Chapter 45 Candid
Chapter 45 Candid
Shen Ya didn't speak, just looked at Zhou Xuan motionlessly, his intuition told him that what Zhou Xuan wanted to ask was far more than that.
His growing environment destined him to be better at hiding emotions than ordinary people. Zhou Xuan waited for a while, and Shen Ya's silent posture fell into his eyes like a hint.So a certain fool who has lived for a hundred years but is still heartless sighed earnestly: "Young master, don't worry about it, you know what happened with Cheng'er, no matter what people outside think, but I know that kind of love is so deep. Feeling out of control."
Shen Ya's heart trembled, his eyes finally fluctuated when he looked at Zhou Xuan, and he asked half-truthfully, "You know everything?"
Hearing this sentence, Zhou Xuan and Shen Ya suddenly felt a little sympathetic to each other. He thought that although he loved Hua Cheng deeply at the beginning, he also hid it because of caring about the worldly eyes. young.
"I happened to see the pen and ink left by the young master in the Library Pavilion..." Zhou Xuan smiled, "The love is so deep, it's all on those papers."
Shen Ya's fingertips moved slightly, and the unhappiness that had arisen in his heart when he saw Xu Feng in Zangshu Pavilion that day resurfaced again.Although the Tianxing Pavilion is large, there are only a few places where he and Chu Yi get along day and night.It didn't feel like it before, but now...he doesn't want other people's shadows to appear in those few places.
Why do you go in?Why are you walking around inside?And why should I think about those things he wrote?Shen Ya felt his head hurt a little, and there was a kind of anger in his heart that even he couldn't explain the reason.
Zhou Xuan still didn't know what perverted and distorted emotions were in the heart of the young man in front of him. He continued: "Brother Chu has always been a casual person, but he has become so affectionate. But without a sword in hand, it is not good for monks. Young Master is by his side, it is better to persuade him a lot."
The so-called gentleman, in addition to his own noble character, also cares about the living conditions of others.But he didn't know what kind of "disaster" this simple point of concern turned into.
Shen Ya's pupils reflected the flickering candlelight, his hands slowly clenched into fists, his face remained calm, and his tone was even persuasive: "Master, what did he say?"
Zhou Xuan thought that Shen Ya wanted to test Chu Yi's affection for him, and felt that the young man's insinuating appearance was very cute, so he recounted what he said to him that day to give his sweetheart his sword, and said When I reached the place where I was vigorous, a loud noise suddenly exploded.
The red sandalwood chair turned into powder under Shen Ya's palm, the air seemed to be filled with some kind of distorted violence, there seemed to be a dark light flashing between his brows, but it was fleeting.
Zhou Xuan watched Shen Ya finish destroying a stool, then opened the door and went out without looking back, his face was full of confusion.Did he...do something wrong?
As soon as the door was opened, the night breeze rushed towards his face with a hint of coolness, but unfortunately it was not enough to extinguish the burning jealousy in Shen Ya's heart.
Give the saber to your sweetheart?Believe it without reservation?Never waver no matter what happens?Shen Ya recalled what Zhou Xuan said, wishing he could chew up these words and swallow them.
He came all the way to Chu Yi's courtyard, pushed the door open and entered the room with ease, but he didn't see that familiar figure on the couch.However, relying on his extraordinary sense of smell, or his familiarity with that smell, he still found Chu Yi by the lake in the backyard without any mistakes.
A young man in a green shirt folded his hands behind his head, using his arms as a pillow, and was lying on the grass by the lake.The moonlight this night was particularly bright, shining on Chu Yi's handsome face that looked like a god, like an immortal who could not be desecrated.Shen Ya felt his breathing tremble a little, and the hidden flame in his heart burned more and more fiercely.He walked to Chu Yi's side, even though the eyes of the person in front of him were closed and there was no expression on his face, Shen Ya knew clearly that he had fallen.
"He said he gave his sword to his sweetheart." Zhou Xuan's words sounded in his head like a spell.Shen Ya's eyes were like deep pools, he slowly bent down, and put his body against Chu Yi who fell asleep at some point.He stared intently at the face that haunted him, and for a split second their breaths merged.
Shen Ya was completely intoxicated, his head lowered lower and lower, and at this moment, Chu Yi suddenly opened his eyes.Under the moonlight, his eyes were as bright as stars.
"I thought Master was going to pretend to be asleep all the time." Shen Ya didn't panic at all, he knew that it was impossible for him to hide his appearance from Chu Yi.In fact, Chu Yi's posture of pretending to sleep just now made him very happy, which to some extent represented a kind of acquiescence, but it's a pity...
Chu Yi stared at Shen Ya, and he had been trying his best to avoid it since the trip to Lushan Mountain, until now, all this finally couldn't be hidden anymore.He stared at the looming dark color between Shen Ya's brows, and sighed: "I knew, I shouldn't let you go to Gufen Ridge to practice alone."
Shen Ya raised the corners of her lips: "Master thinks that I am going crazy like this now?"
It is impossible for a truly obsessed person to ask such a question.Chu Yi could see the yin lingering between Shen Ya's brows. In fact, Shen Ya had already done a good job. He could completely restrain his inner demons with his own strength, but...he seemed to be a little stimulated tonight.
