only care about this life

Chapter 44

When Gu Jinsheng came back, what he saw was Xie Jiu'an sleeping soundly on the sofa with his head tilted, but he was holding something tightly in his arms.When he came closer and took a look, it turned out to be the pillow he made for Xie Jiu'an.

Gu Jinsheng couldn't help laughing, he wanted to gently pull out the pillow, but Xie Jiuan woke up vigilantly, "Who wants to snatch Jiuye's treasure!"

Gu Jinsheng looked at Xie Jiu'an who was still dazed with his hair sleeping like a bird's nest, pushed his head down, and said with a smile, "Your baby is better if I made it myself, do you need to grab it!"

Xie Jiu'an was only half awake now, rubbed his eyes, and said vaguely, "Maomao, you are finally willing to come back..." For some reason, although Gu Jinsheng is very concerned about his nickname, especially with an adult He didn't like his very disproportionate nickname, but when he heard Xie Jiu'an calling himself Mao Mao, he still felt his heart move.

And this feeling is completely different from the feeling of being loved by the elders when my grandma called me by my nickname.

It was as if Xie Jiu'an had lived with him for a long, long time, and there was a kind of affection for each other.

Gu Jinsheng suppressed this sudden throbbing, and smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled, "Can I not come back? You have all my car keys and my house keys."

"You came back as soon as you said you would go, why have you been gone for so long!" Xie Jiu'an complained hugging his precious pillow, this expression, this action made him look very wronged - Gu Jinsheng thought of him waiting for him so much After a while, a sense of guilt arises spontaneously.Of course Master Jiu would not admit it, he did this on purpose!

"Ahem", someone cleared his throat, avoiding Xie Jiu'an's gaze, "Uh, something has delayed me."

"What can you delay by eating—you're just having dinner, heh heh, go back as soon as you say you're going." Master Jiu was worried, "I've made up my mind, if you really won't come tonight, I'll go. But, everything here is yours. I can't take it away, and I don't want to take it, except that you gave me this pillow. "

Xie Jiu'an blinked her beautiful peach blossom eyes and said, there was a little bit of sadness, a little bit of grievance and a lot of reluctance in her bright eyes.Sensational and sentimental dramas are really effective for people like Gu Jinsheng who are soft-hearted most of the time.

"Zhou Zi moved him—in short, he drank, and when we finished talking, he couldn't drive, so I had to drive him back. Then, I came back by myself, coming and going, of course it was a waste of time." Gu Jinsheng explained to Xie Jiu'an helplessly.

"This is just an outline, Master Jiu, I need details!" Xie Jiu'an immediately changed his face and escalated to Bao Gong's trial case.

"There are no details, but the main idea is there. The main theme is probably Zhou Ziqian's request to get back together, but I sternly rejected him." Gu Jinsheng smiled mischievously and winked at Xie Jiu'an rarely.

Xie Jiu'an wanted to get up with a smile on his face, but his legs became numb from being nestled on the sofa for too long, and then, when he got up, he tilted his body and suddenly overwhelmed Gu Jinsheng who was sitting next to him.This Xie Jiu'an said that he really didn't premeditate!

Xie Jiu'an overwhelmed Gu Jinsheng all at once, and the two of them were so close that they could smell the scent of the soap that Gu Jinsheng often used on his body mixed with a faint smell of alcohol. I don't know if Zhou Ziqian brought it to him.When Xie Jiu'an got close to staring at Gu Jinsheng's eyes, he realized that Comrade Gu Jinsheng was really a weirdo. His eyes and hair were yellowish in color, like a wheat field under the deep autumn sky.

It was close enough to feel that I was close to Gu Jinsheng's heart, beating bumpily, as if it was resounding in my ears.

Gu Jinsheng opened his eyes wide and stared at Xie Jiuan who was pressing on him as if he was shocked. Except for Zhou Ziqian, he really had never been so close to any man.Therefore, the feeling that Xie Jiu'an gave him now was both strange and familiar.

He wanted to push Xie Jiuan away, but for some reason, he had a feeling in his heart - if he really pushed Xie Jiuan away, he would definitely be sad.Gu Jinsheng has seen Xie Jiu'an's hippie smiling face all day long and cheerful, and also seen Xie Jiu'an's cold and detached face when he is angry, but he just doesn't know what Xie Jiu'an will be like when he is sad, and he doesn't want to know.

Gu Jinsheng was about to speak, but Xie Jiuan covered his mouth and just looked into Gu Jinsheng's eyes.Then he lowered his head slowly, someone already thought that if he really wanted to kiss him, he would really have to push him away.

Unexpectedly, Xie Jiu'an buried her head against Gu Jinsheng's head, and said in a muffled voice, "Gu Jinsheng, I found out that I really like you. I can't even kiss you forcefully. I'm afraid I'll kiss you Sad and angry."

