Mr. Siren [Comprehensive British and American]

Chapter 78

"Tri...Triton?" Reid instinctively sensed something was wrong, and called out to Triton softly, "You're too hard." He frowned and patted Triton's hand, which was held so hard that He felt his shoulders ache.

"Are you leaving me?" Triton looked at Reid intently, with a hint of madness in his eyes, "Are you leaving me, Dr. Spencer. Reid?"

His tone was more obsessive and gentle than usual, but it made people unconsciously feel a little dangerous.

"I..." Reid hesitated for a few seconds and replied, "No, I won't leave you." Now Triton's situation is not right, his instinct and professional knowledge tell him that it is better to go The other party said that it would be better, left and right schizophrenia is a long-term disease, if it is not possible, please ask Triton to find a psychiatrist to come to the island.

"Lie." Triton sighed, "You want to leave, leave this island, leave me." He slowly reached out and stroked Reid's cheek, his eyes turned slightly red, "Why can't you be obedient? ? Isn’t it good to be by my side? I can give you anything you want.”

Why did his humans leave him, because it was discovered that he was no longer a human being but a monster from the ocean?Because of fear of his power beyond ordinary people?Or was it out of sheer distaste for his constant pestering?

The instinctive uneasiness of the sea monster made his eyes gather dark waves. It is always like this. No matter how many generations are passed on, no matter how human society changes, there are still only a handful of humans who will choose to accept them when the identity of the sea monster is exposed. In the past, there was such an affectionate and unrepentant life-and-death promise, but most of the human beings chose to leave in the end, and even those with evil intentions used it to please or kill them. No matter how powerful and cunning the sea monster is, it is often the last loser.

Sea monsters can't win against humans, because their hearts of stone are not even as good as a piece of tofu in front of their own humans, and they can crush them casually.

So I will always be uneasy, even if I am in the active mechanism, even if everything goes smoothly, there is still endless fear and helplessness in my heart. Human beings are too fickle, and human beings are too insidious. In the blink of an eye, it can empathize with other people and speak evil words to each other. All the sea monster can do is to drag the human being to sink to the bottom of the sea at the end of a crushing defeat, devouring the human being he loves so much that he is devoured. A rib hangs from his neck, and dies of broken hearts in a desperate elegy.

Since they cannot live together, they must die together. Sea-monster love has always been the purest and most decisive.

"Because I'm not what you imagined?" Triton murmured, his eyes were empty, but it seemed that tears would fall in the next second, "I won't let you go..."

"Never..."

"Calm down, Triton, you have to calm down." Reid realized that there might be a problem with some convenient communication between them, but Triton's current state is obviously not in a state for good communication, so he held Triton's hand Holding out his hand as if negotiating with the suspect, he coaxed, "I didn't want to leave you, I never thought about it that way."

He said it very sincerely, because in fact he really thought so, where in the world can he find such a good person, who is considerate and gentle, will not interrupt his eloquence, will always smile and support him, and can keep up with him His unconstrained thinking jumping speed is never cold, he just needs to be himself, don’t worry even if his EQ goes offline occasionally, Triton won’t be angry, it doesn’t matter if he is slow to enlighten, Triton will wait for him, No matter where he goes, as long as he looks back, the other party will always be there, so that he can move forward with peace of mind.

A sense of security, a sense of identity, and a lack of emotion, Triton fulfilled all his fantasies about a partner, and even more perfect, so perfect that he sometimes felt like he was dreaming.

I don't know when he began to miss the support and warmth that Triton gave him. It was a kind of inclusive and powerful love that could support his occasional fragility and confusion, so that he could be apprehensive but with a little bit of fearlessness to each other. Tell everything.

In the process of gradually sinking into the mud, how can there be room for him to withdraw.

"I just have something to do..." As soon as Reid said this, he found that Triton's already gloomy face began to sink again, and quickly went on to make amends, "It's okay not to leave this island, I just want to tell you about it ...Will you listen to me?"

Triton squinted his eyes and looked up at Reid for a while, propped his tail on the pool wall and sat down from the water to the edge of the pool, and stretched out his arms to hug Reid, "You say."

As expected, it is more at ease to hold my own human being in my arms.

"Then..." Reid took a deep breath, ignoring the movements of the two of them, focusing on how to start, "Then let's start with my mother."

"She is a schizophrenic. In order to give birth to me, she stopped taking the medicine, which caused her condition to gradually worsen after I was born. She had severe hallucinations, and she was often yelling and yelling. Then she was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia, and I was very young at that time..." Reid smiled wryly, "Basically relying on my father to take care of the family, it may be really too difficult, When he was ten years old, he chose to divorce his mother."

Triton tightened his arms around Reid and rubbed the side of his neck to give him some comfort. He could smell the sweet honey scent spreading from Reid's body, which meant that the other person must be in a bitter and gloomy mood right now.

