My bamboo horse is a broken sleeve

Chapter 90

"What nonsense are you talking about!"

"I haven't been home for three years, and my father is very dissatisfied with this." Han Yan walked back to the desk and sat down. "A lot of things were arranged for me, which is regarded as punishment. I think I can finish it sooner, so I can accompany him earlier." you."

"Who wants you to accompany..." Xue Yingfeng muttered softly.

"Most of it has been dealt with, and it will be over in a few days." As soon as the words fell, Han Yan coughed twice.

"You don't have to do this...anyway...anyway, there will be a long time in the future."

Han Yan chuckled lightly and said, "It's true..." accompanied by two light coughs.

"Forget it, you should pay more attention to rest, I won't bother you anymore." After saying that, Xue Yingfeng turned and went out, but this time Han Yu didn't chase her out.

After returning to the room, Xue Yingfeng covered herself in the quilt, trying to calm down her mind.I've been through a lot these past few months.Si Chenghan, Su Shajing, Mu Yuning, Lu Bingwen...all left, some, never to return, and some, I don't know if we will see each other again...but when I closed my eyes, the sight that appeared in front of me They all look like that one person.

Han Yu...Xue Yingfeng felt somewhat unwilling, and now that person had occupied all his mind.Xue Yingfeng thought that she would be more depressed than now.But when he saw that person, he couldn't help but sank down.

Maybe it's because Han Lu is the only person Xue Yingfeng can trust and rely on.If you don't want to think about those things in the past, maybe it won't be so painful.

……

After being bored for a while, Xue Yingfeng's mood did not settle down much, and she simply gave up struggling.Sitting in the house is also really boring.Xue Yingfeng planned to go to the medical clinic to find Boyong to pass the time, and bring back some medicine for Han Yan to cure the wind and cold.

……

"Bo Yong is not here? Where can he go?" When Xue Yingfeng came to Mu Ling'er's clinic, she was alone.

"I don't know about this either... The master said he was looking for something outside, and he has been away for a long time."

"Then I'll wait here for him to come back."

"Brother Xue..."

"what happened?"

"Actually, the outside I said...is very outside. Master has gone on a long journey, and he has been away for several days."

"This... so..." Why did Boyong leave without saying hello, wandering around the world or returning to Ziying?Xue Yingfeng murmured to herself, "If that's the case, then I'll leave first."

"Brother Xue! Did you leave without Master?!"

"You...do you have anything else?"

"You... I don't like you like this... Why are we so strange?"

"I..." Xue Yingfeng didn't know how to answer when she heard Mu Linger's words.He is indeed alienating Mu Linger on purpose.Before, it was because she knew that she had saved her parents, so she had more respect.Now it may be because of the instinctive avoidance after experiencing too much betrayal and tempering.He also knew he shouldn't do this, but he couldn't open up anymore.

Now he really wants to go back to Han Ye...

Mu Ling'er looked at Xue Yingfeng's faltering for a long time, but didn't say anything, and sighed deeply: "Forget it, let's go, just pretend that I didn't say what I just said..." Mu Ling Er also realized that he seemed a little too much, after all Boyong said that Xue Yingfeng is still very fragile...

"Then...then I'm leaving..."

Xue Yingfeng lowered her head and walked in a hurry, as if she had done something wrong, at first she forgot to take the medicine she brought to Han Xie.Just after leaving the hospital, he bumped into someone.Xue Yingfeng didn't have time to worry about other things, she just wanted to leave quickly, she didn't even have time to say sorry, so she went straight away.

"You stop for me!"

Xue Yingfeng ignored him.

"Hey! You man!" The man stepped forward and grabbed him, blocking him, "You won't make a sound when you bump into someone...you are...you are Yingfeng?!!"

"Huh?" Hearing someone calling her name, Xue Yingfeng finally raised her head.

"Wang Chuanfeng?"

"Hey! Yingfeng! It's really you!" Wang Chuanfeng's attitude at this time was completely different from that of Fang Cai, "I saw a notice a few days ago saying that you not only did not die, but also recovered your innocence. ...I was still thinking about finding you..." Wang Chuanfeng became emotional as he spoke, and seemed to be a little choked up.

"...Oh" Although Xue Yingfeng saw an old friend, there was no ripple in her heart, like duckweed meeting, it couldn't stir up any ripples.

"Where do you live now? How are you doing? Are you still missing something? Do you want to..."

Before Wang Chuanfeng could finish asking the series of questions, Xue Yingfeng interrupted with a wry smile: "Thank you, I'm doing well, I still have something to do... Excuse me."

Seeing that Xue Yingfeng was about to leave, Wang Chuanfeng wanted to step forward to stop her, but this time Mu Ling'er stopped him: "Wang Chuanfeng! Why are you making such a fuss outside! Can't you come in? Can you get medicine!? "

"I……"

Taking advantage of this gap, Xue Yingfeng walked away quickly. When Wang Chuanfeng turned around, Xue Yingfeng's figure had already disappeared in the crowd.

……

Maybe it's because she really doesn't want to think about the past... Xue Yingfeng walked in a hurry, fearing that someone would catch up with her, and she was relieved when she returned to the Duke's Mansion.

After a short rest, he returned to his room, only to find Han Yan inside, and he felt much more at ease in an instant.

