details before, he only thought that Gu's personality was like this in this life.

However, looking back now, he realizes how different Cheng Jiazhou and Gu Jinsheng are.The former must use famous brands for everything, the best, and even imported paper towels.And Gu Jinsheng really treats his money as his own money - no one would be so desperate to live with his own money.Gu Jinsheng stubbornly treats the two people together as a family, and lives a life, but isn’t the most ordinary life just like this: chai, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea, getting up early for freshly ordered dishes, and for an expensive steak Annoyed, I should actually stew ribs at home. I feel distressed for a long time because of an expensive cup.

Zhou Ziqian knew how much he failed Gu Jinsheng, this, and lived with him with the most ordinary and most attentive attitude.

But because such days are too dull and boring, he chose to seek freshness and excitement.

Holding the cute and bulky mug, Zhou Ziqian felt more and more uncomfortable.

Comrade Xie Jiu'an dominated the entire sofa by himself, and also put his feet on the sofa seat next to him. In short, he looked like a stranger.

Gu Jinsheng glanced at Xie Jiu'an helplessly, knowing that someone was holding his breath again, and with Xiao Jiu'er's fiery temper, he couldn't guarantee that there would be any conflict with Zhou Ziqian.So let Zhou Ziqian sit at the dinner table.

The two sat relatively silent, Zhou Ziqian even looked at Gu Jinsheng with some greedy eyes - he didn't know whether to resent Xie Jiu'an, or to be grateful to him, at least, when Gu Jinsheng was in the most painful time, he Take good care of this life.

Those eyes that he loves the most are already bright and penetrating, and his whole body is gentle and elegant, as if he has not been baptized by wind and rain.

However, how could Zhou Ziqian not know Gu Jinsheng's character, he is the kind of person who would rather endure the pain himself than complain to others.

Seeing the clump of hair growing on the top of his head, which was as sharp as a chestnut, Zhou Ziqian smiled reluctantly, "Ah Sheng, your hair should be cut again." Thinking of the past, his favorite pet When touching Gu Jinsheng's head, Zhou Ziqian felt that even his hands were stiff.

Gu Jinsheng originally thought it was awkward to face Zhou Ziqian here, with Xie Jiuan in the presence, and was a bit at a loss for words for a while, but seeing Zhou Ziqian who was haggard and miserable, thinking of the things between them, his heart After sinking, he only said in embarrassment, "Recently, how is it?"

Xie Jiu'an listened to the movement with his ears upright, took a sip of water, was choked, and suddenly coughed earth-shatteringly, his face flushed.

Then, he waved his hands and said to the two people who had seen it, "Uh, it's okay, it's okay, you talk, you talk, keep talking."

Gu Jinsheng looked helplessly at Xie Jiu'an's bright eyes, and he knew that there was nothing he could say.

Zhou Ziqian put a bag he brought on the table, and then pushed it in front of Gu Jinsheng.

Xie Jiu'an raised his eyebrows, feeling an ominous premonition...

Gu Jinsheng looked at the bag suspiciously, unable to figure out what Zhou Ziqian's intentions were, but he heard Zhou Ziqian say, "Ah Sheng, are you hitting me in the face with this 5 yuan? I didn't want you to pay it back, we still talk about money?"

"Fifty thousand?" Gu Jinsheng was even more confused. He owed Zhou Ziqian 5 yuan, but when did it become the [-] yuan on the table?

"You are dead wages, and there is an old man who has to bear it. Although I am not in a big business, I am not short of money to the point of asking for [-] yuan from you. Just think of me as a filial piety for my grandma's pension. We don't always Is that so?" Zhou Ziqian said sincerely.Zhou Ziqian knew Gu Jinsheng's temper and the amount of Gu Jinsheng's property. It was impossible for him to spend such a large amount of money. He would not be the second choice except Xie Jiu'an, but he would rather have Gu Jinsheng's own money. And I don't want it to be Xie Jiu'an's money - there is only one situation where the stubborn and principled Jinsheng can accept Xie Jiu'an's money, that is, they are really together.

But Zhou Ziqian didn't believe it.

"Who is with you! You can eat indiscriminately, but you can't talk indiscriminately!" Xie Jiu'an patted his precious pillow and was about to jump up.

Gu Jinsheng remembered that when he asked Xie Jiuan at dinner tonight if the money in exchange for the blueprints he worked so hard to draw had been saved, the expression on someone's obviously not telling the truth was immediately clear.

So he got up and called Xie Jiuan, "Xiao Jiu, where is your salary? Didn't you say it was saved? Show me the passbook." Gu Jinsheng had already remembered, let alone the passbook, Xie Jiuan even had an ID card for opening an account None, where to save money.

