Miss EASY

Chapter 27 Confession

Faced with this situation, I am a little confused.I felt a little sad, and thought of the text message from my young lady.I hurt her too.At first I wanted to cheer her up, and even wanted to tell her to forget it.Later, I felt that the poisonous thorns in the flesh were not pulled out, and the rotten peach blossoms on the back of the buttocks were not removed.Rather than coaxing someone to be happy for a while and making her sad later, it is better to concentrate on solving my demons.What is the love of children, what is the importance of loneliness, and love and hatred are always more enjoyable than them.

I have to say that my demons at the time were quite serious. I was a little bit like don't bother me, let me die in pain alone, and I couldn't get over that hurdle no matter what.

"What are your plans for the new year?"

"I have no plans, are you planning to divorce?"

Shen Yan smiled very faintly, and opened the seat for me.

"I just want to have a simple meal with you, you always spoil the scenery like this."

I curled up the corners of my lips and smiled, with a slightly sinister smile, "Do you think I'm spoiling your scenery? Then I'll just go!"

"Hey! I said you child, have you eaten too much firecrackers during the Chinese New Year? Your mouth smells like gunpowder." She grabbed my wrist, "I can't say enough about you?"

Shen Yan pressed my shoulders with both hands, and locked me firmly on the upholstered red leather seat, "Divorce must be well planned, really."

I snorted at her with a nasal voice, "Don't use your way of coaxing your lover to perfuse me, just say that you don't make fake moves, and I will do it if you promise."

Shen Yan turned around and took a bouquet of yellow roses from the bodyguard's hand, and handed them to my eyelids.

"Then why don't I leave now? You follow me to the Civil Affairs Bureau. After I leave on this side, I will marry you on the other side."

"Go away! Let's talk about it when you can get married with me." I didn't have a good tone, but I also reached out to take the flowers.

Shen Yan made me feel dizzy, and my brain suddenly ached. I don't know what to do with her yet.

I put one hand on one side of my face, and turned my head to look at Shen Yan, who was shaking a red wine glass.

She seemed to be in a good mood, humming a little song, looking very relaxed and relaxed.

"After you graduate, do you want to work in my company? I'll help you arrange a good and easy job. In this way, we can meet often. By the way... You can also move to my villa, or I can buy you a house A small apartment will do.”

"Miss Shen, isn't it too early for you to say this now? Also, what kind of convenience is this?"

"You silly boy." Seeing that she couldn't go on fooling around anymore, Shen Yan leaned forward slightly and touched the hair on the top of my head.

Her navy blue coat was slightly opened, and the neckline of the inner coat was relatively low, revealing a slender and smooth neck, and the snow-like skin in the hollow of her neck.

I watched quietly for a while, then looked away, and knocked off her hand.

"It's fine to touch the head and kill it... Can you stop laughing? Divorce your marriage first!"

Shen Yan smiled happily, playing with the strands of hair in his hands, not dignified at all, but showed a lot of hooliganism.

I knocked on the table, "Shen Yan, Shen Yan—"

Shen Yan stared at me with a pair of peach blossom eyes, but she blinked them vigorously.

"What are you doing?" The tone was also greasy.

I said blankly, "Are you thirty-eight this year?"

"..." She retreated into the seat of the chair dying as if the battery had run out.

Isn't it, what are you talking about, at this age, you still haven't put aside the style issue.

This dark face gave me a headache, and there were other worries on the other end. It was the last week before the holiday, and the young lady didn't move. The landlord and I couldn't bear it anymore.

I called my little sister, "Aren't you going to renew your lease this year?"

The young lady's tone was very flat, "I'm still thinking about it."

I thought she was probably really unhappy, so I made up my mind to tell her.

Yes, my determination is not firm|strong. One second I was swearing that the love of children is nothing, and the next second I shake myself in fear and contradictions.

I weighed it up, and felt that it was better to give her the things embedded in my heart than to let her go away in an angry manner without knowing why.

When I weighed it, she said softly, "I have caused you a lot of trouble."

Even though she couldn't see, I shook my head habitually, "I don't think you have any trouble."

"I feel a little redundant."

"You are not redundant."

"I am self-indulgent."

"I like you."

"Then..." Yi Xi breathed heavily, "Then why are you with Shen Yan?"

My face was a little moist, "You don't know my mother's name, do you? Her name is Su Jinnian. Actually, I am not named after Su Ze, I am named after my mother."

"Are you crying?"

