Mountains and seas have a home

Chapter 235

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Don't just hide in the darkness, the darkness reveals everything.

"I'm going to wash my hands." Fu Yangxia said.

Ji Songlin turned around, supported the edge of the bed and said, "The bathroom is in the second room next door."

Fu Yangxia stood up, he looked at the clothes on his body, the shirt was a uniform, the tie and pins had already been taken off and placed on the table.He stood silently for a while, then unbuttoned, took off his shirt, put it on a chair, opened the door and walked out with his upper body naked.

Ji Songlin sat silently, watching him go out.There was only silence in the room.After a few seconds, he went to pick up the green shirt from the chair, went to the closet to get a clean, empty hanger, hung the shirt up, and hung it on the balcony to blow off the smell of alcohol on the clothes.He was afraid of wrinkling Fu Yangxia's clothes. Fu Yangxia was the vice chairman of the Military Commission. He sat in the office of the Military Commission of the Ministry of National Defense, and the dust would not fall on him.

The light in the bathroom was on, Fu Yangxia closed the door, leaned on the sink, and had a severe headache.He drank too much and wanted to sleep, but there was a special mood that forced him to stay awake.His stomach was very hot, but that was all. He didn't want to vomit or yell. He just had a headache and tiredness that flooded up like water.The light was not on, it was warm yellow, and there was a small white light on the mirror.The dark green porcelain box is covered with a gilt copper hollow lid, and incense is burning inside.

Fu Yangxia turned on the tap to turn on the water to wash his hands, then poured cold water to wash his face.The smell of alcohol was dispelled by the chill, he washed his lips repeatedly, imagining how this place was sucked and bitten by Ji Songlin just now.Fu Yangxia closed his eyes, some images reappeared in his mind repeatedly, tormenting him like a midnight nightmare.No matter how much you make up after the fact, you can't repair the trauma that has already occurred.A cut on the finger can be repaired with a Band-Aid, but there is a wound on the soul, which cannot be repaired with a Band-Aid.

The faucet was not turned off, and the water was dripping, and Fu Yangxia wanted to hear the sound of running water, which reminded him of a big lush garden.He waited silently, waiting for his mood to calm down, waiting for himself to learn how to get along with Ji Songlin in just a few minutes.He had imagined the scenes when they met countless times, but he never thought about how they would face the ups and downs of the 30 years.They have experienced the best of times together, and experienced the worst of times separately, and finally come together again, not knowing what will be waiting for them next.

The water stopped after a while and was turned off by someone.Ji Songlin walked behind Fu Yangxia, put his hands on the sink, and trapped Fu Yangxia.He raised his eyes to look at the two people in the mirror, lowered his head and rested his chin on Fu Yangxia's shoulder, and said, "Don't keep water on."

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Fu Yangxia was silent and didn't say anything more.Ji Songlin knew that he was looking at the illuminated tattoo on his arm, and he could see all of Fu Yangxia's expressions in the mirror.Fu Yangxia stared at Ji Songlin's arm, wanting to say something, but didn't say it.Ji Songlin guessed what he was thinking, but he didn't talk about his tattoo, and asked, "Is that fox on your body still there?"

"Still." Fu Yangxia nodded.

"I thought you'd have washed it off in the 12 years I've been gone."

"How is it possible, how could I show it to others."

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When the eagle eagle and the fox demon were fighting, Fu Yangxia saw the barracks before dawn when the water flowed down.The faint morning light shone through the window panes, and a camphor tree shook its branches freely, making a rustling sound like silkworms gnawing on mulberry leaves.Fu Yangxia's body swayed with Ji Songlin's movements, but his thoughts drifted to a farther place, not the ends of the world, nor any isolated island in the sea, but the distance.

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The moon has risen, and the sky that has just greeted the sunset is carrying the weight of the stars again.In the vast universe, light needs to travel through billions of nights to reach the earth. Looking up at the stars is actually looking up at the past.In the northwestern part of the sky, a point of light was slowly getting brighter, as if a shooting star was heading towards the earth.The light radiated to the surroundings, gradually getting bigger, and the halo slowly spread out like a drop of water. Every centimeter spread out was actually a million kilometers.

It was a star, growing bigger and brighter. Maybe it once had a poetic name, which was recorded in Ji Songlin's astronomical observation manual.The light became brighter and brighter, as if it was gathering strength.After a long period of gestation, the star explodes completely, and a massive mass of light and stellar matter is ejected from the magnetic poles.The catastrophic explosion lasted for several minutes, leaving a beautiful afterglow.The afterglow looks like a dim red dot on Earth, but it's the last gift a star has left after it dies.