Chu Yi stared into Shen Ya's eyes, and for the first time there was no expression on his face: "The big revenge has not been avenged, how could we, Xiao Ya'er, let ourselves go mad."
The big revenge has not been reported.
Listening to the four words that Chu Yi specially emphasized, Shen Ya smiled slightly: "Since the day my master accepted me as a disciple, I have been telling my disciples not to only see revenge. Now that my disciples have done it, Why isn't Master happy?"
That stubborn, even paranoid expression made Chu Yi a little helpless, he slowly raised his hand, and touched Shen Ya's head: "The disciple I accepted should not have such feelings for his master. "
Shen Ya's expression froze in an instant.When Chu Yi was in Lushan, he kept avoiding it deliberately, making him think that this person was hesitating. Since he was hesitating, it meant that there was still some possibility.But now, Chu Yi said it so bluntly, very simply, without any hesitation.
Before anything had even begun, the death sentence had been pronounced.Shen Ya's face sank like stagnant water, and even the bright moonlight shunned for a moment.
"Should I have such feelings, or is it unnecessary to have such feelings?" Shen Ya's eyes were surrounded by the blind spot of the light, and Chu Yi couldn't see the expression on his face clearly, "Is it because of that person?"
Chu Yi was a little puzzled, and before he had time to ask, Shen Ya had already asked himself as if in a daze: "Who did Master give the sword to?"
The wind calmed down, and the water in the lake seemed to be frozen at that moment.Chu Yi's pupils shrank suddenly, and a look of astonishment appeared on his face. Although it was only for a moment, he was still sensitively captured by Shen Ya, "Master, why don't you speak? Don't you love me the most?"
He picked up a strand of hair scattered around Chu Yi's shoulder with his hand, and was about to bring it to his lips to kiss, when Chu Yi said, "You don't need to know these things."
The movements in his hands stopped abruptly, Shen Ya raised his eyes, the bitterness in his heart made Chu Yi's heart tremble.He heard his usually calm little disciple speak in an almost self-deprecating tone: "Yes, Master knows everything about me, but I don't know anything about Master. Even in Master's eyes, I don't even You don’t have the right to ask, do you?”
Chu Yi opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but finally held back.Shen Ya, who was immersed in his own thoughts, didn't notice this subtle change. Like a madman who lost his mind, he kept leaning on Chu Yi and muttered to himself: "I thought Master couldn't sleep at night when I was away. Sleepy, I am often in a trance, because I am special..."
Chu Yi wanted to scold his mother a little bit, who told his apprentice these things?Although you don't have to think about it, you know it's a big horn pigeon.
Xiao Yu, who was fighting Leng Yi for the sovereignty of the house, couldn't help but sneezed.
"What is Master thinking?" Shen Ya stared straight at Chu Yi, he put his head on Chu Yi's shoulder, and the hot air from his mouth sprayed in his ears, "Thinking about the one who took your sword?" people?"
So who told him about the sword? !
"I am the one who is by your side now." Shen Ya smiled, with a sick expression on his face.
"Go down." Chu Yi took a deep breath, and when Shen Ya was about to bite his earlobe, he spoke lightly.
Shen Ya was stunned for a moment, with a kind of helplessness as if pampering: "Okay."
Chu Yi didn't expect Shen Ya to agree so simply. Somewhat surprised, Shen Ya seemed to see through his mind and explained: "I have said since the moment I entered the teacher's school that I will listen to you in everything."
He smiled softly, although he still looked like a young man, he was already worthy of the four characters of peerless elegance.Chu Yi sighed secretly, riding such a beauty on his body was really a test of willpower.But……
There was a whirlwind before his eyes, and his thoughts were interrupted again.When he came back to his senses, he was already sitting on Shen Ya's body, and his waist was tightly held by the latter.Chu Yi stared blankly at the two balls of white light surrounding Shen Ya's forearm. Originally, his strength was not enough to shake Chu Yi, but if he converted his life force into demon power and wrapped it around his hand...
"Is this the way that Lao Shizi's demon called you?" Chu Yi's face was not very good-looking.
Shen Ya was very disapproving, and even a little proud: "Yes, if I didn't use my vitality, how could I hug Master like this?"
Chu Yi greeted the eighteen generations of Taixu Shenjun's ancestors in his heart.Those two groups of white lights representing Shen Ya's vitality reminded Chu Yi all the time that as long as he moved a little, Shen Ya's vitality would dissipate a little.
"Is Master not moving?" Shen Ya seemed very satisfied with the current situation, "Master still loves this disciple."
He is like a cub who has been abandoned by others, eager to prove his existence in this way.Chu Yi sighed and closed his eyes helplessly.Shen Ya leaned his head up. In his opinion, Chu Yi's act of giving up resistance was a silent acquiescence.
Right here, this person is so close to him, as long as he gets closer, he can kiss him... Shen Ya then closed his eyes, and the heat from his body made him temporarily forget the heart that had already been shattered into ice .Even if it's just for a moment...
But he forgot what kind of person his master was. Before Shen Ya touched the touchable softness, a blunt numbness came from the back of his neck, and before his consciousness was completely blurred, his vision was full of The face that haunted him.
The author has something to say:
Confession, confession!Although I didn't accept it... But we really don't want to think about taking a bubble, T^T
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