My bamboo horse is a broken sleeve

Chapter 77 Die Without Regrets

"Be careful yourself." After finishing speaking, Si Chenghan turned around and was about to leave, but when he walked a few steps, he couldn't help but look back, "Susha..."

Su Shajing was still smiling slightly, just looking at him quietly, as if she already knew what he was about to say...

"Thank you."

As soon as the words fell, the figure of that person disappeared into the hazy night. At this moment, there seemed to be an illusion, and that scene seemed to be separated forever...

"You never said thank you to me, thank you, young master."

Unconsciously, three or two drops of sadness fell, which melted a touch of hurt in my heart.

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After the first battle in Huguang, Han Yu lost his manpower, so he speeded up the process. In just five days, he crossed Huguang to Pingjing.

After the occasional carriage, Si Chenghan followed them all the way, and disappeared soon after.Han Yan was very disgusted by this, but Si Chenghan kept his distance, and it was not easy for Han Yan to drive him away.Xue Yingfeng would look back at him occasionally, and Si Chenghan would always smile back.

After arriving in Pingjing, he learned that Mu Hongning was not in the city.But he kept a few cronies around him, and expressed their willingness to convey the news to Mu Yuning for Han Yun.They also dispatched some people to protect him, so that Han Yan felt a lot more at ease.It's just that Si Chenghan lived with them blatantly. If he didn't show up often, and Xue Yingfeng blocked him, Han Yan would have thrown him to Boyong for refining poison...

"How long do you want to stay?" Taking advantage of Xue Yingfeng's lunch break, she went directly to Si Chenghan.

"What does this have to do with you?"

"Although you revealed your identity, I guess you haven't told Yingfeng the whole truth."

"What do you mean by that?"

"If you were only ordered to arrest the imperial court criminals, why did you rush to assassinate Yingfeng three years ago, before the private salt incident surfaced? There was also the entanglement between Su Shajing and Zhang Cailiang, the private salt I don’t think Shen Jingjian can get away with this matter.”

"You seem so confident, why didn't you tell Yingfeng what you thought? Instead, you came to confront me?"

"Don't you want to sprinkle salt on Yingfeng's wound?!" Han's tone became hardened in an instant, "Although I really don't want to admit it, Yingfeng has always regarded you as an important person until now, if you hadn't If so, I would have killed you long ago."

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Si Chenghan was speechless for a moment, Xue Yingfeng's gentleness towards him was about to break through the deepest line of defense in his heart.In addition to the blood order issued by his father before, he can no longer turn back, maybe he can still see a way out if he follows his heart.

"The truth will come to the surface one day. If you really think about him, you'd better leave before everything comes to light, so as not to make him sad." After Han Yan finished speaking, he wanted to turn around and leave, but was stopped by Si Chenghan .

"Han Yan, I no longer intend to be loyal to Supervisor Shen Jing anymore. If you believe me, take Yingfeng and leave Pingjing as soon as possible."

"You mean you rebelled? That's your father. Sure enough, you guys are all the same." Han Yu's tone was full of sarcasm.

"I'm not his own, maybe I'm just one of his pawns," Si Chenghan said with a sad face, "His purpose is to overthrow your Han family, even if he brings back the body of King Ziying, Duke Han's crime will be serious." It can be settled, so he will definitely take King Ziying and his party away at all costs."

"Pingjing is still protected by the army. If you leave, wouldn't it be a sheep in the mouth of a tiger?"

Si Chenghan sneered, "Han Yan, why are you so naive? The Shenjing Supervisor is entrusted with a sacred order. As long as one imperial decree comes down, even if there are thousands of troops, it will be useless. Do you think that Pingjing's army will not hesitate to bear it for you?" A charge of treason?"

"Is the matter really so serious?" Another voice came from behind Si Chenghan.

"Yingfeng...you...why are you here?" Si Chenghan panicked for a moment, he didn't know how much he had heard the conversation with Han Yan, if he had heard about the private salt first...

"I was passing by just now, and I vaguely heard you talking about Lord Han, so I came here..."

Fortunately... Si Chenghan was secretly glad to have arrived.

"Han Zhuo, your father..."

"You don't have to worry, I certainly won't tolerate my father suffering like this." Han Yan looked at Xue Yingfeng's sleepy eyes, and calmed down in an instant.Then he said to Si Chenghan: "I will believe your words for the time being, but if there is even half of it being false, you will know the consequences yourself." After finishing speaking, Han Yan walked around Si Chenghan, took Xue Yingfeng's hand, and took him away.

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Now living in Pingjing, compared to when he fled a while ago, his life is considered more comfortable.It's just that the time for Xue Yingfeng's leg to relapse is getting shorter and shorter now, and even after taking medicine, the pain still hasn't eased.But in order not to worry her parents, Xue Yingfeng had no choice but to hold back.

But in the last few days, Han Yu disappeared, almost all of them were Boyong who came to Weixue to change his medicine.During the period, if Si Chenghan came to visit, he would be driven away after being scolded by Boyong, and every time he scolded, he would not repeat it.Xue Yingfeng began to doubt whether Boyong's behavior was what Han Yan had ordered before he left.

