National fitness

Chapter 34

I don't know when it started to rain outside, pattering and ticking.

The house is quiet.

After Wen Shu left, Yan Yan turned off the lights, leaving only one bedside lamp - the rattan ball style that I bought at the beginning. The warm yellow light slipped out through the gap on the rattan ball, turning the pale green The walls were mottled, making the room drowsy.

Yan Yan put the rabbit back into the cage, then walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, rarely at a loss, staring at Xin Ran's hair in a daze, rubbing the soft corners of the quilt subconsciously.

Every time Xin Ran turned over, Yan Yan was startled.

I want him to wake up, but I am afraid that he will wake up.

I want him to sleep, but I am afraid that he will not sleep well like this.

The kettle in the kitchen made the sound of gurgling and boiling. Yan Yan came back to his senses, picked up the water glass on the bedside table, and mentioned the food bag that he had thrown aside in a panic not long ago, turned around and left kitchen.

After a cup of hot water came out, she saw Xin Ran sitting up, leaning against the head of the bed, pinching the bridge of her nose tiredly.

"……woke up?"

Yan Yan paused, but still walked up to Xin Ran.

"Yeah." In fact, Xin Ran didn't sleep soundly at first, and he woke up completely when Yan Yan entered the door, so he pretended to be asleep for as long as Yan Yan sat beside him in a daze. "Young man, let's talk."

Xin Ran's voice was rare and hoarse, which made Yan Yan feel distressed.

"Drink some water first."

Xin Ran did not refuse, but only took a small sip, complaining quietly in her heart that it would not taste good without glucose.

Yan Yan took the cup, put it back on the bedside table, and sat down against the head of the bed, pulled off the quilt, wrapped Xin Ran tightly, wrapped her arms around her, and hugged the quilt and others in her arms , let Xin Ran lean against him comfortably, and his chin could still touch the top of Xin Ran's head.

Xin Ran, who was suddenly surrounded, was overwhelmed by overwhelming grievances.

Even when he was sleepy in the morning, he felt Yan Yan kissed him before he left the bed, and even though the separation time of the day was not more than seven or eight hours, Xin Ran still felt that he had been waiting for this embrace for a long, long time.

It was okay before, he could still think about things calmly in his mind.But now, when he was being gently hugged by Yan Yan like this, he just wanted to put aside his calmness and ask, whether he was a baby or a bully, why he didn't tell him these things.

"Speak the truth."

Xin Ran closed her eyes, her throat was a little congested.

"Well, say it."

Yan Yan tightened his arms, and gently rubbed his chin against Xin Ran's hair.

"...how do you say that?"

"Why can't you say it." Yan Yan's voice was still deep and deep, but now it was more gentle, and he said tentatively with a little caution, "You know everything?"

"Ah."

Xin Ran simply relaxed and let himself lean against Yan Yan's strong chest.Although he said he wanted to "speak the business", Xin Ran, who already knew everything, didn't know where to start.

"Angry?"

Yan Yan lowered his head flatteringly, and touched Xin Ran's face.

Xin Ran neither hides nor responds.

"I didn't hide it from you on purpose." Yan Yan sighed, and said, "The more time passes, the more I don't know how to say this, and I don't have a suitable opportunity to tell you, so it dragged on for so long."

Xin Ran still closed her eyes, did not speak, and listened quietly.I don't know why, but my heart, which was in a panic, is miraculously quiet now.

"You can't just say 'my dad is your dean' as soon as you come here, that would be silly."

"Okay, it's not funny." Yan Yan buried his head in Xin Ran's neck, Xin Ran's skin was hotter than usual, like a small heater, making Yan Yan's heart scorching hot. "But don't be mad, at least talk to me, eh? OK?"

"not good."

Xin Ran wanted to hide, Yan Yan's warm breath made him itchy - and he was still angry.

Yan Yan tilted his head to look at Xin Ran, and said in a rambling voice:

"Are you hungry, do you want me to heat up rice first? I bought roast duck, but you'd better not eat such greasy food now. I'll make porridge for you? But there seems to be no rice at home..."

"Stop changing the subject." Xin Ran looked away, and said viciously, "You are not only lying to me, you are completely lying to me."

"How did you lie to you?"

Yan Yan was stunned, wondering why the question was suddenly upgraded.

"If I had known that you were the son of Mr. Yan, I would not have agreed to be with you." Xin Ran stared at the light brown pattern on the quilt without blinking, as if talking to herself, " So if you deliberately don’t tell me, you’re lying to me.”