It was ten o'clock at night when they came out of the bathroom.Ji Songlin found Fu Yangxia a short-sleeved shirt and a pair of white loose mosquito-proof pants that he wore during the training, and said: "Let's make it right, the uniform will be worn tomorrow, let it air out. "

Ji Songlin took the trousers that Fu Yangxia had taken off, put them on a hanger and hung them on the balcony, and the rails of the balcony were covered with Fu Yangxia's clothes, including his overcoat and military jacket.Fu Yangxia supported the chair and sat down next to the bed, watching Ji Songlin open the door and walk to the balcony.The place where the belt had been pulled was painful as if it was burning, Fu Yangxia moved his body slightly so that he would not feel so much pain.

Finally, the lights were turned on in the bedroom. There was a large lamp in the middle, and three smaller lamps with a darker color were placed above the head of the bed.The moon disappeared from the window edge and climbed a little higher.Ji Songlin went out for a long time and didn't come in. Fu Yangxia looked around the room. The empty beer bottles were placed high and low on the cabinets and tables. The smell of the wine was a little weaker, but some remained.The ventilation system was on and humming.Fu Yangxia sat by the bed and saw an open notebook on the bedside table, so he picked it up.

There are plants drawn in the notebook, a bit like "Compendium of Materia Medica".Fu Yangxia recognized peppers, pumpkins, sweet potatoes and potatoes.Ji Songlin drew down every plant in the farm, and recorded the dates of sowing, germination, flowering, and fringing. He also recorded in detail the method of grafting roses.Fu Yangxia turned to the middle, and there were two pages left by Ji Songlin alone to draw the whole rose flower, and painted realistic colors with colored pencils.Fu Yangxia stared blankly at the few spring flowers.

The door opened, and Ji Songlin walked in, holding a towel and a box of medicine in his hand.Fu Yangxia looked up at him, and found that Ji Songlin's eyes moved from his face to the notebook in his hand.Fu Yangxia closed the book and explained: "I saw it on the bedside table, spread out, with plants drawn on it, so I took it to have a look. I'm sorry."

"It's okay. It records the growth of the crops on the farm. There's nothing you can't see. You can read it if you want, it's okay."

"Do you want me to do this?" Fu Yangxia asked.

Ji Songlin put the towel on the back of the chair, unscrewed a box of Erona Ying ointment, looked at Fu Yangxia and nodded: "You can do anything."

After speaking, he sat down next to Fu Yangxia, showed him the opened medicine box in his hand, and said, "Lie on the bed, I'll put some medicine on your back, and you'll be fine in one night."

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Ji Songlin applied the ointment there, and asked, "Did it hurt just now?"

"It's less than one-tenth of what you encountered." Fu Yangxia replied, his voice was muffled in the pillow, and it came up.

Ji Songlin was silent for a long time, Fu Yangxia didn't know what he was thinking about.After all the medicines were applied, Ji Songlin wiped his fingers and put the lid on, saying, "There's no comparison."

Fu Yangxia looked back at him from the pillow, Ji Songlin raised his eyelids and glanced at him, quickly looked away, and went to the balcony with a towel.Fu Yangxia heard the sound of running water, he propped himself up and was about to pull up his pants, when Ji Songlin walked in and stopped him.Ji Songlin twisted the towel half dry, folded it twice and applied it on the welt, rubbing it gently for him: "Apply it with a cold towel, it will heal quickly. Safflower oil can promote blood circulation and remove blood stasis, but the taste It's too big, I dare not use it for you."

"Thank you." Fu Yangxia said.

Ji Songlin smiled: "You're too polite, General."

Fu Yangxia didn't want Ji Songlin to call him "General", but Ji Songlin insisted on doing so.Fu Yangxia didn't say anything else, he put his hands under the pillow, tilted his head and looked straight at a small spot on the opposite wall.The two of them didn't talk for a while, Ji Songlin changed the towel for him three times, and kept silently rubbing the red and swollen place.Fu Yangxia blinked and asked, "What time is it?"

"It's only a quarter of an hour before eleven o'clock." Ji Songlin glanced at the clock, "Are you planning to go back?"

"Go back? Where are you going back?" Fu Yangxia looked at him.

