Chapter 69
Chapter 69
"Bo Yong..." Xue Yingfeng called out softly. This pitiful appearance broke Boyong's heart, so he hurried over to sit on the side of the couch, and put his arm around his thin shoulders to make him lean more comfortably, " Oh, my little Yingfeng... I don't know how many catties of meat I have to lose this time..." Shu Er noticed Han Zhuo who was stunned to the side, and immediately his face darkened again, and he roared angrily, "How dare you come up here? !? Get out of here!"
"But……"
"But what!? There's nothing wrong with it! I've heard what you're saying! The big thing is no bigger than Yingfeng's body, what do you want to do? Are you going to drag this half-dead person on the road now? Okay, Come on, but if someone dies on the way, don't come back crying and beg me! I'm not a Daluo god, I can't save the dead!"
What are you talking about... Xue Yingfeng snuggled into Boyong's arms, thinking helplessly, Boyong's embrace was warm and made him feel very comfortable.
I have to admit that Boyon is right.Han Yan admitted that he was in the wrong, and had nothing to say.
"Why are you sticking here!? Get out! I'm going to heal Yingfeng's wounds, so get the hell out of here!"
Xue Yingfeng's body was entirely dependent on Boyong, so Han Yan had no choice but to follow Boyong's wishes and get up silently, his eyes lingered on Xue Yingfeng for a while, and finally went out helplessly.
After Han Yan left, Xue Yingfeng finally spoke, and whispered softly: "That's great... that's great..."
"Ok?"
"Father, mother and concubine...they are still alive...that's great..."
Suddenly felt that the skirt of the clothes was a little wet, and after a while, I heard Xue Yingfeng sobbing softly...
Boyong smiled slightly, patted his shoulder gently with one hand, and gently covered the back of his hand with the other, hoping to give him the greatest comfort he could give, "It's okay, it's over soon, everything will be over soon... "
The monotonous sound of the carriage turning on the bluestone slab, and the cicadas singing from time to time, are undoubtedly just adding annoyance to this summer.
But there was only silence in the carriage, Xue Yingfeng looked out of the window silently, his eyes were unfocused; while supporting Xue Yingfeng's waist, Boyong stared at Han Zhuo like he was guarding against a thief, for fear that he would have something unnecessary Actions.
Han Zhuo can only watch Xue Yingfeng quietly in this way, not to mention the slightest movement of Han Zhuo, Boyong's eyes will stare straight at him.Even if there is no Boyong among them now, Xue Yingfeng will just blindly avoid Han Zhuo when she sees him.
Xue Yingfeng should have let Xue Yingfeng rest for a few more days before going on the road, but when he heard the news of the county king and princess, he had no patience to wait any longer. Don't care about your body at all.At this time, Liu's house has also become a place of right and wrong, so it is not suitable to stay for a long time.Han Yan no longer dared to hide Xue Yingfeng's intentions, fearing that if something went wrong, Xue Yingfeng would leave him again, so he only had a day's rest before he set out on the road.
From the time Xue Yingfeng came up until now, she basically didn't speak a word.The pain in his body always reminded him of the violent storm he experienced the night before, as well as his extremely cold and indifferent appearance, which he could not get rid of.Although Xue Yingfeng was quite moved after learning that his parents were not dead, but in retrospect, he still didn't want to get close to Han Zhuo, or dared not.
The carriage was bumpy, and although it had recovered a little, it was still a little difficult for Xue Yingfeng to sit like this.Turning his face away from the window, he just didn't want Han Yan to notice.He was afraid of Han's tenderness towards him, and he was afraid that he would fall into the whirlpool again. Perhaps the best way to deal with these was to remain silent.
But every detail of Xue Yingfeng was noticed by Han Yan.From time to time, he frowned slightly, the fine beads of sweat oozing from his forehead, and his hands tightly grasping the window rail.
Han Yan got up and picked up the cushion under him, trying to put it on Xue Yingfeng's waist to help him relax, but Boyong stopped him when he made a move: "What do you want!" hide behind.
Han Yan knew that he was stubborn, so he handed the cushion to Boyong, pointed at Xue Yingfeng's waist, and made a gesture.Although Boyong understood what Han Yan meant, he acted as if he wanted to fight Han Yan to the end.
"You don't need it." As he said, he put his own pad behind Xue Yingfeng's waist, and watched Han Zhuo's hand hanging in the air without any response for a while, then pulled Han Zhuo's pad and put it under his buttocks.
As for Xue Yingfeng, she never retracted her eyes, nor did she show any change in expression.
Knowing that it was unnecessary, Han Yan got out of the carriage and sat beside the coachman.
Han Yan didn't want to tell the matter about the county prince so soon. First, the time was not yet ripe, and Han Yan didn't have enough evidence to reverse the case for Xue's family. If the news leaked out, it would only hurt Xue Yingfeng's parents.The second is his selfishness, he doesn't want Xue Yingfeng to change his intentions towards him because of this incident, what he wants is Xue Yingfeng's true heart, without any external reasons.But now, even asking Xue Yingfeng to forgive him is probably just a fantasy.All of this was indeed caused by him.
