monopolize his white moonlight

Chapter 47

Gu Yizhou really stopped talking to Lin Beichen from that day on.

Lin Beichen would come here every day as usual, but Gu Yizhou ignored him, refused to say a word to him, and refused to give him even a glance.Naturally, he will not eat the meal he sent over.

At this moment, Lin Beichen was sitting alone in the office waiting for Gu Yi, and sent him a message.

The food was hot and then cold, cold and hot again, but Gu Yizhou still didn't come back.

Gu Yizhou used to be uncontrollably angry and jealous as long as he was with Luo Rui, but now that the two of them go out to eat every day, he has become more cautious.

The weather is getting colder and colder, but he is wearing very thin clothes, but Gu Yizhou is no longer the same as before, remembering to bring him an extra coat every day.

After noon, the weather was gray and it seemed that it was going to rain. He glanced out the window, but Gu Yizhou still didn't come back.He only saw a man and a woman standing in front of a white Lamborghini. The girl was holding the tall man's arm, looking very intimate.

Lin Beichen felt that his eyes were familiar, so he looked around twice when he had nothing to do, and felt bored after looking at it, so he turned his head and took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, and walked out slowly, he didn't want to stay in Gu Yizhou's office. The smell of smoke made him uncomfortable.

As soon as Lin Beichen went out, he saw a thin figure. He frowned, fiddled with the cigarette on his fingertips, and stared at the man with interest for a while.

Perhaps feeling his gaze, the boy who had been standing in front of the window turned around, seeing him, he was a little surprised: "It's you..."

"Otherwise?" Lin Beichen asked him.

"I thought it was Dr. Gu, isn't he here?"

"What are you doing with him?"

"Oh, it's nothing, I just want to talk to someone."

Lin Beichen smiled evilly, and thought that his brother is really likable, which shows that he has a good vision, very good, very good.

"I said, why does it look so familiar, are they the two people who often go to see you?"

Mu Chengxi was taken aback for a moment, then nodded sadly.

Lin Beichen had never met Mu Chengxi a few times in total, and the only few times he held a lot of hostility. Seeing him like this now gave him a feeling of sympathy.

He didn't know that he would feel pity for others, but it's really hard to say who is more pitiful than another.

"You like him." Lin Beichen put it bluntly, not a question, but an affirmation.

Mu Chengxi opened his mouth in surprise, as if he was afraid that the people downstairs would hear, he hurriedly said: "Keep your voice down, don't talk nonsense."

"Are you so timid? Don't even dare to admit that you like it." Lin Beichen laughed and threw the crushed cigarette into the trash can.

A trace of sadness flashed across Mu Chengxi's eyes, and he said silently: "What's the use of admitting?" Then he sighed helplessly: "He already has a girlfriend, Miss Xiaoqin is so gentle and kind, they are a natural match."

"So what?" Lin Beichen said sternly, "The person I like is to get married and have children, and I want to snatch him back. I don't wish him happiness. He is the happiest when he is with me. bump!"

Even though he knew that Lin Beichen had always been cold and arrogant, Mu Chengxi was still taken aback when he heard such words from his mouth.

Compared with Lin Beichen's enthusiasm, his secret love suddenly became pitiful.

"You can... I am a dying person, why should I be so selfish to drag him down and provoke him."

"Selfish?" Lin Beichen thought for a while, "Isn't it a selfish thing to like someone?"

"If you like him, you just want to be with him. You can't tolerate others approaching him. You want to monopolize all of him. You don't want him to share his tenderness with others. His goodness belongs only to you. What's wrong with that?"

"It's not wrong, but—" Mu Chengxi's eyes turned red, "What if he doesn't like you? That's wrong." He added, "It's a big mistake."

don't like him?

Yes, Gu Yizhou doesn't like him.

Then what should I do, what can I do?

He holds Gu Yizhou in the palm of his hand, and wants to treat him well and spend the rest of his life with him, but Gu Yi doesn't like him...but, so what.

"Lin Beichen, do you like Dr. Gu?" Mu Chengxi interrupted his thoughts, "It can be seen that you like him very much."