Ji Songlin looked at the bedroom door and said, "Go back to the place where you should sleep. Ji Yao must have arranged a place for you. If your assistants, secretaries, guards, and officers below don't see you, stay where you should be." They will blow up the phones of the State Department, the Department of Defense, and the National Security Agency. Watch it, they will definitely do it.”

Fu Yangxia laughed and seemed to be in a good mood, but Ji Songlin knew it was fake.Fu Yangxia raised his shoulders, supported his upper body with his elbows, looked back at Ji Songlin and said, "I told them in advance that I want to meet with the former head of the executive department alone, and I will live in the submarine base today."

"Oh, so you have already thought about it." Ji Songlin said, he lifted the towel, looked at the scar, and felt that it was almost done, "They are so relieved that you came to see me alone, you must know that I am in their eyes Just a dangerous person, even if I didn't do anything."

"Why do you say you are a dangerous element?"

"Who would believe that there was a living person on the earth 46 billion years ago? I have lived here alone for three years. I have experienced ice ages, meteor showers, volcanic earthquakes, global storms, and I have survived. They are I was right to be skeptical."

Ji Songlin went to the balcony to wash the towels, and then hung them on the railing. Standing on the edge of the open terrace, he looked at the empty simulated night sky. The air smelled of crops and dust.He smelled it for a while, and the night wind blew Fu Yangxia's clothes and curtains, passing through the room like a ghost.He saw barbed wire fences outside the farm, and a circular parking area with carts parked next to discarded straw.Ji Songlin knew that he had to find a time to get rid of those straws.

When he walked into the bedroom, Fu Yangxia had already put on his pants and sat up from the bed.After applying the medicine, he felt much better. He stood up and walked around. Ji Songlin sent him to the bathroom to wash up, and then cleaned up the empty wine bottles and the carpet wet with alcohol in the bedroom.They were all calm, as if it was just an ordinary night, they had just lived together all their lives, washed up and ready for bed as usual on a moonlit day.

Fu Yangxia stood by the open window, he wanted to blow some wind.The drunkenness is still there, but it has faded a lot.Fu Yangxia wanted to wake up from his wine quickly, but he found that he suddenly didn't feel sleepy.Going to lose sleep again, he thought.Ji Songlin hugged him from behind, rubbing Fu Yangxia's cheek with his temples, feeling his loose and rough skin due to aging.At this moment, they were like male lions who had just experienced a bloody struggle, licking each other's wounds after their anger subsided, and kissing their necks tenderly.

"Aren't you going to sleep?" Ji Songlin asked.

"Can't sleep. Insomnia."

"It's because I'm alive that you can't sleep?"

Fu Yangxia smiled, then shook his head: "Insomnia has become a habit, and I can't change it for a while."

Ji Songlin was silent, he just put his arms around him, and Fu Yangxia leaned against his chest.Ji Songlin rubbed Fu Yangxia's hair with his lips, like kissing, but also smelling.His hair was blown dry while washing. Fu Yangxia said that he would be asked to dye his hair when he was working in the Central Committee. In fact, there were far more gray hairs than what Ji Songlin saw now.There was a period of time when he aged very fast, that is, when he returned to Earth after the end of the "Ark Project", for a year or two, the torment of nightmares made his hair almost half white.

Fu Yangxia turned around and stared at Ji Songlin.Under the light, he carefully looked at Ji Songlin's black and white hair, the broken eyebrow on the left side, and the small mole under his eyes, as if he wanted to count all the wrinkles on his face.Finally he said: "You have changed a lot, but nothing seems to have changed. Your eyebrows are still the same as before, and the mole under the eyes is still there. I thought you would wash it away."

"These two moles were tattooed by you yourself. I will not wash them off. I will only keep them, no matter what the situation is. It will remind me of you and my experience. It will also remind me of the next what to do."

"You will seek revenge from those who framed you, right?"

"Of course, I will live back to 46 billion years later, and find them to settle the old scores, including you." Ji Songlin looked into Fu Yangxia's eyes, "Love turns to love, hate turns to hate, friends turn to friends, all the time." You need to be clear about everything.”

After Fu Yangxia heard him finish speaking, they were still standing face to face, Fu Yangxia smiled slightly.Ji Songlin was right, love to love, hate to hate, this is the correct path.After the wind stopped, the two looked at each other lightly, and then they kissed each other proactively.Now it's not as whole, unconscious, and sadistic as before. They just want to take an ordinary kiss to prove that they are not alone at the moment.They all know where they are and what they are doing.

