Network distribution circle tearing guide

Chapter 14

The next day Zhuang Xiaojie worked overtime very late. When he got home, the guard handed him a box of courier, which was sent by Lin Xiao.She knew that Zhuang Xiaojie didn't want to see her, so she didn't dare to visit her at will, so she sent some food and daily necessities here from time to time, but mother and son living in the same city delivered things by express delivery, which is probably rare.

This time the box was quite heavy, so Zhuang Xiaojie went home and opened it to see that there was a box full of avocados inside.He especially loves to eat this kind of expensive imported fruit, and he is reluctant to spend money. He only buys one or two at a time. Lin Xiao probably heard about it from his stepmother, and bought him a big box this time so that he can eat to his heart's content. enjoyable.

Zhuang Xiaojie touched those avocados, his fingertips slid across the smooth, shiny and bumpy skins one by one, and his heart was full of ups and downs.I love to eat this because it is rich in nutrients, can supplement collagen, and is anti-aging and anti-aging.He lacked the warmth of his family since he was a child. He has witnessed the cruelty of the world. He has exhausted all kinds of tricks in fighting wits and courage. appearance.

Think about it carefully, what am I trying to do when I am so tired?

Zhuang Xiaojie often thinks about this question in a moment of exhaustion in the dead of night.In order to move forward quickly on the rough roads of real life, in addition to smoothing the edges and corners for better roundness, scheming and tricks are also indispensable.But what about Two-dimensional, isn’t this virtual space parallel to reality a good place to release your nature?When people come here, they can get rid of the shackles of class limitations and identities. Isn't it just right to spread their wings and fly freely?

However, it is more chaotic here than in three dimensions.

There is a risk in speaking freely, even if you speak the truth, once you disagree with some people, you will be attacked by groups.

It's delusional to be alone, if you don't go to the top of the mountain to join the gang, there will naturally be a group of cliques who will disturb you.

To speak up is courting death, right and wrong are not important, only those who are powerful have the right to speak, and standing in the wrong team will wait for the wall to fall and be pushed by everyone.

Honesty and trustworthiness go hand in hand, and some people distort and fabricate falsehoods to spread falsehoods. A lie has been spread a thousand times before it becomes a firm fact.

It's useless to follow the rules, there are too many people messing around, you reason with him, he plays hooligans with you, you tell him the rules, he talks to you about the three views, you talk to him about the three views, he talks about black stuff with you, and finally you After giving up the theory after so much trouble, the masses come to the conclusion that he is arguing that you are wrong, because the winner is the one who laughs at the end.

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Damn it, summing it up is really tiring. If it weren't for the fact that I owe too much debt, I wouldn't want to play for a long time.If it weren't for the poor friends, I wouldn't be able to play anymore.If I didn't sympathize with the fans, I would have quit the circle a long time ago.if not... if not...

It's a pity that several "ifs" are not worth a "like dubbing". The fundamental motivation for him to stay in this circle is still his unparalleled enthusiasm for the dubbing profession. The most impeccable thing about him is his voice. He is most confident when he picks up the microphone. Only in the online distribution world can he fully display his talents and shine to the fullest.

If you love to eat mutton, don't be too coquettish. If you want to walk at night, don't be afraid of ghosts. In the final analysis, he entered this circle willingly, and he climbed up with his own sharpened head. The closer to the top of the mountain, the more lightning strikes. He understands this truth better than anyone else.Double standards are double standards, and he is not so cheeky as to lose his basic self-knowledge, swimming in the same lake, others are black ducks, and he is not a white goose.Walking on the same road, others are lame donkeys, and he is not a good colt.Crows don't laugh at black pigs, and pickles don't dislike acetic acid.Put away the glass heart, practice the diamond well, have no regrets in youth, and have fun to the end!

He picked out the fruits one by one and put them into the fresh-keeping box. Suddenly, a small paper box slipped out from the junction of the courier box and the fruit box. When Zhuang Xiaojie saw it, his heart clicked like a clock.

This is a box of condoms.

A harmonious and intimate pair of mother and son, the mother giving her son a condom is definitely an expression of caring and considerate, even if the son is embarrassed, he will be grateful.But Zhuang Xiaojie and his mother are not close, not only are they not close, but there is an insurmountable gap between them. Lin Xiao's meddling will only arouse his suspicion and anger.

Knowing that I am not in a relationship and still sending me this thing, do you think I am a lewd man who is lewd and irresponsible?

The impact on the heart became more and more violent, and even the temples were throbbing. Zhuang Xiaojie clenched his fists to try to calm down, but his fingers were convulsed due to excitement, and he couldn't grasp it at all.His rationality also quickly ran away. He took out his mobile phone, and the name at the end of the address book made it difficult for him to breathe. He pressed his thumb hard before he was about to suffocate.

"Hey, Xiaojie, are you off work? Have you had dinner yet?"

Lin Xiao was overjoyed when he received his call, his words were filled with too much kindness, and the ending trembled a little overwhelmed.

"Did you send me something?"

Contrary to the scalding body temperature, Zhuang Xiaojie's voice was as cold as ice.

