not your best friend

Chapter 14

Unknowingly... Huo Wan dozed off a little.

The reason I wanted to see this movie was because it was well marketed online.

So when we chatted before, I casually said this to Lin Dang, but I didn't expect the other party to remember it like this.

Only after spending money into the cinema did I realize that some movies with high ratings may not be suitable for everyone to watch.

For example, she now has no sense of substitution for these love affairs between men and women..

Feeling sleepy, Huo Wan couldn't help turning his head to the other side, and secretly yawned.

Tears filled with sleepiness involuntarily welled up in her eyes, and if she didn't raise her hand to wipe them, she would shed them. So she had no choice but to raise her head to wipe her tears.

However, this scene happened to be seen by Lin Dang, who was paying close attention to her every move.

2018.1.20

When Lin Dang saw this scene, he was in a very complicated mood. In the end, he didn't say anything, but silently took out a pack of toilet paper from his pocket and handed it over.

What kind of feeling does it feel to have a good friend who grew up with you cry secretly next to you?

Huo Wan didn't doubt that there was him, and he never thought that Lin Dang had already thought about it in a messy way.

A boring movie passed quickly, because neither of them watched it seriously, so there was no discussion about the plot with each other after they came out.

When it was time to part, Lin Dang finally couldn't help but speak.

Although she had reminded herself countless times not to meddle in other people's business, but...another voice was telling her that Huo Wan was not someone else!

"Little evening.."

She still felt the need to say something.

"Just... you can fall in love, but don't get too involved."

Lin Dang didn't know what nonsense he was talking about. Is love still called love if you don't invest in it?The people she watched on TV were very engaged.

Anyway, she didn't like to see Huo Wan cry for others.

I want to beat Zhao Yangyang to the ground!

"I won't complain to my aunt either."

At the end, I added a very considerate sentence.

Huo Wan was dumbfounded.

She looked at Lin Dang with a solemn expression, full of seriousness, angry and funny, and couldn't help but said loudly.

"I'm not dating Zhao Yangyang!"

"I didn't fall in love with anyone else, what are you thinking!"

After saying these words, the two of them looked at each other for a while, Lin Dang felt as if a big rock had been lifted from his heart, and he was relieved immediately.

The mood suddenly became very happy and relaxed, and even the air seemed to become fragrant.She couldn't help laughing.

Seeing Lin Dang's appearance, Huo Wan couldn't help muttering something, the small expression on his face was a bit complaining, but suddenly he remembered something, his eyes flickered slightly.

"Aren't you against my puppy love?"

"It's fine if you feel happy. Anyway, it's a life experience. If the person you like can make you happy, I won't object."

Lin Dang is still very optimistic about this point.

But it’s not okay to secretly wipe tears after falling in love!

"What if I like someone I shouldn't like?"

If I fell in love with... you.

Am I not supposed to like you?

For this question, Huo Wan originally thought that she would get a regular answer, but Lin Dang's answer surprised her...

"There is no should or should not in life, only want or don't want, willing or unwilling, worthy or not worth it."

Although he didn't quite understand the exact meaning of Huo Wan's words, Lin Dang still expressed what was in his heart.

This is the educational policy Ms. Zhao Xiangmei pursued for them.

The family never tells them what to do, but lets them think for themselves.

There is no one thing that people should do when they are born.

"That.."

Huo Wan suddenly hugged the girl in front of her.

Lin Dang was caught off guard by her hug, and before she could react, the other party's whisper came from her ear.

"I know what to do."

"I want to be with you forever!"

Since you let me choose by myself, then I will be selfish, because I can be happy only when I am close to you and with you.

Huo Wan whispered in her heart.

This hug is not a hug between friends.

It is also about her liking for Lin Dang, a small beginning.

Lin Dang opened the distance between the two of them, and she was a little dazed by the embrace.

But he didn't hear the deep meaning in Huo Wan's words, instead he echoed with a soft smile.

"What's so hard about this!"

"We will always be together."

...

Huo Wan carefully hid her feelings, like a tightly wrapped candy, hidden and muffled.Although he knew that this candy was very sweet, he couldn't eat it in one bite.

Even this candy that I have carefully treasured may one day in the future give it away with my own hands.

