My bamboo horse is a broken sleeve

Chapter 96

Xue Yingfeng was in a fit of anger, he didn't have the mind to pack his luggage at all, no matter whether he was impulsive or not, he didn't want to stay in this sad place for a while, so he left Han Mansion in the middle of the night without saying a word.

But he didn't say hello to anyone, Han Tinggu naturally didn't know that he was gone, Xue Yingfeng had no choice but to go to his parents' place now, it was cold at night, he didn't know where to go for a while, after much deliberation, he finally came to this self A little bit more familiar place.

In the dead of night, even a light knock on the door seemed harsh and disturbing.After a while, I heard a voice from inside...

"Who is this big night!"

With a "squeak~", the wooden door opened, and standing in front of him was Mu Linger, who was staring at a chicken coop with sleepy eyes.

"Brother Xue? You are..." When Mu Ling'er saw Xue Yingfeng, her eyes lit up like twinkling stars.But when he took a closer look, he looked so lost, he ran to his clinic alone at night, his eyes were still red... No matter how I looked at it, I didn't think he was frozen...

"Ling'er, can I stay with you for one night?"

"what?"

"What...how? Can't you?"

"No, no, brother Xue, come in, you can come here as you please, and stay as long as you like." Mu Ling'er pulled Xue Yingfeng into the house, but she was wondering in her heart—could she have quarreled with Brother Han?

Mu Ling'er wanted to ask a few more questions, but Xue Yingfeng was in a low mood, she yelled twice, but he didn't seem to hear him, and went into the house. Familiar, fell asleep after entering the room, without saying a word to Mu Ling'er.

Although Mu Ling'er was worried, she had no choice but to take the snow against the wind, stood at the door for a while, then closed the door and left.

Under such circumstances, how could Xue Yingfeng sleep?It's just tossing and turning, sleepless all night, hiding in bed and crying quietly...

As a result, it was like desperately trying to catch the rainbow in the sky.He has paid, tried, and worked hard, and even made up his mind to abandon everything, and this life has been determined.But the ending...it turned out to be a joke made by God...

A row of tears flowed endlessly, soaking the heavy mattress unknowingly, but in such a cold and uncomfortable situation, accompanied by a little light as the night unfolded, Xue Yingfeng couldn't hold back the tiredness, so he was in a daze fell asleep...

One day and one night, the door of Xue Yingfeng's room was never opened, Mu Ling'er wanted to deliver food to Xue Yingfeng, but unexpectedly the door was locked from the inside.No matter how much she shouted outside the door, Xue Yingfeng remained silent.It seems that he has made up his mind, or he is so sad that his heart is like ashes, so he is cut off from others...

Mu Ling'er didn't know what happened, she really had no choice but to wait outside after the meal was ready, the only way was to wait for Xue Yingfeng to figure it out on her own, other than being anxious, there was nothing she could do.

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After breakfast was ready, Mu Ling'er stood outside the door of Xueyingfeng's room for a while, but she still didn't hear anything, so she had to sit back on her seat, not in the mood to eat, so she boredly stacked the three buns on the plate into a pile hill...

Originally, she planned that if Ruoxue Yingfeng didn't come out today, she would have to fight hard, otherwise this person would starve to death, let alone suffocate.

But after thinking about it, she heard the sound of the door opening, Mu Ling'er was overjoyed, and hurriedly turned her head to see that Xue Yingfeng really came out.

"Brother Xue, you are finally willing to come out, come and eat!" From the time Xue Yingfeng walked out of the room to sitting down, Mu Ling'er stared at her eyes and pushed all the plates in front of Xue Yingfeng.

Xue Yingfeng thanked him, but he looked listless. He locked himself in the room for two days, and his complexion became haggard. Almost reduced to a paper man.

Although she understands that others should not talk too much about some things, Mu Ling'er was really worried about Xue Yingfeng, and after struggling for a while, the chopsticks had already forked several holes in the buns in the bowl, so she couldn't help asking: "Brother Xue, What happened? Don't you live in the Han Mansion, why did you come to me alone in the middle of the night? Did you quarrel with Big Brother Han?"

As soon as Han Yu was mentioned, Xue Yingfeng froze, her chopsticks stayed on her lips, and after a while she continued to eat as if nothing had happened, "Ling'er, I would like to ask you for a favor."

Xue Yingfeng didn't answer, Mu Ling'er was a little lost, but he suddenly made a request, Mu Ling'er regained her spirits, "Brother Xue, tell me, as long as I can do it, I will definitely help you."

"I think... can you go to the Han Mansion and send a message to Duke Han for me?"

"Okay~" Mu Ling'er replied without even thinking about it, thinking to herself, isn't it just an errand, what's the problem... "Wait, brother Xue, you said... Hanfu?"