It was really the first time for him to feel Xie Jiu'an's feelings so clearly, just like the warm temperature of this person pressing on his body now.

"Don't move, just let me hug, just hug." Xie Jiu'an put down the hand covering Gu Jinsheng, and tightly hugged the person under him with both hands.

Master Jiu lightly rubbed the soft temple hair beside Gu Jinsheng's ears, and he felt tenderness in his heart. He already felt that it was precious enough to hold Gu Jinsheng like this, so precious that he was afraid that Gu Jin would be vivid. , will shatter this preciousness.

Only then did Xie Jiuan realize that there is a difference between liking and love.If you like it, the closer you get to it, the more you will feel happy in your heart, while love will make you shrink back because you care too much and are too strong.

He has liked many people, but for the first time he found himself in love with someone.

Gu Jinsheng seemed to have noticed something, his hands that had been hanging in the air without knowing where to put them, tried to touch Xie Jiuan's back, and then patted Xie Jiu'an lightly as if to comfort him, "I know, I know. "

Someone buried in Gu Jinsheng's ear, and said in a muffled voice full of grievances, "What do you know, you don't know anything! You don't even know how worried and afraid I am that you really ran away with Zhou Ziqian, then I, then I'll tear down your car and burn your house down!"

"You have such a strong desire for revenge, Xie Jiu'an, I will directly arrest you and take you to the police station." Gu Jinsheng stared at the ceiling and said with a smile.

"You—do you still like Zhou Ziqian?" Xie Jiu'an asked softly, tentatively.

"Like it? It was more than just liking before. But now, I don't feel it anymore." Gu Jinsheng would not tell Xie Jiu'an. When sending Zhou Ziqian home tonight, Zhou Ziqian wanted to kiss him while he was drunk, but he had no other choice but nausea. Two feelings.When he found this disgusting feeling that was completely different from the sweetness before, he knew that he really let go of this person completely.A piece of flesh was dug out of my heart, and the wound was almost healed.

"Then, do you like me?" Xie Jiu'an asked again, and then he answered, "If you don't like me, don't tell me. Master Jiu, I will work hard, I just want to hear what I want to hear That answer. And, I will definitely hear it, too.”

"... Xie Jiuye, you are too domineering." Gu Jinsheng responded with a smile.

"Hmph, I thank Jiu'an for what I want, and I've never had it." Someone hummed.

"Zhou Ziqian asked me, if I wasn't with him, who else would I like, and when I was with someone, the person I suddenly thought of was you." Gu Jinsheng still stared at the ceiling leisurely, calmly Said.

It's just that the people who listened were already extremely restless—it was simply surging!Xie Jiu'an only hated if his head was in a state of confusion, what exactly did A Sheng's words mean, what did they mean!

Xie Jiu'an propped himself up from Gu Jinsheng, his peach blossom eyes were as bright as morning stars, "Asheng, Asheng, what do you mean by that!"

Gu Jinsheng curled his lips, "literally."

"You promised me?" Someone's voice was high because of excitement.

"You heard wrong."

"No, you just promised me clearly. If you go back on your promises in front of Lord Jiu, you will die a miserable death!" Xie Jiu'an gritted his teeth and threatened.

"How miserable is it?" Gu Jinsheng didn't know if he had stayed with Xie Jiu'an for a long time, and he had actually picked up the bad habit of someone being sloppy.

Xie Jiuan gave a smirk as if revealing his nature, the corners of his mouth curled up, his eyes shone with an ambiguous brilliance, and then, facing Gu Jinsheng's handsome face, he was about to slowly bend down, "It's very miserable..." Xie Jiuan tried to get through this This is a way to calm himself down, because he already feels hot all over, especially his face. It is conceivable that Xie Jiu'an blushed.

And look at Gu Jinsheng again, his eyes are very clear, so his ears are red and his face is red.The two of them looked like two cooked shrimp hugging each other.

Seeing Xie Jiuan's flushed handsome face getting bigger and bigger in front of him, Gu Jinsheng just felt that he didn't know whether it was the heat on his body or Xie Jiuan's. It was as if the air conditioner was not turned on in the room, it was so hot that people were suffocating.

He really had the urge to push Xie Jiuan away and escape from this suffocation first.But when he thought of how Xie Jiuan was sleeping on the sofa with the pillow he made for him just now, he couldn't help but feel soft.It's like there is a place in your heart that ordinary people can't touch, but once someone pokes it, the whole heart will soften.

Gu Jinsheng didn't know that sometimes the power of being together day and night is actually so powerful.

Unexpectedly, Xie Jiuan just lowered his head and touched Gu Jinsheng's lips suddenly, then jumped up, his whole face was like tomato sauce, he turned his head and muttered, "It's too late, too late, Asheng, we Hurry up, then what, hurry up and sleep! You have to go to work tomorrow!"

Xie Jiu'an tried his best to keep himself calm and not lose his composure, but he still didn't dare to look at Jinsheng, and flew back into his room like a whirlwind.