The human-standard sea monster has long forgotten the awkwardness in his stomach, and his mind is full of thoughts about how to make his human beings smile again.

"You want to see your mother?" he asked.

Reid shook his head, "I've been there not long ago." He paused before continuing, "I want to tell you that schizophrenia has a certain genetic probability." Seeing that Triton still didn't After understanding what he was talking about, Reid sighed, and made the matter clear directly—"I am very likely to inherit this disease, and I have experienced certain symptoms in the past few days, so I want to find out Check it out at a hospital."

"Symptoms?" Triton repeated suspiciously.

"I've had frequent headaches these days, and I always feel like I'm being watched by something, and I even wake up in the middle of the night when I'm stressed. At the same time, I can see some hallucinations, some very unreal hallucinations." Reid explained.

"For example?" Triton gradually had a bad feeling in his heart.

"For example, now I see you with a fish tail, just like a mermaid in a fairy tale." Reid described, "And your ears are also shaped like fish fins, and behind the ears are arranged like gills scales."

Triton looked down at his fish tail, then reached out and touched his ear fins. For a while, he didn't know whether to be angry or to laugh. For the Kraken who was seriously ill with racial paranoia, he didn't have the so-called spirit Therefore, although he knew that Reid's mother had schizophrenia early on and knew that this disease had a certain genetic probability, he still failed to successfully connect with his own human thinking.

"Have you been worrying about this for the past few days?" He asked, feeling that his dull mood was relieved a lot, and even his tone of voice was a little more smiley.

"Hmm." Reid still frowned unconsciously, talking about his worries, "The frequent occurrence of this symptom shows that I not only suffer from schizophrenia but also have developed into a more troublesome stage. It may change your temperament and even hurt others. Taking care of a schizophrenic patient takes a lot of time and energy. If you think you can't afford it, I can—"

The second half of the sentence "Understand and accept" was stuck between Reid's lips by Triton. He carefully lowered his head and gave the human in his arms a deep and lingering kiss. The tip of his tongue hooked his teeth and nibbled on his teeth. He was extremely gentle and provocative. In fact, the siren has never had any kissing experience in the past 400 years, but this does not prevent him from learning how to make his humans comfortable as quickly as possible.

Reid, who also has little kissing experience, was quickly kissed to the point of throwing away his armor, his hands and feet were so limp that he could only hang on Triton's body and panted, and sadly found that he had some kind of kiss because of a kiss that he didn't like. physiological response.

"What if it's not a hallucination?" Triton asked him with a low smile, "What if everything you see is real?"

So what would you choose, my human?

Reid thought about it seriously, and replied: "The shape of a human body and a fishtail does not conform to any theory of evolution, and it cannot be real."

"Really?" Triton laughed, grabbed Reid's hand and put it on his fishtail, "What about now? Is it still a hallucination?"

The scales under the palm are cool and slippery, and there is a slightly uneven feeling between the scales. It feels like... Reid doesn't know how to describe the feeling. The shiny and tough feel is like a suction cup, which makes him reluctant to bear it. Take his hand away, the scales are not thick, they are densely arranged from top to bottom, and the translucent caudal fin at the end is so thin that he dare not put more effort, for fear of accidentally breaking it.

Triton stretched his body and propped his hands behind his back, smiling and watching his human being caressing his tail with a complex and fascinated look. The human hand was very warm, and the heat when touching the fish tail seemed to burn through the scales and into the blood. , Burning his whole fish became hot.

"What if I'm really not human?" he asked with a smile, running his fingertips through Reid's soft hair, "Will you leave me?"

Reid didn't answer him, but just touched the tip of the fish's tail up and back up with a serious face, as if he wanted to check every scale clearly, although he didn't turn over the scale or try to pry it up, but it was slightly itchy. And the heat still made Triton feel a little uncomfortable.

After watching the tail, Reid sat up again to look at Triton's ear fins. The ear fins, which have the function of receiving sound waves and predicting the direction of water flow, are densely covered with blood vessels and nerves. When touched by Reid, they trembled slightly, and the translucent light blue mid-floor There was a touch of light red, and she shrank back to protect her shivering cheeks.

Reid couldn't help but touched the pair of ear fins again, looked at the tail of the fish dragging behind Triton, felt the unreal residual touch between his palms, and after looking at Triton for a long time, he said worriedly: "Now not only It's visual hallucinations, and even tactile hallucinations have begun to appear, I really don't want to go to the hospital."

As he spoke, he stood up and muttered the contact information of the relevant authority he knew, and hurried back to get his mobile phone, leaving Triton there dumbfounded, and it took him a while to react and shook his head, stood up and put on his A bathrobe, hurriedly followed in the direction Reid left.

I never thought that I would have a day to prove that I was really a siren and not some illusion.

His humans are really cute.