dhibooks Chapter 1 chapter 1
Chapter 1 chapter 1
"Don't bite your lip."
Cheng Yi wiped away the blood on Ah Ji's bitten blue lips, pried open his clenched teeth, and inserted his fingers into Ah Ji's mouth.
The violent impact made Ah Ji curl up involuntarily.He frowned tightly, his breath became heavier and heavier, his mouth was forced to open slightly, but he still didn't make a sound.
"It's been five years, and those who don't know really think you are dumb."
"Uh-huh……"
The voice was squeezed out from the nasal cavity, with forbearance and a subtle softness.
Cheng Yi clung to Ah Ji's ear, exhaled hot air behind his ear, and said quietly, "How can I make you speak?" After speaking, he began to tease again.
Ah Ji trembled slightly, still biting his lips, and the increasingly heavy snorting sounded a little sweet, like a kind of silent invitation.
"You really deserve that name."
"There are still five years, and you plan to endure like this?"
Ah Ji still didn't speak, just stared at Cheng Yi with those extremely delicate eyebrows, stared for a moment, then lowered his gaze slightly, and stared elsewhere.
He has no reason to resist, no reason to be reluctant.If it weren't for Cheng Yi, he wouldn't have been able to survive that year. It was his own signature that sent him to this field.
Cheng Yi patted Ah Ji's face, and said as if talking to himself: "I really regret giving you such a name."
The soft cloth kept rubbing against his back, making Ah Ji a little dazed.Looking at the white ceiling, I don't know why I suddenly thought of my first time here, and the tearing pain seemed to spread from the spine again.Ah Ji pushed Cheng Yi away violently, curled up and shivered slightly.
In fact, it will not hurt a long time ago. It has been five years, and he has already gotten used to it.
But what happened today?Why is it so uncomfortable?Is it because you can't stand it anymore?
Seeing this, Cheng Yi didn't stop.Ah Ji didn't resist too much, but his body was tense all the time, silently accepting all this...
Afterwards, I did it a few more times, but Ah Ji couldn't remember clearly. The feeling of ups and downs seemed to exist all the time. In a trance, Ah Ji felt as if he had drifted into a dream. The scent is the same as that spring...
But Ah Ji doesn't want to go back to that year...
"Aji, please speak to me..."
After that year, what is left to say?Was it not you who told me not to open my mouth again?
Ah Ji was in a dream, thinking chaotically.
The sky has just dawned, and the sparse sunlight is passing through the thick curtains of the bedroom piecemeal, and the mottled light spots are sprinkled on the solid wood floor, as if a group of elves are dancing together, accompanied by the crisp singing voice of unknown birds , welcome the arrival of another spring.
Ah Ji woke up very early. He leaned against the head of the bed, followed the dancing elves with his eyes, and spun around the room over and over with their dance steps.The elves seemed to be playing some game with Ah Ji, and suddenly rushed out of the window along the gap in the curtains.They were laughing, fluttering their crystal wings, and accompanied by moving warblers, beckoning to Ah Ji, like a silent call.
Ah Ji got out of bed in his nightgown and walked to the window, gently opening the gap between the curtains with his slender fingers.A beam of sunlight hit Ah Ji's face, it was warm and itchy, Ah Ji closed his eyes...
Spring... Another Spring...
Five years, five years have passed...
"what are you doing?"
When Cheng Yi woke up, he habitually touched his side, but it didn't have the usual soft and warm touch.The cold hands made him flustered, he sat up abruptly, and what caught his eyes was Ah Ji's side face with slightly closed eyes.
"It's spring..."
The voice was very small, with some hoarseness that had not been spoken for a long time, and an indescribable complex emotion.
"Aji, have you... talked to me?"
Cheng Yi looked at Ah Ji in surprise, his hands shaking with excitement.He leaned forward, his voice trembling.
"Are you finally willing to talk to me?"
Ah Ji opened his eyes, turned his face to look at Cheng Yi for a while, didn't speak, then lowered his head and went to the closet, and took the clothes Cheng Yi was going to wear when he went out today.He put the clothes on the bed and went to the bathroom to prepare hot water for bathing.
Cheng Yi stared blankly at Ah Ji for a long time, and it took him a while to come back to his senses.
All of this is still the same as before, except for the whisper of Ah Ji just now.
After that year, Ah Ji never spoke a word.
Sitting on the back seat of the car, Cheng Yi watched the scenery passing by outside the car window, and couldn't help but think of the scene when he just met Ah Ji.
At that time, as now, it was a spring full of vitality.
A Ji is not called A Ji, he has a nice name - Bai Sen.
Five years ago, Cheng Yi's company and Bai's Group were cooperating on a real estate project. Unexpectedly, the project lost money. The boss of Bai's Group ran away with his wife and children with the money. Cheng Yi sent someone to investigate, but only found Mr. Bai The lover outside and his illegitimate son, that is, Ah Ji.
When Cheng Yi's people found Ah Ji, the loan sharks were demanding debts at his home, and the lover was covered in blood from the debt collectors, and he was unconscious.Ah Ji was tied up by them and was about to be sold to a nightclub to pay off the debt.
Cheng Yi will never forget Ah Ji's eyes.There is a thin layer of tear film in those big eyes, and the fear and bewilderment like a small animal are hidden in the tear film. The tears swirl in the eye sockets, making the tails of the slightly raised eyes red, but Always stubborn and refused to flow down.
Because of these eyes, Ah Ji was brought in front of Cheng Yi and signed a contract for the next ten years.
"Sign this!" Cheng Yi put the contract in front of Ah Ji.
"What is this?" A Ji glanced at the document and asked.
"Father's debt, your father owes me money, you should be sold to a nightclub to help him pay back the money, now you just need to stay by my side. You have been there for almost a week, how? go back……"
"He's not my dad!" Ah Ji interrupted him, yelling loudly.
"It's not up to you to decide, think about it! Stay with me, or go back. Don't forget that your mother is still in the hospital, and I can withdraw her tube at any time."
"...How long will I be by your side..." Ah Ji's voice trembled a little.He couldn't let Mom die like this.
"ten years."
Hearing this, Ah Ji looked at him in disbelief, and then lowered his head for a while, but Cheng Yi still saw it, and his eye circles were red.
"Have you decided? Huh?"
Cheng Yi lifted Ah Ji's chin with great interest, looked at the way his tears were rolling in his eye sockets, and thought, these eyes are so beautiful when we cry.
"If you're in a nightclub, with your temperament, you won't be able to pay off the money in ten years!"
Cheng Yi patted Ah Ji's face, pinched his chin and made him look at him, waiting for his reply.
Ah Ji didn't speak any more, and nodded for a while...
What happened five years ago, for some reason, suddenly reminds me of it today.
Ah Ji sat on the chair, looked out the window, and suddenly wanted to see the contract.
That contract is now in Cheng Yi's drawer, Ah Ji opened the drawer and took it out, the place where the signature was a little wrinkled, it was because tears fell on it at that time, Ah Ji rubbed his handwriting at that time: "Bai Sen", I am no longer Bai Sen, and I will never go back.
He still remembered what Cheng Yi said at the time, "From now on, you will be called Aji, and you should not say anything you shouldn't ask." There is really nothing to say, since the moment he signed, he lost his name, Without freedom, without a future, what else is there to say?
There are still five years, five years later, can I still face the sunshine I once so longed for?
Ah Ji didn't know, and didn't want to know.
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