However, as they grew up, this feeling became stronger and stronger.

The more depressed, the more uncomfortable.

Because of the clear goal to pursue, even Huo Wan, who doesn't like to study, still earnestly follow Lin Dang's pace to study hard.In later years, they got their wish and went to the same high school.

But it's a pity that in the end, I couldn't go to the same university.

For professional reasons, Huo Wan chose to go to CUHK, which is well-known in the country for medicine.Lin Dang, on the other hand, chose Fengda, which is relatively well-known in related majors, because of his family business.Fortunately, the distance between the two cities is not very far, and the high-speed train can be reached in two hours.

But even if this is the case, seeing each other for ten days and a half months is commonplace. Missing is like poison/drug, devouring Huo Wan's little sanity every late night.

Many times at a certain moment, I want to blurt out everything and tell people around me that the person I like is her.But every time at a critical moment, reason would make her swallow the words that came to her lips.

Her rationality told herself that such a hasty confession would only ruin their friendship.

And what they get in exchange may not necessarily be fulfilled, and more likely to part ways.

The number of times the two met dropped sharply, and they were busy with their own affairs.

Lin Dang's high-efficiency executive ability and aura of being a top student are very popular in the university, and he soon becomes popular in the student union.

Huo Wan is not inferior either.

After Lin Dang was no longer by her side, she did not deliberately hide the light on her body.The two are like two bright stars rising slowly in the night sky, in their own corners of the sky, each blooming with its own brilliance, and each is outstanding.

Huo Wan didn't know if Lin Dang was really being too straightforward, or if he really didn't know anything about his feelings.

Even Lin Ran could see it.

The little girl back then has gradually grown into a slim girl. Compared with being bullied by Lin Dang when she was a child and being helpless, now she will jump up and fight Lin Dang with all her teeth and claws. .

Lin Ran received a lot of love from her sister that year.

The thick courier package was sent to the school, Lin Ran moved to the classroom and opened it to have a look, a complete set of May [-]!What a luxurious and enviable premium study package!The students around her cast 'envious' eyes towards her.

After returning home, Lin Ran immediately had a seizure.

"Lin Dang! You are too much, one mountain cannot accommodate two tigers, there are you without me at home!"

She tossed off her schoolbag angrily, and jumped onto the sofa nimbly.

With her waist up, she condescendingly looked down at the demon sister who was sitting on the sofa drinking tea calmly. The place where she was stepped on was sunken a lot due to the weight.

However, my sister didn't even lift her eyelids, she really is a newborn calf not afraid of tigers.

"One mountain cannot accommodate two tigers? Roll over, Baby Niu."

...

Huo Wan, who was still in college at that time, could smell a little bit of the same kind in Lin Ran.At first, she was not very sure, until one day, Lin Ran hesitated to speak.

"Sister Huo Wan, do you like my sister?"

The author has something to say: growing up

By the way, baby cow = calf

Lin Dang: Get lost

2019.1.21

Just like a stone thrown into the originally calm lake surface, a circle of waves and ripples appeared, from big to small, and finally calm again.The secret buried in his heart for many years was now discovered by Lin Ran, who is equivalent to his younger sister. Huo Wan didn't know what words to use to express his feelings.

Or happy or sad.

And a little bit of regret.

Why did the younger sister see it, but not the older sister?

She did not deny Lin Ran's question, but readily admitted it.She had kept this secret for too long by herself, and now that someone could help her keep the secret together, it might not be a bad thing.

How did Lin Ran find out?

Because she is also a little crook herself!

She has a girl in school that she likes very much. She looks sweet, obedient and sweet, and is especially popular with boys.Before he came into contact with this kind of relationship, Lin Ran always thought that the reason why sister Huo Wan was so kind to his sister was that it was a rare friendship in the world.

Just found out now.. Bah!What friendship?

What if that's not love? !

Lin Ran often found that when several people got along together, sister Huo Wan looked at her sister with something sticky and inexplicable hidden in her eyes.The things inside, as they grow up, become more and more obvious, and they can't hide it.

That's a kind of... It should be called affection.

Lin Ran has witnessed the process of Huo Wan and his sister's identity change from childhood to adulthood.

In the past, my sister had been taking care of Huo Wan, but I don't know since that year