Chapter 40: Chapter 40
Chapter 40: Chapter 40
After some inquiries, I found out that Dong Xiao and the others really lived in the basement. Dong Xiao went out to work three jobs a day. In the end, only Ke Ke's ashes were collected.
Dong Xiao's mother begged the vacillating Dong Xiao all day long to give her money to treat Xiaoran's illness, but Dong Xiao was hesitant all the time.
Long Jiu found Dong Xiao at [-] o'clock and they said they were there, because Dong Xiao's mother had seen her a lot, Long Jiu ate on the side of the road with a few younger brothers, but Long Jiu didn't eat much, and waited in the shadow of a street lamp in the distance. They went to the hotel to book two rooms until nine o'clock in the evening.
Dong Xiao came back exhausted, holding the medicine bought for her younger brother in her hand, seeing Long Jiu, her strong eyes were moist for a moment, but she just said faintly, "You,,, are you okay."
Long Jiu smoked the last cigarette, threw it on the ground, and went straight to the point, "Why didn't you listen to me?"
"I, I think,,," Dong Xiao panicked looking for a reason.
"You think you don't want to owe me, you are selfish, do you know? Have I ever said that our relationship issues should be put on hold first? Have I ever said that the big deal is that you spend a lifetime to pay back a little bit? Looking at you, why are you entangled with Xiaoran’s illness and refuse to treat him? Don’t you know he’s going to die?” Long Jiu almost roared, she had never lost such a big temper, she was always depressed, today have to say.
Dong Xiao burst into tears and squatted on the side of the road, "I just think that what you paid for this money is your future, me,"
"You think you can't repay me, so you blame yourself," Long Jiu impatiently took out the cigarette and lit it again, feeling so depressed that Long Jiu was like a volcano that could erupt anytime and anywhere.
"Grass." Long Jiu threw the cigarette butt on the ground, suddenly grabbed Dong Xiao's shoulders, pushed them to the street lamp railing, kissed them fiercely, pried open his teeth and broke in, plundering wildly, that made Dong Xiao feel uncomfortable all over, then This feeling; compulsion; this time Dong Xiao understood what the mind was in his heart.
As a species of human being, living in this world is originally a contradictory body. If you live a good life, you feel that the world is empty everywhere, looking for excitement everywhere, without money, complaining all day long, and crawling desperately.
Feelings, why not.
When she strongly wants to rely on, Long Jiu is a shining existence. When she really has it, she minds, minds about Long Jiu's gender, she struggles with how to get rid of it, but because her brother can't make it clear, she doesn't dare, and she doesn't have the courage.
Didn't have the courage to let go?Still didn't have the courage to watch his younger brother die!
She may be a good teacher, and she may distinguish good from evil, but is she really so clear about responsibilities, feelings, and money?Could it be that she was confused about money, or was forced to be confused about the future by feelings, affection, and money? If Long Jiu were a man, she probably wouldn't be confused!
The whole street was strangely quiet for some reason, even the applause could be heard so clearly.
Long Jiu's face was hot.
"Don't push me, don't push me."
"It's you who are torturing yourself. I'll help you settle your fiancé. You think you owe me. You see the radiance in me. You think you can do it. When I bleed because of this money, you will I realized how big the entanglements in your heart are, and thanks to your mother, you finally found the biggest entanglement. You never thought about what it would be like to live together after I was a woman. You were afraid and dared not try. I understand, I let you go, I want you to go, but I don't want to see your brother die like this, I just want you to understand, what are you doing?"
Long Jiu wrinkled the empty cigarette case that he had just taken out, and threw it on the ground venting, and Dong Xiao's crying gradually died down.
"A person should not be entangled in meaningless thinking in this life, but choose the right way, choose the choice to move forward, don't think about difficulties, you will lose if you think about it, you have to think about how to solve it, not stop, life As long as they are different, no matter whether they are kind or malicious, as long as the two walk side by side, there will be no criticism. Don't bear the burden for me. It is my choice to take this path. Loving you is my choice, and it is my choice to come back. The decision has nothing to do with you."
The author has something to say:
If you want it, if you want it, if you want it, if you want it, if you want it, come on, take a look, change [-] a day
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