Master Zhili is too difficult to understand

Chapter 14

"Do you really think so?" Ke Qin asked.

"En." Cobb nodded.

Lies are easier to tell than truths.

Ke Qin had a relationship with Cobu’s favorite big sister next door when he was young. He and Cobu’s mother, Wu Qian, were married on a blind date. After so many years of marriage, they had only family affection, so when he found love, love But let him accidentally break his family. After Wu Qian realized Ke Qin's feelings, even if he and Ding Luoyuan had never done anything, the family could not go back to the past, because the spiritual derailment was actually more serious than that. The physical derailment is even more serious, he has another woman besides this family in his heart.Then the darkest days began, and the endless quarrels, crying and cursing and silence became the only thing in this family.Victims of war are often the most innocent people. Cobb didn’t know how to face his sister Luo Yuan who loved him so much, or how to face his father who had changed his mind, and he didn’t know how to face his face with tears all day long. The mother who scolded and made noise, and the three closest people to him were all distorted in his eyes, even himself.

So many years have passed, when Cobb was covered with wounds, he met Zhili, God gave him a disaster, and then gave him a candy, the devil in his body ate Cobb's pain, and finally Cobb let go and fulfilled this couple who had a bumpy road in love, but he overestimated himself, when he heard that they were going to get married, and that his father was not with his mother but with a woman who was not much older than himself When he started the family he had always dreamed of, he was not as chic as he had imagined.

Dad acquiesced in himself and Zhili, and in return he had to acquiesce in his marriage to Ding Luoyuan.Too many years have passed, and it is impossible for my family to come back. If I disagree, do I let my father die alone?There are as many legitimate reasons and ideas as there are, but people are selfish, and so is Cobb.

Cobb stared at the ground and asked, "There was no sign before, so there must be a reason for such a hasty decision."

"Before, Luo Yuan and I both wanted to be together. Not getting married will make you feel better. However, Luo Yuan is pregnant, and I" Cobb interrupted Ke Qin: "I know."

"if"

"I said I got it! Don't say any more, I agree, I agree, what right does a child have to interfere in the marriage of parents, you'd better go back and take care of her, I will go to your wedding."

Ke Qin, who stood still, kept looking at Cobb for a long time before turning around and leaving.Cobb looked at his back, he was about to have his family, but in his family, he was the only one who looked like an outsider, yes, maybe not only his father, but also his mother would find a new family one day, so he would never be broken How to put the extra things in the family.

"Does it hurt?" Zhili's voice was brought to Cobb's ear by the cold wind.

Cobb shook his head: "Did you hear that?"

"No." Zhili propped his elbows on the railing.

"Then why do you ask that?"

"Your expression now is not the expression I want to see."

"Such a general answer, who would understand." Cobb was lying on the railing, and Ke Qin's figure was about to disappear at the end of the campus. It's too late to catch up and stop him from getting married. People should be so greedy. I can't live well , why should he and Luo Yuan have a good life.Even if I tell Zhili this dark idea, he will not object, nor will he look down on himself. Zhili will never teach himself to be a human being, to teach himself what to do is good and what to do is bad, he will do whatever he wants. by yourself.

"If I chase down Dad now and tell him my truest thoughts, he won't marry Ding Luoyuan. He has always felt guilty towards me, and he will definitely listen to my request."

"Then you go after it."

"I can't do it, can you help me?"

"No." Zhi Lixiang refused without even thinking about it: "I told you very clearly before, don't let me help you make decisions that you will regret, and bear it yourself if you regret it. I will not be an excuse for you to shirk responsibility. You are not a good person, but neither am I, and I don’t want to perform this so-called good thing for you in a way I don’t like.” He really made it very clear that some decisions can only be made by himself, and he will not touch Going into this muddy water makes things more and more complicated, and even threatens his feelings in the end. At this point, Zhili is always indifferent. Who says love is blind, but his love is so clear.

"Will I always live with a sense of guilt after making this decision? For my father, for Ding Luoyuan, for that unborn child."

"Why do you ask me, only you know the answer, why don't you go after it?"

Cobb turned and walked down the steps. After only two steps, he turned back and found that Zhili was looking at him. There was nothing in his eyes, neither emotion nor impurities.

"I will become a redundant person, Zhili, I am redundant, you know what I mean?"

Zhili pointed to the place in front of him: "I'm empty here, and I just need an extra person to help me block the sun." Cobb didn't know how to respond to Zhili's words, Zhili turned his head at him : "Come here." He walked over and was pulled into his arms by Zhili: "Just right."

"It's just right, you blocked the sun for you, and the sun shone on me."

"Aren't you afraid of the cold?"

He obviously doesn't understand anything, why should he comfort me; he obviously doesn't understand anything, why does he really comfort me.

I'm not doing well, why do you want Dad and Luo Yuan to have a good life? This sentence is just an angry word, is it really that I'm not doing well?Who is this person hugging me?Sometimes I am grateful for the loneliness and pain that year, which allowed me to stand in this empty position.