Then he was absolutely right, Lin Beichen was not surprised at all that he could see that he liked Gu Yizhou, after all, the eyes he looked at Gu Yizhou were like maggots attached to his bones, like a shadow, everyone could see it except Gu Yizhou himself.

"I like him." Lin Beichen smiled suddenly, "So whether he likes me or not, he won't run to my side by himself, so it's okay to force it."

Mu Chengxi didn't say a word. After a while, there was the sound of a car starting from downstairs. Ji Yang and Yu Qin should have left.

"You still have a chance. Dr. Gu cares about you."

Lin Beichen said: "I thought about it just now, even if I only have one day to live, I still have to catch him for one day."

Mu Chengxi's eyes brightened, then dimmed again.

There are thousands of kinds of liking in this world, but he has never seen one as pure as Lin Beichen.

Yes, what a wonderful thing it should be to like someone, how can there be so many reasons and what to be afraid of.

Mu Chengxi was seven years old when he first met Ji Yang, and Ji Yang was ten years old.

His father is Ji Yang's father's driver.His mother died of illness when he was very young, and when he was not in school, no adults were watching him, so his father would often take him to work with him.

Ji Yang's father is a gentle and kind person who never said anything. Mu Chengxi learned to read the faces of adults when he was very young. When he was with his father, he never disturbed his work. He stayed alone quietly, very Clever.

Ji Yang was lonely when he was a child. He didn't like to talk very much. He was aloof and arrogant. Everyone stayed away from him and didn't dare to provoke him.

At the beginning, Mu Chengxi saw that he was always alone and as lonely as himself, so he wanted to get close to him, but Ji Yang always put on an appearance that strangers should not get close to him. He was timid and could only stay away from him. Looking at it, I dare not take the initiative to talk to Ji Yang.

Then one day, Mu Chengxi saw him playing alone on the lawn with a Transformer. It was the one he dreamed of but dared not let his father buy it because it was expensive. Ji Yang glanced at him with warning eyes, and Mu Chengxi stopped timidly.

Later, Ji Yang walked away after playing for a while, and Mu Chengxi took advantage of the time when he left to hold the Transformer in his arms and couldn't put it down.Unexpectedly, after a while, when Ji Yang came back and saw him holding his toy, he became furious and pushed him to the ground involuntarily.

Mu Chengxi was so frightened that he knocked his knee on the stone, and blood trickled out.

Both of them were stunned for a moment, Ji Yang showed guilt, while Mu Chengxi's eyes were red and he dared not speak out.

He was afraid that his father would be worried, and that Ji Yang would hate to hear his crying, so he bit his lips, tears glistened in his eyes, and his little face was flushed.

He remembered that Ji Yang told him the first sentence they had known since they met - asking him if he was okay, with a blunt tone.

Mu Chengxi shook his head.

From that day on, he gradually got acquainted with Ji Yang, and Ji Yang no longer looked indifferent to him like before, on the contrary, he would never forget him if there was anything delicious and fun.

When he was a little older, Ji Yang favored him even more. Mu Chengxi was timid and dependent, and at the beginning he only regarded him as an elder brother.

When did you start liking it?He couldn't remember either, only that it seemed like a long, long time.

When he was 11 years old, he was once bullied by a group of boys at school, saying that he was a bastard without his mother's education. Mu Chengxi got into a fight with them angrily. That's when Jan showed up. He knocked the group of boys to the ground with little effort, and carried him to the hospital with the wounded on his back.

Mu Chengxi buried his head in Ji Yang's warm back, feeling full of security in his heart. Ji Yang is his hero, always showing up in time when he needs help the most. He looked at Ji Yang's eyes slowly It is mixed with more and more obsession.

Over time, this infatuation changed, and he later realized that he liked Ji Yang.

This discovery frightened him. On the one hand, he didn't dare to admit that he was gay, but on the other hand, he wanted Ji Yang to like himself just like him.He was distressed and tried to change his feelings for Ji Yang.

However, like how can control.

He finally gave up struggling, and his love for Ji Yang was like weeds growing wildly.

In the third year of high school, in order to be admitted to Ji Yang's university, he studied desperately, and finally got admitted as he wished.

When he received the admission notice, he called Ji Yang immediately in excitement.