Chapter 110 110
Chapter 110 110
Killing hearts.
As soon as Hu Lai entered the door, after a brief surprise, Ye Zhifang kept thinking about what a little girl like Hu Lai cared about most.They are young, usually fearless, have no long-term nature, have greater expectations for the future than reality, and are full of romantic ideas. The more they oppose with fierce words like Shen Weiguo, the more they arouse their yearning and desire for vigor and vitality.Some people object, which means true love.
Such little girls are usually thin-skinned and easily irritated, but after a few words, Ye Zhifang discovered that Hu Lai was smarter than ordinary girls.
She is always smiling.
No one would hate a little girl with bright teeth and bright eyes and a pleasant smile.
Ye Zhifang felt that Hu Lai was not easy to fool or deal with, so he asked a serious question as soon as he came up.Seeing that the little girl raised her eyebrows and was about to speak without thinking, she said leisurely: "Miss Hu, I hope you won't say anything to me, 'compared with your face at that time, I love your face that has been devastated now', Or "but only one person loves your pilgrim's heart, loves your aging and weathered face". Poets and writers are the easiest to express their emotions for a while. It is said that the poet who wrote "When You Are Old" cannot pursue his mother but also pursue others daughter."
I touched the smartphone in my pocket, and thought of seeing a group of little girls yelling at female stars to marry, give birth to you monkeys, and love my sister when I went online. A very sarcastic smile appeared on my lips, "I know little girls like celebrities now. , but life is different from being obsessed with stars. A star is a hanging painting, a piece of skin, and life is what you have to face day and night. A star needs to modify that face all his life. I don’t think Shen Zhengying will always go for plastic surgery , and rarely exercise."
Since Ye Zhifang could speak so well, Hu Lai simply listened to her quietly.
"Miss Hu, how old are you this year?"
This time Hu Lai answered honestly: "26 years old."
"Ah, 26 years old, what a youthful and energetic age." Ye Zhifang's old gray eyes were filled with longing and yearning, "It's the best time for a person."
Hu Lai pouted.
Ye Zhifang asked: "Miss Hu thinks something is wrong?"
"I think that every age group is good for every age group. In terms of youthful vigor, twenties are obviously incomparable with teens. Aunt Ye thinks I am young when I am old. Children may think that we are old aunts. Although flowers have a flowering period and people have a limited lifespan, people are not flowers after all. Even if they are flowers, they can be used as medicinal materials. It depends on how they are used and where they are placed."
"Miss Hu is very good at talking."
"You're laughing." Hu Lai stuck out his tongue, "My mother often said that I was a nonsense."
"You have your reasons. It's just that Miss Hu, a young man like you, has never experienced old age, only has a romantic imagination of old age. Shen Zhengying is 20 years older than you, you are 26 and she is 46, just right, even very good, at most Passers-by who don’t know how to tell, you mother and daughter have a really good relationship.” After a little sarcasm, Ye Zhifang continued, “But she is 66 or 76 years old, how old are you? 46, 56, when you are in your prime, she is already a Old woman, you have received your old age card too."
Hu Lai said lightly, "I was also an old aunt at that time."
"You are an old aunt, you have a vast world, you can walk and look anywhere. However, Shen Zhengying, if you are lucky, is similar to us. There are no major illnesses, but minor illnesses keep going. It is impossible to go far away. It is better to take a walk in Jiangsu, Zhejiang and Shanghai on weekends." Yes. People will always dislike you when you go out, walk slowly, drag your legs, look like an old man, your skin is dry, your flesh and blood are dry, your muscles are stretched, and you are lifeless. If you are unlucky, you will be stationed in the hospital. How old were your parents at that time? , you can take care of it by yourself. Ah, Ms. Hu will say to find a nurse, yes, yes, you have to install a few surveillance cameras to keep an eye on you at all times. Do you think I am right?"
"You're right." Hu Lai couldn't deny it, and didn't want to deny it.The old lady talked eloquently and full of spirit, but the old lady was old after all.Even if he is full of energy, he is still full of energy like an old person.
In fact, Shen Zhengying and Ye Zhifang are very similar, especially those eyes, no matter what she says, those talking eyes will add color to all her words.Shen Zhengying's eyes had flinched and hesitated, but also had lust and dreams. The old lady was much more firm and realistic than her, as if the years had condensed into a reinforced concrete foundation in her eyes, making her look indestructible and a little aggressive.