"You know I'm his son, so you won't be with me?" Yan Yan pinched Xin Ran's chin, and turned his face away, but the latter still didn't want to look at him, "Originally, I didn't have a good relationship with Old Man Yan. , are you trying to force us to turn against each other?"

"Tsk, I've grown up, and I can speak four words."

"..." Yan Yan wanted to ignore his sarcasm, but he still said, "Did you use it right this time? Can Teacher Xin pass?"

"How is it possible?" Xin Ran regained some strength, rolled his eyes at the first moment, and frowned, he said to Yan Yan, "Mr. Yan is the dean and my benefactor, the truth of being a teacher for one day and being a father for the rest of your life. Do you know? In the end, I abducted his own son, what do you want me to do?"

Yan Yan didn't open his mouth. He was thinking about how to deal with old man Yan before. In fact, the most difficult person to be caught in the middle was Xin Ran - he had put Xin Ran into such a dilemma without knowing it.

"How much does he expect of you, don't you know? How much he cares about you, don't you know?" Xin Ran was excited, "How could you! How could you not tell me..."

"...Xin Ran, I'm sorry." Yan Yan patted the quilt wrapped around Xin Ran, and said softly, "I didn't think about it, it's my fault, don't be angry."

"...Don't come here! Just apologize and it's over?"

Xin Ran was at a loss for words, felt that she had punched the cotton, and didn't know what to say next.

"Of course it's not over. I apologize first, and then I will talk to you."

Yan Yan rewrapped the tumbling pancakes, took them back into his arms, and said in a word:

"What I did wrong was that I didn't let you know about my relationship with old man Yan before we were together, which made you in a dilemma. I'm sorry. However, I didn't do anything wrong when I was with you. Even if you Just know, even if you reject me in the future, I still want to be with you, and in order to be with you, I will stab old man Yan sooner or later."

Yan Yan said in a deep voice:

"I originally planned to find a chance to ease the relationship with old man Yan, deal with this issue, and then tell you slowly, in this case... the future road will be easier, but I screwed up in the end-I Talking to him will definitely cause a quarrel, no matter what it is, there is no way to mention it."

"Tsk," Xin Ran frowned when she heard the words, and felt even more angry, "You handle it yourself? How do you handle it yourself? Why do you have to do things for two people alone? What do you think of me, a child or a child? coward?"

"...No! I didn't mean that, I just...he, he is very angry, and it's enough to make me angry, why bring you. Besides, he likes you so much, I don't want you to feel... ...you let him down."

Yan Yan said it carefully, but it entered Xin Ran's heart - Xin Ran was not afraid of being scolded, it was nothing more than fear of disappointing Yan Ningzhi.

"I haven't found a suitable opportunity to explain it to you... But I will definitely not keep it from you. I always have to tell you, and I can't hide this kind of thing... It's just that I just haven't figured out how to say it."

"At such a young age, I don't know what to think about so much."

Xin Ran sighed, rubbed his buzzing head, and felt sorry for Yan Yan in his heart. He didn't know how many things were in his heart, so he said in a calm tone:

"I know you always tell me these things—but I don't know when you're going to tell me, when you're going to go, when you're about to go, or when you've already gone? I'm angry." The only thing is that in the end the news has to be heard from other people."

"Go?" Yan Yan was taken aback, "Where are you going?"

"Huh?" Xin Ran turned to look at him, "Aren't you going abroad?"

Yan Yan raised his eyebrows: "Old Man Yan told you?"

"It's not what he said. I... saw your report card."

"So," Yan Yan suddenly felt like laughing, "Did you really not wash my bag last time? I mean, why is it sticky to the touch?"

"I muttered in my heart, just ask me 'what's the matter', it's fine, I'm just guessing." Yan Yan hugged him tightly, "If I don't go abroad, I can't bear you."

"But," Xin Ran felt relieved when he heard the words "not to go abroad", as if all the messy things in his heart had disappeared in an instant, but he still asked uncertainly, "Is this afternoon serious?" The old man also said that you only want to go abroad."

"Oh, I'm mad at him."

"..." Xin Ran was speechless, feeling from the bottom of her heart that none of the father and son was reliable. "Really not leaving?"

"Well," Yan Yan smiled, kissed Xin Ran on the cheek, and said, "Don't go."

"...I looked at the grades and they did pretty well in the exam. It's a pity not to go."

"It's a pity. After the postgraduate entrance examination, it was supposed to be just for fun."

Anyway, Yan Yan had prepared for this exam for a long time before, and the registration fee was so expensive, so he still took the exam at that time, but since he decided not to leave, he didn't want to mention this matter to Xin Ran at all.

