Mountains and seas have a home

Chapter 111 Blessed Longevity Chang'an

Zhu Min suddenly laughed, he went to the side to pour hot water into the enamel water cup, and said: "I happen to have a patient too, who was too stimulated earlier, and has a mild mental illness. I am also hurt by his illness. Brain, has been doing research in this area."

"Has Dr. Zhu been in charge of that patient's condition?" Dawn tidied up the table carefully and looked at the clock. It was almost time to go to work, and there was still time for breakfast.

"Of course, before the tragedy happened, he was my best friend, although it also includes family relations." Zhu Min said flatly, then paused after finishing speaking, and started another topic, "Our relationship is also very good now. , but he became my patient."

Dawn probably didn't understand Zhu Min's words. He didn't know much about Chinese people, and he couldn't speak Chinese well.He could not hear the words in Zhu Min's mouth, but it didn't matter, as long as he grasped the key points.

"Has Dr. Zhu's patient improved? Mental illness is not curable. I have been preparing for my master's thesis for a year, but I haven't written it yet." Dawn shrugged, he suddenly couldn't continue, and took a few pieces of waste paper in front of him. Hovering in front of the desk.

Zhu Min didn't answer Dawn's question right away. He leaned against the door and took a sip of water, added a few goji berries to it, and waited for Dawn to throw all the waste paper into the trash can before he said, "It's not very good, my medical skills It’s not perfect, but it’s getting worse.”

Dawn obviously didn't believe what he said, they looked at each other and each laughed, Zhu Min looked down at his toes.After packing up, Dawn took out the full wastebasket and tidied up his clothes.

"There's still some time, is Dr. Zhu going to have breakfast?" Dawn walked up to Zhu Min, looked up at him with his blond hair shining in the sun, "I slept all night, isn't the doctor hungry?"

Zhu Min knocked on the lid of the enamel cup, making a crisp sound. He looked down at Dawn's expression, and reached out to help him lift the waste paper bag in his hand: "Of course, dear Doctor Dawn, it's the first time we've talked about it." So many words."

They went out together, Dawn closed the door behind him, looked at Zhu Min's clothes, and said with a smile: "Dear Dr. Zhu, your clothes are very beautiful."

"Aren't you very angry?" Zhu Min turned to him and said, he walked towards the restaurant indifferently, "Some people say that I am already in my 30s, and I am still a coquettish peacock. Doctor Dawn, you must also I think so."

Dawn was amused by his words, he walked up a few steps to follow Zhu Min's footsteps, the morning sun was falling from the clouds, and there was floating dust in the corridor.He was close to Zhu Min's shoulder, Zhu Min didn't deliberately stand far away, and exchanged academic ideas with him calmly.

Ji Yao woke up the next day, the light was shining on the bed, squinting his eyes to see the dust floating in the light, the sketch drawn by Fu Zhong had disappeared on the opposite wall, it was empty.He felt sleepy, and touched the sheet next to him, it was cold, and the room was very quiet.

He raised his head with difficulty, and buried his face in the pillow next to him. There was still a gentle fragrance on it. Whenever Ji Yao smelled this smell, he felt that his whole body was surrounded by warmth.

He couldn't remember the scene of last night clearly, he only had some vague memories, last night he cried for a long time, shed a lot of tears, in the endless nightmare, he was so desperate that he wanted to die.

Fortunately, in such a cold and terrifying dream, there is still a trace of warmth. The person who has been holding him, the person who will never leave him even if he drives him away with a gun, his embrace is like the safest deep-water port in the world.

But now he was left alone again, the sheets were cold, the sun was cold, and the temperature was so weak that he couldn't even hold his hand.

He sat up, rubbed his dry eyes, got out of bed with a coat on, and opened the bedroom door.The moment he opened the door, he heard a faint sound from the kitchen outside, and the curtains were still drawn in the living room, and the fragrance of peach blossoms still persisted.

Fu Zhong was cooking small glutinous rice balls, kneaded the noodles he made himself, and poured them into the pot into small grains. Soon the whole kitchen was filled with the fragrance of flour.Ji Yao pushed open the kitchen door, he saw Fu Zhong first, and then the rising heat.

At that moment, he felt that he was favored by the gods, and his blessing was like the East China Sea.

"Why did you wake up so early? Did you have another nightmare?" Seeing him coming in, Fu Zhong hurriedly put down the spoon in his hand, wiped his hands and walked over, "Don't be afraid, I'm here, everything will be fine."