Xue's father and Xue's mother, of course, didn't give Si Chenghan a good look. At first, they thought he was an enemy and kept a distance from him.But seeing Si Chenghan's appearance of not fighting back when he was beaten or scolded, he no longer had any scruples.Although he would not intentionally make things difficult for him, there would always be a few complaints that would reach Si Chenghan's ears.And that little thing, I don't know who taught him, when he saw Si Chenghan, he called him a bad guy.In short, Si Chenghan's current life does not seem to be so easy.

But he himself didn't seem to care, maybe his daily life was a hundred times more difficult than this.

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"Why don't you move to live somewhere else." Si Chenghan saw Xue Yingfeng when the family rested at night.Si Chenghan originally thought that Xue Yingfeng would not accept her current self so easily, but what he showed was indeed unexpectedly gentle.

Xue Yingfeng also saw what happened to Si Chenghan in the past few days.Although the matter of Si Chenghan deceiving himself has become a heartache in Xue Yingfeng's heart, but now that he has turned his back and is still being treated like this, Xue Yingfeng really can't bear it.Perhaps in Xue Yingfeng's eyes, Si Chenghan still has the shadow of Liu Fan in the past.

"No need. These are nothing."

"Isn't that nothing? Then how did you live as Si Chenghan before?"

"Do you still remember that I told you about my life before?"

"Remember, you said that your parents were killed by enemies."

"It's true. After my parents died, I was adopted by Shen Jingjian. At first, it was training every day and night. They taught me martial arts, how to kill people, and how to use various schemes. I remember the first time , I was very resistant to these things, but later, they used various methods to force me, and in the end, I got used to it myself and became numb.”

Xue Yingfeng looked at Si Chenghan and listened quietly.

"At that time, Si Chengao was not the chief of Shen Jingjian, but a deputy general. But he was very ambitious, insidious and ruthless. After the design killed the previous chief, he took power. Later, under his policy Under the circumstances, Shen Jingjian's power is also growing. He left you at the beginning, and he only wanted to use you in the future to deal with Han Guogong. But when I was 14 years old, I was adopted by Shen Jingjian in many places, intending to train Among the killer's children, he was selected by Si Cheng Ao and adopted as his foster son to work under him."

"It was at that time that I met Su Shajing, who was my age older than me. At that time, Su Sha was also my subordinate, but she was very different from others. Others were either blindly afraid of me, or blindly flattering me, Someone even tried to harm me. Only when I am with her can I feel so sincere."

"Susha likes you, I already felt it when I was in Baixi Town."

"Perhaps... the three years I spent with you in Baixi Town were the most peaceful days in my life. If a person like me with blood on his hands dies one day, I will take care of myself." It won't come as a surprise."

"That's true. If you want to avenge someone, maybe this whole room can't hold it."

"Not only that," Si Chenghan said with a self-deprecating smile, "It's not an exaggeration to say that he can form an army."

"But I don't want you to die..."

Si Chenghan never expected that Xue Yingfeng would say such words to him, so that he would be firm that everything he did now was worthwhile.Touched, or throbbing, can't express his mood at this time.Perhaps the word "salvation" would be more appropriate.

"Yingfeng, I don't deserve you to treat me like this..." Si Chenghan suddenly had the urge to tell the whole story, he couldn't bear to deceive the person in front of him anymore.But also afraid, losing the tenderness of this moment.

"I'm still not used to it, you call me that."

Perhaps I have died without regret.

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Han Yu didn't come back until five days later.Looking at the dark blue under the corners of his eyes, Xue Yingfeng knew that he hadn't closed his eyes for several nights.But as soon as he came back, he hurriedly called everyone together and ordered everyone to pack their bags and set off immediately.

However, everyone is at a loss.

"Xiao'er, what happened?" "Isn't this a good place to live? Why are you leaving again?"...

Before Han Yan had time to explain, Si Chenghan said from the side: "Listen to him, just go."

Of course, in his capacity, no one would pay attention to him.

"Han Yan has his own reasons for saying this, so please don't ask so many questions." Xue Yingfeng smoothed things over from the side.

"Let's go, it's dangerous here."

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Afterwards, everyone followed Han Zhuo out of Pingjing.Si Chenghan was also among them.

"Hey, where are we going?"

"Go west."

"If you go further west, don't you have to go out of the country?"

"You're not going to seek refuge with a foreign race, are you?" Boyong said in surprise.

"..." Han Yu is really curious about the structure of Boyong's head now, "There is another city in the west, which will be safer. Pingjing has been discovered by Shen Jingjian."

When several people heard this, they all looked at Si Chenghan with suspicious eyes.

"...I didn't do it." Si Chenghan felt helpless.

"It's better not, or I'll throw you off the car." Boyong said angrily.

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"Bo Yong...don't keep targeting him." Xue Yingfeng persuaded from the side, "Why don't you drive a car outside." Xue Yingfeng turned to Si Chenghan again, signaling him to go out.

"...Okay, okay."

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