Xie Jiu'an couldn't think about it, he was about to be exposed, "This, that, what, I saw Zhou Ziqian's bank card number, and I just saved it in his card." Master Jiu touched his hand for a while, and then Touching his head, he said with a little embarrassment.I thought that this matter was done without anyone noticing, this damn Zhou Ziqian, it's still a good thing that ruined my father!

Not only that, Xie Jiu'an knew that a secret of his that was difficult to tell others had also been discovered——

"You have read my small account book." Gu Jinsheng said in declarative sentences with a blank face, no need to ask questions, unless Xie Jiu'an had read his small account book, it was impossible for Xie Jiu'an to know about this matter.

Although the two of them can be regarded as "cohabiting" couples, even though Master Jiu was not afraid of anything, but sneaky peeps at people's private things...

Xie Jiu'an was exposed on the spot, "Uh, Ah Sheng, believe me, I really saw it by accident..."

Xie Jiu'an, who stayed at home alone, was mostly bored, and he and Gu Jinsheng had a separate room.When he was alone at home, someone who couldn't rest for a moment and was full of energy became interested in the room where Gu Jinsheng lived.First, I ran to someone else's bed to take a nap at noon, and imagined when I could sleep on this bed with his family Mao Mao.Then it developed to staying in Gu Jinsheng's room for a while after getting up, touching here and looking there.Opening the closet, it was Gu Jinsheng's neatly folded clothes, more than half empty, which should have been Zhou Ziqian's place before... After a long time of boring digging in the closet, he found Gu Jinsheng's small ledger...

Well, Xie Jiuan said that he did not hold back the temptation, stretched out his sinful hand, and opened the mysterious ledger that he had seen once - it contained not only the daily expenses of life that Gu Jinsheng had tirelessly written down, but also occasionally some thoughts in his heart. Words and feelings of emotion or something.The small ledger is much more interesting than the usually introverted and calm Gu Jinsheng himself. From the painful hesitation at the beginning to the appearance of his name more and more later, Master Jiu expressed his satisfaction... You see, the painful days will always pass .

Xie Jiu'an looked at Gu Jinsheng, who usually works diligently, and felt extremely distressed, and he became more determined to pay back the money.What's more, he would rather owe the money that Gu Jinsheng owed to himself than to owe the money to that scumbag Zhou Ziqian... But obviously, based on his understanding of Gu Jinsheng, he also knows that he should not just give the money to someone directly, but just lend it to someone. He may not be willing.

Therefore, Xie Jiu'an could only choose to act first.

Although Xie Jiu'an saw his private account book, Gu Jinsheng had no other thoughts except that he had nothing to do with Xie Jiu'an, besides, he was not the kind of person who didn't know what to do.He understands Xie Jiu'an's mind.

"I asked you to save it yourself, not deposit it in someone else's bank card!" Gu Jinsheng turned his head and said helplessly "rebuking" Xie Jiu'an.

Zhou Ziqian was already beating drums in his heart. Ah Sheng is not the kind of person who is willing to accept other people's money easily. His attitude towards Xie Jiu'an... When Gu Jinsheng moved, the collar on his neck was pulled away, and he could vaguely see the neckline. There were red marks on the fair skin.

Like being struck by lightning.

Zhou Ziqian stared at Gu Jinsheng's neckline in disbelief, he didn't believe it, he really didn't believe it, let alone now, even in the past, if he met Gu Jinsheng lying on the same bed with someone else one day, he would believe it Nothing between them.He is sure of Gu Jinsheng's feelings for him, and he knows Gu Jinsheng's character well.

So he has been persistent and never let go. He believes that with the seven years of relationship between them and his own persistence, Gu Jinsheng can turn back.

Zhou Ziqian first turned his head to look at Xie Jiu'an suddenly, he underestimated Xie Jiu'an.When I met him that day in Cheng Jiazhou's rented complex, Zhou Ziqian didn't pay attention to him at all, he counted as missing this guy.

"You two, are you together?" Zhou Ziqian asked as if he still didn't give up, but his trembling voice obviously suppressed some kind of great pain.

Gu Jinsheng suddenly fell silent, and just watched Zhou Ziqian stare at him with eyes that seemed to see through all his thoughts.It's impossible to think about this person, think about the past they had, without any emotional fluctuations.In this world, the most painful thing is that apart from life and death, there are things that change.

People are still there, but love has changed.

Xie Jiu'an's mouth curled up, his eyebrows raised, and he smiled evilly. He hugged Gu Jinsheng's shoulder possessively, and said lightly, "Don't you think it's too much to ask about this kind of thing?"

Zhou Ziqian felt an unbearably sour liquid spreading, and he couldn't breathe. He hadn't felt the feeling of crying for a long time.Therefore, he didn't want to experience it again. Zhou Ziqian took a long breath and took out a flannel box from his pocket.

