dhibooks Chapter 5 chapter 5
Chapter 5 chapter 5
"What... what?" Ah Ji's sudden opening made Su Chen even more stupid, and it took him a while to recover, and said, "Why do you think so! If it weren't for you, Auntie wouldn't be here, would she? Open the door and go in!" After saying that, he opened the door for Ah Ji.
Ah Ji walked into the ward and looked at his mother on the bed.This scene has repeatedly appeared in Ah Ji's dream, but in the dream, it is quiet here, there is no sound.And now, the beeping sound from the medical equipment in the ward reminded him over and over again that this was no longer a dream... The person he had dreamed of for five years was right in front of him, and he could touch it with just a stretch of his hand.
But he didn't dare to go forward... In the dream, he had approached this bed countless times. This figure, crying and shouting, could not stop this figure from slowly disappearing... He was afraid, afraid that he would go further Take a step forward, and everything will disappear without a trace as before...
"Aji? What's wrong with you? Are you okay?"
Su Chen has been watching Ah Ji from the side.Ah Ji stood still at the place where he just entered the door, staring fixedly at the hospital bed, with his hands hanging by his sides, clenched his fists and clutching the corners of his clothes, his body kept shaking, as if the air conditioner in this ward was not turned on Same as the freezer.
"Aren't you going to take a look?" Su Chen asked.
Ah Ji turned his head to the side and looked at Su Chen with red eyes, which revealed a kind of inquiry and a kind of longing with a little fear.He really didn't know, he was afraid that if he moved, this dream would be shattered...
These eyes are really beautiful, so beautiful that people can't help but want to protect them.Su Chen stepped forward and took Ah Ji's hand, and slowly led him to the hospital bed.The two of them didn't speak, Su Chen felt the hand he was holding trembled even more and became colder.A few steps away from the hospital bed, Su Chen turned his head and saw Ah Ji froze there, and suddenly knelt down straight.
There was a muffled "boom".
"Sorry……"
The voice was so small that it was almost inaudible, but Su Chen could still hear it, and Ah Ji cried.
Su Chen didn't speak any more, he opened the door silently and walked out.He didn't want to comfort Ah Ji, he felt that the past five years had been too hard for Ah Ji, and he couldn't bear that kind of suffering, nor could he fully understand it.What Ah Ji needs now is an environment like this, allowing him to vent out properly and truly.
The moment the door was closed, Ah Ji's suppressed cry spread out bit by bit.He knocked his head on the ground, pawing at the floor with his white fingertips, crying and repeating sorry over and over again.
He is sorry for his mother.If he was strong enough five years ago, the mother wouldn't be lying here.He is sorry for himself, he knows that his life is unbearable, he knows that others look down on him, he is ashamed of himself, ashamed of his own life.If he had to choose again, he would not sign that contract.In other words, it would not be his mother who was lying on the ground covered in blood five years ago, but himself.
But there is no if, is there?
Ah Ji raised his head, wiped away the tears on his face, stood up and sat on the chair beside the hospital bed.
Mother lost a lot of weight, and her complexion was not very good.There were a few strands of blue hair scattered on her forehead, Ah Ji carefully helped her mother pin her hair behind her ears.Mother's hand is a little cold, but the feeling of holding it is very real.Ah Ji attached his mother's hand to his face, greedily caressing, kissing, and sniffing...
I miss you every day, so wake up and take me home, okay?
Take me home……
good or not?
When Su Chen came to the ward with the housekeeper, Ah Ji was sitting on a chair, holding his mother's hand, and looking at her face.The sunlight came in through the window and hit Ah Ji's side face quietly, it was as beautiful as a painting.
"Aji, it's time."
The person in the painting moved, he kissed the hand he was holding, smiled and said something to the person on the hospital bed, then got up and walked towards Su Chen and the others.
Ah Ji, who came out of the sun, was smiling, and his dark watery eyes revealed a softness that he had never seen before.
"In the future, when you come, talk to your aunt more often. Many vegetative people wake up because their family members insist on talking with him." Su Chen sent Ah Ji to the gate of the hospital, and said to Ah Ji.
Aji looked at him, smiled gratefully, and nodded.
The butler opened the car door, Ah Ji still had a smile on his face, just as he was about to get in the car, he found that there was an extra person in the car.
"So happy?"
It's Cheng Yi.
The author has something to say:
After thinking about it, he decided to let Ah Ji communicate with his mother more, after all, he is still a child...but he still doesn't know how to talk to Cheng Yi.There will be more and more lines for A Ji, Xiao Poor~~ Thank you very much for your support!