"No, listen to me carefully, I'm unlikely to say these words a second time." I didn't dare to wait for her to answer, because I was afraid that I would regret it, so I spoke quickly, "Su Jinnian's eighteenth birthday In the same year, it snowed heavily in the middle of winter and jumped into the frozen lake. Su Ze is my adoptive father, and my biological father is Mr. Lu of Star Group. My mother, Su Ze, and Lu Chengfeng were in the same middle school. My mother’s actual age was changed by one year. They were all older than my mother, and they all had a crush on my mother at the time. My mother didn’t have a good background, and Lu Chengfeng’s background was not good. When she graduated, she didn’t choose Su Ze, she chose Su Ze. Lu Chengfeng has similar backgrounds. The three of them didn't pass the college entrance examination together, and Lu Chengfeng's grades are much better than the two of them. Not long after Lu Chengfeng entered university, he fell in love with Shen Yan, a wealthy lady. Lu Chengfeng couldn't bear to part with my mother, and couldn't let go of Shen Yan, just like a swaying tree branch, sometimes leaning to one end and sometimes leaning to the other end. He couldn't hide it Let’s face it, Shen Yan knew about my mother’s existence. I don’t know what they talked about. Anyway, I heard what Su Ze told me. Later, my mother dropped out of school. At that time, she was just pregnant with me, and her family forced her to have an abortion. I don't know what to say about this. Anyway, a family of four girls and one boy doesn't value our mother and daughter very much. It probably just feels ashamed. My mother ran away from the house and gave birth to me. Don't look at Su Ze now Asshole, there is no love for no reason, only infatuation that is not cherished. He was very infatuated when he was young, and he chased other places to help my mother. My mother lived with him throughout the pregnancy. Su Ze was very Take care of my mother, and there is no transgressive behavior during pregnancy. After finishing the discharge procedures, my mother handed me over to Su Ze, and secretly left a suicide note. The suicide note was neatly written, but it was a bit long-winded. , I’m sorry, I wrote all the gaps in the paper densely, and went to the ice lake at night without telling Su Ze... Su Ze also chased after him, but it was not convenient to take me with him , I went a little late, I don’t know, I listened to what he said. He said that the night was as dark as a nightmare... The snowflakes were flying everywhere... Frost formed on the lake... Falling into the water in that kind of weather... I I think it should be the biting cold, but also the biting loneliness... The snow didn't stop after that, and it fell all night... Actually, I really wanted to... I always thought so after I was sensible... If it was possible... At that time I had A pair of big hands...give her a tight and warm hug..."

"Wait for me, don't cry first, okay? You cry so much that I want to cry."

"...I won't cry anymore, the road is slippery when it snows, don't drive into the ditch."

I went downstairs to wait for her. She was not good at driving, so I was really worried that something might happen to her.Afraid of affecting her driving, I could only send text messages. I sent a few text messages, but she didn't reply to any of them.I had no choice but to put my phone back into my coat pocket. The only thing I could do was refresh myself, clean up my face, and look decent, ready to meet her.

She drove an eye-catching red sports car over, and her driving skills were really bad. When parking, the tires rolled across the ground and made a screeching screeching sound, leaving a rather irritating tire skid mark in the cold and vast snow.

My whole heart is broken. Really, seeing her drive like that makes me feel broken.

The young lady pushed the car door open with a slam, and the movement of the famous car made me let my heart break down again.

I clutched my heart, watching her beautiful long legs wrapped in furry knee pads, stepping down from the luxury car, leaning over, and pushing the door shut with a bang.

Under my complicated eyes that couldn't hide my heartache, she shook the snow on the pink and white fur indifferently, and with her long and slender legs, she walked towards me with firm and fast steps, almost running Oncoming.

It's all because of how handsome she got out of the car. When I was hugged tightly by her, I was still shaking for a while.

She lowered her head and pressed a kiss on my forehead, with a soft voice, "It's okay Xiaoshuang, I will be with you." Even the warmth from her soft long hair was ironed into my heart.

A solid sense of security, unexpectedly very reassuring, I only thought of such a poem at the time.

The spring water is born, the spring forest is flourishing, and the spring breeze is ten li, not as good as the young lady in front of me.

I have to admit, at that moment, I finally figured out one thing, why so many people are willing to say "I love you".

Yes, at that moment I realized with absolute clarity that I was loving her.

There are two lines of lyrics in "The Wind Blows the Wheat Waves", your soft words wet my eyes.Your long, soft hair smells like my dream.

She is my dream that is close at hand, yet out of reach.