Chapter 111
Chapter 111
"No!" He lowered his head, "I know, I'm not pure at all. When I was doing those things, I didn't feel ashamed at all. Because I was studying and living—that's what I thought at the time " He looked up at him, "Does this mean that I have fallen beyond redemption? Ah? Fang Shuibai, don't you look down on me?"
Fang Shuibai sighed, not caring that he was still wearing clothes and Yu Jiaqi was still dripping wet, he hugged him tightly, no matter how much he struggled, he would not let go, Touching his wet hair, he said deeply: "Whether you are pure or depraved, I love you, I love you. Even if you are with someone else, I still love you. Even if I want to, I can't change it." This, so stop trying to test me."
He burst into tears in his arms, "How can I deserve your love and devotion? I have never repaid you with the same love, why are you still so stupid?" "I don't know either. In order not to love you anymore, I have tried many ways. Yu Yiqi is a representative of wrong attempts. I am sorry for him. You said that in the future I will meet more beautiful, smarter, more The person worthy of my love, but after I met you, I looked around, and the whole world is you. Only people who are somewhat similar to you can make me pay more attention. I think I am not just stupid , I am sick, and I have a disease called "It must be you."
Yu Jiaqi looked at him with guilty eyes, he smiled, and said: "You don't need to think of anything to comfort me, although my disease can't be cured, there is still a way to alleviate it - that is to see you happy " He pulled him to stand up from the bathtub, then wrapped him in a bath towel, and hugged him by the waist.
He put Yu Jiaqi on the bed, picked up a bath towel, wiped Yu Jiaqi's hair like a child, and then took a hair dryer to dry her hair thoroughly, his movements were very gentle from beginning to end.And Yu Jiaqi, like a well-behaved child, quietly accepts his care from the beginning to the end.
After that, Fang Shuibai covered the naked Yu Jiaqi with a quilt, hugged him through the quilt, and sang softly to lull him to sleep. "Sleep, sleep, I will teach those who bully you a lesson for you."
Yu Jiaqi had already fallen into a deep sleep, and uttered a dream, "Chuxi..." "Well," Fang Shuibai nodded, and rubbed his hair, "He is the first one to be taught a lesson."
Chu Xi was sitting on the sofa, looking at the pornographic photos on the coffee table, her clenched fist trembling slightly, she suddenly got up and entered the studio.
Standing in front of the just-finished "Rainbow Boy", he dipped his hand in some paint and stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to paint off the blue-haired boy.But just when his fingers were about to touch the blue-haired boy in the painting, his hands suddenly dropped, and then he knelt down on the ground with a "plop" on his knees, covering his face and crying.
The memory goes back to high school, Yu Jiaqi always avoids his stepfather, the hatred for his stepfather... He has already discovered signs of abnormality, if he broke the casserole and kept asking, if he had been with By his side, perhaps these things would not happen today.
Chuxi's heart ached because of the hurt Yu Jiaqi had received.But can that be the reason for his fall?No, in fact he has not fallen, he has graduated from a prestigious university and is still working hard for his dream.But...he has been an MB after all...Chu Xi is very contradictory, Yu Jiaqi, who wants him to accept the perfect artistic existence in his heart, is actually not perfect?Or give up?
At this time, the sun was westward, and the blood-red setting sun outside the window shone on a pot of sunflowers placed on the window sill. In a few minutes, the setting sun would disappear and the sunflower would hang its head.Maybe that's why it looks so beautiful at this moment.
Chu Xi watched obsessively.This pot of sunflowers was specially bought by Yu Jiaqi, and it grows so well with careful care every day.He suddenly remembered that not long ago he found out that Yu Jiaqi's favorite flower turned out to be the blue enchantress, and he hadn't given it to him once.
Not long after dawn, Fang Shuibai woke up and saw Yu Jiaqi curled up beside him sleeping peacefully for the first time, his heart softened immediately.Staring intently at his face, he suddenly noticed the bitten wound on his lip, stretched out his hand to touch it lightly, and there was a trace of distress in his eyes.But looking at those two seductive thin lips, he couldn't help but move his lips closer.
Just before the lips of the two were about to touch, Yu Jiaqi's eyelashes trembled suddenly.Fang Shuibai froze for a moment, even his breathing slowed down.Yu Jiaqi slowly opened her eyes, blinked twice, and then focused on Fang Shuibai's face.
Fang Shuibai adjusted his direction naturally, kissed him lightly on the forehead, and said with a smile: "Morning!" He forced a smile, and replied: "Morning, are you going to work?" "Yes. He rubbed his hair, "Can you be alone? I can ask for leave to accompany you."