"You...how did you come here?"

"Where have you been?"

"I... I went to look for Boyong, and brought you some medicine by the way." Xue Yingfeng casually stuffed the medicine into Han Zhuo.

"Medicine?" Han Lu was a little puzzled.

"Aren't you coughing? I just... just grabbed some medicine for you." Xue Yingfeng said in a lower voice.

Han Yan looked at the things in his arms, then at Xue Yingfeng, and said with a sudden smile, "Thank you."

"Have you finished dealing with the matter? Just come out."

"Not yet, but I miss you too." Han Yan said, stepping forward to hug Xue Yingfeng.

"What are you doing! I...my mother and the others might be here..." Xue Yingfeng pushed Han Yan away in a hurry.

"Oh~ So it's because of this reason that you came to live here?"

Xue Yingfeng, who was seen through by Han Yan, was even more at a loss, "You...what are you talking about, I don't understand."

"Hmph," Han Yan chuckled, "Aside from that? Do you have anything else to do?"

"Also, we met..." Xue Yingfeng paused, "Forget it, it's nothing else... By the way, what does this have to do with you?"

"It's really nothing to do with me, but I want to know everything about you."

……

Xue Yingfeng didn't know how to answer the conversation, this was the normal state when he was talking to Han Yan.

"Okay, now that I see you, I'll go back first."

"Han Lu!" When Han Lu was about to leave, he was stopped by Xue Yingfeng.

"what happened?"

"I...I..." Xue Yingfeng hesitated to speak.

Han Lu moved closer to Xue Yingfeng: "Speak up if you have anything to say, don't keep it in your heart."

"I...I feel that I am not used to the life here...Everything here has not changed, but I seem out of place..." Xue Yingfeng bit her lips tightly, "Han Yan, why don't we go back..."

"I know, everything has just ended, it's normal to not get used to it for a while, and it will be fine after a while." Han Yan interrupted whether it was intentional or unintentional.

"But……"

"I'll take you out for a walk more often in the future."

"Oh..." Xue Yingfeng agreed with her head lowered, "It's okay, you can go to work first."

……

After Han Zhuo left, Xue Yingfeng stood where she was, suddenly feeling a little pathetic.He was even a little thankful that he didn't finish his sentence, otherwise the ending might have been even more tragic.

Xue Yingfeng felt that she had become a little cowardly.Maybe it was because I had lost too much, so I no longer dared to let my temper go.Afraid that even the last thing worthy of nostalgia would leave him.

In the next few days, Han Yu was still busy.Xue Yingfeng occasionally strolls in the yard, but stays inside the house most of the time.Xue Yingfeng's parents often go out with Duke Han to play, but now no one cares about him.Before in Jiangnan, I lived such a leisurely life, as long as I don't go abroad to the government, I feel leisurely.

Xue Yingfeng never looked for Han Yan again, Han Yan would visit him occasionally, and left without saying a word.Seeing that Han Guogong was not in the mansion all day, Xu Shi handed everything over to Han Yu.Xue Yingfeng wanted to complain now, but she couldn't complain.But he didn't seem to be in the mood to complain.

The days that I spend most of my time reading, writing, and writing go by especially slowly.At the end of autumn and the beginning of winter, everything becomes desolate and silent, even the mournful cries of old geese and jackdaws disappear.Xue Yingfeng thought that everything would be so quiet, but someone came to bother her.

"Master Xue." Butler Liu stood respectfully in front of the door.

"what happened?"

"Someone is asking to see you outside."

"Who?"

"It's Prince Wang Chuanfeng."

"...You...you told him that I was unwell and it was inconvenient to see guests."

"Yes."

Xue Yingfeng wondered how Wang Chuanfeng knew that he was here, but at the same time, he still felt a little uneasy and guilty.Xue Yingfeng has no reason not to see him, the only excuse is his avoidance caused by his sensitivity and fragility.

Not long after, Steward Liu came back again, "Master Xue, this is something that the Prince asked me to give you."

"Oh...you can leave this alone." It seemed that everyone outside, even Steward Liu and Xue Yingfeng, deliberately distanced themselves.

After Steward Liu left, Xue Yingfeng focused on the things Wang Chuanfeng sent.

"Hi...a wedding invitation?" Xue Yingfeng murmured, "That guy is actually going to get married?" Xue Yingfeng opened the wedding invitation dubiously, "November [-]th...is a good day, there are still more than half a month left ..."

Xue Yingfeng didn't think about whether he would go or not, but just put away the invitation.

"What are you doing?" A slightly hoarse voice came from behind.

"It's nothing."

Han Yan glanced behind Xue Yingfeng, and didn't ask any further questions, "My business is over, if you have anything you want to do, I'll accompany you."

"Huh? So fast!"

"What do you mean? Could it be that I'm going to hurry up?" There was a hint of a smile on the corner of Han Yan's mouth.

"No... no, you have been busy for so many days, take a rest first, I have nothing important to do."

"Alright."

……

"Hey……"

"what happened?"

"Why are you sleeping on my bed?!" There was still no emotion in my heart just now, but now emotions are surging up layer by layer, "Go back to your own room."

……

Han Yan didn't respond, and lay there pretending to be asleep.

"I'm talking about you!"

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