Fu Zhong hugged Ji Yao gently like last night, he thought Ji Yao was awakened by the nightmare again.Fu Zhong pressed the back of Ji Yao's head, kissed his temples lightly, and said softly, "It's okay, I'm making you breakfast, sweet-scented osmanthus balls, you'll be fine after eating."

Ji Yao's face was next to Fu Zhong's shoulder, he was a few centimeters shorter than Fu Zhong, and it was just right for him to hug.Ji Yao bit her lip and listened to him talking in her ear, suddenly her nose became sour, and she raised her hand to hug Fu Zhong's back: "I didn't see you when I woke up just now, I thought you were gone."

Fu Zhong let him go a little, looking at his drooping eyebrows, Ji Yao's nose was red, almost crying.

"I won't go, don't be afraid. I will always be with you, just like before, like now, like any day in the future. Chief, you taught us to count our words, and I have always been serious about it."

"I was so crazy yesterday, I must look ugly, can you bear it?" Ji Yao said, he didn't dare to look up into Fu Zhong's eyes, "Now you should know? The person you like is a lunatic. "

"You are not crazy." Fu Zhong quickly interrupted Ji Yao, holding his face and kissing the tip of his nose, "You are just a little more experienced than others, and you are just a little more sensitive. I can understand you, so you are in my eyes It's a hero, it's my baby."

Ji Yao was hugged by him, and his fingers loosely tugged on Fu Zhong's clothes. The more he pulled, the tighter he said, "A hero? Who is a hero? I'm not a hero, because I can't even control myself."

Fu Zhong still has a smile on his face, he is different from Ji Yao, Ji Yao's mood is full of pessimism, while Fu Zhong is always full of hope for the future, no matter in front of him is a mountain of swords and seas of fire, or life and death.

"Being my own hero is enough, chief. Do you know? I admire you very much. You have done so many things that I have never tried. You can fight against nightmares. Forget about those painful things for a while, When you are with me, I hope you will be happy."

The glutinous rice balls in the pot rolled up and floated on the water, puffing up white, and the fragrance became stronger.Fu Zhong turned around and poured two spoonfuls of boiling water into a porcelain bowl, added some sugar, scooped up the small glutinous rice balls and sprinkled them with dried osmanthus.

Ji Yao saw that he was doing these movements a little unfamiliarly, but every step was steady.Fu Zhong said: "This is what I saw on my phone. There is everything on the Internet. What else do you want to eat today? I'll make it for you."

"I haven't thought about it yet." Ji Yao said, he helped Fu Zhong take out the bowls and chopsticks, and fiddled with the flowers on the table, "I will eat whatever you do, but I don't know if there are any ingredients in the supply warehouse. If not, tell me, and I will report to the higher authorities."

Fu Zhong put the sugar jar aside and sat down opposite Ji Yao.He opened the curtain of the living room just now, and the morning sun poured in, and even the peach blossoms seemed to grow on the tree again, becoming more and more alive.

Ji Yao took a bite, the sweet-scented osmanthus was very fragrant, his mood suddenly improved, his mood was stable and quiet.He smiled with his eyebrows down, it was an inadvertent smile, a bouquet of flowers was placed beside him, and the light shone on his brows and eyes.

He is so beautiful, Fu Zhong thought, he looks the best when he smiles.Stretching out a leg, he deliberately tapped Ji Yao's toes, and the latter hooked his heels and got tangled together, unable to move.

"The sugar is not enough, I need to add a little more." Ji Yao said, he finally looked directly into Fu Zhong's eyes, he didn't wear glasses, so he couldn't see clearly, only saw that his body was full of light.

Fu Zhong scooped white sugar for him from the sugar bowl, and dipped some on the spoon. He handed it to Ji Yao maliciously, and tempted him not to eat it.Ji Yao was teased by him, so Fu Zhong just smiled and fed the sugar into his mouth.

"Eat one candy every morning, and the whole day will be sweet." Fu Zhong said, "Chief, are you feeling better?"

After he had sex yesterday, he also asked Ji Yao this question. At that time, they didn't think about anything, they just thought about it until the end of time.Ji Yao stirred the sweet-scented osmanthus balls in the bowl, her ears were always red: "I'm fine."

"Why is the leg of the sofa broken? It's crooked. I have to find someone to fix it." Ji Yao glanced back, the broken sawdust had been swept away, and the sofa was crooked, "I'll go find someone, you It's not good to go."