But Hu Lai believed that even at the age of an old lady with loose skin and drooping eyelids, Shen Zhengying would not be as strict as her mother.
The little girl looked at herself, imagined others, lost her mind and smiled, Ye Zhifang didn't feel annoyed, no matter how naughty the student was, she wouldn't dream of something wrong when she was lecturing. "Miss Hu, am I ridiculous?"
"No, Aunt Ye, what you said was something I hadn't thought about before. When I thought about it just now, I laughed unconsciously when I thought it was interesting. I'm sorry."
"Interesting?" Was she teasing the little girl?
"Yeah, it's interesting. Teacher Shen is very similar to you. I mean the appearance. Just now, I used you to imagine what Teacher Shen will look like when she gets old. The effect is gratifying. She is good-looking, even when she is old, she is still a good-looking old lady."
Wearing thousands of clothes, flattering but not wearing, and at the same time praising the flattering of the mother and daughter, Ye Zhifang can't do it. "Miss Hu..."
Hu Lai stood up from the chair, went to Ye Zhifang and squatted down, and asked, "Aunt Ye, can I shake your hand?"
Ye Zhifang hesitated for a moment, then stretched out her veiny, wrinkled and age-spotted hands.When Hu Lai took her hand, it was dry and slightly cool, and it was indeed different from her smoothness.Ye Zhifang seemed not used to having physical contact with people, so she quickly retracted her hand. "What do you want to say?"
"I want to say that your hands are no different from mine except that you need some hand cream." Hu Lai bowed and sat back. "Auntie Ye, have you ever seen a movie called "Foreign Hotel"? A group of elderly people in their 70s, with their own problems and desires, were deceived by advertisements to travel to a small hotel in India, looking for their first love, and their marriage could not be saved. Those who look for another lover, those who look for their own value also find their own value, no matter what age, those problems always exist. In China, many people in their 50s or even 30 or [-] years old have given up on themselves, whether it is emotional , Life is still your own authenticity. There is a saying in it that I like very much, 'everything will be happy in the end, if it is not happy, believe me, it is not the end.'”
"What do you want to say?"
"I want to say that many things in this world have nothing to do with age. I understand what you said about getting old. Physiological changes are inevitable, and all we can do is delay. After I go home today, I have to tell Teacher Shen Arrange a fitness plan, no matter what, you have to move."
Did the little girl have a problem with her brain? After she said so much, she finally came to the conclusion that Shen Zhengying should exercise?
Ye Zhifang suddenly didn't understand. "Miss Hu, do you not fully understand what I mean?"
"You said so much, just to let me realize the reality. Sooner or later, I will dislike Teacher Shen because she is old, so I will separate from her early. Even if I don't dislike her now, you are telling me that I will always dislike her in the future. Instead of doing If there is no result, it is better to give up early. Am I right in summing it up?"
Ye Zhifang wanted to nod, Hu Lai glanced at her, "But you should say this to Teacher Shen, and Teacher Shen might think: Oh yes, the time I can be with me is really limited. She might agree with you, after all , she is the fruit of your forty years of education."
She was very curious if the teacher would habitually treat anyone as a student when he came home, insisting on others to give her a clear answer, answer or repeat what she said to summarize the central idea.But isn't Ye Zhifang a math teacher, what kind of central idea does she refine.If the other party wasn't Shen Zhengying's mother, she wouldn't even bother to say it.It's none of her business, she insisted on doing something like this.
"You mean you don't agree?"
Hu Lai shrugged, "According to what you said, if I knew that I would grow old and die in the future, should I hang myself with the umbilical cord or strangle myself in my mother's womb?"
"...how is that the same!"
"What's the difference. To be honest, I haven't imagined my life in the next ten or twenty years, whether it's with Teacher Shen or myself. I'm not afraid that you will record it and play it to her..." Hu Lai smiled, his eyes seemed to be Can penetrate Ye Zhifang's coat pocket, "In the beginning, I only thought that this love should last a little longer. If it exceeds one year, it is a victory."
"Young people's feelings come and go quickly." Ye Zhifang was slightly embarrassed by Hu Lai's small gesture, and a trace of extremely embarrassing annoyance flashed across her face.