"Yeah, I bought you a box of avocados, don't you like to eat them? Eat more, and Mom will buy them for you after eating."

"Did you misplace something in the delivery box?"

"what?"

"What does that box of condoms mean?"

Zhuang Xiaojie went straight in, Lin Xiao was obviously caught off guard, and said at a loss: "Xiao, Xiaojie, listen to me, mom, mom doesn't mean anything malicious."

Hearing the begging, Zhuang Xiaojie was the first to let go of his malice, and sneered: "Are you afraid that I will recruit prostitutes or go out without wearing a condom? It's hard for you to be thoughtful. I thank you from the bottom of my heart, Ms. Lin Xiao."

"Xiaojie, no, listen to me."

The sound of hurried footsteps came from the phone, and Lin Xiao was clearly fidgeting.

"Xiaojie, my mother went to see you last night, and heard that there is someone in your family, yes, it's a boy..."

Her voice dropped rapidly, and the last few words were squeezed out between her teeth like squeezing toothpaste.

It was as if a flying arrow pierced Zhuang Xiaojie's ears. At this moment, he couldn't hear any sound except the huge roar.

When I bought this house, I was only looking for a cheap price. After I moved in, I found that the sound insulation of the interior walls was poor. In the living room, I could often hear the sound of neighbors entering and exiting the elevator.

"You, what have you heard?"

Zhuang Xiaojie's brain was almost burnt out, and naturally he couldn't control the temperature of his voice. Lin Xiao seemed to be burned, and sighed anxiously and distressed. , My mother has lived abroad for so many years, she is very open-minded, as long as she truly loves each other, gender is not a problem."

Zhuang Xiaojie stopped sharply: "Stop talking nonsense! I asked you what you heard!"

Lin Xiao spoke with difficulty: "I, I heard you... you... seem to be making out..."

Zhuang Xiaojie slapped his face twice, last night he and Xiaoxiao Yu had a live pia scene, the two of them were so focused that they didn't realize that there were ears in the partition wall.

"Xiaojie, don't worry. Mom can understand and will help you convince your dad. But you must pay attention to safety. Same-sex sexual behavior has a high risk factor, so you should take protective measures at ordinary times."

"shut up!"

Zhuang Xiaojie's cry can be described as hysterical, the emotion of the explosion is constantly burning, and he really wants to hug someone and die together.

"You..." He didn't have the time to organize his words, so he simply believed in the horse and poured out his anger, "Generally, when a mother knows that her son is gay, isn't the normal reaction to be sad, angry or strongly opposed? You are better, don't say anything, just give me a condom. To praise you for being righteous, or for being kind and tolerant? If you want to be tolerant and loving, you have to see if you have the qualifications. I will ask you directly today, are you worthy of being a mother, and have you fulfilled your duty to support me? I Calling you mom, will you blush, Ms. Lin Xiao!?"

Lin Xiao was dumbfounded for a while, then wept tremblingly and softly: "Xiaojie, mom is sorry for you..."

Zhuang Xiaojie likes to see her uncomfortable, to relieve his anger!Immediately he laughed happily and triumphantly: "Yeah, you are sorry for me, so now you follow me everywhere, knowing that I am a base, you are still flattering me, the more you do this, the more I hate it! Because your bottomless flattery is in the Always remind me how much you owe me and how much you hurt me!"

It was the first time he uttered his heart out heartily, and he enjoyed the joyous resolution of grievances, but tears jumped out mischievously to make trouble, destroying the victor's posture.

Lin Xiao cried so much that he couldn't help himself, and begged for mercy almost collapsed: "Xiaojie... please forgive mom, mom will make it up to you... please..."

Zhuang Xiaojie licked his salty tears and smiled cruelly: "I don't want to talk to you anymore and I don't want to see you again. Don't appear in front of my eyes in the future. I wish you good luck."

He ignored Lin Xiao's stern call, and threw the phone violently, the crisp cracking sound being drowned out by his roaring with all his strength.

"Asshole! Asshole! Asshole!"

The successive roars quickly made his voice lose its tension. When the last breath in his dantian was exhausted, his body folded and slid down, and he knelt down silently on the cold pool-like floor.

All kinds of thoughts came rushing in, like tens of thousands of horses galloping and trampling on the nerves, and all the pictures in my mind were when the family broke up.

He hid in the bedroom and endured his parents' quarrel.

Reluctant to go home, he wandered alone in school.

His mother ran away, and he searched for someone in the dark.

On the day his parents divorced, he cried until he fell into a coma due to lack of oxygen.

When Lin Xiao went abroad, he couldn't help crying when he saw the plane passing overhead.

After his father reorganized the family, he was at a loss and helpless.

After the birth of his half-brother, he was left out in the cold.

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Each one is an unforgettable nightmare, an indelible scar, more like a sharp knife, killing the innocent self once.To this day, he can still clearly see his battered corpse soaked in the stinking ditch of time, which continues to rot and emits a disgusting stench.

After experiencing such terrible destruction, destruction, and distortion, why can't he hold grudges, why can't he hate?