Ji Songlin turned off the light and lay down behind Fu Yangxia.Because Fu Yangxia was injured, he could only lie on his side, and Ji Songlin put his hands on his waist.They took off their shirts and covered themselves with a blanket.After the windows were closed, the wind could not blow in, and the curtains covered them, and the room was foggy and gloomy.The two were quiet for a while, Fu Yangxia opened his eyes, not feeling sleepy at all.He rubbed his cheek and said, "I don't want to go."

He didn't say where he was going, but Ji Songlin didn't ask either.He moved his arms, stretched a little over, and completely embraced Fu Yangxia's firm abdomen, saying: "Then don't go."

Ji Songlin used to lie on this bed alone for the night, but now he is not used to someone sharing the same bed with him.But that's fine, it's nothing new, it's just the return of something that's been lost for years.

"You still have this scar on your back." Ji Songlin stroked Fu Yangxia's broad back, there was a long scar stretching from the shoulder to the bottom of the third rib.

Fu Yangxia touched the scar with his hand, and said: "The one bitten by the dragon tooth, that's the only way to go. If it wasn't for that dog, the dragon tooth would have bitten me right through."

Ji Songlin blinked his eyes: "Butterfly spots?"

"Hmm. It had a butterfly-shaped black spot on its forehead, I remember it well."

"I remember too."

"If it wasn't for it, Gu Qichuan and I would never have survived. It saved the two of us, but it died by itself."

The two stopped talking, Ji Songlin stroked the sharp scar on Fu Yangxia's back from top to bottom, it was this scar that caused Fu Yangxia's back to hurt violently when he got cold.Fu Yangxia is afraid of winter, winter is torture for him.

"Are you going to sleep?" Fu Yangxia asked after a long silence.

"I don't want to, I usually sleep late." Ji Songlin moved closer to him, "Let's chat for a while. When was the badge of the executive department replaced? Why did you change it to the giant eagle tree?"

Fu Yangxia didn't expect him to ask this question, he hesitated for two seconds, and then replied: "It was replaced in 2013, when the Bai family withdrew from the time bureau, saying that they would no longer interfere in the affairs of the time bureau. The black and white wings were also taken back. Later, a meeting was held within Beiming, and all the owners of the family were present, including me. At the meeting, we discussed what to use as the badge of the new generation of executive department, and then everyone voted for the eagle. Tree votes, saying that Ji Songlin is a hero who died heroically, and he should be commemorated with this."

After Ji Songlin heard his story, he remained silent.Then he smiled lightly, and Fu Yangxia felt him tighten his arms: "They have shirked themselves completely, and even put a high hat on me. It doesn't matter if this is a hero."

"After the 'Ark Project', the time bureau and the central government worked together to block the news. There were no cemeteries, no monuments, and no literary media to publicize it. Everything passed quietly. People didn't know that such a thing happened. , even if there is, what they hear is just gossip, which is of no value at all. Time will dilute everything, and gradually no one will pay attention to this matter, and no one will know that Ji Songlin is missing in the world People. The earth keeps going, no matter who's missing."

"But those who should know still know."

"Just like me." Fu Yangxia continued.

"Time is a river, it will dilute everything, and it will also wash back the things that have been washed away. Now it seems that a large number of people know about the 'Ark Project', but it has been so long, the old things of more than ten years ago , and it will not cause much repercussions."

Fu Yangxia looked at the opposite wall in the dark, paused for a few seconds before saying: "But you already knew that such a day would come, didn't you? When you were in Gang Rinpoche, Tibet, you predicted that it would happen ten years later. what happened."

"I don't know if the tower is still sealed, but it looks like it's gone. Someone has already found the laboratory left by the ALICPT project, and they've already got the idea of ​​a black tower. It's still a group of young people. You did it. In addition, Bai Zhu took away the things we sealed in the tower, and she never returned it, she made a wrong decision." Ji Songlin said flatly.

"Bai Zhu took that bone?" Fu Yangxia frowned, "Where did you hear that?"

"Ji Yao told me, and he learned about it from Fu Zhong. But these are not important, as long as you know that Bai Zhu did such a thing, it is enough. This is an established fact. I didn't expect that She would do that."

Fu Yangxia raised his body, and Ji Songlin touched his neck again to calm him down.Fu Yangxia spent 1 minute thinking about this matter, and he quickly figured out the relationship between it.The Bai family didn't fulfill their original promise at all, and they still wanted to mess up the time situation.The two of them paused in silence for a while, Fu Yangxia wanted to ask: What did Bai Zhu do with that bone?But he never asked, just silently, not knowing where to start.