Fu Zhong glanced lightly, the carpeted floor was very clean, and said: "Yesterday when you came back, you took a gun and hit yourself on the head. I was afraid that something would happen to you, so I opened it. The gun went off and the bullets shot out. , just broke the sofa leg."

After finishing speaking, he paused lightly, held Ji Yao's stunned hand, and continued: "Don't do such stupid things in the future, God knows how scared I was by you at that time, one shot down, this morning There's a funeral."

"Your painting is broken too, the walls are empty. Sorry."

"Don't say I'm sorry," Fu Zhong rubbed the back of Ji Yao's hand, "everything happens for a reason, no one is sorry. If you like, I can draw a lot for you until you get bored."

Ji Yao listened to him, and stared down at the glutinous rice balls in the bowl in front of him. The sweet-scented osmanthus delicately floated on the soup, vaguely reflecting his face.He suddenly couldn't eat anymore, and put down the spoon, making a clicking sound.

The nightmare erased those thin memories like dirty blood, and Ji Yao couldn't remember exactly what absurd things he had done.

"Hold me when you're scared." Fu Zhong still held his hand, which was warm and strong, "I've always been there. It seems that I will always be by your side. I don't worry about you." .”

Ji Yao asked him to hold his fingers tightly. He liked the warmth of Fu Zhong's palm, raised his eyelids to look at him, and said, "Do you know what's going on with me?"

"I don't know." Fu Zhong replied, he looked straight into Ji Yao's eyes without any doubt or speculation, as clear as the high sky, "I only know that it will be bad for you to be stimulated, but that's all I know enough."

Ji Yao stopped talking, he breathed a sigh of relief, but he didn't feel relaxed, instead he became heavier.

After eating the glutinous rice balls, Fu Zhong packed up the dishes and washed them, and Ji Yao went to the bedroom to change. He had to wear a neat suit as usual, doing repetitive things in a serious manner.

The mustard seeds were placed next to the notebook on the table, and the red light was still on.Ji Yao looked at the little thing for a long time, then put it on his neck expressionlessly, hid it under his collar, and adjusted his tie in front of the mirror. X and Y were engraved on the back of the gold collar stay.

He loves it.

Ji Yao glanced at the sealed kraft paper bag, pursed his mouth, looked away coldly and firmly, tightened the belt of the windbreaker, opened the door and walked out, the room fell into a quiet loneliness.

Fu Zhong was arranging the kitchen utensils, Ji Yao walked in and hugged his back, Fu Zhong smelled a clear scent of sage, he knew that the chief had returned to normal.

"Are you going to go out?" Fu Zhong asked him, putting the clean dishes into the cabinet, "The chief can take a rest, if there is anything I can do for you."

"No, it's time to go to work, otherwise the people below will always complain about me, and the influence will be bad." Ji Yao buried in Fu Zhong's back collar, his voice was muffled, Fu Zhong noticed that Ji Yao's cuff buttons were not fastened, Wipe your hands and help him fasten the concealed button.

Fu Zhong leaned against the stove, stretched his legs and pulled Ji Yao's hand, and they chatted leisurely for a while.Ji Yao asked Fu Zhong why he didn't roll up his sleeves, they were all wet by the water.

"It's okay, I fixed it with a pin, and the water won't come up, so it's okay." Fu Zhong raised his arm and said casually, he had a smile on his face, and Ji Yao liked his smile.

His voice, his appearance, his smell, as long as it is about him, Ji Yao likes it very much.

They kissed goodbye at the door, Fu Zhong was not at ease, and asked him to recite his phone number.Ji Yao scratched the bridge of his nose and said he was naive, but he still recited the string of numbers, which he knew by heart.

Fu Zhong went to find Zhu Min, who was leaning against the window and communicating with others, talking and laughing happily.It was not easy for Fu Zhong to find Zhu Min, so he went to ask Xiao Zhuoming for the form, and then went to the laboratory, but the laboratory was empty, only a few skulls could be seen in the small window.

"Doctor Zhu." Fu Zhong said, he got closer, "So you are here."

Zhu Min met Fu Zhong, and they met and chatted in Chengdu Medical Center.Zhu Min carefully looked at Fu Zhong's face, thought for a while, and then remembered that this was He Fangsheng. He put down the enamel water cup, and reached out to shake Fu Zhong's hand.

