Chapter 28
Chapter 28
"What do you think?" Tan Yanan stood in front of Lin Ting with arms folded slightly: "I asked Secretary Process, you are a very smart employee, so you should understand that if Xin Ran doesn't want to get close to you, no matter how much I say, it's just In vain."
Naturally, the reason couldn't be so simple, but Tan Yanan obviously didn't want to explain it any further.Lin Ting didn't ask any more questions, she didn't have the time to think about that much now, after saying goodbye to Tan Yanan, she hurried to the ward.
When Chen Haoyan saw her coming, he was not surprised at all, but explained in a low voice: "Xin Ran is fine, just rest for two days."
Lin Ting nodded, but looking at Xin Ran's tightly closed eyes on the hospital bed, he still couldn't help but feel a little worried.
"The doctor said it's the effect of the anesthetic, so I'll sleep a little longer." Chen Haoyan added, then picked up the wallet on the side and walked out: "You can stay here, I'll go outside to buy some food first, wait She wakes up to replenish her strength."
Lin Ting nodded, his eyes still fixed on Xin Ran lying on the bed.
"You...don't think too much." Chen Haoyan probably seldom said these comforting words, and his mouth was still a little dull: "I...no matter what, I still want to say thank you, the camera is well protected by you."
Lin Ting lowered his eyes and did not respond to his words.
Chen Haoyan looked at Xin Ran, then at her, sighed and opened the door to leave.
Lin Ting looked at Xin Ran lying on the hospital bed. In the room where only the two of them were left, the sobs in his throat finally couldn't be suppressed, and leaked out from between the fingers covering his face...
"It's okay, luckily you're okay..." Lin Ting murmured in a low voice, her voice was a little hoarse from crying, but she quickly sorted out her emotions, looked at Xin Ran's calm face, and pulled out An ugly smile.
"Why does a person who looks so indifferent, do such a stupid thing for someone who is not important to you at all." She reached out and wiped the red and swollen eye sockets vigorously: "It makes me feel sad and happy at the same time." , I thought that I might be different from others, but just now I had such an idea, and I thought I would lose you forever..."
"Xin Ran..." Lin Ting lowered his voice, knowing that the person was asleep and couldn't hear, so he dared to say the words buried in his heart: "I will never be stupid again, and it is unnecessary to do those things again." It's ridiculous again."
She stretched out her hand and tapped Xin Ran's finger: "When you wake up, I will tell you that I like you, whether you refuse or ignore, I will not go on like this anymore. As long as you are well, I will always love you." There is a chance, isn't it?"
"But how am I going to tell you this story? It's been so long, and I can't remember some things clearly. Will it scare you instead?"
She seemed to see Xin Ran wearing a black coat, walking straight towards her from the podium, and then sitting behind her, painting strokes of her memories with thick ink.
"You must not remember the first time you skipped class after you transferred to another school, but I do. At that time, you saw a cat in the back corner of the playground." Lin's voice was very soft, so soft that he could get up and call someone back. To that afternoon: "I kept thinking afterwards, how could someone look so cold, but be so gentle to a cat?"
Lin Ting didn't have a strong sense of presence in the class, and sometimes he would sneak off to the playground to sleep late in the afternoon without being noticed, so after discovering that the strange transfer student behind him had disappeared, Lin Ting didn't have a clue. Under psychological pressure, I skipped class.
The playground is huge, and the trees are so dense in summer, but Lin Ting walked towards that corner uncontrollably, knowing to see the black figure clearly.
The master of the back, Xin Ran, who always had a cold face, seemed to have just thawed after a whole winter, with a smile on his face that no one in this school had ever seen before, staring at a thin and weak dog. And petite pussy.
Her fingers were white and slender, and her round fingers gently stroked the somewhat messy hair of the kitten.The kitten felt comfortable being touched, and let out a milky meow, which made Xin Ran laugh.
Lin Ting hid aside, looking at that innocent smiling face, his heart that had been beating steadily for 17 years broke out at that moment.
"Sometimes I wonder if that was a dream I had after I fell asleep on the playground, because you have never smiled like that, and you have never been so gentle to anyone... It doesn't seem right to say that, at last At least you are very attentive to your lover."
At that time, Chu Yiyi was having an affair with Xin Ran, and it seemed that no one had any intention of revealing it.Until one time at lunch, Chu Yiyi brought a large bag of snacks into Lin Ting's classroom, and sat down in Xin Ran's seat without hesitation.After finishing a few packs of potato chips and a bunch of snacks with Lin Ting, Chu Yiyi smiled and did one thing—she piled up all the garbage in Xin Ran’s drawer, and said, “Remember to Xiang Xin Ran for me.” Say hello and walk away.
Lin Ting was worried all afternoon, she felt that she couldn't imagine what Xin Ran's cold face would look like after seeing the drawer that had been raped into such a shape.
But after hearing Chu Yiyi's name, that person just smiled slightly, and without saying a word, cleaned up the pile of garbage that fell from the sky in the drawer.
That was the first time, the first time she was sincerely jealous of Chu Yiyi.Only then did she know that Xin Ran would smile gently at others, and would tolerate all her willfulness just because she liked someone.
Lin Ting was even confused, whether she was jealous of Chu Yiyi because she liked Xin Ran, or liked Xin Ran more because of jealousy of Chu Yiyi, but when Xin Ran left quietly at the end, she found out that this person was gone, she Everything you think about becomes superfluous.
Fortunately, she finally understands now, calm down and listen to her own voice, and stop doing those unnecessary things.
She touched Xin Ran's cheek with her outstretched hand, and then left quickly, her movements were very light, as if she was worried that such a slight movement would wake her up.
"Wake up quickly." She called softly, and hoped that this person would open his eyes and see her immediately, even though those star-like eyes were still cold and without a trace of emotion, she also wanted to get along with this person See.
She might not immediately tell this person the stories of those years, but...
The wind blew the beige curtains, and the warm sunlight outside the window came in through the gap and sprinkled on Xin Ran's peaceful sleeping face.Lin Ting just sat there, watching the mottled light and shadow intertwine on her body, waiting for time to pass by little by little, as if all the small emotions in the past eight years were gathered at this moment, and the seed that had germinated long ago had quietly grown into a towering flower. Tree.
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Today I was greedy and ate barbecue, and after eating, I touched my belly and wept silently π_π
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