"Ah."

Now that Mu Ling'er realized it, she regretted that she was quick to talk, not because she didn't want to help, but because she felt that it was not good for her to intervene in some matters.Although she is not very old, thanks to Tuo Boyong, she knows a little bit about what she should know, and anyone with a discerning eye can see that Xue Yingfeng must have had a conflict with Han Yan, but if there is a conflict, it should be resolved To drive, not to escape, thinking of this, Mu Ling'er finally mustered up the courage to speak out her thoughts...

"Brother Xue, if you get into trouble with Big Brother Han, I think...you should go back. After all, you have been out for two days, and no matter how angry you are, you will definitely disappear. Big Brother Han must be very worried about you. What do you want to say? Just be clear, as the saying goes, husband and wife quarrel..." Mu Ling'er paused, and suddenly felt that there was something wrong with the words, and swallowed them before she finished speaking.Taking a peek at Xue Yingfeng, he found that his persuasion seemed to be counterproductive, and his mood became more and more depressed.

"Xue...Brother Xue..." Mu Ling'er tried to call Xue Yingfeng twice, but he remained motionless as if in a trance, "Okay, okay, can I go to the Han Mansion...do you want What message can you bring to Lord Han?"

Seeing that Mu Ling'er gave up the idea of ​​persuasion, Xue Yingfeng looked at her again, "Just say that I figured it out, and let him send someone to send me off."

"Send you off? Brother Xue, where are you going?"

"I don't know, anyway... it should be far away." Xue Yingfeng laughed bitterly at himself, thinking it was true, for Han Tinggu, he must be sent as far away as possible...

"Brother Xue," Mu Ling'er suddenly became serious, and her tone was somewhat serious, "Are you really going?"

Hearing Mu Ling'er's question, Xue Yingfeng was slightly startled, and he didn't know how to answer.How could he want to leave?Originally, I had already planned to be with that person for the rest of my life. I thought that my floating life was fixed and I would stop wandering, but the result was always so unsatisfactory...

If he could, he didn't want to leave, but things had come to this, since no one wanted him to stay, why should he struggle so hard?

"Ling'er, don't ask so many questions, I've made up my mind."

"But you can't go!"

Mu Ling'er was suddenly agitated, Xue Yingfeng looked up at her in surprise, really confused.

Up to now, Mu Ling'er didn't intend to hide it anymore, thinking that if she told about this matter, it might make Xue Yingfeng change her mind. She believed that even if there was a big difference between the two, Xue Yingfeng would not let her go I don't care about the cold.

"Brother Xue, if you want to leave Brother Han at this time, it will be your fault."

I'm wrong?Xue Yingfeng only felt that Mu Ling'er was ridiculously naive, "Ling'er, you don't know anything..."

"Yes, I don't know what's going on between you two," Mu Ling'er said, "I don't want to know either, I just want to tell you Brother Xue that now is the time when Brother Han needs you the most. If you leave Without him, he won't be able to hold on!"

"What..." Xue Yingfeng was confused and frowned in confusion, "Ling'er, what are you talking about?"

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The snow is clear at the beginning of the day, thousands of households are floating with jade chips, the pine is white, and the wind and cold are getting deeper.I can't see plums in the mountains, but I know that the courtyard is empty and dense.Even if the sky is high, I still feel that it is majestic. Xu Yougui went up the ice.The punt pole is like broken pearls and jade, can it be heard from people?

Qiongzhi makes people cold, but it doesn't hide the long street singing, red makeup and pink face, singing and playing, and restaurants and teahouses talking non-stop.

But in Xue Yingfeng's eyes, the neon clothes and colorful clothes are just a fleeting cloud, and the small building is full of joy but not the hustle and bustle of the world of mortals, as if the dust is floating and fixed.

He can only see one direction now, and that direction is in his heart.

There were servants sweeping the snow in front of the gate of the Han Mansion, and when they saw the snow coming against the wind, they saluted respectfully and continued with their work.

The moment Xue Yingfeng stepped into the Han Mansion, it seemed that she was about to face another life-threatening struggle with the heavens.

I clearly don't believe in fate, so why do I have to go through obedience and change of fate again and again... I regain hope again and again, and lose it again and again. Where is the end, or in other words, is it really an endless fate?

From Xue Yingfeng's calm and calm expression, it is impossible to see the heaviness in his heart, that heart that has been burdened with shackles, scarred and overwhelmed...

Stepping through the thick snow, the footprints are deep and shallow, through the corridors, the snow is slowly blowing in the wind, and finally came to the yard I am most familiar with.