"It's been a long time. I remember the last time I saw you was in the elevator of the Lake Baikal base. What do you want to do? Here is a glass of cherry wine, let's have a drink." Zhu Min looked cheerful in front of Fu Zhong. The patterned shirt under his thin sweater is getting more and more garish.

Fu Zhong looked around, there were very few people, he waited for a passer-by to pass by, took a sip of wine, and asked, "Is Dr. Zhu here alone?"

Zhu Min shook his head, pouted in the corner on the other side, and said, "I came with a colleague from Canada. He was there to ask his mentor for advice, and he didn't even finish his breakfast."

Linnai Dawn's golden head appeared in Fu Zhong's sight, and the soft golden hair was extremely eye-catching in the sun.A little far away, Dawn was still sitting in that unrestrained posture, while communicating with his mentor.

After a few words in the swimming pool, Fu Zhong didn't have a good impression of Dawn, although Dawn was beautiful, with blond hair and blue eyes, and the corners of his lips were charming and slanted.But Fu Zhong felt that Dawn looked sinister and evil, making him uncomfortable.

"Oh." Fu Zhong replied lightly, then turned his eyes and looked at the distant mountains through the glass, "Doctor Zhu, you are Chief Physician Ji, I want to ask you how long Chief Ji's illness has been ?”

"Sickness? What kind of sickness? I have been in charge of Santu's recovery after burns. You can see that he is doing well now, like a normal person." Zhu Min said with a smile, holding his water glass with hawthorn in it Black plum and wolfberry.

Fu Zhong knew that Zhu Min was pretending to be stupid, so he glanced at Zhu Min, put down the remaining wine in the glass, pulled up the sleeves of his coat, and tore off the pins on the cuffs.There were fewer and fewer people around, Fu Zhong raised his sleeves, revealing the criss-cross nail scratches on his arms, the blood had solidified.

This was left by Ji Yao last night, and Fu Zhong was caught bloody on his back.

Zhu Min lowered his eyebrows and then raised them again. He stared at Fu Zhong's face for a while, and then took a sip of water soaked in ebony plums without looking away.Fu Zhong put down his sleeves, straightened them up, and said, "Does Dr. Zhu understand now?"

"Understood, no one can understand better than me." Zhu Min covered the enamel cup.

At this time, Fu Zhong felt a gaze sticking to his back. Looking back, the blond-haired Dawn was sitting in the corner, swaying a glass of cold beer, looking at Fu Zhong, while feeding the chopped orange cake into his mouth middle.

Dawn's mentor may have left first, and there were only a few people around, without the cover of popularity, the emotion in that sight was particularly scorching.Fu Zhong felt a little uncomfortable, to be more precise, he was a little angry.

Zhu Min saved the day at this moment. He knocked on the lid of the enamel cup, turned around and said, "Come with me, go to the laboratory and get some medicine for you, and talk about other things slowly."

Passing by the candy plate, Zhu Min picked up a few. He likes to eat sweets, and he added honey to the soaked hawthorn and ebony plums.

After walking a few steps, he suddenly thought of Dawn, and waved to Dawn with a smile. The flowered shirt was coquettish and elegant.Fu Zhong pursed his lips and said nothing, Dawn walked over and joked with Zhu Min, and then followed Fu Zhong all the time.

Dawn doesn't talk often, and he rarely visits the accord.It's just that if you get closer to him, you will soon return to normal.Fu Zhong didn't know what he was doing, and he didn't want to know, there were enough things, he wanted to relax.

Zhu Min opened the door of the laboratory, and there were already experts who arrived early working inside. Fu Zhong walked in and smelled a faint smell of medicine, which was very new, after all, the laboratory had only been opened for a while.

"Sit down and take the medicine." Zhu Min pointed to the soft chair next to him, and closed the door of the cubicle. Outside the small window, Dawn was busy outside with his blond hair.

Fu Zhong lowered his eyes and watched Zhu Min clean the wound on his arm. Zhu Min asked him, "What happened last night? It seems that the attack was a bit severe. Haha, it didn't happen before."

"Well, he was a little stimulated, this is the second time."

"Has it happened before?" Zhu Min raised his eyebrows when he heard the words. Obviously, as a doctor, he wanted to understand the patient's situation, "Why didn't he tell me?"

"That happened a few months ago. There was a small mission. He went up there." Fu Zhong pointed to the top of his head. "The plane exploded later, but I just caught him. He was not injured, but his emotions Not quite right."