"Really not..."

"Don't go, really don't go." Yan Yan leaned against Xin Ran affectionately, "I said before that the original intention of going abroad was to hide from old man Yan, otherwise, the Department of Architecture of C University is second to none in China, so I spent so much effort to go abroad to do it. What? Whether it’s for further study or seeing the world, it’s more appropriate to apply for a Ph.

"……Um."

The air suddenly fell silent, neither of them spoke, and it just passed for a while.

"Both Yan Lao and Yan Lao are really kind to me," Xin Ran suddenly said sullenly, "It's like my own son."

"Well," Yan Yan responded, "It will be better in the future, kiss more and more."

"...Fuck you." Xin Ran frowned, feeling bitter in his heart, "Don't talk about Yan Lao, Yan Lao will definitely not be able to accept it."

"It's okay, leave it to me..." Before Yan Yan finished speaking, Xin Ran grabbed his cheek, "...We, let's face it together and find a solution together, huh?"

"Yeah." Xin Ran let go of her hand, and said quietly after a while of silence, "You really treat me very well..."

"Aren't you hungry? Let's eat something first, are you still feeling uncomfortable?" Yan Yan put Xin Ran's paw back under the quilt, "How can you have a stomachache and a fever."

"It's always been like this." Xin Ran lazily replied, "I don't want to eat."

"Okay, let's eat later, I'll order porridge for you."

After speaking, he took out his mobile phone and quickly placed an order on the food delivery website.

"En." Xin Ran got up from Yan Yan's body and moved to the side, "Come up."

Hearing this, Yan Yan climbed onto the bed, the temperature in the quilt was very high, Yan Yan was afraid that the wind would come in, so he quickly lay down, let Xin Ran pillow on his arm, hugged the person well and tucked the quilt tightly.

"hot."

Xin Ran twisted, trying to open the quilt a little.

"Hey, stop tossing now, pancake." Yan Yan hugged him tightly, not giving him a chance to move, "Would it be better if I cover your stomach?"

"Well, hold on, push harder."

Yan Yan did as he said, feeling that the person in his arms was limp and had no strength, and his heart ached so badly.

Xin Ran buried her face in Yan Yan's chest, and the voice that came out was muffled.

"I take back...that sentence just now."

Yan Yan was stunned for a moment, then asked, "Which sentence?"

"Say... the sentence that if you knew that Mr. Yan was your father, you wouldn't be with you." Xin Ran stretched out her hand and gently placed it on Yan Yan's hand that helped him cover his stomach, "Although I'm afraid that Mr. Yan will be angry , but... at most, after thinking about it for a while, I still want to be with you."

"Well," Yan Yan's chuckle came from the top of Xin Ran's head, "I know."

"Tsk." Xin Ran felt that this young man was a bit overconfident, "Don't let me get news about you from others in the future."

"Don't think about doing everything by yourself—you always do this, you always want to handle things well behind my back, so what do you want me to do? I'm older than you, even if it's about respecting the old and loving the young... You should ask my opinion..."

Xin Ran took a deep breath, full of Yan Yan's smell.

"How can I let you take care of me all the time... If something happens in the future, we have to figure out a solution together, do you hear..."

"Okay, let's find a way together." Listening to his voice, Yan Yan seemed to be sleepy, or maybe tired, with a long trailing sound, as if he was about to fall asleep, "But it's my responsibility to take care of you." What you do has nothing to do with whether you are older or younger than me."

"...you will speak nicely."

Xin Ran pouted quietly, of course he would like to be pampered, but what he said was that he didn't want to leave everything to Yan Yan alone.

"Tell me what you like to hear." Yan Yan kissed Xin Ran's hair on the top, "I know what you mean. After that, you can't guess what happens to you. If you are not sure, just ask me. Don't talk about this Now, sleep for a while until the takeaway comes, okay?"

"Well, remember to feed the rabbit."

Xin Ran huddled in Yan Yan's arms, and finally fell asleep steadily.

Perhaps this is the case when people are sick, and their spirit and psychology are also vulnerable together. Those hypocrisy and anxiety that are usually hidden all slip out by the opportunity, wishing to make a hysterical riot in the body.

Fortunately, the body was taken care of in every possible way, and the emotions were soothed with incomparable tenderness.

All the hypocrisy and uneasiness that existed for the sake of special people ended up dormant and dormant back—perhaps waiting for the next opportunity to come back to explore the brain again, or perhaps never having the chance to wake up again.

A cold autumn rain.

Fortunately, there is enough warmth in the room for two people to share.

Today, I modified the summary of the previously published chapters

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