"No need," Yu Jiaqi smiled at him, "I just happen to have something to do." "What's the matter? Are you going out?" He immediately became nervous. "Oh," Yu Jiaqi nodded, "I'm going out to do some errands." "No!" His tone was very firm, but his voice was gentle, "At least today I will never allow you to go out. Look in the mirror How swollen your eyes are, do you think you can still go out to meet people like this?"
"Is it that serious?" Yu Jiaqi wanted to get up to look in the mirror, but Fang Shuibai stretched out his arms and hugged her tightly in his arms, saying, "You don't need to get up, my eyes are your mirror, look My eyes are just fine." Yu Jiaqi raised her eyes to look into his eyes embarrassingly, the face reflected inside was indeed pale and haggard, and her eyes were terribly swollen from too much tears.
Yu Jiaqi couldn't stand it anymore, buried her head in the bed, and said in a muffled voice, "Then I'd better go out another day." Fang Shuibai rubbed his head lovingly, "Good boy, stay at home well." Get some sleep and wait for me to bring you something delicious when I come back."
After a long time, he gave a soft "hmm".Fang Shuibai's whole heart seemed to melt because of this sound, he hugged him tightly, sniffing the fragrance of his hair, suddenly found some abnormal sensations in his body.At this moment, Yu Jiaqi was hugged tightly by Fang Shuibai across the quilt, he was naked under the quilt, as long as Fang Shuibai stretched his hands into the quilt, he could touch his smooth skin and slender waist...
Fang Shuibai stopped himself from continuing to imagine, because he would lose control of himself if he continued to imagine. "I'm going to take a shower." He got out of bed and almost rushed into the bathroom.
Cold water rushed down from the top of his head, and it took a long time for the little guy under his crotch to calm down gradually.
It's just a hug through the quilt, how could he react so quickly?This has never been the case before.
It seems that when thinking about that person, the body is more honest than the heart.
He lowered his head and said to the little guy in his crotch like crazy: "Do you still remember him? I know he is very beautiful and cute, but you are too unpromising, right? You haven't done much yet, you are so excited, You will be laughed at!"
Wrapped in a bath towel, he left the bathroom, returned to the bedroom and saw the person sleeping peacefully on the bed, he felt a strong desire to keep him by his side forever.But seeing the man's red and swollen eyes still made the man's happy mind prevail.
Turn around and go out, enter the cloakroom, pick out clothes and put them on.He went back to his room and said to Yu Jiaqi, "I'm leaving. I'm hungry. There's food in the refrigerator." Then he went out.
After driving to the apartment where Chu Xi lived, it took a long time to knock on the door before someone opened it.
Chu Xi, who was wearing a loose T-shirt and shorts, was unkempt and smelled of alcohol, looked at Fang Shuibai in confusion, as if he was still drunk.Fang Shuibai didn't give him time to react, without saying a word, he punched him hard to wake him up.
Chuxi was beaten to the ground, raised her hand to wipe the blood seeping from the corner of her mouth, and said, "Is Jiaqi with you?" "You have no right to call him by his name!" Fang Shuibai roared.He grabbed his collar and punched him again.
"Then why do you have the right to hit me for him?!" Chuxi grabbed him, turned over on top of him, and punched him back, "Who are you to him?!" "Who am I to him? "Fang Shuibai sneered, pointing his head at his head.He was dizzy for a moment, and then he was suppressed by reflexes again.
Fang Shuibai grabbed him by the collar and held him down, raised his fist high, "Back then you ran away like a coward, Qiqi's mother died in an accidental car accident, Qiqi was overwhelmed by the sudden knowledge of the secret, committed suicide, depressed, I accompanied him to come here. And you didn’t do anything, but you can monopolize Qiqi’s love as soon as you come back. Not only do you not cherish it, but you actually despise him!? You are the one who is not worthy of him!”
Chu Xi's eyes were swollen when the fist dropped.Regardless of the pain in his eyes, he got up and grabbed Fang Shuibai's collar, and asked eagerly, "What did you say?! Suicide? Depression? What happened?" "Didn't Qiqi tell you?" Fang Shuibai With a sad smile, "He will always be like this, hiding all the pain in his heart..."
"So that's how the scar on the wrist came about, and it turns out that I almost never see him again..." After listening to Fang Shuibai's narration, Chu Xi sat on the ground in a daze for a long time, and suddenly looked at Fang Shuibai and said: "Fang Shuibai Shui Bai, I should hit, hit me! Hit me hard for Jiaqi! I won't fight back."
Fang Shuibai glanced at him, stood up, tidied his clothes, and said lightly, "I don't have that much time to spare, you can do it yourself if your skin is itchy." He casually glanced around the living room, and was suddenly caught by the clothes on the coffee table. The photo caught my eye, and my pupils suddenly shrank as I looked at it.
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