Gu Jinsheng looked at Zhou Ziqian in a panic, he didn't know if he was delusional, but he clearly saw remorse, heartache, and sadness in Zhou Ziqian's eyes.He had seen Zhou Ziqian in a downhearted period, Zhou Ziqian in high spirits, but he had never seen Zhou Ziqian holding back tears like this.

Xie Jiu'an was also stunned by Zhou Ziqian like this for a while, this guy... Master Jiu found that he had developed a trace of compassion, but when he thought that being kind to the enemy was cruel to himself, he immediately killed this guy... The tiny flames were extinguished.He watched with cold eyes how long Zhou Ziqian would be dying.

Zhou Ziqian opened the box, and inside was a plain white gold ring, neutral in style, dotted with small diamonds.It is not ostentatious or dazzling, but it exudes brilliance.

"Asheng, I remember everything you said. Have you forgotten?" Zhou Ziqian held up the ring and said, "This is a custom-made ring when I went to France after the Spring Festival. You said that you can't propose without a ring." , when you have the ring, you promise to be with me forever." Zhou Ziqian moved his eyes to the ring and said slowly.

It was when they stayed at home during the annual vacation and watched boring TV dramas, and it happened to be the scene of a marriage proposal. Zhou Ziqian put his arms around Gu Jinsheng and imitated the male protagonist in the TV, and proposed to Gu Jinsheng.Gu Jinsheng remembered that at that time he pushed Zhou Ziqian away, jokingly swearing that he could not propose marriage without a ring, and I will agree when I have a ring.

Xie Jiu'an felt his fists itch, and ran over at this time holding a broken ring to recall the past, did he think Xie Jiu'an was dead?He wanted to go forward, but was blocked by Gu Jinsheng.

Xie Jiu'an hurriedly said, "Ah Sheng, what nonsense are you listening to! Get this guy out quickly!"

Gu Jinsheng relentlessly stopped him.

"Asheng, I planned to propose to you on your birthday this year. But I won't propose now." Zhou Ziqian suddenly knelt down in front of Gu Jinsheng, "Asheng, I beg your forgiveness."

"Forgive me, just this once, just this once."

"Don't be with Xie Jiu'an, please turn back, let's start over."

Xie Jiu'an stared at Zhou Ziqian dumbfounded, damn it, he's so good at acting in this bitter scene!Even kneeling is done!

Gu Jinsheng was even more stunned, and then he remembered to ask Zhou Ziqian to get up, "Ziqian, get up! Zhou Ziqian, get up!" He forgot to change his words for a moment, and actually called Zhou Ziqian by the name he once called , only the first name and no last name.

As soon as Xie Jiu'an heard this, he became angry, thinking that apart from calling himself Xiao Jiuer, Gu Jinsheng had no choice but to call himself by his first name and surname in frustration, and he had never called himself like Zhou Ziqian before.

Seeing Zhou Ziqian's smug face again added fuel to the fire. Seeing Zhou Ziqian's hand holding the ring raised his arm and slapped it, the ring was sent flying.

Zhou Ziqian stared at Xie Jiu'an angrily, "Xie Jiu'an, you!"

Master Jiu sneered, "What's wrong with me? I don't want to see you like this, get out of here, or I'll beat you!"

No matter how Zhou Ziqian betrayed their feelings, the past left traces after all, and Zhou Ziqian's actions tonight shocked Gu Jinsheng even more - he knew how proud Zhou Ziqian was, but He was willing to kneel down for himself and beg him to turn back sentence by sentence.

Gu Jinsheng is not hard-hearted, of course he will be moved.It's just that he won't be tempted.However, it was a bit unreasonable for Xie Jiuan to say this, and the way he planned to use violence to solve the problem even more gave him a headache.

"Okay, Xie Jiu'an, stop arguing." After Gu Jinsheng said that, he walked over and bent down to look for the ring.

Xie Jiu'an looked at it coldly, and said word by word, "Ah Sheng, stop and don't pick it up."

Gu Jinsheng paused in his search, but he ignored Xie Jiuan's words.

"Gu Jinsheng, are you really picking it up?" Xie Jiu'an said angrily, and asked softly.

Gu Jinsheng still persistently touched the ring, ignored the angry Xie Jiu'an, and walked back to Zhou Ziqian.

"Zhou Ziqian, if nothing changes, I might really be willing to turn back." Gu Jinsheng suddenly said with a smile.

"I haven't changed—" Zhou Ziqian hurriedly stood up and replied.

"But I've changed." Gu Jinsheng stopped him, and said calmly but firmly, "I've changed, Zhou Ziqian, I like Xie Jiu'an now, and want to be with him, not you." Gu Jinsheng said decisively and calmly .