This series of movements flowed smoothly, leaving Gu Jinsheng still in the overwhelmed posture, and touched his lips in a daze.

This is kissing Xie Jiu'an?

Gu Jinsheng thought blindly.

After he calmed down, he got up and sat on the sofa, meditated for a while, and was about to stand up and go back to the room, when Xie Jiuan moved in front of Gu Jinsheng stiffly and unnaturally, under the flying eyebrows, he was restless Little eyes fluttered.His face was still red and his expression was tense.

And Gu Jinsheng also stared at him blankly.

"I, I just took back my little pillow." Xie Jiu'an grabbed his precious pillow, and then gave Gu Jinsheng a bear hug suddenly, with such force that Gu Jinsheng almost vomited blood.

"Maomao! Good night!" Master Jiu yelled as if shouting a password, and hurried away with his precious pillow between his arms.

Only then did Gu Jinsheng come to his senses, and suddenly he couldn't help laughing, why did he feel more and more that he had picked up a real treasure.

And this living creature, separated by a wall, was jumping up and down in the room.Xie Jiu'an turned around in the room like a spinning top, his expression was too thin to be described as happy!Someone opened his mouth and laughed silently, but he was afraid that he would really laugh out loud, so he immediately stuffed the pillow into his mouth.After realizing it again, this is my darling, the unique Mao Mao pillow in the world.Afraid that the bite would break, he immediately hugged it back into his arms, jumped onto the bed with the mung bean pillow in his arms, and rolled on the bed three times, going back and forth non-stop.

Then he covered his face with a pillow, and then Master Jiu remembered that he had just touched him just now, and said to himself, "Xie Jiu'an, you are so disappointing and useless!"

Then it occurred to me that Gu Jinsheng had obviously abandoned Zhou Ziqian in this move tonight, and leaned towards himself, and smiled with his big white teeth, and proudly said to the little pillow, "Master Jiu, I won!"

Master Jiu will never tell Lu Xiao that he is so innocent that even kissing is just scratching the surface...

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The meeting the next morning was extraordinarily awkward.

Gu Jinsheng's temperament has always been introverted and peaceful, needless to say, when he talked with Xie Jiu'an, he became more open-minded, but thinking of being bitten by Xie Jiu'an last night, he was naturally a little uncomfortable.

As for Xie Jiu'an, I couldn't bear to watch it - his movements were as stiff as a robot, his expression was as serious as a leader, and his tone as polite as a master - anyway, he didn't act like Xie Jiu'an himself.

After seeing Xie Jiuan drop the peanuts on the table for the third time, Gu Jinsheng couldn't bear it any longer, "Xie Jiuan, did you have something wrong with your hand again!"

Master Jiu put down his chopsticks clumsily, and cleared his throat covertly, "Ahem, no, I just, um, maybe I didn't get a good rest last night."

His face turned red again.

Gu Jinsheng suddenly understood, "Xiao Jiuer, you are not shy!"

Xie Jiu'an was exposed all of a sudden, like a little white mouse whose tail was stepped on all of a sudden, screaming, "Gu Jinsheng, what nonsense are you talking about! Why are you shy, how is it possible! Master Jiu, do I seem to be a shy person!" His sword eyebrows were raised high, but his red face still revealed Jiuye's true nature.

"You're not shy, why are you blushing?" Gu Jinsheng smiled until his eyes were crescent, full of mischief.

"Grandpa, I'm hot!"

Gu Jinsheng smiled narrowly but said nothing.

After finally seeing off Gu Jinsheng who was smiling badly in Xie Jiuan's eyes, Master Jiu heaved a sigh of relief.Sui Sui Nian's cultivation skills are not good enough, even an idiot like Gu Maomao will climb on top of him!

When he finally recovered while washing the dishes, Xie Jiu'an remembered that he still had one important thing to do.

Xie Jiu'an thought of Cheng Jiazhou, and coldness crept up his brows.He thanked Jiu'an for his great evil and great kindness, but if everything was upright and full of righteousness like Gu Jinsheng, then it would really be nothing.Moreover, it's not that I didn't give Cheng Jiazhou a chance.I don't know if he is stupid or stupid, so he is so willing to be used by Zhou Ziqian?

A trace of malice flashed in Xie Jiu'an's eyes, he picked up his cell phone and dialed A Qiang's number.

"Hey, Qiangzi!"

"Yo, Master Ninth! You actually called yourself. I wanted to see you before. Look at you, you refused to tell me where you live!" Qiang Zi still said in a very doggy manner.

Xie Jiu'an thought to himself, how could my family's Asheng see you, so he had to doubt me, "Master Jiu, I am doing well, by the way, check someone for me."

"Who? As long as Master Jiu gives orders, I can go through fire or water."

"Cheng Jiazhou should be a student of Changzhou Academy of Fine Arts.