"It depends on how you understand it. Not only young people, everyone doesn't know what kind of person they like, nor how much they can get along with each other. There is always a process of searching, which is different from your arranged marriage. If What is the difference between two people not getting along well and being tied together life and death, and a person going to the forest to find a tree to hang himself. A pair of people for a lifetime is a beautiful wish and the most vicious curse. Being with one person, Don't you think it's terrible to declare that you will never be separated from her without experiencing anything. Whether you like the other person and want to be with the other person, or just want to be tied to one person is a completely different matter. But with Teacher Shen After being together day and night for more than ten days, my thoughts have changed. I think it is a good thing for us to be together for a long time, for a lifetime. No matter how long or short the future years are..."
Hu Lai paused for a moment, "Aunt Ye was so busy saying that Mr. Shen would grow old, she never thought that I would die unexpectedly at any time. Look, how many people have been taken away by an epidemic since the end of the year before last. I don't have that confidence I feel that I will not be the next one. Teacher Shen will grow old, so let us grow old together. I think this is a romantic and realistic thing. The ultimate destination of human beings is death. Psychology tells us, don’t think about 20 years later For things that are out of reach, focus on the present moment. Life is born day by day, not because of blindness... cough cough, blindness. Auntie Ye and Uncle Shen have been together for decades, do you also despise each other's old wooden dragon? bell?"
Ye Zhifang was even more displeased with the seemingly random words, coupled with her meaningful eyes, she had never seen such a presumptuous and rude person.
"Since Auntie Ye deliberately told me what's in my heart, let me tell Auntie what's in my heart too."
"You said."
"Auntie asked me if I had never seen Teacher Shen young, but only saw her getting old, would I be reconciled. Well, I am not reconciled. I want to see Shen Zhengying young, I want to know her young, her young Then I can hug her and tell her that there is someone in the world who accepts her all, someone who cares about her, someone who supports her, protects her. She also has the right to love anyone, anyone, and I can tell her that she deserves Be loved."
Hu Lai stood up again, different from the gentle and amiable little girl before, at this moment she showed her sharpness and brilliance, "I have always wanted to ask Aunt Ye, as a teacher at the same school as Shen Zhengying, you know that she was bullied in junior high school? "
Ye Zhifang finally understood, the little girl came to fight the injustice, questioning her for her good daughter. "It seems that Shen Zhengying didn't tell you about our previous conversation. I know she was being bullied. She didn't tell me, so I didn't care. First, I think she might be able to handle it by herself. This is trust. Second, society is like this. She has to learn to be lucky by herself, if she doesn't save herself, she can rely on others to save her."
Oh my god, my god, no wonder Shen Zhengying cried on the spot.
Such a cruel mother, if she is so decisive, she still has the face to think that she is justified.
Hu Lai was angry and distressed at the same time, but he spoke calmly without a trace of emotion: "Aunt Ye, she was just a child at that time, and it was you who should reflect on you. As a mother, you don't have a motherly heart at all. Bada training camp. To make a child feel safe, it is not to throw her into a bad illusion, but to give her hope, love, and strength in the worst environment. People never forget to give Children bring hope and fun, but you are good, dragging people into the concentration camp in your heart."
"What do you know!"
"I don't understand, do you understand? You are that wire female monkey. Not only do you not get warmth from you, but you are also tied by wire. Don't get me wrong, I am not scolding your female monkey. The rhesus monkey experiment is a psychological experiment. To the little one The monkeys are a cloth monkey and a wire monkey with milk, as a control group. I won’t explain the details, because you can’t listen to them anyway. What do I understand? I can tell you, I understand why you want to talk to me alone, Put a smart phone recording in your pocket, and want to raid from behind? You are quite fashionable, old lady. Sorry, our love is stronger than diamonds, and we will cut them when you soften up. I’m afraid soft knives can’t cut diamonds. It's water. I also understand that Shen Zhengying is really not easy for our family. Let me tell you, Aunt Ye, I have decided to think about you more when I get into trouble with her in the future. Death, I love her just as much. I will continue to love her, and always love her till the end of my life."
Suppressing the tears welling up in his eyes, Hu Lai asked, "Did I make it very clear, Aunt Ye, did you understand?"
"Young people are lonely and courageous, and their courage is commendable." Ye Zhifang's smile did not diminish, but the twitching corners of her mouth revealed her anger at the moment.
Hu Lai smiled, the twinkle in her eyes made her extra charming, "Wrong. I am gentle and full of love. When it comes to loving Teacher Shen, the last thing I need is courage."
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