……
It was getting dark, so the three of them chose an inn to take a rest on the way.With the joint support of the two, Xue Yingfeng got out of the carriage.Although Boyong was extremely unwilling during this period, he couldn't bear to see Xue Yingfeng's painful expression.
The moment Han Lue touched him, Xue Yingfeng subconsciously hid beside Boyong, and her body twitched, causing a burst of tearing pain, and she couldn't help crying out.Han Yan looked at Xue Yingfeng's appearance that he didn't want his help even if he was torturing himself, and his heart began to ache uncontrollably.The last thing I want to see is the way you are suffering—in the end, my heart swelled, I hugged Xue in the wind, and went straight into the inn room.
Along the way, Boyong kept yelling behind him, but Xue Yingfeng, who was hugged in his arms, didn't react much. Not only did he not make trouble, he didn't even show any resistance.Eyes lowered, expressionless, just holding hands tightly.
Han Li was a little surprised, but more distressed.He would rather Xue Yingfeng scold him and beat him than see him so slumped and at a loss.Like a child who wants to be scared, full of fear of everything.
As soon as Han Ye put the snow down against the wind, he pushed Han Ye away with one hand, and took several steps backwards until he leaned against the window rail.
Han Yan looked at Xue Yingfeng's pained expression as he retreated, and was about to say something when he heard Xue Yingfeng's icy voice: "Thank you, you can go." He looked like he refused to be thousands of miles away.
"windward……"
"Didn't you hear what Yingfeng said just now, you can go." Boyong behind him came up and scolded Han Yan.
Xue Yingfeng still lowered her eyes and stood there without moving at all, as if she was waiting for Han Zhuo to leave.Maybe when he was around, Xue Yingfeng would always torture herself like this...
Han Yan walked out of the room feeling unbearable and unwilling.Xue Yingfeng fell down as if he lost his strength, but fortunately Boyong caught him in time.
"Yingfeng...why are you doing this..." Looking at Xue Yingfeng's stubborn appearance, Boyong really felt bad.
"Maybe in this way, I will feel better myself." Xue Yingfeng leaned against Boyong, weak and powerless.
……
"Thank you..." After Han Yan left, these two words echoed in his mind. This time, maybe Xue Yingfeng made up his mind to widen the distance between the two of them... and all of this was caused by Han Forcing himself to force Xue Yingfeng to do this.
Thinking back now, the "I'm sorry" he said before he fainted the night before, Han Li thought it might be that Xue Yingfeng didn't even realize it, an apology deep in his heart, but now that he thinks about it, it doesn't seem like a decision.
Boyong accompanied him in Xue Yingfeng's room. After resting all night, on the second day, before the cold weather even woke up, Xue Yingfeng was already in the carriage, and another fell asleep beside him. Boyon.
"How about, let's go first." Xue Yingfeng murmured secretly.A few days ago, Han Zhuo had already told Xue Yingfeng where the Duke of the County was.
The coachman hadn't arrived yet, Xue Yingfeng struggled to move to the front of the carriage.Raising the whip in his hand, he paused in mid-air for a moment, and finally swung it down.I don't know how much courage it took to make such a decision.
……
The carriage had been traveling for an unknown amount of time, and there was a rush of hoofbeats behind it, until it was parallel to the carriage. When Xue Yingfeng saw the appearance of the man on the horse, he had already turned over and jumped into the carriage.
What followed was a deep hug from Han Yu, as if he had exhausted all his strength.
"How could you... how could you leave me so easily... Could it be that I'm... really not important to you... Do you know how scared I am..." Han Yan's body trembled a little, even though The sound of carriages and horses walking was loud, Xue Yingfeng still heard the undetectable choking in Han's voice.Xue Yingfeng didn't know whether Han Ye was crying or not, but she could feel deep, fear from the man's embrace.
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Han Yan entered Xue Yingfeng's room early in the morning, but found that there was no one there, at first he maintained his rationality and tried his best to convince himself that maybe they just went to eat first.Only when she found that the carriages and horses in the stable had disappeared completely did she realize what had happened—Xue Yingfeng wanted to leave him, or rather, run away from him.
Han Yan seemed to have lost all his sanity in an instant, he took a horse at random and galloped away immediately, every moment was like the torment of purgatory... Xue Yingfeng's carriage hadn't traveled far, and hadn't left the city yet. Han Yan chased after him...
The moment I saw him again, all the blame, despite some complaints, all the dissatisfaction, all the pain, finally turned into reluctance and pity for him.
……
"It took me a long time to find you back...how could you leave without authorization..." Han Yan hugged Xue Yingfeng more and more tightly.
"Do you know how much I care about you..." Han Lu did not go crazy like before, but said one sentence after another, in Xue Yingfeng's ear, heart-wrenching and pious.But Xue Yingfeng still couldn't make any reaction, not even the courage to hug him back.
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