Ji Songlin moved his body towards Fu Yangxia again, they got closer, and Fu Yangxia felt Ji Songlin's heartbeat.Ji Songlin wiped Fu Yangxia's ears with his lips, as if talking in sleep: "What is Bai Zhu doing now?"

"Busy to deal with Tang Lin. Now there are big news in the newspapers every day, most of which are controlled by Bai Yi. She and Tang Lin are fighting fiercely. More and more people are dragged into the water, and the scope of the impact is getting bigger and bigger. Sooner or later It will be my turn. But I think this is the effect she wants. The day before I boarded the tour cabin, Bai Zhu arrested Li Chongyan in the Zhenjiang Prince's Mansion in Shanghai, which is a great achievement."

"Li Chongyan has fallen?"

"Yes. The director of the time bureau has become Tang Lin, and a large number of people in the central government have turned to him, and the momentum is in full swing, but it seems to be going downhill recently." Fu Yangxia pursed his lips, "and Li Chongyan is seriously ill. , Multiple accusations made him fall into the quagmire."

Ji Songlin didn't answer, he had actually read a lot of news from the newspapers, but he still couldn't believe it when he heard Fu Yangxia tell these things with his own ears.He thought of the past again, his thoughts stretched far and wide, only to realize that time had changed so many things.

"Why was Bai Zhu able to arrest Li Chongyan?"

"After quitting the time bureau, she took the original executive to Mordaoga, where she built a base and was under the jurisdiction of the Falcon Commando, but strictly speaking they belonged to the new force. They were the ones who arrested Li Chongyan. Time The bureau knows the time bureau best.”

Ji Songlin said: "When the flood flooded the Dragon King Temple, the whole family did not recognize the whole family."

"When we connect the big and small things that have happened over the years, and peel off the shell on the surface, we will find that these things are nothing more than internal struggles in Beimingli. The organization that has been passed down for thousands of years is getting more and more chaotic like this. They are becoming more and more corrupt, greedy for profit, fighting with each other, but at the same time, they are being carried forward by the torrent of time. I am very disappointed in Beiming. The inheritance left by our ancestors has become this in our hands Ghostly."

"Our juniors will put everything back on track."

"I have no hope for the future of Bei Ming, but I am full of hope for the future of the younger generation."

"The blood we have shed, I hope they will not shed again. The regrets we have left, I hope they will not meet again. This is the best era. The sun may not come back, but they are the sun." Ji Songlin said.

Fu Yangxia shook his head and put his hand on the bridge of his nose.He suddenly saw the wedding ring on his hand, and after thinking about it, he took it off and put his arm on the bedside table.

Ji Songlin held his hand and kissed him finger by finger.When he reached the place where Fu Yangxia was wearing the ring, he paused for a while, then kissed anyway.He gently twisted the indentation, and said to himself, "It would be great if I put it on for you."

Fu Yangxia heard Ji Songlin's words, but he didn't make a sound.Fu Yangxia withdrew his hand from Ji Songlin's hand, and silently placed it on the pillow.Ji Songlin went to kiss his eyes again, only to find that he wet his eye sockets at some point.Introverted and indifferent sadness will make tears appear quietly, but it will not let it flow down, just like eating a half-ripe orange, it has a sour taste, but it is also light.Regret is like lemonade in summer, always sour, always cool, but never boring.

"Xu Yingzhao is dead." Fu Yangxia said, his tone was calmer than death.

Ji Songlin's lips stopped, then parted a little, and pursed: "I know. I'm sorry."

Fu Yangxia didn't say anything, he took Ji Songlin's hand on his abdomen, pulled it to his eyes and looked at it carefully.He rubbed his palms, felt the roughness of the skin, and saw the scars on his hands through the hazy moonlight.Fu Yangxia asked: "How did you do this?"

"After I fell into the crater, I grabbed the hot iron chain, and then I was burned like this." Ji Songlin replied simply, he didn't want to talk about the past.

Fu Yangxia kissed the scar, put his forehead on it, and said, "What should I do to make up for my mistake?"

Ji Songlin withdrew his hand, put it on his stomach again, and still hugged him in the same position as before: "From now until tomorrow morning, let's not mention that matter again, okay? We are old lovers who reunited after a long absence. , just pass the time like this, and leave the hatred to the day."