Zhu Min applied the potion to Fu Zhong, which had a pungent smell of alcohol.Zhu Min looked at Fu Zhong's arm and clicked his tongue, so many scars, I don't know how he could bear it.

Zhu Min raised his hand and asked Fu Zhong to open the cabinet behind him and take out a bottle of iodine.

Fu Zhong turned back to open the cabinet door, but he couldn't open it for some reason.He was very annoyed, and Zhu Min smiled apologetically when he saw this, and said, "It's probably locked inside. Forget it, forget it, don't open it if you don't, it's okay."

Neither of them said a word, Zhu Min suddenly asked: "Why did you get caught like this by him? You shouldn't be, you are the one responsible for everything."

Fu Zhong glanced at it indifferently, and could not hear the waves in his tone: "It just happened to happen, so I came to ask you."

"This is the patient's privacy, I can't tell you." Zhu Min asked Fu Zhong to switch hands, and pushed up the sleeves for him, "And Santu told me specifically, telling me not to tell you about this."

After a while of silence, Fu Zhong said: "I have seen him taking paroxetine. I was in his room last night. The chief has been having nightmares. Someone needs to accompany him."

Hearing this, Zhu Min paused his hands, raised his eyes to see Fu Zhong's expression, and said, "His life is difficult, and he needs someone to help him take care of his life. He is really lucky to meet you, his subordinate There are so many people, only you treat him better."

"And what about you?"

"Me? I'm just his personal doctor. It's only natural for a doctor to take care of patients. I'm a few years older than him. I was a very good friend when I was young. Of course, I am also a friend now."

"How long has he been like this? Did he have symptoms when he was in Chengdu?" Fu Zhong asked.

Zhu Min stood by the table drinking water, added some hot water to it, and said, "It started around that time. I have known him for more than 20 years, and he is normal except for being a little withdrawn. Since the accident, he has... ...was haunted by evil spirits."

Fu Xin knew exactly what an evil spirit was.Zhu Min continued, squinting his eyes to see the ebony slices floating in the cup: "You don't know, he was blind at that time, and he had nightmares every night, and in his dreams he screamed the screams of a dying person. Several nurses guarded him. Looking at him, I couldn’t close my eyes all night. At that time, I was thinking, if only you were here, as long as you stood beside Santu’s bed, he would slowly calm down.”

"I also wanted to go. I wanted to be with him all the time. When he recovers and when he sees the light again, I will be the first person to see him." Fu Zhong said, clasping his hands, "But I didn't I can’t go, if the higher-ups don’t approve it, I really can’t convince them.”

When he said this, he was brushing his hair, and the helpless anger and sadness appeared unreservedly.

Zhu Min could see people clearly, he knew Fu Zhong's thoughts now, he lowered his eyes and smiled, and patted him on the shoulder: "Then work hard to climb up, have done those old people, when you stand on the top, want to go Who do you want to be with, is it not up to you to decide?"

Fu Zhong nodded, the wound on his arm was healed, Zhu Min told him a few words, and handed a medicine box to Fu Zhong: "This is a new medicine for Santu, he forgot to take it, please pass it on to Him, Santu treats you really differently, if it were someone else, you wouldn’t be allowed in the room. He likes you so much, you must take good care of him.”

Zhu Min didn't know how many layers of meaning were hidden in Zhu Min's last sentence. Fu Zhong didn't say much, and weighed the medicine box. It was heavy, and it probably weighed a lot.They walked out of the cubicle, and there were more people outside, and there were some voices in the laboratory.

Dawn was observing in front of the microscope and was drawing pictures on the paper. He caught a glimpse of Zhu Min coming out and raised his hand to greet him. His gaze met Fu Zhong for a moment, and he quickly lowered his eyes.

Fu Zhong noticed that there was a structural model of the human nervous system on the laboratory table in front of Dawn, and large black characters were printed on the spread materials: psychotherapy and hypnotherapy for neurosis.

Zhu Min sent Fu Zhong outside, and Fu Zhong asked him, "Do you know that Canadian?"

"It's Dawn, Linnai Dawn." Zhu Min smiled. "A very interesting boy who studies neurosis. He is a formidable young man. Maybe he can help me treat Santu's disease."

Fu Zhong said, "I've seen him before," and stopped talking.He shook hands with Zhu Min to say goodbye, and walked back with the medicine box, Dawn suddenly came to Zhu Min's side, looking out with his blond hair on his head.Zhu Min patted him on the shoulder, took out a handful of candy from his pocket and gave it to him.