He stood in the midst of the flowers and branches, among the patches of falling red, looking at the closed door in front of him, silent, as if he could look inside and see the appearance of that person, the person lowered his eyebrows and raised his eyes, every look...

After a long time, the wind picked up slightly, and he approached slowly.

The joints landed on the door twice, Xue Yingfeng still didn't make a sound, just waited quietly, he seemed to be able to see into the room, so he was sure that person must be there...

As a ray of light penetrated through the crack of the door, a snowflake floated in front of my eyes...

The wind passes by quietly, where does the snow come from?

Xue Yingfeng stared at the person in front of him bewilderedly, and he was equally astonished.It turned out that it was an illusion...

But I haven't seen her for two days, and the ink hair has added a streak of paleness. In a trance, it seems to be seeing the distant mountains... The clouds are cloudy, the sky is cold, and the snow is trembling in the wind. I don't know how long time has passed, but he smiled through tears, and the long-lost romantic color appeared on his brows...

"Xiao Yan, today... have you decided where to take me to play?" Xue Yingfeng's voice trembled slightly, and he could be heard trying to suppress the grief in his heart.

It's been three years, and Han Zhuo hasn't heard this memorable title for three years. At the moment, there are many emotions in his heart, as if someone is choking his throat and can't make a sound.

Perhaps only Xue Yingfeng knew how difficult it was for him to call out this name again——

It is to put it down, but also to pick it up, and both of them require great courage.

"Come in, it's cold outside."

Although it's a forced smile, Han Yan can understand, if he wants to refuse again cruelly, he really can't do it.Since he deliberately avoided it, he simply followed Xue Yingfeng's wishes, and Han Yan led Xue Yingfeng to the door, and turned around to add two pieces of charcoal.

The two sat down on both sides of the short table and chatted without saying a word, as usual, as if nothing had happened.

"I won't go out today, we'll just stay in the room, you can talk to me, okay?"

"Whatever you want, I'll do whatever you want." Han Yan smiled softly, but it felt a little pale and weak.He naturally understood the reason Xue Yingfeng said that, it was just for his own body, but...he didn't want to mention it...

Entrusted by Xue Yingfeng, Mu Ling'er tried her best to heal Han Zhuo, but her ability was limited, and all her efforts were just delays, but at this critical period, Boyong was nowhere to be seen.Nylon has searched inside and out, and Ziying has also been there, and now he has to search around like a headless chicken, but there is still no whereabouts of Boyong.

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"His time is running out. If he can't find Master again, he can last half a month at most..."

Every day, every moment, Mu Ling'er's words were always circling and entangled in Xue Yingfeng's mind, which made him restless, and he was often absent-minded when talking to Han Zhuo.

"Facing the wind, facing the wind?"

"Huh?" Xue Yingfeng came back to her senses, shaking the pine branch in her hand.

"look."

Looking in the direction indicated by Han Ye, the tea in the small stove was boiling, and it had already passed the third boil. It seemed that it was not very tasty.

Ke Hanxi didn't seem to take it seriously, he scooped up a bowl of tea unhurriedly, and savored it carefully.Knowing that the water has boiled for three times, the taste is not good, Xue Yingfeng feels a little sorry, and advises Hanyu not to drink it, but he keeps praising him, saying that the tea he brewed by himself is delicious no matter what...

After a moment of relaxation, Mu Ling'er's words like a wronged soul were entangled with Xue Yingfeng again, and Han Xi noticed when her expression became lonely.So he wanted to talk about other things to divert Xue Yingfeng's attention, but he didn't say a few words, but was suddenly interrupted——

"Xiao Yan, do you still remember what I told you last time when you asked me to leave?"

"remember."

"At that time, I wanted you to go far away with me, and you still said I was stupid..." Xue Yingfeng said while recalling that she felt a little funny, "Then... now? Let me ask you again... Would you like ?"

In just a few days, Frost White had infected most of the ink color of her hair, Xue Yingfeng began to panic, and could no longer pretend to ignore him like before... He was really afraid, afraid that it would be too late, afraid that he would not be able to keep him... …

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You don't know, what I fear most is you.Now that you know the truth, why should I be afraid?Fame and wealth can all be thrown away, but I hope that they will be united.Regardless of the ends of the earth, or the hidden mountains and forests, I just want to walk hand in hand with you...

"Wherever you want to go, I will go with you, I will hold you tightly, and never let go until the last moment..."

I promised him forever, I'm afraid it won't come true.Han Yan hates himself for being so dishonest, but he can only accept it.

"There won't be a last moment, there won't be..." Xue Yingfeng got up and walked behind Han Xie, wrapping her hands around his shoulders, leaning on him tightly. During the frozen time, only the steaming heat was emitted from the small stove... …

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